diaperedraver

well, when I clicked the "reply" button, it was "Once More" by The Orb now, it's "In Mind" by Amorphous Androgynous. and because I hit the wrong button when I went into last.fm to double-check the spelling, it's now "Sinhala" by Banco de Gaia. I need coffee.

right now, I'm wearing my very first Assurance diaper, purchased this very morning, from Wal-Mart. Somewhat amusing, actually, in retrospect. I called for a cab (because I don't have a car, and the Wal-Mart is a supercenter, off the highway, and I'm not riding my bike along the highway for a couple miles just to get diapers) and it cost me more than the diapers did! But, I figure it's worth it, from the almost-nothing-but-positive reviews I've seen (mainly here ). Anyway, the cab showed up, and the driver was the girl, maybe a couple years older than me, that I've known for a few years (through taking taxicabs). Slight embarrassment potential, but no big deal - we're not friends or anything, just people who know each other. I get to Wal-Mart, make my way to the incontinence section, and immediately get downhearted - it doesn't look like they've got the plastic Assurance fitted briefs at all, just the pull-up type. But wait! There, on the bottom! Ah-HA! I grab the package, and make my way to the nearest register. At this point, I just want to check out and leave - this store is huge, and the chances of seeing somebody I know on a Saturday morning are probably pretty good. Luckily, I don't hear my name called out. However, the girl at the register looks like she's still in high school. I don't think I even looked her in the eye, and I'm pretty sure I was red in the face. But, no big deal. Purchase made, I walk out and get back in the cab, kind of hiding the bag from the cabbie as I hop in back. I don't think she noticed, and I had a story in place in case anyone had asked, but it was ultimately a successful mission, and I'm now in the process of testing these diapers out. I'm a bit worried about overnight wear, as the tapes seem to lose their adhesion quickly. I'm afraid that they'll end up being undone in the middle of the night (it's summer, so I've been sleeping in a diaper and t-shirt; in fact, that's become my standard "sitting at home alone" outfit). wow. sorry about the rambling and the possible incoherence, but I'm getting a bit sleepy.

just got my first bag of Assurance diapers this morning, and I'm sitting here in one now. ("Maximum Protection Briefs - Maximum Absorbency" - it's a red/pink/purple package) The only problem I can see with them is that the tapes aren't really too great for re-adjusting, and they're a bit small. I usually get the Walgreen's brand, as it's closer to my house, but I've missed the plastic crinkling since Walgreen's switched over to cloth, and had to get the Assurance to try them out. They're definitely worth the price (just under $9 US for 20 diapers). Also, I like the stretchy 'elastic' at the top (in the center of both front and back) - I'm a thin guy, but it's nice to see (and allows for a bit of 'breathing room' which is nice now that it's summer).

funny... A friend of my boss came into work today and left something like these; her daughter makes them from t-shirts and stuff. plastic snaps so they don't rust. really cute-looking, but pretty much for babies. apparently, custom orders (specific designs) are available, as she hand-makes them. now, to inquire about adult-sized custom orders. or maybe not. I'll have to do a bit of investigating first.

heh. actually, I'm working on un-potty training myself a little too! (just peeing though; I'm fine with wet but not messy) I'm okay with peeing standing up (I started in the bathtub, like someone mentioned, to minimize potential leak-damage), but I find myself getting 'stage fright' when I'm not by myself - no matter how much I have to go. I've even found myself (almost unconsciously) squirming and doing the 'pee-pee dance' to keep myself from going. I think I'm probably just overly-worried about leaks. tonight, I'm gonna see what happens when I drink a lot of liquid before bed. hopefully, I won't leak; if I do, tomorrow's laundry day anyway! (just in case, I'm double-diapering tonight). so, anyway, just wanted to say keep at it - as suggested by previous posters, lots of liquid and standing up are big helps.

this is my first post, i think - i just joined a week or so ago and have kind of been lurking. i'm a 28-year-old male DL (and have been for about 15 years), but only recently 'took the plunge' and started buying adult diapers regularly (instead of a smaller, easily hidden pack that lasted a number of months) and wearing them more often. i'm finding myself to be a little happier, not only because i'm finally allowing myself to embrace my fetish and wear diapers, but also because (as the title says) i'm a bit submissive. and i hold this secret little fantasy that one day while i'm in public somewhere (with my friends, at work, shopping, whatever), someone is going to notice my diaper and point it out to everyone else in the vicinity. mainly, this little scenario plays out in one of two ways - 1) i'm with my friends who don't know about my diapers, and i have to pee. i decide to just let it go, because i *am* wearing diapers, after all, and it's a waste not to use them at least sometimes. i can't stop peeing, though, for whatever reason, and soon the diaper starts to leak a little. just enough that there's a noticeable wet spot on my pants and a little bit of a smell. "who peed their pants?" someone asks, and inevitably, they notice my pee-stained pants. 2) i'm out in public somewhere (shopping, a restaurant, a bar) with a friend of mine who *does* know about my diaper fetish (she loves teasing me about it). she makes a casual mention of needing to check my diaper, and lifts my shirt enough that the diaper is obvious and visible. from here, it usually leads to roughly the same end: i am verbally humiliated and teased about my diapers, which makes me even more excited, which leads to more teasing, and eventually i am in front of (my friends, or mostly strangers) with my diaper on display, no pants, and a circle of people laughing and pointing at me. now, this is usually enough to get me excited and horny and all of that. besides the snugness and the noise of wearing diapers, of course. when i first confessed to my friend (i'll call her Miss D), she was supportive and, in fact, encouraged me to go buy my diapers and wear them more often. she even hinted that if she were to visit me at work and i WASN'T wearing a diaper, she would make me regret it. so i've been wearing diapers at work for nearly a month now, and this past Saturday, who should show up? Miss D! we had a good chat about normal stuff (life, work, you know, the boring stuff). she mentioned that she had been looking at the diapered-me picture i had sent and her six-year-old son walked in and asked what i was wearing. i bet i blushed a few shades at that one. then she made a demand: i am to go online and find new ways to humiliate myself in diapers. so far, i've stood at my open window in a diaper and t-shirt and smoked a cigarette; walked down the street and back with my shirt tucked into my diaper and the upper part of the diaper sticking out of my pants; taken a few pictures and put them online ( http://www.dailydiapers.com/megapics/thumb...s.php?album=572 ); and wet my diapers a few times (so far, always in my apartment, with nobody else around). any suggestions, fellow diaper lovers? (i should point out that i'm not into poo, nor do i want to do anything that'll get me arrested) thanks in advance, and i'm glad there's a community of DLs who aren't necessarily Adult Babies. not that i have a problem with infantilism; it's just not my thing. -diaperedraver