Dl Submissive...

[diaperedraver]

this is my first post, i think - i just joined a week or so ago and have kind of been lurking.

i'm a 28-year-old male DL (and have been for about 15 years), but only recently 'took the plunge' and started buying adult diapers regularly (instead of a smaller, easily hidden pack that lasted a number of months) and wearing them more often. i'm finding myself to be a little happier, not only because i'm finally allowing myself to embrace my fetish and wear diapers, but also because (as the title says) i'm a bit submissive. and i hold this secret little fantasy that one day while i'm in public somewhere (with my friends, at work, shopping, whatever), someone is going to notice my diaper and point it out to everyone else in the vicinity.

mainly, this little scenario plays out in one of two ways -

1) i'm with my friends who don't know about my diapers, and i have to pee. i decide to just let it go, because i *am* wearing diapers, after all, and it's a waste not to use them at least sometimes. i can't stop peeing, though, for whatever reason, and soon the diaper starts to leak a little. just enough that there's a noticeable wet spot on my pants and a little bit of a smell. "who peed their pants?" someone asks, and inevitably, they notice my pee-stained pants.

2) i'm out in public somewhere (shopping, a restaurant, a bar) with a friend of mine who *does* know about my diaper fetish (she loves teasing me about it). she makes a casual mention of needing to check my diaper, and lifts my shirt enough that the diaper is obvious and visible.

from here, it usually leads to roughly the same end: i am verbally humiliated and teased about my diapers, which makes me even more excited, which leads to more teasing, and eventually i am in front of (my friends, or mostly strangers) with my diaper on display, no pants, and a circle of people laughing and pointing at me.

now, this is usually enough to get me excited and horny and all of that. besides the snugness and the noise of wearing diapers, of course. when i first confessed to my friend (i'll call her Miss D), she was supportive and, in fact, encouraged me to go buy my diapers and wear them more often. she even hinted that if she were to visit me at work and i WASN'T wearing a diaper, she would make me regret it. so i've been wearing diapers at work for nearly a month now, and this past Saturday, who should show up? Miss D! we had a good chat about normal stuff (life, work, you know, the boring stuff). she mentioned that she had been looking at the diapered-me picture i had sent and her six-year-old son walked in and asked what i was wearing. i bet i blushed a few shades at that one. then she made a demand: i am to go online and find new ways to humiliate myself in diapers.

so far, i've stood at my open window in a diaper and t-shirt and smoked a cigarette; walked down the street and back with my shirt tucked into my diaper and the upper part of the diaper sticking out of my pants; taken a few pictures and put them online ( http://www.dailydiapers.com/megapics/thumb...s.php?album=572 ); and wet my diapers a few times (so far, always in my apartment, with nobody else around).

any suggestions, fellow diaper lovers? (i should point out that i'm not into poo, nor do i want to do anything that'll get me arrested)

thanks in advance, and i'm glad there's a community of DLs who aren't necessarily Adult Babies. not that i have a problem with infantilism; it's just not my thing.

-diaperedraver

[Huggie]

Good for you diaperedraver

Enjoy yourself. It sure is nice that you have Miss D to pay interest in your DL sub life, its great to have a friend to confide in. Wishing you continued enjoyment. I had a few moments of like "OMG", I am very discreet but it was a neat feeling, I'm always on the look to see if I could notice if someone is wearing.

Oh and welcome to DD.

Huggie

[DiaperBoyKR]

Welcome to the boards Diaperedraver!

I'm glad to hear that you're finally getting to enjoy your diapered life. Its something that we all enjoy once we finally get past being furtive about it and just live our lives. I cant really give you any advice about potential embarrasment scenarios.....those you will have to figure out for yourself ;-). Only thing I can suggest though, is maybe wear thicker diapers than you would usually wear, leave you tshirt untucked, and make sure to reach for things above your head alot :-). Other than that, the smoking at the window in T and diapers is one I havent even done yet.....so you seem pretty inventive already. Good Luck!