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This has to be my favorite stories I've written.

Chapter 1

While searching the internet one Saturday afternoon, Stephanie

came across a website of a company offering a once in a life

time offer. The chance to become a baby again. Stephanie sat

there in her soggy diaper and read the screen. She was

skeptical about the whole thing but something inside her made

her pick up the phone and call to make an appointment.

She waited the next couple of days and finally on Tuesday she

took the bus downtown. She walked 3 blocks and entered a large

office building. She looked at the plaque at the elevator. She

found the room number for SyneTech. She entered and elevator

and began her accent to the top floor. The door opened and she

walked down the long corridor and came upon a sign that read,

"SyneTech Sales Department".

She opened the door and was greeted by a receptionist sitting

at a desk. "Hello Stephanie the woman said as she stood up,

reaching over the desk to shake hands. Stephanie sat down. She

was very nervous at this point. She was a very shy woman with

social anxieties. She was almost shaking. "Are you alright?"

the receptionist asked. "Yeah, I'm fine. Sorry, I just get

nervous easily." She replied. The woman nodded.

"So, Stephanie, what brings you here today?" "Um, well I saw

your internet ad and um, I just, um." Stephanie couldn't

finish her sentence. "You want to be a baby again." The

receptionist said knowingly. "Yes." Stephanie said while

lowering her gaze to the floor. "Stephanie, there is no need

to feel ashamed. I'm a graduate of the program. I can totally

empathize with your situation." The receptionist said warmly.

"How does it work? Is it some kind of virtual reality or

hypnotically induced dream?" Stephanie asked. "No, in fact

there are some companies available for that. But what we have

is better. We have nano-technology of a biometric nature which

can graft itself into your DNA. The computer software

interfaces with this hardware connection and reprograms your

DNA to rebuild your body cell by cell. This takes roughly 4

years, during which time you are in a sleep state. In this

state your mental processes are suspended so that you are not

aware of the sleep. You will not dream. It will just seem like

an instant for you. When you wake up however, you will be

approximately the size of a new born infant."

Stephanie listened intently. "We bombard the nano-technology

with electrons which makes them turn off. We have a staff of

well trained, and highly screened guardians. You will have a

second chance to grow up in a nurturing environment. At around

age 12 your memories will begin to return. This is because a

section of your brain is isolated for purposes of allowing you

to make the new memories. Basically when the other section of

the brain begins to re-integrate, we will again put you in a

sleep state for 4 years as our computer runs algorithms on

your re-integration process. Thus taking away your original

bad memories and allowing the new memories from your time here

to remain. It does exhaustive cross checks to make sure that

when you awake you are totally mentally adjusted to a

combination of both realities."

Stephanie's mouth was wide open in awe. "So how long is the

whole thing?" she asked. "It is a total of 20 years. 4 years

to initiate, 12 years to live the life you always wanted, and

4 years to re-integrate." The receptionist said. "I was kind

of hoping to be a baby for longer, not just grow up again."

Stephanie said. The receptionist smiled. "The great part about

this is if you are not so inclined, you never have to potty

train, go to school, or deal with growing up. If that is your

request, then you will be able to pass that on to your

guardians." "How do I know who will be my guardian?" she

asked. "We will schedule an interview with our staff

psychologist. From that data we'll select a pool of likely

candidates, and you will get to talk with them and choose for

yourself." "And the cost?" Stephanie asked. "We have three

plans. First is for your entire 20 year metamorphosis, it is

$100,000 per year, payable half up front and the other half

when you finish the program. The other plans are only pay for

10 years worth if you sign a contract to work for us as

guardians for the next 10 years after your program. If you do

this, you will be taken care of, food, lodging, and a very

generous allowance and a retirement package. And thirdly, we

have a cost free plan, if you work as a guardian for 3 client

generations, you owe us nothing, and you will be paid on top

of that, including retirement."

Stephanie thought for a moment. "But I don't know if I'd make

a good guardian." She said. The receptionist smiled. "Everyone

who graduates from this program will be a perfectly suited

guardian. In fact, I am hoping to be matched with a client

soon actually." The receptionist said. "Ok so 20 years to do

this thing, spend maybe 15 years working for ya to get half

off, or spend 40 years roughly, and I owe nothing and I am

taken care of for life?" Stephanie asked. "Precisely."

"Also an option is, you can put down your first payment now

since you can't decide on weather or not you will want to work

for us. This way if you come out and decide to work for us for

1 client, then you are free to go, your debt is paid and we

will give a good amount towards your retirement. But if you

choose to work for us for 3 clients, 36 years, we will totally

set you up for life." The receptionist said. "Like how much?"

Stephanie asked. "It's $80,000 per year for retirement. If you

20 when you start with us, you will be retiring at 56, giving

you at least 30 years. And might I add that the whole guardian

role is something that will be worth while and make you feel

good about your life. I've talked to many who chose this route

and they have no regrets." She said.

"So I can be a big baby for 12 years. What if I wanted to just

pay you and do it over and over again?" Stephanie asked. The

receptionist sighed. "You can only have the procedure done

once. The body cannot undergo the procedure safely after the

first time. This is because the brain cannot take on a third

set of realities. And also the DNA rejects it after the first

time." She said. "Well maybe I should try one of the virtual

reality solutions. They charge $50-80 grand a year and you go

right into the reality once you're hooked up. You can stay

plugged in as long as you like until the money runs out."

Stephanie said.

"Think about this, do you want to get plugged in, and have all

your assets drained because you're addicted to your own minds

self run fantasies presented to you via the VR device? You

won't be any better off when you are unplugged. This

experience will help you to heal, and to grow, and to fulfill

the need of babyhood. The other method will not do it as

deeply. This method will allow you to become a better person

for the experience. I'm sure you've been to therapists to deal

with your infantilism. And if it had helped, you wouldn't be

here right now. What I'm saying is this goes beyond something

just for your entertainment or pleasure. This is the way to

healing and becoming someone who can help heal others. Having

a life that is meaningful. Full of love, and wonderful friends

for life. Think about that."

Stephanie began to cry. The receptionist came around the desk

and sat in a chair next to her putting her arm around

Stephanie. "It's ok." She said. "I want to do it now. I don't

want to go another day like this. I need to be small again.

Please." She said as she just collapsed onto the floor crying.

The receptionist knelt beside her. She pulled Stephanie into

her arms and held her. Stephanie was hyperventilating. She

also lost control and had a bowel movement in her diaper.

"Honey, lets go change your diaper, and put you down for a

nap. I will send for our jet. I will fly with you to our

medical facility and when you wake up I'll be there. Then we

can fill out the forms. Take this pill. I'll be here when you

wake up." She said while giving Stephanie a pill and some

water to wash it down with. Stephanie passed out on the floor.

The receptionist unlocked a cabinet and pulled out a diaper

bag. She proceeded to change Stephanie right there on the

floor in the office. The receptionist and another lady picked

Stephanie up and laid her on a bed in an empty office room.

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By BabyInDiapers

Written April 11, 2006

Chapter 2

Stephanie awoke a while later. She opened her eyes. The

receptionist was sitting by her bed. "Stephanie, do you

remember me. My name is Joanna. We talked earlier. You are at

SyneTech. We are getting ready to board a jet to go to our

other facility to begin your transformation. Do you remember?"

Joanna asked calmly. Stephanie's mind rushed. It all came

flooding back. "Yeah, I remember." She said. She realized that

she was in a different diaper and in fact, was in a hospital

gown and did not have any of her clothing or personal effects.

Stephanie got up and walked with Joanna back out to the desk.

She spent 30 minutes going over paper work. She decided to

risk it all and sign up for the full 36 years service. After

all, she only have $50,000 to her name. "You won't be

disappointed." Joanna said. She signed papers for medical

release, asset freeze during the time when she was in the

program, birth certificate modification, and the whole works.

They went up to the roof and a helicopter took them to a

airport only a couple miles away. The jet was ready. They were

off the runway by 8pm that evening. "Hey, I just thought of

something." Stephanie said out of the blue while sitting in

the jet with Joanna. "What is it?" "I'm 30 now, so if I go

back to 1 and live to be 80, that means that in essence I've

really lived a 110 year life!" she said. "Yes, that is a side

benefit." Joanna replied. "Well if I waited until I was 70 and

did it I'd live 150 years!" Stephanie said while laughing. "I

suppose so, but how do you know if you would have lived to be

70. At least you know you have today." Joanna remarked.

Around 9:30 they touched down. A limo was waiting for them at

the runway. Stephanie and Joanna checked into the facility.

Joanna gave Stephanie a brief tour and then showed her to her

quarters. There was all the comforts of home in this room.

"well get some sleep. Tomorrow you'll be in front of the board

of psychologists. Then the next day we can hang out and I'll

show you around the facility more. Then we'll get your results

back and prepare for you to meet with the prospective

guardians. Also if there is anyone you need us to notify of

your disappearance, let us know. We have a variety of ways to

deal with this issue. But we can talk about that Thursday.

Tomorrow I will not be here. I have to go back to the city and

close a couple more deals. But I will be here Thursday. Good

luck tomorrow Stephanie." Joanna said as she gave her a hug.

Stephanie took a shower, had some food from the mini kitchen

and laid in bed watching TV. She then looked around for

diapers. She thought surely they would have them around

somewhere since this was a infantile transformation facility.

Finally she found diapering supplies in the bottom of the

closet that had other gowns on hangers. She diapered herself

and laid awake thinking. She had a lot of thoughts rushing

through her mind. She got up and looked in the medicine

cabinet and found a sleeping pill. Normally she did not use

medication for sleep, but she knew she had a big day coming

tomorrow and it was already midnight. She took the pill and

laid down. Within 5 minutes she was asleep.

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By BabyInDiapers

Written April 11, 2006

Chapter 3

Stephanie was awaken by the voice of some lady. She was

startled. "who are you?" Stephanie asked. "I'm a nurse, here

to change your diaper and escort you to breakfast and to your

psych evaluation." She said. Stephanie laid back down and

yawned. She let the woman nurse change her diaper and then she

slipped on another gown. They went down to the dining hall

there were a couple others there. The nurse sat down at the

table with her. "Are these other people clients too?"

Stephanie asked. "Yes." She replied. She wasn't very talkative

so Stephanie just ate her breakfast.

She went back to her room to brush her teeth. She then

followed the nurse down a few halls and to a meeting room of

sorts. She sat on a nice comfy couch. "If you need to be

changed, just let them know. They'll page me. And don't feel

shy about it. We all are here to help you. Everyone here is

here to help you become the baby you always wanted to be. So

there is no need to feel embarrassed about asking us for help.

Okay?" she asked. Stephanie nodded.

A female psychologist sat down in a chair closer to her. There

was a table behind her up on a riser. "Hi, I'm Cindy. I will

be conducting the interview today. As you see behind me there

is a table for the panel of psychologists to sit in. Basically

you will interact with me and I with you. They will prompt me

to ask certain questions and even though you are answering me,

they will also be included. She leaned forward and clipped a

wireless microphone to Stephanie's gown.

They talked briefly and then the others came into the room.

They all introduced themselves. She had thought they would be

a bunch of old men in suits. But she was very wrong. The board

consisted of a mixture of men and women, and they were in

casual attire. The session began. The morning session was not

as emotionally intense as Stephanie had thought it might be.

She had lunch and then returned to finish. This session was

more demanding. Stephanie cried a few times. She was

recounting some traumatic times in her childhood and it

brought up a lot of painful memories.

Finally at 6:30pm it was over. The board left. Cindy who was

sitting across from her took her to the cafeteria and sat with

her for dinner. Stephanie was not very hungry. "Hey I have an

idea, how bout I find you some civilian clothes and I take you

out to a place in town. I think that'll help you relax and get

your mind off of everything. I know today's session was very

difficult for you. But you did well. I am sure we will have no

difficulties providing you with a good choice of guardians."

She said. "Ok yeah I'd like to go somewhere, I kind of feel

like I'm institutionalized."

Stephanie went up to her room and a while later the Cindy

arrived with some street clothes. Stephanie changed her wet

diaper and then got dressed. She then went to the parking

garage with Cindy. They went to a nice bar and grill type of

restaurant. "Am I allowed to have alcohol?" Stephanie asked.

"Sure I'll buy you a couple beers, but you probably shouldn't

drink heavily. Not that it will interfere with the procedure,

its just not going to look very good if I bring you back

drunk." She said while laughing. Stephanie smiled and

chuckled. It was the first time she had laughed in a while.

After dinner and drinks they took a cab back to the facility

and Stephanie and Cindy hung out in her room for a while.

Finally around 9:30 Cindy left. Stephanie got in the shower

and then put herself into a nice dry diaper and another gown.

She crawled into bed. She was amused to find that someone had

left a cute little stuffed bunny on her pillow. She cuddled

with it and fell asleep.

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By BabyInDiapers

Written April 12, 2006

Chapter 4

Stephanie woke up around 7:30 and took another shower. She got

dressed and went down to the dining room. She ate breakfast.

She returned to her room and watched TV. About 9:30 there was

a knock at the door. "Who is it?" "It's me, Joanna." Stephanie

opened the door. Joanna had a bag of clothes for her. "I hope

these fit." She said. "Where are we going?" "To the park."

Joanna remarked. When Stephanie saw the contents of the bag

she laughed. "You mean you're going to take me to the park

dressed as a baby girl, in public?" "Well sure, why not.

Actually it's not a public park. Its owned by SyneTech. But

there are people there whom you might be interested to meet.

Stephanie dressed herself in the babyish clothing. They once

again went to the parking garage. However instead of getting

on the main road, they took what looked to be a service road.

It wound about and went back into a very scenic area.

Stephanie was fixated on looking out the window at all the

scenery. It was hard to imagine that such a modern complex

amidst a mid-sized town could have a place like this.

We parked and got out of the car. I saw what looked like any

public park. Lots of kids happily playing. Some parents on the

benches watching. We stood by the fence. I watched the

interaction of the children playing. I turned to Joanna.

"these are." She paused. "Clients." Joanna completed her

sentence. "Yeah, but, they" Stephanie was staring in wide eyed

amazement. "They are children, real as real can be. Just as

you will be soon." Joanna said A moment or two passed. "Come

on Stephanie, I want to introduce you."

They entered the playground and sat down on the bench next to

two women who appeared to be in there mid 20's. "Hey Joanna."

They both said as they stood up and hugged her. "Hi. I want

you guys to meet Stephanie. Stephanie meet Brenda, and

Shelly." She said. We exchanged hellos. We sat back down and

we began to talk. "So you are getting ready to enter the

program?" Brenda asked. "Yes. I did my psych evaluation

yesterday and I should be meeting with perspective guardians

tomorrow." I said. "Very cool." Brenda said. "We are graduates

of the program." Shelly said. "So you, um, you were, like a

baby, and now your grown up, a second time?" Stephanie asked.

"Yeah." Shelly said. "And you work here?" "Yes, I'm on my

second client actually." "But you look so young." "A side

effect of the program is that you don't look your age. I'm

actually 48." Shelly said. "And I'm 45." Brenda said.

Stephanie was silent for a moment. It was a lot to process.

Children who used to be adults; Adults who used to be

children? It was finally at that point that Stephanie realized

what was going on. It finally dawned on her that she was

really going to get the chance to be little again. They sat

and talked a while longer. They pointed out which ones were

there children. They explained how even though you have a

primary guardian set, everyone takes care of everyone's kids

and everyone is one big family. Stephanie inquired about the

children as to if they were potty trained or left to be in

diapers and be as much of a baby as they wanted.

"Well, my baby girl is 4 right now, she's not potty trained

but my last client actually began to wean around 9 years old.

"Wean?" Stephanie asked. "Yeah, we breastfeed our babies. It's

part of the bonding. And unlike the exterior society, we do

not imprint shame or persecution for children who wish to

still engage in babyish behavior. Trust me Stephanie, you are

really going to have a life changing experience here." Shelly

said. Brenda nodded. A while later Stephanie and Joanna left

the park. ON the way back up the service road to the facility

Stephanie was quiet. "This is part of the orientation, showing

me a preview of the end results. Isn't it?" I asked. "Yes, it

is. In fact, there is one paper yet left to be signed. Your

final consent. If you wish, we can go sign that this

afternoon." Joanna said.

They arrived back at the parking garage. They went to an

office and Stephanie signed the final paper. Her and Joanna

spent the day talking about other things. But it seemed like

every five minutes Stephanie would have another question or

observation. It was hard not to think about what lie ahead.

That evening after Joanna left, Stephanie retired to her room.

The next morning she met her prospective guardians. They sat

in a outside terrace and talked. They went over observations

from not only Stephanie's psych evaluation, but also theirs.

They all seemed so nice. The day went by quickly. Around

evening time after spending all day with all of them, she had

formed a bond already with a woman named Tabitha, and a man

named Walter. They also felt the same. It amazed her how that

even though she had made her choice, it didn't seem to make

the others feel jealous. After all, once they had clients of

their own, they would be part of the extended family at the

secret community.

Tabitha and Walter accompanied Stephanie to my room. Tabitha

bathed her in the tub and diapered me. A large crib had been

placed in my room while away. Stephanie was put in the crib.

They slept on the bed. Even as an adult it was important for

them to bond. They would be spending the next 3 days engaging

in the roles of mother and father. Stephanie had no problem

letting go and becoming a helpless baby, even in her adult

state. They would go to the park and also would do other fun

activities in town as well. Saturday, just a week from when

she found SyneTech on the internet, she was one day away from

going under. Since Stephanie and her new guardians had bonded

so well the guardians also decided to go into deep sleep and

only wake up a month before Stephanie was ready. This way they

could prepare for there newborn's arrival. They could hardly

bare the thought of not being able to have her for 4 years.

This was often the case with guardians.

Sunday afternoon Stephanie was given an IV and fell

unconscious. Her last memory being that of her guardians at

her bedside. For a while she felt half awake and half asleep

as if it were a few hours. Then she felt something coming on

even in her sleep She did not fight it. They informed her of

what things to expect to feel during the transitioning. She

knew by the fading of her mind's abilities, that she was being

inducted into the complete psycho-paralysis All was dark.

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By BabyInDiapers

Written April 13, 2006

Chapter 5

Walter and Tabitha were brought out of deep sleep. They spent

3 weeks in physical therapy to restore thee muscles which had

atrophied during the psycho-paralysis. During this time there

home in the community was being furnished and decorated. The

final week stretched on as they awaited bringing home there

little newborn, Stephanie.

Stephanie had finally been reprogrammed she was awoken from

the psycho-paralysis. Tabitha held her as they sat in a rocker

in the nursery. She was breastfeeding a very hungry baby girl.

During these first weeks, there were other guardians and there

children around. This was to help Stephanie get used to other

people and bond with the whole community. Each female guardian

was induced into lactation so that even babysitters and nurses

could breastfeed the babies.

By this point Joanna had been fitted with a client and by

Stephanie's first birthday her and her baby boy were welcomed

into the community. It seemed that somehow Stephanie had a

bond with Joanna that must have come from previously knowing

her. Sometimes certain subconscious thoughts could pass

between the separate sections of the brain. This had been the

case with previous clients.

During community gathering son weekends all the families would

do activities that were fun for the children and the adults.

Since all the adults had been reborn children, they could

easily engage in childish games and play time. There were a

number of guardians in fact that were still not potty trained

and were completely incontinent. Other guardians and the

facilities nurses would take care of changing the adults.

By Stephanie's second birthday she was a walking, talking,

well adjusted child. In this community there was no need for

guardians to work, for children to go to school. The knowledge

of their previous life's education would be reconstructed into

there brain during re-integration.

Stephanie spent many wonderful afternoons at home with her

family, and at the park with others. One day while spending a

few days at Shelly's she saw that her 10 year old daughter was

being breastfed. Stephanie waddled into the room holding onto

her blankie. "Hi Stephie." Shelly said. She was just finishing

feeding her daughter. Her daughter Jammie got out of her lap

after giving her mommy a hug. "Hi Stephie." Jammie said as she

sat down with her and played with some legos. During this time

Shelly was in the next room folding clothes.

"I go poo poo." Stephanie said as she got onto her knees then

to her feet. "Mommy will change you." Jammie said as she took

Stephanie's hand and they walked into the other room. "Mommy,

Stephie made boom boom in her pants." Shelly chuckled. Come on

honey buns lets go get your diaper changed." she said as she

stood up and then picked up Stephanie and carried her to

another room with diaper supplies and a changing table.

"Well, looks like Stephie did a good job in her diaper. Yes

she did. You filled it up and I bet your tummy feels better

now that your all done." Shelly said while changing her

diaper. Stephanie giggled. "Somebody's hiney is tinkie-poo."

Jammie said while observing the changing of Stephanie.

After the clean up, they went to the kitchen and had peanut

butter and jelly sandwiches. Jammie had a bottle and Stephanie

was breastfed by Shelly. Shelly and the 2 girls laid down on

her bed for a nice afternoon nap.

The wonderful thing about this community was that as Stephanie

got older there was no shame or negative feelings about people

being in different stages of development. There was no such

thing as being at a certain level at a certain age. As

Stephanie got older she began to understand more of what this

place was like. It was more important to let every person be

who they were and to always love others as yourself.

When Stephanie was four years old she asked questions about

where she came from, as was common with clients of this

program since they did not look like there guardians. One day

her mommy and daddy (Tabitha and Walter) sat down with her and

had a talk.

"Honey, we knew each other briefly a long long time ago that

you cannot remember. We chose you, and you chose us to be your

mommy and daddy." Stephanie listened as her mother and father

explained things. "But why do big kids go away?" Stephanie

asked. "Because at a certain age, it is time to go to sleep

for a long nap. When you wake up you will still be here, but

you will remember things from a long long time ago." "Is dat

what crossing over is?" Steph asked.

"Yes honey, it's basically when you grow up. See honey, while

you are here you get to be little and be as much like a baby

as you like. But when you get older there is a point where you

have to go through a change during your nap. When you wake up

you will be grown up. Instead of having to grow up little by

little, you get to just be a child for a while. Then you just

wake up and are a grown up one day." Walter said.

"But I don't want to." she said with a tear in her eye. "Well

baby you don't have to worry about that for a long time." she

said while holding Stephanie. The years went on and on.

Stephanie was approaching the crossing over time. She was now

eleven. Still breastfed, and still not potty trained. That

last year was such a special time for her. Every kid who was

close to the time to grow up was basically spoiled and

pampered even more than usual.

At this point Stephanie realized that it was ok. She had seen

others who she knew as a young girl who went away for four

years and came back. She realized that when they came back,

they were grown up, but still were the same person, they just

knew a lot more. Two of her friends that already were re-

integrated told her it was totally ok and there was nothing to

worry about at all. "The community is here even when you cross

over." she said.

A few months after her 12'th birthday, she started her period.

Also with the onset of puberty the other portion of the brain

began to want its way back into the spotlight. This took the

form of weird dreams. This was typical for clients. This meant

it was time.

Her last night everyone threw a party for her. Her guardians

and a few of her closest childhood friends stood at her

bedside. In the final moments when she was going under her

mommy and daddy were laying next to her on each side.

Stephanie was babbling in her baby talk. Her diaper was wet.

Tabitha held her hand and Stephanie leaned her head against

her mother's breasts.

"See you soon baby, we'll be right here when you wake up." was

the last words she heard as she fell asleep. She had many

weird dreams and felt like she was in limbo for what seemed

like days. Then, as before everything came to a halt as she

was once again under psycho-paralysis.

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By BabyInDiapers

Written April 14, 2006

Chapter 6

(now in the first person perspective)

I opened my eyes. I could barely moved. "Mommy?" I called.

"I'm here sweetie." Tabitha said. She was crying. The four

year wait was hard, but seeing Stephanie awake and in good

mental condition was well worth it. "I'm wet." I said. "I know

baby. Let me change you." she said. "Where daddy?" I asked.

"He's downstairs. He'll be up here soon." "I wanna go home."

I said.

I spent the next month going through physical therapy while

staying with my guardians. I was amazed at the transparency

and clarity of my mind. I knew things like why my body was

fully developed, and all my memories from the previous 12 year

childhood experience. I also remembered my biological parents

and old friends. I was allowed to contact those I had left

behind. It was not easy for them or for me. I couldn't explain

where I was. I used the cover story prepared by SyneTech that

was used to stage my disappearance in the first place.

I very much enjoyed babysitting the little tykes. I was still

incontinent and absolutely loved it. Even as a grown woman of

almost 17 years, I was allowed to regress and play just as

before. I went to counseling to deal with a few minor

transitional things. Mainly dealing with understanding my

newly integrated mind. It was wonderful. I was no longer

depressed. I didn't have a unfulfilled longing that haunted me

for years before.

My guardians were getting ready to take on there next client

in the next couple of years. They had met while I was under. I

was looking forward to the new arrival. The community was just

as beneficial for me as an adult as it had been for me being a

child. My mind was always stretched to the limit of

understanding as more and more inward realizations flooded my

awareness day by day.

I enrolled in a 2 year set of classes to become a guardian

myself. It was so weird how I was totally best friends with

Joanna, yet she had seen me from original adulthood, to new

childhood, and back to new adulthood. Again with the side

effect of not showing age, she looked much like she did

before.

My baby sister Amber came to live with us near my end of the

program. I loved her to death. She was so adorable. I went to

the facility one day to begin induction of lactation. It only

took a couple weeks of hormone therapy and I was able to

breastfeed. It was such a rewarding experience.

With my guardian certification, and my new motherly abilities,

I was enjoying life to the fullest. I moved out of my

guardians home when Amber was 3. But I was still in the

community, just a few houses down. I started dating a guy

named Jessie. We hit it off and got married. He also was a

client of the program and now a guardian, as was I.

I remembered him from when I was 4 and he was 5. We grew up

together! It was unbelievably wonderful, the way this

community was so tightly nit. I remembered the ways of the

rest of the world. Bickering, shame, and so on, but it wasn't

an emotion I was held captive to. Rather it was just as if I

had read about these things in a book. They had no imprint on

my psyche.

About a year after our marriage, we met with a nice man of

about 25. His name was Timothy. We called him Timmy. He had a

horrible childhood. He was suicidal and really broken up and

in need of this program. I remember the first time I breastfed

him while we were in the adult to adult bonding stage. He was

instantly in the zone. He

went into psycho-paralysis and transformation.

Jessie and I decided to not go under. We just spent the next

four years helping all the other guardians out and taking care

of the little ones. Finally one day we brought our little boy

Timmy home. He was so cute. Jessie and I, and the whole

community set out to bring him up in the loving, warm hearted,

open minded community that had shaped me into a healthy adult.

Transformed

By BabyInDiapers

Written April 26, 2006

Chapter 7

One day when Timmy was 2 years old, him and I sat on the

living room floor playing. After a while I felt like I was

going number two. I still wore diapers and was never potty

trained. "Mommy go poopoo." He said. I smiled. "Yes mommy did

go poopoo in her diaper." He then stood up and squatted and

filled his diaper up with poo. "I go poopoo." He said. "Aww,

you're such a cutie baby." I said as I hugged him. I took him

to his room and changed his dirty diaper. I then put him down

for a nap. Then my husband changed me and we laid down for a

nap as well.

Raising a child in this community was really an amazing

experience because of all the support and love of everyone. It

seemed like a perfect world. Until one day people began to

talk about an enemy of this place. There was a story about an

old wicked lady who used to be a client but was not happy and

she was mean and even grew up mean. She was a vile wretch of a

person from stories I had heard.

This lady, Katrina, had been banned years ago from the

community and the facility. One day she came storming into the

town hall screaming at everyone. Luckily some of the men took

her and had her arrested for trespassing on private property.

She was very enraged by this. We knew it wouldn't be the last

time we ever heard from her. The stories have it that she has

been around for a couple hundred years now. She was one of the

first to be reborn into the community.

As the years went by, our little Tim was growing up. He

decided to be potty trained when he was 11. Even so, every

night he still nursed at my breast before bed. The final time

came for him to cross over and become reintegrated. As my

guardians had done for me, we sat by him and held his hand as

he went unconscious. I cried for the next few days.

Jessie and I spent the next year resting and just enjoying

each other. We also babysat for other community members who

needed a break now and then. I finally decided to go to the

facility for the first time in roughly 35 years. Well unless

you count when I took classes, and when we picked up Tim. We

took the long road and came into the parking garage. I was

surprised to be greeted by Cindy when we entered the main

office for guardian selection.

She looked much older. I still looked like not a day over 18.

"Well you look great." Cindy said as she marveled at how young

I still appeared. "Thanks, you too." I said. We sat down and

talked to her about how things had been for us with our first

client and after finishing an afternoon of talking and filling

out some forms, we met a potential client.

Michelle was a 24 year old girl with blonde hair and beautiful

blue eyes. She was very shy. It made me think back to when I

was in her position nearly 35 years ago. "hi Michelle." I said

as I reached a hand out. She stood there nervously. Jessie and

I stood there. "Well, why don't you two have the afternoon to

get to know each other." Cindy said in her elderly and

somewhat raspy voice. She then cleared her throat. My mind was

still spinning, if I had not gone through this transformation,

I too would be in the elder years of my own life.

Jessie, Michelle and I went to the dining area for lunch. I

was hungry. Michelle was very quiet. "Honey, it's ok." I said

as I put my arm around her. She was quivering. "You haven't

touched your food honey. Are you okay?" I asked softly as I

looked into those beautiful blue eyes of hers. Her mouth was

moving but no sound came out. A tear fell from her left eye

and ran down her cheek. "Aww honey." I said as I turned

towards her and fully embraced her with both arms. She began

to just ball her little heart out.

I just held her and rocked her gently while whispering

reassuring and nurturing things into her ear. I just kept her

firmly in my arms. I noticed that she had made a mess in her

diaper. "Honey, let's go up to your room and let momma change

you okay?" I said softly. As we stood to leave the table she

was blushing and hid her face against me. Jessie came around

to the side of her. "Hey honey let me carry you to your room

okay?" he asked gently. Michelle reluctantly let go of me.

She turned to Jessie and he picked her up. She closed her eyes

and we took her to her room. Jessie laid her on the bed and I

began to clean her up. "Everything's fine baby. I'm just

wiping your hiney. Shh. Just relax. Mommy's hear for you." I

said as I finished cleaning and powdering her. I sat in the

bed leaning back against the head board with her laying in the

fetal position with her head resting in my lap. Jessie sat

next to me. We both admired our perspective baby. "If she's

this cute as a big girl, imagine her as a baby." I said

smiling at Jessie. He nodded.

We spent the next few days at the facility and Michelle bonded

with us very well. We were very happy to hear that the process

that used to take four years, now only took two years. They

had some breakthroughs over the past decade. We were there by

Michelle's bedside holding her hand. I laid up next to her.

She and I exchanged gazes as she began to fall into her

trance. Even several minutes after she was gone, I just

couldn't bring myself to leave her side.

We returned home later on that evening. I stopped by my

guardian's house. They were doing ok but were sort of lonely.

My little sister Amber had been in reintegration for 3 and a

half years now. She was due to come out soon. They were very

excited and anxious. Even though the genetic process had been

sped up to two years, the reintegration was still a four year

process. This was basically because the facility's board of

directors decided it would be more important to put the funds

for a faster super computer into the community itself. I

thought this to be a wise choice.

That night when Jessie and I laid down to go to bed I began to

cry. He held me. "You need to be daddy's little girl tonight?"

he asked. "yeah, me baby." I said. He patted my diapered tush

and got up and fixed me a bottle. He gave me my bottle and

cuddled with me. I fell asleep in his arms. I really did sleep

like a baby that night.

Transformed

By BabyInDiapers

Written April 26, 2006

Chapter 8

The day finally came when we brought our newborn Michelle

home. She was so cute. I breastfed her and changed her diaper

before putting her down for a nap.

A few days later I received word that Cindy was in the

hospital at the facility. I went to visit her. "Honey, Its my

time to go." She said as we sat talking. "No, you can go

through the program, and become young again." I said. "No

sweetie, I've had my life, it was a good one. I'm ready now."

She said. I had a tear fall from my eye. "Baby, don't cry.

It'll all be okay." She said in her faint voice. "I'll always

remember you and how you helped me. I wouldn't be the person I

am now if it wasn't for you, and the others here." I said.

I held her hand but she had passed on. I cried when I got home

that day. Jessie just held me close. A weeks passed. The

community was growing. It seemed more and more people were

going through the program and opting to be guardians as I had

chosen. Michelle was growing so fast. She was already 3 months

old. I would take her down to the park and sit by the lake and

she would just smile at me. I held her in my arms and she

would nap while I held her.

Jessie was working at the facility a couple days a week

helping them with some renovations. There was talk of a

retirement center for all of us guardians to live where there

would be around the clock care. This place was such a peaceful

place.

Time went by, as it always did. Michelle's birthdays came more

often each time. She was now 5 years old. She was the most

living and caring little child I had ever known of. Everyone

of the guardians loved babysitting her. She always was there

for other kids. She would hug and cuddle any baby who might be

crying for whatever reason. I knew she would become a

wonderful guardian some day.

As before, she had questions about why people would go away

when they were older and so on. We explained it to her. She

seemed to understand it. She was a very bright girl. One day I

was changing Michelle and she asked me if I would potty train

her. She was 7 at the time. She was trained within a couple

weeks. But she would still wear her diapers to bed at night.

The time came for Michelle to cross over. She was only 10, but

she was going through the transition at an earlier age. The

doctors said that some of the children would experience this

earlier than others. That faithful day came when we had to let

our little girl go. Four years was so long. I tried to cope

but I became depressed. Jessie and I decided to go under for 3

and a half years. Since Michelle had crossed over at such a

young age, she would only be 14 and a half when she woke up.

She would still need to live with us.

We woke up and went through the physical therapy to get our

strength back in our atrophied muscles. A month or so passed

and Michelle woke up. "Mommy. Daddy." She said as we both held

her. After a day of observation, we brought her back home with

us. She was still the same kind hearted Michelle. She was very

intelligent. In her previous adult life, she had been very

well educated. Of course, all her knowledge returned to her

due to the filtering and reconstruction process.

She lived with us over the next 5 years. When she was 17 she

decided to take the classes to become a guardian. By the time

she was 19, she had found a match. She fell in love with one

of the children she grew up with. He was about 2 years older

than her. They helped out in the community over the next

couple years while waiting for there baby to be ready.

Jessie and I also got matched up with a new baby. We were

waiting for ours as well. We would be bringing home another

baby girl named Kimberly. I felt like I was much better at

raising girls than boys, although Tim turned out great. He had

opted to work at the Facility on the scientific research team

instead of becoming a guardian. He always was a brain though.

The scientists discovered a way to sort of shrink already

processed patients into the size of an 8 year old. Basically

the process took only a year. There was no brain modifications

needed. The process was purely genetic. The community decided

that as a retirement option, guardians could choose to be

small for the rest of there life if they so desired. This

would really make it easier for the care givers at the

retirement center to carry them and so on.

We went to the facility and for the third and final time,

brought home our little bundle of joy. At this point I was 85

years old, even though I only looked to be around 30

something. This new life definitely had its benefits.

[Three Rivers]

Very interesting story.

[Vic]

You have a wonderful imagination. The story was well written, it sounds like a great way for someone to go back and heal the wounds or their past.

To start over fresh and grow up in a loving family, and then to be able to provide a warm loving family to others. An ideal program where you don't lose the important life lessons you've learned, yet still having a loving and nurturing home to live and grow in.

Bravo,

Vic