My Online Mommy / A True Story

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" My Online Mommy / A True Story "

( Chapter II )

The Internet ...................................

The shock that there were other people like me, who truly enjoyed diapers, was incredible, it seemed the more info & stories I found on the internet, the more I wanted, I was totally obsessed in the beginning, absorbing as much as I could take in, not wanting it to ever end.

Fortunately for me and 100's, maybe even 1,000's of other infantilists, it wouldn't end, we had a non-stop, never ending road of information and knowledge, that we were indeed not alone in our infantile way of thinking. It wasn't long until I ventured in to the chat rooms on aol, and after skimming thru numerous rooms, I found one that caught my eye, it was called Fantasy Roleplay. I went in and just watched the various conversations for a couple of nights when out of the blue, I received a private chat invite from a lady named TeezenPleeze.

We probably talked for up to 5 hours that first night, she was curious about me ( my screen-name at that time was BadOBaby4U ), I didn't reveal too much, other then I liked to be mothered and pampered, in a boyfriend/girlfriend sort of way. She was in Chicago, and at the time, I was in Oakland so there was definitely some distance there and I felt somewhat safer that way, with my secret fantasy that is, you see, I'm married and have been, somewhat happily, for almost 14 years now, so I felt I needed to keep my online life separate from my real life, little did I know or realize, that both lives were destined to meet eventually.

Anyway, after about 3 months in the Fantasy Roleplay room, Teeze and I became somewhat of an item, we had numerous friends ( regulars ) in the room and by now Teeze was quite aware of my fantasy to be a baby and she assumed the role of my online mommy, and eventually had everyone in the room babying me from time to time, when we weren't all playing games that is. I had suddenly found myself surrounded by numerous women and girls that treated me like they were my aunts, nannies, and even babysitters.

I wasn't really that much into wearing and using diapers for real ( I did have a small stash hid in my closet ), because I had very little privacy, what with my wife and my son and daughter, ages 14 & 13, and I never ever let my love for diapers and infantile ways interfere with my marriage or me being a good father, there just wasn't room for the two to be connected, so I kept my fantasy life on the low-low. My wife knew about my fantasy, before we got married, but never got involved with it, other then popping a baby related joke now and then, then laughing and winking at me, as if to say, "GOT YOU".

I never kept Teeze a secret to my wife, she knew about Teeze, and Teeze knew about her, it was a good understanding and I enjoyed the best of both worlds, as well as I could under the circumstances. I would wear a diaper when my wife was going to be gone for the day, or if I had the next day off and stayed up all night playing on the computer while everyone slept. It was in this fantasy roleplay room I was given the name BooBooBritches, Teeze agreed to have a baby shower for me in a private room and she would invite a few of our friends to the shower, it would be at this time that the girls could all vote on one of three different, NEW, screen-names for me, and I had to agree to keep that name, create a profile and go by it from there on in, before I heard what my options were, I figured, what the hell, what could it hurt, so I agreed.

The night of the babyshower, I got into the special room ( Named " Badobaby's Baby Shower " ), just a little after 7 p.m. and I was shocked to see Teeze and 18 other girls from Fantasy Roleplay in the room waiting for me. After we all finished all of our hello's and greetings, Teeze gave me the three names to be voted on, which all the girls had come up with, the choices were, BooBooBritches, TinkyBottom or Mr. KrinkleButt, when I heard the names I bust out laughing and told them they couldn't be serious, all the girls said they were and I had to keep my word, after heehawing for a bit, I agreed, needless to say, the name voted on was BooBooBritches and Teeze said it was the perfect name for me because it would always let everyone I met know, that I not only wore diapers but I messed my diapers to, just like a little baby and this would be the perfect baby name for me.

Eventually, like everything else, after almost a year and a half, people drifted away from the room, Teeze and I split up and I quit going to FRP / aka / Fantasy Roleplay. I was feeling braver and braver with my wife and would even wear a diaper to bed now and then, she always knew but never said anything and she was good about keeping the kids out telling them to let me sleep, on the mornings she knew I had a diaper on, she even took me to the beach a couple times, letting me wear my diapers under my street clothes, but she never wanted to get any more involved then just knowing I was wearing a diaper, and I honored her wishes, I had a very good job and gave her a very good life, one wherre she didn't have to work outside the home. We were both happy, I gave her security and a good life and she accepted me, and my fantasy.

As far as the internet, and my fantasy/fetish for diapers, it was far from over, I eventually started going to gaming sites, to play dominos, poker, etc., I found a site that charged $9.95 a year, and it was the supreme site of the internet, it's game choices were incredible and it even offered live cam chat rooms where you could actually talk in the room to everyone if you had a mic for your puter, the site was called LIVE and I soon spent most of my online time there. I eventually got into a backgammon league and one of the game coordinators was a girl named Pouty, I would eventually find out her real name was Saundra, anyway, needless to say, there I was in a new league, chatting to a girl named Pouty and her asking me, What did BooBooBritches stand for? For some reason, it might have been the way she asked me, the softness of her voice, or that girlish giggle she had, whatever it was, I got embarrassed and told her it was a long story and perhaps, a public room wasn't the time to explain it, she just laughed and said, ok, we'll chat about it another time, and got back to getting her backgammon league tournament started.

It must have been a couple days later when I saw Saundra again, I was sitting in the league room just chatting with a few of the other members when she came in. She was courteous and said hi to everyone, then asked me what I was doing, I told her was just hanging around looking for a game and she asked if I wanted to play her, we were both pretty good at backgammon so I figured it would be a decent match and said, sure, go ahead and make the room, she laughed and said, follow me.

As I waited for a new room to appear in our league section, I almost spit out my coffee when I saw the room she had created, it was called "BooBoo's Changing Room". I went into the room and she was laughing, I was like, wow, interesting room name, and she said, well, just in case you make a lil booboo in yer britches, I'll be ready to change ya, I was shocked, then tried to fake it and asked her, what do you mean. She just laughed and said, I looked up your online screen-name on aol, and got quite a little shock myself, so you want to find an online mommy so she can treat you like a baby and change your stinky diapers, huh? So tell me Boo, do you have an online mommy now, when I told her no she said, awww, the lil baby don't gots no mommy to take care of him?

Needless to say, reading this in type is one thing, but to actually hear someone talking to you like that over your computer, WOW, I dang near climaxed right there on the spot, there was only one small problem with hearing it live, which I totally didn't think of, until I felt a tap on my shoulder, turned around and saw my wife standing there with a big ass grin on her face, and she said, she was headed for bed but wanted to talk to me in the bedroom real quick before she called it a night, I excused myself from Saundra and told her I'd be right back, then went in to see what Sharon wanted.

When I got in the bedroom, Sharon was sitting on the bed, still smiling, then she looked at me and said, well, looks like you found yourself an online mommy, I have no problem with it, just make sure you keep it online, I told her I would and she didn't have to worry about anything like that, she looked at me then said, ok, and for now, since your online mommy is so concerned about changing your stinky diapers, I guess you may as well be dressed for the part, and she pulled out one of my disposable diapers I had hid in the closet, folded it out, patted the bed and told me to plant it, I was in total shock, Sharon had never even seen me in a diaper ( as far as I knew ), let alone get involved by putting a diaper on me. Sharon was a little rusty at first but after she dusted my bottom with lots of baby powder, she then taped up the sides ( it was the kind with 3 tapes on each side ), patted my bottom, told me to put on my pajama bottoms, go back and play, and to have fun.

Just as I was headed out of the room, Sharon said, oh, and Rob, when you come back in to go to bed, that diaper had better still be on you, I put it on you and only I can take it off of you, she then gave me a haunting laugh and a little wink as she patted my bottom and sent me out of the bedroom................................................

to be continued................................