Tisha

Chapter 17 Jenn rushed down the hallway where an array patients has been put. There had been a 10 car pileup this morning and she was tending to patients. Amazingly, no one had died but there were many injured people that had arrived at her hospital and everyone had been called in to help. It had been several hours since she left the house this morning and she hadn't slowed down for a moment since arriving. She turned the corner and found the next patient she needed to attend to and found a young woman lying on a gurney. Jenn was taken aback for a moment because she looked very similar to Tish. She looked at the girls chart and saw she had just turned 18 and was from out of town on a trip with her family. She was lucky to not be severely injured. Jenn thought of Tish and how thankful she was that they were both healthy despite the state of things in the world. Jenn started performing her normal duties, checking vitals, fluids and checking everything off her list as she would always do. She needed to check for any bruising or broken bones in case the patient needed immediately care. She asked permission to touch the young girl in various areas. When she came to her mid-section she realized the girl was thickly diapered. It hadn't even occured to her but now she thought to herself, 'of course the girl would be diapered'.She was only 18.' Jenn had certainly come across patients who were diapered but it was rarer than one would think. Most patients were older and even then you weren't really looking under everyone's pants. Everything had kind of calmed down in the world since this whole thing started and if it wasn't for Tish she wouldn't even really notice there were 1000's of people around her wearing diapers all the time, making constant deposits. In the craziness of the morning she'd given no thought of Tish. After seeing this patient she felt bad about about that and made a point to call her as soon as she had a break. "Hopefully she is still asleep.", Jenn thought before turning her attention back to the patient. "Oh.. sorry I didn't know you had a diaper on.", Jenn said trying not to embarass the girl. "Do you mind if I just take a look down here to make sure you aren't injured?" "No, it's not problem.", the girl didn't seem embarassed at all when Jenn confronted her or examined that area. Jenn poked around her abdoment and legs, trying to avoid her diaper area which she could tell was a bit wet. "Any pain in your uh, diaper area?" "No, but as you can see I really need to change soon. My parents will be here soon and my mom can change me." "Oh.. Ok, we have a limited supply here if needed but we'd have to inform the CTF that you used one and they do cost money. So if you can wait for your parents that would be best." "I understand, I'll try not to leak.", the girl joked and she didn't seem to have any of the angst or anger that Tish had towards the situation. Jenn wondered how she would feel about herself in that situation. It seemed so odd this 18 year old girl.. woman was waiting for her mom to come change her wet diaper. "Ok, you look to be in ok shape. We'll keep you for observation for a few hours to make sure there is no concussion or anything then get you out of here. Take care." Jenn left the room feeling awkward and embarassed be she didn't know why. The patient didn't seem to mind at all. Her thoughts drifted back to Tish and she had a few minutes to take a break and wanted to check in on her. She went to the break room and got her phone from her locker. She looked at the clock and saw it was already noon. She wasn't allowed to carry her phone around the hospital and she had been so busy she hadn't even had time to eat. She pressed her fingerprint to the the screen and it lit up. 4 missed calls. 4 missed text messages. "Uh oh.", Jenn thought. She quickly scrolled through the text messages. 10:30 "Jenn, I need you. Where are you?" 10:45 "You have to come home. NOW". 10:46 "Jenn, call me back. PLEASE call me back" 11:00 "WTF WTF WTF, I'm so angry with you right now." Jenn set her phone down, rolled her eyes and and sighed. She knew exactly what must have happened and she did feel bad, but there wasn't nothing to be done about it. She tapped the phone button and it rang. Tish picked up the phone and was already crying on the end. "Tish? Talk to me. Are you ok?" "No", sobbing. "Are you hurt or something!?" "I'm fine, I just need you to get home. You are on your way right?" "No sweetie, not yet." "WHAT? Why not!? Jenn, I had to do it. It was awful." "Do what?" "You know damn well what. Jenn, please you have no idea. I'm sitting in it, its awful and I can't get out!" --- 2 hours earlier. "She left me!", Tish said outloud. She didn't know who she was talking to but she couldn't believe Jenn had just left her like this. What if there was an emergency? What if she had to leave? She knew the answer was that she'd leave wearing her diaper but she just wasn't thinking rationally. She was scared. She didn't want to be alone right now. She felt like a prisoner in her own home and her own body. After contemplating the situation she picked up the note and read it again. She knew it wasn't Jenn's fault and Jenn warned her that she was on call. But how could she leave her like this with no escape? She could ask herself a million questions a million different ways and it wouldn't help. Tish grabbed the empty coffee cup and went to the coffee pot. 'Great... cold coffee.', The warmer had already shut off so she had to resort to putting her coffee in the microwave which never was the same as freshly brewed. Tish wrapped her hands around her warm coffee cup and sat down on the couch and took a sip. She sat indian style on the sofa and looked down the padding protruding between her legs. The diaper, safely concealed under the shorts was thick, wet and clammy. She shifted to try and get comfortable. She wondered how it could hold so much and looked at the clock. Surely Jenn would be home any minute to change her. She immediately remembered Jenn said she wasn't getting changed until she went "#2" in them. She hated how Jenn referred to it that way. Like talking to a child. Althought she didn't know what phrase or terminology she would prefer, but maybe it was the way Jenn was so non chalant about it. The way she had taken charge of the situation made Tish feel like a helpless child Tish refilled her coffee and looked in the fridge. She wasn't hungry. She usually would be but she had other things on her mind. There wasn't much for her to do. There's no way she would leave the house, and didn't feel like sitting alone watching TV. She tried to pass the time by picking up around the house, brushing her teeth, making the beds. She saw the QC kit on the floor and got curious about that. She wasn't sure if Jenn wanted her messing with it but she didn't care. She was bored. Dumping the contents of the bag out on the table, she examined everything. There was another pair of the shorts, and a couple pairs of pants that looked to work the same way. She sighed, knowing she would probably have to wear them all at some point. She set those aside and untangled a mess of straps. It was clear these were restraints of some kind and they looked like something out of an insane asylumn to her. She didn't know how they went together but there were cuffs for wrist and ankles if needed. 'Would someone really need to be tied down and forced to use their diaper?', she thought it seemed rediculous until a moment of self reflection reminded her of her own disobediance and constant fighting of this situation at every turn. 'What is wrong with me?', She moved those aside, knowing Jenn would never use them on her. This stuff was meant for people not to be trusted. She failed to think how she was, at that very moment locked into a diaper due to not being trusted. There were a couple other items left to look at. "Oh my god! Is this a pacifier?", Tish held this device up and looked at it. 'Why?', she thought to herself. 'We aren't babies for crying out loud." She touch the piece that went in the mouth. It was quite large. It had a little give to it went squeezed. She held it up to her mouth and looked around, as if to make sure no one was watching her. Why was she doing this? Partly she was curious; Jenn had kept the details of her sponsor training secret from her, but mostly she was bored. She opened her mouth and let the device slip in. It filled up most of her mouth and had a bit of rubbery taste to it. She knew she wouldn't like having this in her mouth for very long. She got up and looked at herself in the mirror. The front pacifier thing had a blue front which covered her mouth and part of her face. Combined with her tiny white t-shirt and thick diaper, the woman she was a few days ago had vanished. She tried to talk with it in and only caused a bit of drool to fall out of her mouth and hit her shirt. Feeling foolish and dumb, she quickly removed it and wiped it off and then her mouth. Uhhg. The aftertaste didn't set well and she was glad to have it out. She set it back and then looked at the last item. 'Gloves?' She slid her left hand into one and realized it was a soft padded mitten. There was a stiff band around the wrist part could be sinched down by pulling it tight. She did just to see how it worked. "Oh!", She was almost proud of herself for realizing the use for these. Once a person's hands were in these, they weren't getting out. 'What the F?', who came up with this stuff? She knew Jenn could be home any minute so she decided to put all the stuff back. She reached to undo the cuff around her tiny wrist but failed. She pulled and fought the smooth material securing the mitten with her free hand, but she couldn't see how to undo it. She started to panick again. She struggled, used her teeth, pulled and yanked with all her might but the material wouldn't give. She gave up. She was exhausted. She still didn't know what to do. She was stuck. How was she going to explain this to Jenn? She didn't have much time to think about that though. Between her exertion fighting the mitten, and her morning coffee, her tummy has started to make noises. She knew this was inevitable but her mind fought it. She still thought she was either going to wake up from a dream, or someone would save her at the last minute from having to do this. She got up and paced for the next few minutes. She wanted Jenn. It was a funny thing she thought. This thing she was about to do was one of the most private things in an adult's life, yet she wanted Jenn here with her now for it. She just didn't like feeling this alone. She was nervous now and she could feel her heart rate had gone up. She wasn't pacing any more. She had stopped and was leaning against the kitchen counter. She looked down at her trapped hand and the white padding of the mitten and laughed at her predicament. It was the least of her problems now. A wave of coldness washed over her, like having a feverish chill. She didn't feel well. All the nervousness about this over the last day had put her stomach in knots. She knew it was going to be bad. In a last ditch effor she tried to get the shorts off. With only hand available it was even more futile. She was about to cry. She made her way to the living room and had to kneel down. Her stomach was not feeling good at all and she felt the pressure building. She was determined to hold it as long as she could. Jenn would be back soon and would help her. Her breathing was intense now. In, out. Long slow breaths to fight through the cramps that were building deep in her gut. She was now kneeling on the floor in child's pose, hunched over. If anyone had been in the room they would have her a little whining moan coming from her fighting the pain. She had started a rocking motion, curled up on the floor waiting for whatever was going to happen. It was out of her control. At this point she just wanted to go so the cramps would subside but things were taking an uncomfortably long time. Finally, after what seemed like an hour, but in reality was only 10 minutes she felt the familiar tension in her gut and she knew with her next breath her diaper would be full. She didn't care at this point, the pain was so awful. She took a deep breath and exhaled and she felt the hot mush leave start to leave her body in waves. She moaned loudly through it as it happened and she lost control. A tear streamed down her face from the relief of going. She could feel it fill the diaper. The substance was amassing between her legs, looking to fill any area of the diaper it could find. She felt the mess pressing into her as the tight diaper wasn't forgiving. It spread faster and farther than she expected. It was hot and burny. She had gotten herself so worked up over this moment, what should have been a normal bowel movement had turned into massive mess of poop and diarhea. She held her stomach as it continue to be expelled from her. Another wave hit her and she let out a muffled cries as the cramps kept coming. She had to be done. Please be done she thought. After several more cramps and having to push the last bit out her stomach was calming down. "Oh god, its over. It's over. Thank you, thank you, thank you." she said outloud to herself. The relief came and she knew the next feeling meant she was done pooping. She would have to pee right after. She always did. She let it come and felt the warmth spread throughout the diaper. There was no where for it to go but throughout every nook and cranny as it mixed with her mess. With her mind now able to focus, she could feel everything. She wanted to throw up at the thought of what she had just done. It made her feel sick and ashamed of herself. She hated this and what the world had done to her. It wasn't fair. She stayed where she was on the floor, afraid to move for several minutes. When her tummy was finally settled and her body had evacuated all her contents into the diaper, she slowly rose. Her knees were week and she barely had energy to stand after suffering through the ordeal. The mess shifted and she felt it move against her. She could feel it touching every part of her and she knew that couldn't be healthy. She slowly limped to the counter to find her phone, click on recent numbers and dialed Jenn. --- "You know damn well what. Jenn, please you have no idea. I'm sitting in it, its awful and I can't get out!" "Tish, if you had any idea what I have been through this morning, not to mention the people I have been treating, you'd be a bit more patient. People nearly died today and have all sorts of injuries and all you can do is yell and me about your dirty diaper!" There was silence on the other end of the line. Tish was speechless for a minute. But once again she knew Jenn was right but it didn't seem to take away from her own problem. "You're right, its just you have no idea... and I'm all alone...", Tish cried. "Tish, try to be strong for me. I should be home in about an hour OK and I'll take care of you." .. sniffles.. "OK, I will. Please hurry" "I will."

Chapter 16 Tish ran into Jenn's room and leapt into the bed. She felt like a child almost. Giddy, like she was spending the night at a friends house away from home. She felt so alone in the world right now after her breakup, and trapped in this dystopian world that she thought was created just for her. "Ok ok. Calm down and let's get some sleep. Remember, pillow between your legs." "Oh yeah." Tish situated herself under the covers and got comfortable. Jenn reached over and turned out her light on her nightstand and they were in the darkness together. "You feel better now?", Jenn's voice came through the darkness. "Yeah I do. Thanks for this. I needed it. Can we just sleep in tomorrow for awhile?" "Sure, but remember. I'm on call this weekend but I doubt they'll need me. Get some rest." Tish closed her eyes and drifted off. Her breathing deepened and Jenn was glad to give her friend some peace. She still felt bad for her reaction the previous night but they got past it. Luckily Tish wasn't snoring yet and Jenn wanted to fall asleep before that started. It wasn't long until both of their days had come to end and they were fast asleep. Tish opened her eyes and sat up and looked at Jenn's alarm clock. 3:00am. Her bladder was full and burny. She had to go. Usually she would pee right before bed but with the excitement of sleeping in here with Jenn and the diaper she didn't think about that. She laid there for about 15 minutes, not wanting to wake Jenn, hoping she could start peeing to relieve the pressure. It was hard for her to pee like that. In an unnatural state. Eventually the pressure was too much and she had to sit up. She propped herself up on her hands and got to a position more conducive to her bodily function and the pee started to flow. She exhaled as the pee kept coming and coming. She didn't remember drinking this much. Could this diaper hold so much so quickly? So far it had. "You're peeing aren't you?", Jenn asked. Tish about fell out of bed she was so startled. The flow instantly stopped from fear and embarrassment. Jenn scared the hell out of her and she didn't like being caught doing something like this. Especially in Jenn's bed. "You f'ing scared the hell out of me." "I'm sorry, but... were you?" "YES ok! I tried not to wake you but I couldn't go lying down. I tried for like 15 minutes. I'm sorry." "It's perfectly ok. You don't need to be embarrassed. Do you need to finish or something?", Tish asked as she put her hand on Tish's leg. 'God this is so humiliating', Tish thought. "Umm. Yeah. I'm just gonna get a drink of water. You need something?" "No. You know you don't have to leave right? I'm not going to judge you." "I know, but please just give me some time with this." "Ok sweetie. Hurry up and get back to bed." Tish stumbled her way in the dark to the kitchen. She escaped Jenn's irritating questioning for a few minutes and was glad for it. She got a glass of water and when she filled her cup it made her start peeing again at the sound of flowing water. She soaked this diaper and she could feel the warmth still spreading around her. Eventually the diaper took it all in and swelled, and now and felt too bulky and clingy. Not the ideal configuration for going back to sleep but she would try. She climbed back into bed and got her pillows in place. Jenn was already asleep and had her arm stretched out on Tish's pillow. Tish scooched closer and rested her head on Jenn's shoulder, taking the opportunity to snuggle up to her. Jenn woke up around 6, typically when her alarm would go off. She did that often, even when she didn't have to work that morning. She was a little disoriented and let out a yawn before realizing Tish was laying on her. Her arm was trapped under Tish's head and felt like it was asleep. Tish was laying on her side, pressed into her. Tish's other arm was draped across Jenn's stomach hugging her. Tish had also thrown her leg over and had it nestled between Jenn's legs under the covers. Jenn felt a little smothered and awkward at the closeness but didn't mind it for some reason. Jenn laid there for a bit. She didn't wake Tish up right away. She thought it was a sweet that Tish found her way over to her side of the bed. She also didn't mine the closeness. Jenn's work schedule and busy life had made it hard for her to get close to anyone over the last couple of years. She loved what she did for a living but she often felt lonely at times. She wondered if taking care of Tish and doing this for her, was her way of compensating for that a bit. She stared up at the ceiling, listening to Tish's breathing. She enjoyed the intimacy if that is what you could call it, of Tish's friendship. Maybe this was a inevitable side effect of the situation they found themselves in. Jenn laughed to herself after realizing this was the most intimate relationship she'd had in a long time.. 'Changing her friend's diaper would certainly count as intimate', she thought. Jenn took a few more minutes, closed her eyes and let her head rest on her pillow. She could feel the warmth of Tish's body and the weight of her arms and legs draped over her. It felt nice to be close to someone like this, even to have a simple touch. She sighed realizing it was her own fault for her own lack of relationships with other people. And now here she was feeling guilty using Tish as a substitute. "Psst", Jenn tried to rouse her roommate. Tish stirred and hugged her a bit tighter, instinctively communicating it wasn't time to get up yet. "Hey goof. Wake up." Tish's eyes opened and looked up at Jenn and she smiled and then realized the position she was it. She untangled her legs from Jenn's and scooted back in a bit of embarrassment. "Oh my god. I'm sorry. Was I suffocating you?" "Umm no but my arm is asleep. I've been letting you sleep for awhile." "Really?" "Yeah looked really peaceful. I hated to wake you." "Jenn sorry. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. I'm used to hugging my big pillow while I sleep and I guess I just sorta came over." "So I'm a big pillow? That is what you are saying?" "Jenn, no. That's not what I meant". "I'm teasing you. And I wasn't uncomfortable... at all. You can stay in bed, it's still early. Gonna put some coffee on and go to the bathroom and I'll be back. "NOT fair.", Tish rolled her eyes and got back under the covers. She just wanted to get back to sleep and take advantage of this Saturday morning and finally get some rest. She was just about to drift back to sleep when she heard something. The doorbell was ringing. 'What in the world.', she thought, hoping Jenn would send whoever it was and whatever they were selling away and come back to bed. Jenn came in a few moments later. "Get up and get dressed, we have company.", Jenn told her with a concerned look on her face. Tish climbed out of bed peeked her head out of the room and saw someone standing outside the front door, waiting. She quickly got to her own room and put on some sweat pants and t-shirt to cover herself. The look Jenn gave her wasn't good but she had no idea in the world what the problem could possibly be. When she emerged from her room, she understood exactly what Jenn's look was about. Standing in their living room was agent Smith from the CTF. "Good morning to you both, sorry for the early intrusion this morning but you were first on my list." "What's this all about?", Tish questioned him directly. "It's Saturday morning for crying out loud!" "It is and I promise I wouldn't be here except for a discrepancy I need to clear up." "Discrepancy", Jenn asked. She had an idea what this was about but didn't know where it was going yet. Her heart rate had quickened a bit. "Yes. As you see here we have a record of your deposits. Looks like so far you are on a timely basis and everything is in order, it's just that none of your deposits have included a bowel movement. Tish hated that description and would have rather he just said #2. It sounded so weird to her. But what concerned her more was being questioned about this. Surely they couldn't be asking about this already. It had only been 3 days. "Either you have the worst constipation of anyone on my entire list or...", he hesitated and then continued, "... or we have a little problem. I'd like to question you each individually. Tish if you don't mind just waiting in a different room so I can talk to Jenn about this." "Wait, agent Smith, I do have a medical problem. It can sometimes take me days to go. I'm sure tomorrow I'll be fine and every..." "Tish, just stop.", Jenn interrupted her. "Agent Smith, I'm sorry. Tish is just trying to protect me. It's my fault. Last night she used the toilet for her #2. I wasn't watching her and she panicked and I wasn't able to stop her.. It was her first time and it was a mistake. I'm sorry it won't happen again." "Jenn!" "Tish, honesty is the best policy here. We filled out your entire medical history, your routines, all of it. They would know if you had any medical problems so just stop it and tell him." "Is this true Tish?" Tish stammered but then finally shook her head in the affirmative. She felt like she was 5 years old and had wet the bed and her parents were upset with her, deciding what to do next while she waited. Agent Smith was taking notes on his iPad that apparently had a detailed log of Tish's bathroom habits and clicked a few buttons. "Very well. Since this is a first offence I am going to let you off with a warning. I just want to let you know it is within my purview to have you confined to one of our centers to have you monitored for 72 hours if there are any more problems." "What? I'm not going anywhere.", Tish said and got a look from Jenn that told her to shut her mouth immediately. "Thank you Agent Smith for only giving us a warning. I want you to know I talked to Tish about this and there won't be any more issues from us. You can expect a full deposit tomorrow if you know what I mean." Tish huffed and put her hands on her hips. She couldn't believe Jenn had just said that. Jenn tried to lead the agent to the door, hoping to end this visit as soon as possible but he interrupted her. "Yes. Only a warning and no removal from the home, but I do think it's a good idea for you to use one of the QC kits." "Agent Smith, is that really necessary?", Jenn asked in a tone that Tish didn't like the sound of. "QC Kit? What is that?" Ignoring Tish, the agent responded to Jenn, "It's either this or we would need to monitor Tish for a few days at the center, and also a refresher course for you on proper sponsor guidelines as well. I'm willing to try this measure first but that is my decision." Jenn looked at Tish, nodding at her to let her know everything would be ok. "What is happening? What is a QC Kit? Someone tell me what is going on?", Tish didn't know whether to cry or scream. She hated being left out of the loop like this. What were they going to do to her. "Tish, it's not a big deal. Just something to make sure you use your diaper. We went through all this in my training." Tish backed away, not knowing what was going to happen next. If it wasn't a big deal why was Jenn acting so funny? Jenn came over and sat her on the couch and talked to her for a moment. "Agent Smith, I'll see to it she uses the QC Device. If that will be all?", hoping once again that he would leave. "Actually no, I do need visual confirmation she is wearing it before I can leave.", he held up the iPad showing he had boxes to tick off and that he also had superiors he had to answer to as well. "Fine", Jenn said. And that was the first time Tish heard any irritation from Jenn, especially to this person who could make their lives miserable at any moment. The agent took off his back pack and removed a black nylon bag from it that had a draw string. He loosened it and pulled several things from the bag and laid them on the table. These items were not foreign to Jenn but she didn't ever think she would encounter them again after completing her training. "Do you need any assistance?" "No agent Smith, I know how they work." Jenn rummaged through the items that were in the bag looking for a particular item. She held up what looked like a pair of shorts that were made of a thick but semi-stretchy material. They were a gray bland color; size small. She looked a Tish. "Tish this is a quality control kit. QC. You are going to have to wear these shorts over your diaper." "Ohhhhh kay...", Tish was still wondering what the big deal was. Jenn approached her with the weird looking shorts. "Tish, let's get these on and see how they fit." Tish rolled her eyes. The last thing she wanted to do was take her sweatpants down again in front of this guy. She was convinced all he wanted to do was ogle at her diapered behind. She tried to move so that Jenn was between her and the agent before she reluctantly slipped her sweat pants down. Her diaper was obviously wet and her face turned red. It was made even worse when the CTF agent came over and stood next to Jenn as she worked the shorts up Tish's legs. "Ok stand up for us." 'Us? What was this us stuff!?, Tish wanted to protest but Jenn was just trying to get them through this. Jenn grabbed the thick waist band of the shorts and worked them up Tish's legs and then over the diaper resting over her little hips. It was a tight fit but she eventually got them on. The leg gatherings hugged Tish's thighs like a pair of her yoga shorts, concealing the diaper within. Jenn grabbed the thick waistband and gave a few adjustments. The band went around her waist and was thicker thicker than the rest of the garment and stuck out a little. The edges were soft but sturdy. The front of the shorts next to her belly button were left open and there was some sort of fastener there. Tish felt like she was being manhandled around and didn't understand any of this as Jenn jostled her small body around. "It's too tight.", She protested as she tried to push Jenn's hands away from her. She had had enough for this morning. "Yeah they can be a little stiff, they will loosen up a bit over time. The material does stretch but this is the only size that will fit you.", Agent smith interjected. He also saw that Tish was resisting a little and offered Jenn some assistance. "Jenn, if she resists you have the restraints available to you as well remember. Shall I get those out for you?" "WHAT!? Jenn is he serious!? Don't even think about touching me asshole.", Tish lashed out. "Jenn, don't let him near me. Please, what is going on?" "Tish, calm down. I'll handle this but you need to be calm for me ok?", She put her hands on Tish's cheek and got right into her face and looked at her eye to eye like a mother would do with a panicked child. "Ok? Can you do that for me?" Tish nodded. She understood but was still scared. "Agent Smith, no I don't think that is necessary. Tish will do as I ask, she is just scared. Be patient with us for a moment if you wouldn't mind.", Jenn pleaded with the agent with all the diplomacy she could muster. "Very well, but I am on a schedule. If you could finish quickly, I'll be on my way. Jenn returned to Tish and her hands with to the front of the shorts. Jenn brought the ends of the waistband together. One side sort of slide into the other and she fastened them by pushing the ends together and Tish heard clicking until the wide band tightened over her hips and Jenn couldn't close them any tighter. The shorts pulled at her hips a little and caused her whole diaper area to tighten up. Tish let out a little grunt at the last click at the pressure increased . Jenn ignored her and pulled down on the shorts ensure they were no way they could slide down or come off. Tish's hands immediately went to the front to try to loosen them and quickly realized they were locked on her. The fastener was smooth and seamless and there was no apparently way to undo it by herself. She looked up at Jenn, simply staring at her demanding an answer to what this was. Jenn knew Tish was about to go nuclear and she didn't want that to happen in front of the CTF agent. She grabbed Tish and hugged her and whispered into her ear. "Shhh shhh. I know its scary but trust me you are safe with me. I promise. I promise. Whatever happens just please don't say anything else until he is gone ok? Please sweetie.", Tish heard her. And she nodded and Jenn could feel her head bobbing up an down on her shoulder indicating she would agree. "If I may?", Agent Smith said. He came over and replaced Jenn. He inspected the pants, the locking mechanism and then tested the shorts by pulling them down by the waistband. He tugged on them so hard Tish's knees had to give a little. He spun her around and performed the same test from the back. The thick band ensnaring here was almost like a handle that he used to control her and she felt like a rag doll being shifted left and right, front and back. Tish now had tears freely flowing and she stood there in shame with her head lowered. It only took a few seconds for him to inspect her and then it was over. Agent Smith made some notes on his electronic pad and then proceeded to leave. "Jenn, I'm going to start her off with a week using the QC kit. I will be making random inspections to ensure you are using it so please make sure she knows that. The rest of the kit is there including all the accessories, two pairs of pants and another pair of shorts. If you need anything else let me know." "I think we have everything we need. Thank you agent Smith." "It's no problem. I hope after a week or so we are all back on track and I can stop seeing you girls so much." Jenn bit her tongue at this point too. She wanted to slap this guy for what he was doing to Tish but this was his job and Tish had in fact broken the rules. They both had. She did think it was extremely unfair he was doing this on the first offence but she was warned she would have extra scrutiny as a sponsor. The agent finally left and Jenn shut the door and locked it and breathed a sigh of relief before turning around to see Tish sitting on the couch looking. "Come here.", Jenn told her as she reached out her arms. Tish went into Jenns arms for much needed hug and didn't let go as she cried onto her friend. "Jenn, why are you doing this to me." "Hey it's not me. I don't want this any more than you do. We broke the rules and this is what happens." Tish looked at herself and inspected the shorts she had on. "Now that he is gone we can take these off" "Tish, now come on. You know better than that." "What's that supposed to mean? Take these off of me, they are too tight. I need to change anyway, I'm soaked from peeing all damned night. I want this thing off, NOW!", Tish was becoming agitated and actually yelled at Jenn. Tish pushed and pried and pulled at the shorts. There was no way she could slide them down, even over her slender frame. They held the diaper tightly and securely on to her. She felt like she could feel every inch of it gnawing at her. In a panic she went to the kitchen and got the scissors and tried to cut at the material. Jenn just watched her fumble with it knowing it was futile. "Tish, you are going to hurt yourself. Stop.", Jenn said, deflated and unsure how to calm her down. Tish could barely find a spot to get the blades in because the shorts were basically sealed to her skin. And the fabric seemed impervious to the scissors. She tried to cut the material but it was useless. She threw the scissors into the sink and screamed. Jenn knew she was about to pop and decided to let her finally yell outloud. There was no sense in trying to reason with Tish at this point. Her brain wasn't working. "Tish, it's no use. Those shorts don't come off. That is what they are designed for. We have garments like that at the hospital too. You know for patients who try to take their clothes off or are having a fit. Sorta like you are doing now." Tish gave up, mainly due to exhaustion. She heard Jenn patronizing her and she didn't like it. She marched up to Jenn and got in her face, "Are you going to take these off or not." "Not until you calm down." "I AM CALM!" Jenn just looked at her with incredulity and put her hands on her hips. She didn't need to tell Tish has foolish she sounded. Tish picked at her shorts again and tried to get to the diaper underneath. The tried to work her fingers up the leg gathering but that didn't work either. It was of no use. Her diaper was off limits. "Jenn. This is crazy. I can't even f'ing breath in these things. Come on! GOD!" "Tish, you are overreacting." "Oh really? Please Jenn you have know idea. Do you?" Jenn really didn't but during her training she knew these devices would be needed for people who wouldn't comply with the program. They were mostly told it would be the younger kids who wouldn't comply or simply forget or try to sneak out without a diaper. She never thought she'd have to use a QC device on her best friend. She hated it for her but at this point they were stuck. Tish's tone of voice was at least now a bit more calm and rational. Approaching that of a conversational tone at least which gave Jenn a chance to explain the situation to her. She told Tish that only she or a CTF agent could remove the shorts allowing her a diaper change. She also explained that if the shorts were tampered with or removed in any way that CTF would be alerted. When locked, a signal was sent somewhere. Likewise when they were unlocked, a signal would be sent to track her. A deposit would be expected shortly thereafter. This method of enforcement seemed ingenious to Jenn. Not only did it actually ensure the diapers were used for their intended purposes, but the CTF could track a person's bathroom schedule, when to expect deposits, how long a person was out of the diaper and on and on. Tish was exhausted from what just happened over the last 20 minutes. She fell onto the couch and wanted to cry again. She looked up. "Jenn.", was all Tish could say. As if saying, 'Help me.' "I know, I know.", Jenn sat next to her and hugged her. "My sweet girl. What are we going to do with you huh?", Jenn rubbed her back. Trying to do anything to show her she wasn't alone. "Now that you are calmed down we can talk about what is going on ok?" Tish nodded. "I'm going to unlock these shorts..." Tish cut her off and hugged her, "Thank you thank you so much." "Wait a minute. I wasn't finished. I'm going to unlock the shorts... AFTER you #2 in them." "Jenn, come on." "Come on what? Were you not planning on pooping in that diaper because I'm pretty sure if the next diaper we deposit isn't full of your crap, we are both gonna get in trouble. And you have to admit, this will make sure of it right?" "But..." "No buts for your butt. Look at you already trying to get out of it. I think you thought you could somehow avoid doing this forever somehow. You told me yesterday you were ready and for some reason I believed you. Well now it is happening and there isn't anything you can do about it. We're getting this over with, today and that is final." Tish just looked at her like she was crazy. What was this 'we' stuff? She was the one having to do this. She was mad that Jenn included herself in this as if they were equally going through this hell. "Don't look at me like that. You know I'm right. I think if you weren't trapped in that diaper right now you'd be figuring out some scheme to cheat again. It's just as well. You can get this over with and I'll get your cleaned up and into a fresh diaper soon. Let's just break the ice and get through it together." Tish was sick of Jenn trying to be so positive. Her morning was ruined. She just wanted to lay in bed and sleep in and now she was being forced to do this. In reality not much had changed for her except there physically was no way out. That made it worse somehow She knew Jenn was right, she probably would have tried to back out of doing this if she could. Knowing now that it was inevitable made her nervous. It was completely out of her control now and she didn't like that feeling. Her most basic bodily functions was at the mercy of someone else. She didn't know how to feel exactly. It was a mixture of anger and helplessness all wrapped into one mess of emotions. How could a person deal with this. How was everyone else getting throught it all. "Hey, it's still early, why don't we go lay down for awhile huh? You'd like that right? Let's be lazy and just shut the curtains and go back to bed for a bit." "I don't know." "Come on, I'll start the coffee and when we get up an hour it will be ready for us. Besides, the coffee will make you poop faster right?" "Jenn, stop!" Jenn took her by the hand and they plopped back down in bed. Jenn shut the lights off and shut the curtains. It wasn't totally dark but the room was nice and the pillows were cool when they rested there heads on them. Tish turned away from Jenn and rested on her side. "Oh you are going to be like that huh? Well you can't be mad at me forever. It's for your own good and you know it.", Jenn teased her a bit and scrunched up against her, sort of spooning her and giving her a hug from behind. Tish felt Jenn's body behind her. Her mid section was pressed against her thick diapered bottom, which served as a barrier between then. Tish didn't respond. She wasn't in the talking mood but she wanted Jenn to know it wasn't all her fault. She removed her hand from under her head and found Jenn's hand hugging her waist. She grabbed it and slipped her fingers through Jenn's and pulled her closer. It was a bit of comfort she desperately needed at the moment. Even though she was still miffed at Jenn for her part in confining her like this, she still needed her right now. She closed her eyes and fell back asleep. --- Tish opened her eyes and and woke from sleeping so hard. At first she thought what had happened this morning was a dream until she felt the tight thick wet diaper pressing into her. She reached down and felt the shorts covering the diaper and quickly realized it was no dream. She was groggy and didn't know what time it was. So rolled over to see Jenn but the bed was empty and sort of made up nice and neat. The sun was bright, shining through the edges of the curtains and she knew she must have slept longer than she thought. She sat up in bed, noticing her wet cold diaper again. She felt disgusting already and the urge to pee again after getting up was already gnawing at her so she sat on the edge of the bed and let it happen. She felt the pee escape into the diaper and soak into the thick material encasing her. It soaked it up as usual but she could still feel the warmth from it it which at least had replaced the cold damp feeling. She was pretty sure the diaper couldn't hold any more pee at this point it was so full. She got out of bed and immediately felt her full stomach. She knew she would have to #2 soon as she usually did in the mornings. There was no escape now and it was only a matter of time. She went to find Jenn so she could get this over with and get changed. The house was silent and Jenn was nowhere to be found. When she got to the kitchen there was a note next to her coffee cup that Jenn had set out for her. "Good morning Tish. Sorry but there was an emergency I got called into work. I didn't want to wake you, you looked so sweet and peaceful sleeping. I'm sorry we couldn't spend the morning together. I'll be home as soon as I can. -J". Tish was frozen and blankly stared out the window into the street in sort of a trance as Jenn's note slipped through her fingers.

Chapter 15 It was a long night. Tish found herself tossing and turning throughout it. She had slept like a baby in Jenn's room last night. She giggled at the thought of how that sounded. She set her alarm to get up early. She wanted to show Jenn she could stay on track this morning. Some sort of gesture to show her she was sorry. She peed once during the night, having had a large drink at dinner last night right before bed. And as usual when she got up and started moving around she let her bladder relax again and flooded her diaper. She stood there for a few moments while the coffee was brewing, letting the warmth spread throughout the seat of her diaper and between her legs. "You were peeing just now right?" Tish jumped and about knocked over the coffee pot when she heard Jenn ask her the question. "Uhh uhh.. yeah sorry about that." "Why be sorry? Do what you have to do. I just caught you though didn't I?" "Yes, are you trying to embarrass me?" Tish turned away and Jenn approached her from behind and wrapped her arms around her and gave her a hug. "I'm sorry about last night. I was too hard on you. I thought about it all night. I could have handled it better." She felt Jenn's chin nestle rest on her neck and the squeeze of her arms around her. She enjoyed the closeness but was relieved to not have an awkward morning with her friend. "Jenn, it's my fault. I derserved it. You had a long day and then I made it worse. I'm to blame." Tish turned around so they were facing each other. "In fact, I think I probably got off light given the circumstances. I was afraid of how we would be this morning. You know I can't stand you being mad at me. It kept me away all night Jenn." "Yeah, you got off light you turkey.", Jenn gave her a proper hug now and Tish let herslef relax in Jenn's embrace for a moment, savoring the attention. "I'm glad your up early. Why don't we get this wet diaper changed and we can have a little coffee together.", Jenn said as she patted Tish diapered bottom playfully. Jenn broke the hug and took Tish gently by the hand and let her into the bedroom. "Lay down now and I'll take care of everything. I should have just done this last night instead of leaving it to you." Tish layed down in her usual spot waiting for Jenn to come take care of her. She'd only had a few changes so far but for some reason Tish felt protected in someway, and eager for Jenn to take care of her. It didn't take Jenn long to remove the nighttime diaper and the cool air hit between Tish's legs after being concealed all night within the thick padding. Tish was more relaxed this morning. Not as tense as last night. She let her legs fall open naturally, a little less reluctant about Jenn seeing her exposed like this. She even let her eyes meet Jenn's as she walked over. "What?", Jenn asked. "Nothing." "Ok, weirdo. Let's have a look how this redness is doing shall we." Jenn put her hands on Tish, this time taking more liberty with her examination. She pushed her legs apart, examined her entire crotch and diaper area and even her behind by pushing her legs up and back a bit. Tish let her do as she pleased. "Oh good this looks much better down here. I was worried you'd be really sore today and I want you to be comfortable. I'm going to try my best to make sure you are always comfortable OK Tish?" "Thanks.", Tish gave a one word answer, not sure what to do or say while being poked and prodded like this. She figured Jenn's nurturing side took over and that she treated her like any other patient she had to deal with at work. But part of her wanted to be special and not just another patient needing a task checked off their list by nurse Jenn. Jenn grabbed her bottle of lotion and squirted directly on to her friends private area this time. She methodically applied it like she had done last night, but this time making sure her entire diaper area was covered to avoid any more rashes. The remaining lotion she had on her hands she wiped into her own hands and forearms before prepping another diaper from the supply. Jenn motioned and Tish raised her small butt up a little as she felt the new diaper being slipped underneath her. She wiggled into it, settling on a good position and looked at Jenn giving her the nod. Jenn taped her as sucessfully as she had done before and they found their way to the kitchen to enjoy a quick breakfast. "I didn't even ask earlier but I'm assuming you didn't need to #2 this morning?" Tish about spit out her piece of toast in embarassment. "God Jenn, no. Not after last night." "You really need to stop being anxious about all this. It's no secret at this point. I mean I just changed your diaper, can't I ask you that question now?" "I just wasn't ready for it was all. Not sure I'll ever be, to be honest." "Well, you are going to have to get used to it. I want to know what you need, and how are you feeling, so I can give you the best care I can. That's why I ask, not to make fun of you or embarass you. You know that right? And don't keep things from me like your rash. Something like that can get worse before you know it." Tish hesistated and felt unfamiliar to this level of care and concern. Never once did John even show this level of thoughtfulness to her. He kept popping into her mind throughout the day but she had to be honest that dealing with the diapers and Jenn seemed to push the thoughts of him into the background. "I'm lucky to have you." "You bet your diapered butt you are! Now we both need to finish getting ready. I have work, you have classes today yes? You also need to take both disposal bags from last night and this morning and check them in on your way OK?" "Yes Ma'am". Jenn got up and walked behind Tish and gave her a kiss on the top of her head. "And don't call me Ma'am. Makes me sound old." "Got it." Jenn threw a smile at her and then vansished into her room and Tish took a few moments to enjoy her hot coffee and her toast. She sipped and knew she'd have to pee soon because of it but she decided not to let her diapered life control her habits. If she wanted a drink, she'd have a drink. She'd be dealing with a wet bottom soon enough so why take away one of her only few pleasures in life. She was still having her coffee and reading on her phone when Jenn came out. She looked put together and ready to go. She work dark blue scrubs and carried a designer backpack with all her things. She had it all together and Tish pondered on that compared to where she was at in life. "Hey don't sit there until the last minute. Get to class OK? See you tonight." "Ok ok. Have a great day Jenn." "You too hun. Oh and don't forget! Two deposits this morning.", Jenn said as she rushed out the door. "Thanks!", Tish said, but wasn't sure Jenn could hear her. She actually would have forgoten if Jenn hadn't said something. "I'm a mess.", she told herself Before she finished getting ready she put both bags in front of the door so she wouldn't forget. She finished her morning routine and picked out some clothes to wear. It was winter time but not terribly cold. She wondered what summer would be like trying to find clothes. How would she get to the beach? Maybe this whole thing would be over by then. She was procrastinating now. She picked out some loose fitting pants that didn't accentuate her figure. She huffed. She went to the mirror and looked at herself. She looked at her figure in the mirror. Her petite trim figure was hidden. She didn't have to work at it but she did anyway. Usually by running, but that was out of the question for now. The diaper was just out of place on her. Nothing fit and nothing looked good. She didn't feel attractive or cute any more. The whole diaper scheme to find some magic cure for the world seemed horrible at first to her, but it was unintended consequences, like her wardrobe and social life that made everything so much worse. She stopped looking and got dressed. Her diaper would be noticable under her pants if anyone cared to look, and they probably would. She was used to getting looks and even secretly enjoyed that but now she didn't want anyone even noticing her if possible. She packed up her things, grabbed the used diaper bags and headed to the corner. 'Great... a line today?', she quipped. There were 5 people in line at the deposit station. A couple of adults and a few people perhaps younger than her. The adults were probably dropping off for their teen children who were already on their way to school and she didn't recognize anyone else. She didn't like standing here, queued up in front of passerbys trying to check out the diapered people. She kept her head down until it was finally her turn and deposited both bags. The screen gave her 2 check marks indicating a successful deposit of her apparently much needed waste. 'All yours idiots.', she miffed at the machine as if insulting it would help her circumstances somehow. She made it to class as usual and things were uneventful and by the time she got to work she was pretty wet. She had gotten a little braver and began to pee wherever she was at. Sometimes she was even able to let it come out while walking. She didn't want to lose control though so she always made an effort to concentrate on peeing rather than relaxing too much. While putting on her work apron, she realized she had been in this wet diaper for about 8 hours now. She would paused like that every once in awhile and contemplate the situation. It was only day 3 and her life seemed so different than the previous day, and the day before that. It still didn't seem real. 'At least my front is covered.', she thought and tried to look back at her behind, probably poofed out for all to gawk at. She began work and the after school crowd showed as usual. There was always rush when classes got out in the afternoon. College kids need their coffee and she was no exception. She enjoyed the work and didn't mind making a little extra money while attending school. Person after person come through the line. She knew many of them had to be diapered like her but she didn't care about any of them. "Tish! Hey I didn't know you worked here." "Hey Beth.", tish calmly replied hoping to calm the ever so positive Beth down before the conversation continued. "So how did your diaper rally go?" "Oh Tish don't be a party pooper. It wasn't a diaper rally. We were there to show support for the cause. You should have come it got a little interesting." "Oh why is that?" "There were actually a few people there in sort of a counter protest. Saying how this system is unfair, targeting the youth, taking away their freedoms and on and on. Mostsly fringe types I suspect. Can you believe how selfish people can be?" Tish was amazed at what she was hearing. This was the first time she had heard of anyone that remotely felt like her. "Uh huh. Yeah probably fringe like you said. So did you all get into a huge brawl or something. Clash of the diapers", Tish laughed at her own joke but then realized it wasn't that funny. "Nooo silly, we basically stayed on our area and they stayed on their. No drama." "So who were these people because I thought the whole world was on board with everything ya know?" "No clue. Why do you care so much?" "Just making talk, geez. So what can I get you? A cappuccinoor something?" "Nah how about a grande iced coffee. It will go right through me but I'm protected.", she back away showing Tish her diaper covered in the same style of yoga pants she always wore. "Yep your are definitely not shy about it are you?" "Hey, c'mon now. What's the point. Everyone knows already and I'm stuck in them just like you. Besides, they aren't all bad right? Don't ever have to worry about finding a bathroom in time and helps when going out to the bar, know what I mean?" "Yeah I hear ya there.", Tish lied. She didn't go to bars very often and had no intention of going to one soon. All she really wanted to do was finish work and get home to see Jenn where she found her only comfort in life right now. She made a bit more small talk with Beth before ringing her and sending her on her way. Tish watched the diapered girl bounce out of the shop and walk off with her group to who knows where. She was mad after this encounter. She didn't know why. Why was Beth dealing with this so well. She had friends, a group, and even seemed to LIKE wearing a diaper. Maybe she was all talk and this was her way of coping with it all. Hell everyone is different and Tish didn't want to judge her. But something about her overly positive attitude just drove Tish up the wall. Speaking of, as soon as she turned around Alison took her to the side. "Hey, I need you to work late tonight and close ok?" "Really? Sorta had plans tonight.", she lied again. She wanted to get home and hang out with Jenn. "Look I'm really sorry but I can't close tonight and one of the other girls is in trouble. I know its short notice but would you mind? It's overtime pay." "In trouble? What does that mean." "All I know is she had to go to the local CTF office. She got a letter in the mail and her parents took her down there. I don't think she was using her diaper like she was supposed to. I'm not sure when she will be back or if." "Really?", Tish said, and a wave of nervousness hit her. She felt vulnerable and exposed having used the real bathroom last night. But she knew there was no way they could possibly know her bathroom schedule, even if it was only a few days. Besides she had been turning in soaked diapers daily so far so it's not like she wasn't participating. "Fine, it's no problem. I got you." "Tish, thank you so much you are a life saver.", Alison went back to work and Tish sighed. She didn't want to work until 9pm. She texted Jenn to let her know she would be home late and to figure out dinner on her own. Tomorrow was Saturday so it wouldn't be that bad. She could sleep in and finally get some downtime. She hoped Jenn would be home but she was often on call and had to work weekends. Tish looked at the clock. 4 PM. It would be a long night. She let her bladder relesae and peed a little. It was actually getting easier and the stress of that wasn't like it was at first. Just as a little started to dribble out, she saw him. Agent Smith coming for his afternoon coffee. She still didn't trust this guy and thought the only reason he was in there was to hit on her or spy on her. She clenched her muscles and any pee that was about to go into her diaper stopped for the time being. "Agent Smith, the usual?" "Yes Tish.", uhhg she hated that he called her by her first name but was afraid to correct him. It wasn't that big of deal. She got his beverage while he asked how she was doing. "Fine", she kept it short. She got him in and out of there in 5 minutes and she kept the chit chat to a minimum amount while trying not to tick him off. He still had power and she knew it. No reason to poke a bear. And besides, he wasn't being a jerk or anything. Maybe this was the only job he could get and was a loser? She doubted that based on his appearance, and thought it was much more likely he liked the job because of the power it gave him. A "bro" or something like that. She knew a lot of cops became cops because they like the power. It was settled, this guy was on a power trip. Tish's shift continued for the next couple of hours uneventfully. She had drank way to much coffee and peed too many times. She actually wondered how much one of these diapers could hold. She hadn't seem to find a limit yet but knew there must be one. The coffee shop was quiet from 8 to 9 so she was able to sit on a stool and study one of her school books for awhile before having to start the cleanup routine. She was engrossed in study when she heard a voice. "Can I get a coffee?" "Jenn! Oh my god!" Tish about cried. She didn't know why but came around the counter and hugged her friend. She felt a bit embarassed at her overly eager reaction but told Jenn about her long day and how she just wanted to get home and relax and hang out. "Sorry, I'm just so bored. And..." "And what? Go on." "My diaper is super wet. Too much coffee. I think I might have overdone it. It's been almost 12 hours ya know." "I know, and thank you for telling me. Any rubbing or itching down there after so long?" Tish felt like she was being interrogated again all of a sudden and wanted to change the subject. "No I'm fine. What are you doing here?" "Oh I worked late since you were working late, and I came to pick you up and then we'll get some food. Sound good?" "That sounds amazing. I'm so excited. Let me get your coffee, decaf of course, and I'll get this place cleaned up and shut down and we can go. Anywhere you want too, my treat, really my treat!" Tish's whole attitude had changed. The thrill of Jenn coming to see her and pick her up made her feel so warm and... well she couldn't place the feeling. Safe, she just felt safe. --- When they got home they spread their takeout on the on kitchen table and Tish sat down. "How about we change you real quick? Would you like to get out of that wet thing?" "Jenn, I'm starving and I think I'm going to pee one more time soon. I'd rather do it now ya know?", Tish explained it more plainly that she expected herself to. All of a sudden she was talking openly about her diaper, her need to pee and when. Jenn's company calmed her and she felt a little more comfortable expressing. "Find by me, just don't leak on the furniture." "Hey!" "Well they don't hold an infinite amount you know." Tish thought this was funny as she was literally just thinking about this earlier. "I know. I won't leak." "Hey did you know there was some sorta of protest on the campus during that rally?" "Protest?", Jenn asked. "Yeah a girl at school said it was a whole thing, signs and everything. People against the CTF fighting for their rights and all that." "Oh no Tish. Don't even think about it. You are gonna lay low remember? After everything that happened last night. You promised me, straight and narrow path, no trouble." "I know I know, I just thought it was interesting." "Put it out of your mind Tish.", Jenn told her and she did. They enjoyed dinner and cleaned up. Tish looked at Jenn and she knew what she wanted. "Ready for a change?" "Yes please.", Tish though this was rediculous. She hated having to ask and act this way but she knew Jenn didn't care. "Actually, I need a shower. If you untape me I'll lay out the fresh diaper and you wont have to do anything but put it a new one on me ok?" "You don't need to #2 after all day?", she said in a bit of a patronizing tone. "No. Honest." "Ok, well I'll untape you in the bathroom. C'mon" She had Jenn sit down on the cold tile floor before removing the diaper. She was glad she did this in here. The diaper had swelled to the point of almost bursting from the amount of urine it had soaked up. "Tish, this diaper it at about it's limit. Holy cow girl, you can pee a lot." Tish blushed and layed there naked on the floor not saying anything for a moment. "Ok, shower time for me. Thanks Jenn." Jenn got up and helped Tish up as well, but instead of leaving she sat down on the the closed toilet lid and used it as a chair indicating she wasn't going anywhere. "Jenn? Can I get my shower now?" "Yes, go ahead." Tish was confused. What was happening. She threw her hands up in frustration wondering why Jenn wasn't leaving. "Tish, I'm staying here to make sure you don't use the toilet. Go ahead and get your shower and I'll just read on my phone here for a bit." "Jenn, c'mon. You don't have to do this. Really?" "Really? C'mon", she echoed back at her in a mocking tone. Tish was in shock. She coudn't believe Jenn didn't trust her. But after thinking about it she hadn't given her any reason to trust her. Even though Jenn had been changing her diapers, it seemed odd having to shower in front of her. She felt even more on display and exposed for some reason. She compartmentalized the diaper changes into a different part of her daily routine. That was the time she alloted for anxiety and embarassment in front of Jenn. That was the time she knew to plan for and how to handle it, but now she was unexpectedly being ask, actually told to be vulnerable at other times. Her shower time was the one part of the day should could escape the diaper, escape the world and let the relaxing water run down her body and wash the day away. She felt robbed of this experience if Jenn was going to be right there. Tish turned the water on to the temperature she liked and got a fresh towel from the closet. Jenn sat there looking at her phone, scrolling through whatever social media was interesting to her. Tish took her top off slowly and sort of chucked it over in the corner. She looked at Jenn. "So you are just gonna sit there and watch me shower? Really?" "No weirdo, I'm going to sit here and mind my own business until you are done." Tish felt weird for implying that now, of course Jenn wouldn't be watching her. Why did she even care at this point. She let these thoughts run through her head as she stepped into the glass shower and felt the warm water hit her body. She faced away from Jenn, who was sitting about 5 feet from her but she felt trapped, like on display in a cage. This wasn't Tish's first time in front of other girls by any means, she had always done sports and showered many times in front of other girls in high school and earlier in college after games and practices. But this was different. Why did she feel so vulnerable and uneasy right now. The whole situation was weird. She continued soaping up and just decided to get it over with. Every once in awhile she would look over her shoulder to see if Jenn was looking. She never caught her staring which made her feel reassured everything was ok. She decided to wash her hair. It would only take a few extra minutes. She had a short pixie style cut the last few years making it easy and quick to wash. Jenn checked the time, already noticing this shower was taking Tish longer than she had promised. Tish always underestimated how long things took. Jenn looked up and saw Tish's hair and face full of soap and smiled. She took a moment knowing Tish couldn't see her and looked at her friend. She admired what she saw and wished she had Tish's body. All her years of sports and running had given her lean legs and a toned bottom. Jenn broke her gaze and went back to her phone, waiting for Tish to finally finish and then she heard the water finally turn off. "So that was 5 minutes? More like 15." "I'm sorry I'm sorry, this is my relaxing time and you aren't making it easy sitting there watching me." "I wasn't watching you!" "Fine ok. Can you at least hand me my towel so I can cover up?" Jenn threw her her towel. "I don't get why you are so embarassed. I've changed your diaper for crying out loud, and you are worried about a shower? Besides you know you look great, and I've always been jealous you know. I just don't have your motivation to work out." "Well thanks I guess but you you look just as good. Quit being like that. You know I don't like when you are down on yourself like that. Especially when there is no reason to be." Jenn smiled. "But anyway this is my private time is all, when I get to unwind and relax. It's the 15 minutes a day I'm not trapped in that damned diaper and I guess I just feel so self conscious and on display all the time now. You can understand that right?" "Make sense. So then don't break the rules then and I'll start to trust you." "Fine." "Fine", Jenn playfully retorted back. Tish wrapped herself in her towel, glad to be covered up for a few minutes and combed through her hair and brushed her teeth before bed. Jenn left her alone, satisified she would behave herself. She exited the bathroom and headed for her room to pick up some pajamas to sleep in. "Hey, where you going. Get in here." "Gonna grab some clothes, be right there." "Tish, now. You took to long in there. I want to change and get ready to relax too you know." Tish turned towards Jenn's room, and huffed at being ordered around like this. She wanted to at least put on a shirt befor coming in here. Jenn already had the fresh diaper on the bed waiting for her. She didn't like seeing it there like that, knowing it would be on her shortly and there was nothing she could do about it. Jenn stood there and her body language was clear that she was in a hurry. Tish was still wrapped in her towel and didn't really want to drop it. "Tish, c'mon. What is the hold up here." Tish relenquised the towel and let it drop. She was just naked in front of her in the shower so why did this matter so much. She figured it was all just too personal. She tried to cover her breasts as she laid down and Jenn just rolled her eyes but didn't say anything. Finally Tish relaxed and let her arms drop to her sides exposing her small breasts again. She didn't care at this point. Her mind was so focused on her nudity and the weird experience of the shower she wasn't expecting Jenn's touch so quickly. She jumped and reached her hand down as if to stop her. "Tish! What are you doing. Relax OK?" "Sorry, I don't know what is wrong with me." "It's OK, just take a deep breath." Jenn didn't know what her problem was but knew she must be in a state of constant anxiety about all this. She tried to put herself in Tish's spot and did think about how hard it would be if Tish was doing all this to her. She applied the lotion as she did in the morning, noticing the rash was almost gone. Tish let out a little moan. "Doing ok? This rash is looking better." "Umm yeah, I'm ok. Are you done?" "Yes sweetie, all done.", Jenn said as she secured the diaper in place. Tish got up and sat there in just her diaper for a second and Jenn sat next to her. "You need to be more comfortable around me OK? Don't be shy or embarassed. We are going to have a long time together with all this and you know its going to get worse right?" Tish knew she was referring to her first #2 cleanup. She was dreading it and knew it would be happening soon. Jenn was right though. She needed to let her gaurd down and just get used to Jenn seeing her and touching her. It would be hard for both of them but Jenn was being so caring and supportive so she took comfort in that. "Ok, get put on some clothes and lets watch some tv for awhile before bed. How does that sound?" Tish nodded and found Jenn already on the couch. She came out of her room in only her tiny white sleep shirt, her diaper and socks. Jenn smiled, "No pants?" "No, I get too hot at night." "Gotcha. Well you look cute in just your diaper and socks." "Jenn, please stop it." "I'm just teasing you, but you kinda do." "JENN!" For the next hour they watched a couple reruns of The Office and Friends. Their typical 'fall asleep' shows. They were each taking an opposite end of the couch with their feet kind of touching in the middle. Tish had fallen asleep within about 15 minutes of them laying down and Jenn watched TV for awhile before getting tidying up for the morning. She sat down in front of Tish on the cushion and poked at her exposed tummy. "Tish, wake up. Time to go to bed." Tish stirred and smiled when she saw Jenn over her. "Don't tickle me. Sorry I must have just fallen asleep" "Uh huh, no you've been asleep for almost an hour. Let's go to bed." Jenn got up and Tish saw she had changed into her jammies as well. An old t-shirt and pair of pajama shorts. She rolled off the couch and headed for her room and told Jenn goodnight. "Tish" "Yeah?" Jenn gave a look and nodded towards her own room, indicating Tish could come with her. Tish lit up and smiled. "Really? You don't mind? I hate being alone in there." "I don't mind but you gotta sleep still. No flopping around." "Hey! I don't flop." "You flop." "Pfft."

Sorry for the long delay in getting a new chapter out! I needed some motivation! Hope everyone enjoys! Chapter 14. Tish successfully made it through her classes without incendent today and was now back at work for day 2 of her new life. At times the thought did pop into her head that she might be able to do this, that she might be able to get used to it. But then she would either have to pee herself or notice the constant bulk of diaper soaked in her urine and it disgusted her. Unlink everyone else on the planet, she knew she would never get used to this. Thankfully she hadn't had another run in with Allison today. The little brat would be more than she could handle today. Instead she focused on her job for the next several hours, always watching the clock. It was a busy day and that was fine by her as it made the day go by quicker. At times she thought she might just turn into a robotic version of herself. Sleep, diaper change, school work, home repeat. She would just accept the fact that shewouldn't have a life for awhile and that might help her get through this ordeal. Block everything out and keep expectations low. This type of thinking depressed her even more. She wasn't the type of have a defeatist attitude She didn't have much longer to linger on this as her next customer's voice was all too familiar. "Hello Tish, I'd like a large latte please", Agent Smith ordered. She was polite as she could be, wanting to do what Jenn asked of her. She rung him up and started making his drink. "How is everything going? If you have any questions just let me know." It took all of Tish's willpower to say this next part but she did. "Mr. Smith, I did want to apologize about your visit. I know you are just doing your job but it is very hard to be scrutinized like that by a stranger." "Don't worry about that at all Tish. My job is to help everyone through this. And I appreciate you saying that." "I'm sure you have a lot of people not complying with the rules and the last thing you need is me being a bother.", Tish stated inquisitively. "Actually, I haven't had any real issues so far. I do a couple of home visits but most of my work is at the office and fairly routine. You and Jenn are my only flagged account but it looks like you both have everything under control." "Flagged account? What's that mean?" "It's because Jenn is so young and a last minute sponsor. It's really no big deal. Just a littel extra scrutiny from time to time but I don't expect any problems from you two." Tish could tell if that was a demand or an observation. "Oh", Tish said blandly, disappointed that she was his only 'problem' account. She didn't want any extra scurtinization. She was an adult, not a child. "Well what would really help is more diapers. Any chance we could get more soon?" "Not yet, right now everyone is on 2 per day schedule. I'll let you know if more become available though." "Well thanks, here is your coffee.", she handed it to him and motioned to the next customer to get this interaction over with. "Thank Tish! See you tomorrow!" Tish was glad to be rid of him and she hated how he presumed to be on a first name basis with her. Who did this guy think he was? And she figured she would now be seeing him on a dialy basis at her coffee shop. When she was freed up with her next customer Allison appraoched her. "Hey, I saw you talking to that guy again. He's actually good looking! Anyway, I just wanted to say, way to go, on being a team player Tish! You gotta remember, people come in here for a nice drink and enjoyment and our bad day isn't there bad day ok?" The anger was building up, "Yeah I know Allison, thank you.", The nerve of Allison giving her a pat on the back for serving a cup of coffee. And she was sick of people telling her this guy was good lucking. She couldn't care less. But Tish bit her tounge, took Allison's comments and finished her shift. By the time she finally made it home, her diaper was very wet. She didn't ever remember peeing this much throughout a normal day in her prior life but maybe she did and never paid attention. The 2 coffees she normally had at work weren't helping either. The other issue she was trying to put out of her mind over the last several hours was her stomach. It had started making noises. She knew what was coming. She knew her body and she was about 12 hours overdue. The house was quiet. She didn't like it. It made her feel lonely. She wanted Jenn to be home but it would be another hour or so. She decided to straighten the house up and get dinner half prepared. Something to take her mind off being alone and the noises coming from her stomach. She tried to put that out of her mind for now but it wasn't working. She continued with some housework over the next hour until Jenn finally walked throughthe door. "Tish?" "Hey, welcome home. Dinner is ready we just need to warm it up. You hungry? "Yeah, I had a long day. I'm super tired so thank you for making dinner. I noticed you cleaned up too." "Yeah, just a little thank you for everything you do for me. I know I'm the last thing you want to deal with right now.", Tish said sullenly. "Tish.. don't be that way." "I know, I just feel bad. Would you mind heating dinner up while I get a shower? I'll lay my fresh diaper out and get everything ready so you just have to tape me up and then we can relax. How about that?" "Sounds good Tish.", Jenn said and stared as Tish stood there awkwardly waiting. "You need to untape me." "Think you can do it yourself carefully and not rip the tapes again?" Tish nodded eagerly, amazed that Jenn was trusting her to do this so soon after what happened the day before. "I'll be careful. Promise." "Fine." Tish scurried into the bathroom and shut the door. She was about to empty her bowels into her diaper at any minute. She could not hold it any longer and was beginning to panic. She waivered back and forth for a few seconds on what to do. Get this over with? Or... She looked at the toilet and contemplated it for a second. She thought to herself, 'just once isn't going to hurt. No one will know. I'll use my diaper for real tomrrow.' She reached down and gently pulled at the thick tapes securing the diaper snuggly to her and pulled them apart, one after the other until she felt the pressure of the soaked beast lessen. She let the soggy mass fall and it hit the floor with a thud. "Everything OK in there?", Jenn yelled. "Yep all good." Now naked, she rushed and plopped her bare butt on the toilet. It field weird sitting here for the first time in over 2 days. She relaxed and exhaled as her mess rushed into the toilet like it should in a normal person's life. She hadn't gone in 2 days and she was glad this large nasty mess was not inside her diaper, all over her right now. She got up and wiped herself like she normally would and looked into the bowl. 'Ewww.' She folded the diaper up and sealed it. And realized she forgot the disposal bag. God how could she be so stupid. This plan wasn't thought very well few and now she was panicing again. 'Ok ok, I have to hide this', she thought. Her hand went to the lever to flush the toilet out of instinct and she was met with the sound of the flush. It seemed louder than normal in the quiet house. 'Oh god!', she thought. She quickly got to the bathroom door and locked it at the same time Jenn started knocking. "Tish? What is going on in there. Did you flush the toilet? Why is this door locked?", Jenn jiggled the door knob. "Jenn? Sorry I can't hear you I'm in the shower. Be out in a few sweetie!", she tried to play it off. Tish finished cleaning herself. It felt so good to wash the stink of the day off of herself. She couldn't help but be constantly self conscious that she smelled like pee to everyone around her, even though the diapers hid the smell very well. She shut the water off and stepped out. "KNOCK KNOCK", "Tish, open this door right now. I mean it." "What? It's open." "No it is LOCKED.", Jenn said followed by some more banging. Tish went to the door and unlocked it and cracked the door open to peek out at her friend, hiding herself and the damaging evidence behind the door, "Sorry I guess I locked it out of habit. Is everything ok?" Jenn pushed passed her friend, who was standing there completely naked and dripping wet. "Where is it?" Tish tried to cover herself. "Don't play dumb with me." She walked up to Tish and moved her out of the way, revealing the rolled up diaper. She picked it up the heavy wet lump and examined it and then looked at Tish, then at the toilet. "You didn't!?" Tish hung her head in shame. There was no way she could lie. She never could. She sucked at it. "You used the toilet. Tish. I gave you the slightest bit of freedom after a really tough day for me. And this is what you do? You lie to me?" "Jenn, please don't be upset. No one will know. Tomorrow I will #2 in it. I promise. And we'll deposit it and everything will be normal ok?. Ok? Ok?", pleading that her friend wouldn't be upset with her. "I'LL KNOW! How can I trust you now? This is important Tish and you are treating this like its optional. It's not optional. It sucks I know but that is life. This is your life now." Jenn put her face in her hands in frustration and the stress of the day. Tish forgot about her nudity and went to Jenn. "Jenn, I'm sorry. I just couldn't bring myself to do it." "Tish, I don't want to hear it. I don't want to talk about this right now. Get dried off and get your ass in there and lay out your diaper. I'll be in shortly.", Jenn sternly said before slamming the door. Tish sulked to Jenn's room where her diapers were. Laying next to them was the disposal bag she needed. She put the wet diaper in it and sealed it up. She'd walk it down to the corner after dinner or in the morning. She laid out her next diaper on the bed and put on her favorite t-shirt. At least she'd be partially clothed when Jenn came in. She laid down on the diaper and got it situated under her like she liked it so far. She hoped Jenn would make this quick. "I'm ready.", she yelled into the kitchen and living area of their home. She didn't get a response for awhile. She waited a few more minutes. "Jenn, I'm ready!" "I'll be in shortly. Just stay there and be patient Tish." Tish laid there siliently on the fresh diaper, waiting to trap her for the next 11 hours. She stared at the ceiling, and listened for hints of Jenn coming in. She hated this feeling. She knew she screwed up, she pissed of her best and only friend, and now she was forced to lay and wait here like a child in silence for Jenn to come change her diaper. Jenn finally did come in about 10 minutes later. It seemed longer to Tish. Tish looked at her and could see the disappoinment on Jenn's face. She looked away as Jenn went to work. "Oh Tish, you are red down here! You didn't feel this?", she said as she rubbed the inside of Tish's thigh by her crotch. "Not really. It's kinda burny though now that you mention it." "Hang on, I have some lotion." Jenn returned and squirted a fair amount of her favorite lotion into her hand. She spread Tish's legs wider so she could apply it. Tish blushed at the embarassment of the position she was in. It was all too much still. She jumped at Jenn's touch. Jenn rubbed the lotion all over her legs and crotch and private area. It all happened to fast for her to really react. Once again she liked the attention but couldn't get over the anxiety and weirdness of Jenn doing this to her. "There, that should help. With how long you have to wear these wet diapers, I think we'll need to keep using this lotion at every diaper change, ok? "Ummm ok, if you say so.", Tish said in agreement. Jenn brought the thickness up between Tish's legs and secure the diaper. "Ok Tish, there you go. Your dinner is ready for you." Tish stood up, feeling a bit better. At least Jenn was talking to her. "What do you mean, my dinner? Aren't you eating?" "I already ate while you were in here waiting. I just needed some alone time." Tish felt heartbroken. She wanted them to enjoy the meal she made together. "Go on. We'll talk about it in the morning." Tish sulked out of the room. She didn't feel like eating now but managed to get a few bites in before cleaning up the dishes. It was still a bit early and she stopped by Jenn's room one last time and tip toed in and sat on the bed. Jenn let her. "Jenn I'm so sorry. It's not going to happen again. I Promise." "I know Tish, but you've promised before. I just hope they don't find out. And I want you to take this seriously. Is that possible?" "Jenn, Yes. I know I screwed up." "Well go to bed. I'll see you in the morning." "Ummm..." "Ummm what?" "Well I was hoping I could stay in here with you again?" "Tish, I don't think its a good idea ok? I'm sorry but you need to sleep in your own bed." A wave of emotion hit Tish. Why did she feel so sad? "I'm sorry Jenn. Goodnight.", she said as she hung her head and slowly walked out. "Goodnight Tish". Jenn watched Tish leave her room and felt bad for her. Was she too harsh? She knew she couldn't understand what her friend was going through but rules were rules. She shut her light off and let her head hit the soft pillow and stretched out on her bed. Tish finished getting ready for bed, brushed her teeth and went to her own room. Her bed was still unmade from two night before. She shook the sheets and blankets out a little and climbed in and let her head find her pillow as well. Between her tears and the thick diaper between her legs it took her awhile to fall asleep, but she eventually did.

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Chapter 13 'Knock Knock', Tish rapped on Jenn's door quietly. "You can come in.", Jenn replied and Tish peeked through the cracked door into the darkness of Jenn's room. It was bigger than hers and she had her own bathroom too. It didn't really bother Tish much, that is just the way it worked out a long time ago when they moved in. Her room was always tidy so as she crept through the dark she knew she didn't have to worry about tripping over anything, unlike her room. "Everything ok?", Jenn got up and looked over at the alarm clock reading 12:30am. She assuming Tish was going to asked to be changed. She hated thinking she would have to tell her no. They had to make these diapers last but to her surprise Tish asked her something else. "Can I sleep in here tonight?", she asked in sort of an embarrassed and shy manner. "Ummm, Sure", Jenn hesitated while trying to absorb the request. "Are you done being mad at me?" "I'm sorry I yelled at you. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry I just can't sleep and feeling pretty down and alone. Is it too weird... would you mind?" "Sure hun, no problem.", Jenn scooched over and made room for Tish on the queen sized bed and patted where she should come lay. "Just no snoring." "I don't snore!." "You do." "Pfft. Good night." Jenn turned on her side, facing away from Tish and smiled. She thought it was sweet Tish asked to come in. If she could provide a little comfort to her she would. She knew today ranked pretty high as one of the worst days of her friend's life. She closed her eyes but for the next 15 minutes, all she could feel was Tish fidgeting and flopping around next to her. She finally had enough, "TISH! Go to sleep!." "Uhhg, I'm sorry but it's my first night wearing a diaper. It's hot and uncomfortable. Why does it have to be so thick? Ahhhh!" Jenn flipped over and looked at her friend. She took her hand and held it in the dark. "It's gonna be ok you know... I promise. Let's try putting a pillow between your legs and see if that lessens the pressure." Jenn got out of bed and walked across the room. Tish was able to see the silhouette of her friend by the faint light coming through the window. She could see Jenn's thin form in the darkness and could tell she was wearing only her t-shirt and panties. She caught herself staring, thinking how she wouldn't have the freedom to dress like that or be comfortable for a long time. Jenn pulled the covers back from her friend and shoved a pillow between Tish's legs and fluffed it up for. Her eyes had adjusted to the darkness and Tish's white diaper was visible to her now. It was thick and Jenn thought to herself that she was glad it wasn't on her. She would help Tish as much as she could but she felt a bit guilty thinking about herself in the moment. Jenn finished tucking her in and crawled back in bed. They were now facing each other. Tish reached out and grabbed Jenn's hand this time, and gently held it for a few minutes before quickly fell asleep. Her breathing deepened. Jenn carefully slipped her hand away from Tish's grasp and rolled to her back and looked up into the quiet darkness and sighed. The darkness wasn't quiet for long. Tish's loud snoring filled the room. Morning came fast, too fast. Jenn's alarm goes off first due to her work schedule. When she woke, Tish was laying in the middle of the bed. Having rolled next to her but still sleeping. She hadn't left Jenn much room but it didn't hadn't woken her. Jenn smiled and slipped out of bed and into the bathroom to start her morning routine. When she finally emerged, complete and ready to go, she found Tish still passed out on her bed, but now tangled up in her sheets and blankets. This elicited a smile and she just shook her head at the sight in front of her. Tish had rolled onto her stomach, exposing her thick diapered bottom. It was obvious she was wet too. Jenn stared at it and wondered if Tish had gotten out of bed to do that, or just peed right there next to her in the middle of the night. It was weird to think about her friend relieving herself like that in her bed. It was something they would both have to get used to. Jenn tugged at the blanket, pulling it from her friend. "Hey, get up! Time to get ready. You have 30 minutes until I leave." Tish groaned until Jenn sat down next to her and said, "Do I need to bring out the tickle monster again?", her hands started getting closer and Tish immediately jumped out of bed. She didn't want that and didn't want to have to be mad at Jenn for doing it. "I'm up, I'm up!". "You are a crazy sleeper! And you DO snore. I'm going to record it so you can hear.", Another "pfft" from Tish. "How are you feeling this morning?" "I had a couple bad dreams about John. I woke up once in the middle of the night and remembered it was real." "I know sweetie. I'm sorry. Is that when you peed?", Jenn was curious about this and Tish blushed. "I'm sorry, I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to wake you up.", she tried to explain and almost got emotional. "Tish, its fine. That's what they are for right?" "Yeah, but it is really hard to go laying down. My body isn't used to that." Jenn changed the subject having received the information she was looking for. "No time for breakfast today. Go get ready. Diaper change time in t-minus 15 minutes." "I know, I know, I'll hurry. Tish finally got up and started moving around. Her diaper squished as she walked around. It was cold and clammy again after a full nights rest. The first thing she usually did in the morning after getting up was to pee. By the time she made it to the sink to brush her teeth, she already felt the urge. Her instinct was to head to the toilet but caught herself. She dabbed some toothpaste on her brush and let her bladder release as she was brushing her teeth. She was surprised she could do both things at once and laughed inside at the thought of this being a bit of a timesaver. She laid her clothes out and got as far as she could in her process before Jenn walked in. "Gotta go. Ready or not it's changing time." Tish saw Jenn starting at the diaper. "What?" "Did you poop? It's ok if you did you know.", Jenn assured Tish and herself at the same time. Ever since she took her first sponsor training class, she knew she would have to face this moment. Changing someone else's messy diaper. When this 'feature' of the program was revealed to the group of potential sponsors, she remembered a few people getting up and walking out, unable to deal with the thought of performing such an act. The trainer explained the situation and why it was necessary for someone else to do this, rather than the person themselves. Jenn had been a nursing student for many years, and a full fledged nurse for 2, so she was accustomed to seeing every sort of thing imaginable about the human condition, bodily fluids, blood, wounds and more. She'd even changed diapers before during her early years as a nursing student. Mainly the elderly. People needed care so it is just something you got used to. But now, having to change her friend's diaper, and clean her, and see her. The thoughts swarmed through her head about the coming scenarios. She knew it would be the weirdest experience of her life. But she knew it would be far harder for Tish. She was still committed to help but she worried it could affect their relationship. Tish didn't answer. She was dumbfounded by the question so Jenn asked again. "I.. I uhh... usually go in the mornings. I think I'm nervous.", Tish try to explain quickly. She hated having to discuss this so openly with Jenn. "Tish, you're stalling and you know it. Sooner or later Tish you know you have to. And now I don't have time to wait." "Fine. I'll be ok. I can hold it till tonight if I have to. I just don't want to talk about this or think about it right now." Jenn removed the wet diaper. She was a bit relieved to not have to encounter a diaper full of Tish's poop. She was already running behind and didn't want to deal with it. Even though she told Tish it was ok and that she was ready, she wasn't quite sure she was. She continued, this time ensuring the diaper was removed and disposed of correctly. She wasted no time in cleaning Tish, wiping her down, and slapping another diaper back on her as quickly as she could. The quality of her work wasn't affected by the speed at which she moved. Tish wished Jenn would have taken her time and been more gentle, like before, but she knew it was her own doing for delaying things again this morning. She committed to be on time tomorrow. When the diaper was tightly sealed in place, Jenn gave it a couple pats right on her diaper area indicating she was all done and Tish should rise. The familiarity with which Jenn did that surprised her a bit. "Ok Tish, you are all done but you are going to have to get on a regular schedule, you know that right?" "I KNOW!", she yelled. "Ok then. Your diaper is bagged up. You'll need take it down to the disposal unit yourself this morning." "Oh.. ok I can do that. Thank you.", Tish didn't know why she thanked Jenn but though it was the polite thing to say at the moment. "Have a good day and I'll see you after work. And don't think about John, he's and ass.", Jenn said as she tried her best to exit the house quickly after a tense moment. She stepped outside and sighed. Somehow they would get through this together she thought.

Chapter 12 "What are you doing here? Did you follow me home or something you creep?" "Huh?", the man said. "No. I'm a CTF agent. Are you Jenn or Tish?" Jenn approached the door to find the two of them talking with a bit of confusion and stepped in to take over the conversation, "Tish, this is a CTF agent. I'm assuming this is a check in?", she asked the stranger. "CTF?" "Yes Tish, Changing the Future, duh.", This was followed by the biggest eye roll Tish had done all day and she exclaimed, "Oh come on." "That's right, Tish... And you are Jenn I presume? Her sponsor?", he asked sternly and Jenn replied. "My I come in? This will only take a few minutes. Jenn let the man enter and they both walked by Tish like she wasn't there and continued talking. Tish didn't want this person in their home and was mad Jenn let him invite himself in. He was asking her some basic questions regarding the first day, how it was going, nothing out of the ordinary. Tish had plopped down on the couch, waiting for them to finish their conversation and for intruder to leave. She was so embarrassed to see this guy again. "Thanks for answering all my questions Jenn. Looks like everything is in order here. I did have you flagged in my list here to check on given the situation. We don't have many sponsors as young as you. I'm sure you were told there would be some extra scrutiny at the start just to make sure you have everything you need and that everything is going ok? No trouble with Tish or anything yet?" "Hey Mr. CTF, I'm right here if you'd like to talk to me.", Tish blurted out but was ignored. "No Mr. Smith, we are doing just fine. I have everything I need. Tish just has a little first day jitters and getting used to things. As you can imagine this isn't easy on everyone.", Jenn tried to hurry the conversation along to lessen the time it gave Tish to say something stupid. "Very well, I'll be on my way then. But first I will need to do a quick diaper check." "Is that really necessary? I can assure you I just changed her.", Jenn stated as if it was the most common thing in the world. Tish blushed and having then man know she just had her diaper changed. "What?", Tish said. "Diaper check? What is that? You aren't checking anything on me." Agent Smith looked at Jenn, "This isn't going to be a problem is it? If so we can do the diaper check down at one of our offices." Jenn knew that was more of a threat than an offer to help, "No, there won't be a problem. Tish, stand up please and drop your sweatpants down. The agent is just going to make sure you are wearing it. We talked about this and I told you there could be random checks from time to time.", Jenn said it in such a reassuring and safe way before reaching her hand out to help Tish off the couch. Tish stood there with her hands on her hips, "Just get this over with.", She then slowly placed her thumbs in the waistband of her baggy gray sweatpants and and lowered them down over her hips. She wanted to cry but she was too angry at the moment. She looked down at herself, seeing the thick puffy diaper protruding from between her legs. The sweatpants bunched up around her feet when she looked back up at the agent. "Satisfied?" Agent Smith approached her and knelt down for a closer inspection. Tish had no idea what he could possibly be "checking" but she wanted this to be over. "Tish, please turn around for me.", the worker demanded. She shuffled her feet which were caught up in her sweats until she was facing away from him. She almost stumbled. She knew he was looking right up her legs and crotch at the huge diaper that had its grip on her. Finally a tear did run down her cheek as the emotions overwhelmed her and she couldn't take it any more. She felt like a science experiment. It wasn't fair. It wasn't ok. "Make sure you get a real good view ok? And I know you are only doing this because of earlier today. I'm sorry ok? Come back tomorrow I'll give you a free coffee." "Miss, I can assure you this inspection has nothing to do with the incident at your work." He turned to Jenn, "This isn't her first diaper is it?" "No Sir, her second. Already made our first diaper deposit down the street at the nearest collection bin." "Very good, did she #2 yet?" Tish was about 5 seconds from hitting this guy. "No sir, just wet a few times, I suspect her first #2 will be tomorrow." "Ok, thank you. I'll just make some notes here real quick. Tish you may get dressed now.", He said, finally addressing her directly. Tish opened her mouth to say something she would regret but Jenn just stared her down and shook her head to stop her from making the mistake. As the agent was finally leaving, he spoke Jenn privately for a few moments at the door. Several looks were made towards Tish and she didn't like being talked about like that as if she wasn't in the room. Jenn finally showed him out and and returned to Tish. "See, aren't you glad I made you diaper up?" "No. Why?" "You know why, quit playing dumb. We would have both been in trouble if you hadn't been wearing it and he showed up. Probably a warning or fine or something." "Pfft", Tish said indicating she didn't care much. "Jenn, do you have any idea how humiliating that was? Some random guy checking me and looking at me like that? Probably a pervert or something too. Are they supposed to get that close like that?" "That was the rude customer?" "Yep. Small world I guess. He has it out for me now. I know it." "Oh please, stop overreacting. He was only here 4 minutes. It's not like you were naked or anything. We knew this was going to happen and we have to get used to it." "You can get used to it, I'm going to bed." "But he was pretty cute right?" Tish gave Jenn one more of her famous eye rolls and then yelled, "If you think he is so cute, why don't you ask him out, and you can both take turns checking my diaper!" She then slammed her bedroom door shut, ending the conversation.

Thank you.

Hi all, I've been doing some AI generated art since my work is using this technology in one of our projects. I've been getting better at it but thought I might challenge myself by taking some requests of anything anyone would like to see? Feel free to request anything, adults only of course. I don't know the rules about nudity on this site, I've looked but didn't find anything clear so unless someone can point me to a clear rule about that let's keep it to no nudity - Tish

Chapter 11 "Tish! What's wrong? Are you ok?", Jenn asked as she rushed to her side. "John just broke up with me!", She sobbed and leaned into her friend. "Why, what happened?" "He said he knew coming over here he wasn't sure about all this any more. This whole situation is too weird. He said he didn't know how to handle it but would try. I told him to give me a minute to get cleaned up but he kept asking to see it. I told him over and over again I didn't want him to see me in my wet f'ing diaper but finally I gave in. I mean, he'd see it eventually right? "And?" "He just stood there. Looking at me in shock or something. Like I was some freak. I felt so horrible. He couldn't believe his girlfriend was standing in front of him with a wet diaper. Just like that he sat down and said he doesn't think he can do this. He said it was only going to get worse and this wasn't his idea of a relationship and blah blah blah. I quit listening and basically told him to leave then if that is how he felt." "Oh my god Tish, what an prick, Tish I'm so sorry." "I don't know Jenn, I just.. I just didn't think today would be this hard. In hindsight, probably good he wasn't my sponsor after all huh?" "That's true. I'm just sorry he did this to you. What can I do for you?" "Nothing. I'm just so lucky to have you right now. Thank you for everything you are doing for me." "Do you need to be alone right now? Do you want to tell me about your day?" Tish did want Jenn to stay and she proceeded to explain the day, the struggles, what went right, what went wrong. The incident at work. Jenn didn't expect it to be so hard for her and though she would try to be more compassionate and understanding. "I'm sorry your day was so bad. But I promise it will get better. And trust me, I know it sucks now but if John is so quick to leave you over something like this, he doesn't deserve you. You are way to good for him", Jenn said as she looked directly into her friend's eyes, assuring her she was right. "I know, I know." "Well, you said you peed several times. Why don't we take your diaper off, you can get a shower and cleaned up while I make us some dinner." "Ummm, I'm not wearing my diaper. I was so mad after he left I took it off." Jenn pulled the blanket away and Tish tried to cover her naked self. "You took your diaper off? Tish! You know I'm supposed to do that! It is day 1 and you already screwed this up. Where is it? Tish pointed to the bathroom and Jenn went to retrieve it. She returned with it, examining the tapes. The smell of Tish's stale urine hit the air and Tish covered her nose in disgust. She didn't want to see what she had done. Jenn was furious. "Tish, you've ripped it. These tapes are supposed to be gently undone and I have to fold the diaper up and re-tape it very specifically. Now you've completely botched this and I have to try and fix it. "What's the big deal?" "Tish, we agreed to do this. I am responsible for you and making sure we do this properly. They already were hesitant about letting me sponsor you and now I'm going to turn in your first diaper all mangled up. Great impression Tish, just great impression." "I'm sorry." "Always sorry, yeah I know. Just go get your shower, I'll deal with this." Tish sulked away and left Jenn to try and patch up the diaper. She did the best she could, rearranged the tapes, and put the soiled garment in one of the supplied barcoded bags and sealed it tight. She walked it outside and down to the end of the block and found the nearest collection unit. She had planned on making Tish do this every day but she needed to cool off. These disposal units were installed all over the their city. Luckily for them they didn't have to drive to one. Other cities and countries had different collection methods but these seems to work the best for their city's population and infrastructure. When she approached, she scanned the barcode, the top of the unit opened up and she dropped the diaper in. She wondered how many other wet and messy diapers had been put through that hole today, not to mention all over the city. She walked back to their house and tried to calm down. On one hand she knew her friend was going through a lot, and on top of that just got dumped by her boyfriend, but on the other, this had to be taken seriously. She thought about what she would say to Tish in the few minutes it took her to walk home. When she opened the door, Tish was sitting on the couch, as if waiting for a parent to come home knowing you are in big trouble. "Jenn, I'm really sorry. I'll take this more seriously ok? But you just don't understand how hard it was today, and now John, and Allison, and that rude customer, and now you are mad at me. And... ", and she started crying. 'Well there goes my plan for what I was going to say', Jenn thought to herself. "Ok Tish, it's ok. Calm down", Jenn sat next to her again and hugged her tightly. This is what Tish wanted from John but it was Jenn who had to end up holding her. They sat like that for a few minutes while Tish's sniffles and tears subsided. "Are you still going to make us dinner?" "You know you are really something else!", Jenn quipped. "Yes you brat, I am going to make you dinner. I guess you have had a pretty hard day.", she smiled at her. "But first, don't think you can fool me. I know what you are doing, no stalling. Back into my room and get those clothes off. You should be in a diaper right now. "Jenn! Seriously. This is stupid. I don't have to wear it every second of the day!", Tish shouted in disbelief that Jenn would press the issue so early on. "Not arguing with you about this Tish. In my room. Now. Let's go.", Jenn put her hand around Tish's back, guiding the reluctant girl into the bedroom. Tish plopped on the bed and relaxed. The second time was easier. She knew what to expect. For some reason, this time she surrender to it all and let Jenn do everything. She laid there on the bed, with her hands behind her head, relaxed while Jenn unbuttoned her shorts and pulled them down her legs. She still got very embarrassed when her panties were pulled down but at this point, this was the least of her concerns and she knew she was just going to have to get used to it. She jumped when her friend touched her private area and sort of instinctively closed her legs but Jenn made a 'tisk tisk' sound at her and completed her tasks without failure. Tish allowed the process to continue and for a brief second, between the anxiety and hesitation of all of this weirdness, she caught herself thinking it was nice to be taken care. She still couldn't believe any of this was real and that Jenn was ok with all of it. Before she knew it her first diaper change was over. Jenn poked her fingers in Tish's sides, causing her to jolt and flop around. It was no secret how ticklish she was. "Hey!" "Tomorrow is going to be different right? You are going to follow the rules for!", She dug her fingers into her friends small tummy, pinning her there. "Ahhhhh stop, stop, ahhh hahah.", Tish laughed and screamed at the same time. "Right?" "Yes YES, ahhhhhh hahh aha I'm going to follow the rules. I pro... I promise!", Tish sputtered out once she could finally muster a word or two. "Good girl.", Jenn relinquished her evil fingers. "Now put some pants on. You pour us some wine and I'll make dinner." Tish didn't say anything but she thought she was about to pee that diaper right then and there from the tickling. Her older brothers used to hold her down and tickle her until she screamed and cried. She remembered hating that so much from her childhood. Jenn wasn't that bad but it bothered her a bit and it brought back those feelings of being trapped. She had been feeling something similar all day but couldn't put her finger on it until now. It was that same feeling from all those years ago, but now trapped in this situation, trapped in this diaper with no escape. Helplessness was what she felt and she didn't like that feeling. She sighed and tried not to give that much thought and did what Jenn requested. They finished dinner and were both doing dishes when the doorbell rang. Tish looked at Jenn, "I bet it's John! He wised up." Jenn was skeptical and didn't want Tish to be disappointed. Tish raced to the door and opened it, not seeing who she expected. She looked up and sort of froze. She didn't know this person but sort of recognized him. The man, who was probably a 10 years older then her, looked down at her from above with a funny smile on this face. He wore a solid black jumpsuit style uniform, like something you'd see a maintenance worker wear, except his was clean cut, well fitted, and professional looking. He carried a clipboard and and had a bag slung over his shoulder. On his chest was a nametag which prominently displayed the name "Smith". Under it was small label identifying his position: 'CTF - Agent 3' His devious smile was finally replaced with words, "Oh well look who we have here... if it isn't my rude little barista."

Chapter 10 Tish looked up at the clock. Her shift was over in 2 hours. "Excuse me?", a voice called out. "Oh sorry, can I help you?" "Yes! I've been trying to get your attention. Order to go for Smith.", He was wearing a uniform and pointed at the name tag on it, as if she needed to see it as well as hear it. "Sorry geez. Your coffee is right here sir.", Tish said as she handed the man his coffee he gave her a dissapointed look and walked out. The next order immediately came through. It was nonstop today. Tish worked a small coffee shop near campus in the afternoons. She was a bit older than all of her coworkers. Her manager was even younger than her. It seemed other people her age had already moved into internships or something more profressional but she liked what she did. Her coworkers could be a bit immature at times but she liked the fast paced environment and she got free coffee. Today was different. She'd be working for about 2 hours and was ready to go home. The stress of the first day of the rest of her life had taken its toll. She peed in her diaper a couple more times since her incident in class. The 2nd and 3rd times weren't any more pleasant for her. She knew she shouldn't have had a coffee but she needed the energy. She figured her first diaper change would be coming soon anyway. She didn't want to think about that and it sounded silly to think to hear that phrase in her head. 'Her diaper change' The other girls seemed to work circles around her today. She didn't know how they did it. They were all diapered, of course, just like her. A couple of them giggled a few times and she wondered if they were peeing and if this was all just a big joke to them. Maybe they didn't have a life but she did. She was on her feet all afternoon, pumping out coffees, dealing with rude customers like the man who had just yelled at her. She knew she was tired and stressed out. and took it out on him. Perhaps she needed to apologize but she would never see him again so it didn't matter. She would try to do better on the next order and press on. As the afternoon wore on and the foot traffic died down she was able to actually catch her breath and watch people. Watch the other girls at work, watch customers come in and out. She made a little game of guessing who was trapped in a diaper and who wasn't. She thought she had it figured out most of the time. Some people could hide it and some couldn't. Some flaunted it. All sorts of body styles and shape. Men, women, boys and girls all coming and going. Some seemed to walk normally and others had to waddle about. But for the most part, everyone went on about their lives as if it was any other day. When her shift was finally over, she clocked out and headed home. As she left her boss Allison stopped her, "Hey Tish, how are you today?" Allison was this bubbly little blond girl. How she got a manager position Tish would never understand. But now Tish had to deal with her. "Oh about as well as you'd expect I guess." "Well I expect you to be polite to the customers. You've always had stellar performance so what is the problem today?" "Really? Is that a serious question? It's uhh, just been a bit of a long day ya know?", Tish motioned to the thick wet diaper resting snug between her legs." "Oh, but I thought you were past the cut off!?" Tish didn't want to have to retell this story but informed Allison how she just missed the age cutoff. "Allison, can I ask you a question. How are you and the other girls just OK with all this? I mean, you act as if its all no big deal. Walking around all day in a wet diaper. How the hell do you handle it?" "At first I was terrified and mad and grossed out, but my feelings are really minor to saving the human species right? Plus all my friends just kind of made a pact to get through it together and make a thing of it. We are all in this together right?", she said in her perky upbeat attitude. "Yeahhh sure. Anyway, sorry about today Allison, I'm sure I'll be more chipper tomorrow after the first day and all." "Ok, because I don't want to have to write you up Tish. I won't this time it is just lucky for you that customer didn't file a complaint. Have a good night." Tish was finally allowed to leave. As she sat on the train home, she was fuming that she was being talked down to by Allison. She knew she was just doing her job but being reprimanded by this teenager and constant postivity was too much. Tish thought Allison was just so brainwashed. Everyone was it seemed. The nerve of thinking she is 'saving the human species'. Tish rolled her eyes and thought the next time she heard someone tell her 'we are all in this together' she was going to explode. She sat on the train, which finally stopped near her home. The reverse of the morning train ride, only this time sitting in a wet diaper. She could feel the cold dampness a little more now after several uses. She kept her head down again, not wanting to talk to anyone. She was so ready to get home and this thing off for awhile. She had made plans to see John today and she was looking forward to her boyfriend's embrace later. After a short walk, she finally made it to her house and through the doorway. As she stepped through she thought she was alone but instead heard voices. It was Jenn and John sitting in the kitchen having a chat. She sort of froze there, not expecting anyone to be home yet. 'Uhhhg' she thought to herself. This wasn't part of her plan. "Hello?" Jenn and John, greated her. John gave her a quick kiss and a hug. It had been several days since they had seen each other. "What are you guys doing here? Is this some sort of ambush?" "No silly, I just gome 10 minutes ago and John was going to surprise you." "Oh, well I'm surprised. I was just expecting to have the house to myself for a bit before you came over was all." Jenn chimed in, "Hey I need to take care of a few things. Why don't I give you guys some time. I'll be back later." "You're leaving? You aren't even going to ask how my first day was?" Tish felt like she getting the cold shoulder but knew Jenn was just trying to give her and John some privacy and time to talk. Jenn could tell she had been through a lot today, "Hey, I know today must have been hard for you but spend a bit with John and we'll have plenty of time to talk later ok? I'll be back in an hour or so. Jenn gave her a hug and left the house. Tish now had to face John alone. The anticipating of seeing him for some reason was gone. She was now apprehensive. Had Jenn told him everything about her diaper? Would she have to explain to him? Would he want to see her like that? She turned around and he was there. Looking at her. --- When Jenn returned about an hour later she thought she would offer for them all to have dinner together but John's car was no longer there. She wondered if they had both left somewhere. Once inside there was nobody about, until she heard something from Tish's room. She opened Tish's bedroom door to find her friend crying.

Chapter 9 Tish stood in the hallway where Jenn had left her standing. She was frozen and she didn't know what she was doing. She snapped herself out of it. She knew this day was coming for months, but now it was different. Unlike what she imagined. She seemed paralyzed but she had to take a step. She practiced walking around the house in the thick diaper encasing her. It rubbed in all the wrong spots. How could she get used to this. It chaffed her legs and she knew she would have to be careful about that. She tried on several pairs of shorts until she found something semi concealing. She knew everyone would know what she was wearing but she didn't want to advertise it. She found a long shirt the hung below the waist of her shorts enough to satisfy her and finished getting dressed. She had to be at class in less than an hour. She didn't know how she would make it there on time. She did though. The ride to school on the train felt like forever. She constantly felt like she was being stared at. She tried to keep to herself and not look at anyone. She figured the whole world was trying to figure out who was and who wasn't wearing a diaper but she had no interest. Class, Work, Home, Repeat. That was going to be her routine for awhile. She didn't care to talk to anyone else but John or Jenn. She didn't want to interact with society unless she had too. She finally made it to class. Walking at a normal pace in a normal fashion meant the diaper rubbing at her thighs but she didn't care. She wouldn't give the world the satisfaction of waddling like a toddler. When she finally found her desk and sat down she exhaled a sigh of relief. She was exhausted. Walking was hard, and the secure diaper felt heavy on her. There was no way to take your mind off of it. It was there and not going away. She exerted herself and now she felt gross and sweaty down there. This was an unexpected side effect she didn't like. There was nothing about this she liked. For now, she was just glad to be sitting. For the next hour she wanted to concentrate on anything but the diaper. She would pay attention to the professor and take notes and try to be a normal girl. One hour at a time, one day at a time she told herself. "Hey Tish!" 'Oh god, Tish thought. Someone is talking to me.', It was Beth. Oh god she didn't want to deal with Beth's positive attitude. The girl she had gotten to know in class bopped over to her. Tish could do nothing but stare at her midsection. It was obvious this girl was thickly diapered like her. She was wearing yoga pants over her diaper which showed the contoure of the thick monster. Tish wondered why in the world she would dress herself like this. "What do you think? Barely noticable eh!?", Beth joked. She then turned around and she had something written on her behind. 'Doing my part!' was plastered across her rear end using colored tape or something. "Oh, Ummm Cute, well I guess you are a little braver than I am.", this responded, not wanting this interection and unsure what to say. "Oh c'mon don't be a sourpuss. Seems like everyone I've seen this morning is very postive. There is even a rally this afternoon to show support from the college. Everyone is getting together. Diapered or not. Why don't you come? "I'm wearing a F'ing diaper! What is WRONG with you?", Tish shouted at her. She saw a few people turn their heads but then look away. "Tish, when you want to talk to me like an adult, let me know.", Beth calmly replied and sat down across the room from where she normally sat. Tish felt horrible talking to Beth that way but she couldn't understand it. She madea point to apologize the next opporunity she had. Was she the only person the whole world who felt this way? She didn't have much time to think about it. The instructor walked in and everyone had taken their seats. For some reason she expected the instructor to acknolwedge that some people in here were diapered or call attention to it, make some sort of statement or something, but that didn't happen. He started the lecture as if nothing had changed. This made her feel even more alone for some reason. Trying to take notes and concentrate was more difficult than she thought. She was constantly shifting around and fidgeting in her seat, trying to get comfortable with the thick material pressing on her between her legs while sitting in this tiny seat. She needed room. A guy, not much older than her was sitting behind her, he tapped her on the shoulder and whispered, "Hey, can you sit still, it's a little hard to concentrate back here." Tish wanted to scream. The nerve of this guy. But she turned around and embarrassingly offered an apology, "Sorry, I'll try." The instructor noticed the distraction and called out to her. "Miss? Is there a problem over there? If you don't mind the rest of the class would like to hear what I have to say." She shook her head and the class continued. She sat there the rest of the class, as still as she could watching the minutes tick by until they were dismissed. When class was over she made her way to the professor to apologize and explain the situation. It seemed like her list of apologies was growing. "I just wanted to apologize for earlier. I'm uhh, well you know just getting used to this and I'm not doing well." He took a few seconds to realize what she was talking about, "Oh I see. Well, in my class I expect a level of pressionalism. I don't care what your situation is and I expect you to deal with it like an adult from now on. You are dismissed.", he stated before turning around and cleaning the board for his next lecture. This day wasn't starting at well at all for Tish. She now had her professor talking down to her like a child. 'Dismissed? Dismissed!, Tish came to him looking for a little sympathy and perhaps an accommodation. But he treated her like a child. Infuriated, she stomped out to find her next class. This time however, she took her time and walked slowly and carefully to give her legs a break. She had 3 classes today before she had to go to work. She didn't know what she was dreading more. Sitting through boring lectures or making it through work like this. Somehow she managed to get through the morning. It has gotten a bit easier for her but she was now staring at the clock. She had 15 minute left before her 3rd class was over and she knew she was in trouble. She'd been holding it for about 30 minutes. The sensation to pee was getting stronger. She kept telling her self she only had to wait 15 minutes and she'd be ok. But she realized it didn't matter. In 15 minutes she'd still be in this diaper. She just wanted privacy. She didn't want to be surrounded by people the first time she used the diaper Her plan was to make it through class, get to a bathroom, find a stall and sit and do this in private. The seconds ticked by slowly. She knew she wouldn't make it. She thought about getting up and leaving early but didn't want to make a scene. She looked to the left and right of her. She'd have to climb over several people to get out of the lecture hall. That would be worse she thought and she didn't want to anger another teacher. She was breathing fast and heavily now. The pain in her bladder was too much and she knew it probably wasn't healthy to hold it like this. She grabbed the edge oh her desk with both hands so tightly her fingers turned white. Why was this hard? She had been preparing herself for this. She knew it was eventually going to happen. Thousands of people, probably on this campus alone, maybe even in this class, had already peed their diaper today, or worse. She felt like she was the only one who cared. It didn't seem real and she felt ashamed at what she was about to do. All of the thoughts during the many months leading up to this came back to her. How unfair it was, how she just missed the cutoff, her situation with John, the absurdity of this plan which she knew was all for nothing. It had finally come to this. A tear rolled down her cheek as she relaxed a little. A quick stream of pee squirted into her diaper and it made her jerk a little in her seat. It was a foreign feeling to her. It tickled her a little and she took a quick breath and tried to hold back. She was lost right now. Unaware of her surroundings, the lecture, the people. She could only focus on herself. Biology had taken over all her mental processes. She felt like she was in a trance until she felt something touch her hand. She opened her eyes and saw a soft hand on top of hers. She looked over. The girl sitting next to her was looking directly at her. "Relax. It will be ok.", the girl calmly said and nodded. For some reason the calm reassuring look from this girl she didn't know,put her at ease. Another tear strolled down her face as their eyes met. Tish released her grip from the desk and the stranger actually took her hand and held it. Tish relaxed and the pee gushed into the waiting diaper. The relief was welcoming and overwhelming after holding for so long and Tish exhaled. "Good, that's it... just let go. You got this.", the girl whispered. Tish felt like she had peed for a minute but it wasn't nearly that long. She wondered if the whole room was staring at her. She looked around and saw that they were listening to the lecture and were oblivous to what was going on in her seat. Lucky the class was large and she could remain unnoticed in a sea of people. She felt the wetness spread beneath her. The diaper raced to soak up her flood of urine and she couldn't believe the diaper had worked so well. She could felt it swell up a little and expand between her legs. 'Great.', she thought to herself. When she was done, she kind of froze. She was trying to contemplate what she had just done. This was her life now. More thoughts rushed through her head. None good. "Pssst", a whispered sound jolted Tish out of her state. "Can I have my hand back?", the girl said. Tish had gripped the other girls hand very tightly and had not yet let go. She smiled and apologized and let go. Another apology she thought. "It's ok. You need to focus on class now. Go about your day as normal and it will get easier." "It will? How do you know?" "I've peed my diaper 3 times already. I'm a pro, trust me!", the girl quipped and smiled before returning her attention back to the class. Tish did as well. She looked down between her legs and smiled. Thankful for a this friendly person next to her who offered a few minutes of support. 'Maybe it will be ok.', she thought.

Hi, @DainaGirl if you look in my previous story towards the end you can see I did some AI art of the characters. I think I'm not going to add AI art to my stories based on the poll results. I think people like to envision the characters for themselves. My work is using stable diffusion and I am the project manager so they set me up a test computer and I've had it for awhile so once I started tinkering with it, well you know what happened then Anyway, if you would like to share some artwork with each other I'm happy to do so. I've got some pretty great results but does seem a little nebulous and tedious to get them and how to do the prompting etc. I'm also happy to share how I was able to get the diapers to come out so well, but maybe you already know. Thanks for the feed back.

Hi readers! You may have seen some of my AI artwork on this story and previous. Do people like this? Want more of that or don't care? Please see this poll to let me know. POLL - More AI Art? Thanks! -Tish

Currently writing a story called "Changing the future" Would my readers like more of the AI artwork to go along with the story?

Chapter 8 1 Month ago. "I don't know what I'm going to do Jenn. Now they are saying John can't be my sponsor unless we are married. WTF! Well THAT isn't happening and I really don't have anyone else. My parents are in Florida, so I might have to use the state services. I've just heard so many bad things about how inconvenient that is going to be. Long lines, some stranger watching me change a diaper or something. God, I can't believe this is happening. We had this all worked out but at least I don't have to move now, I didn't really want to move out on you, I would miss you too much." "That is sweet of you Tish. To tell you the truth I never really wanted to you to go live with John. I just don't think you guys were ready for that and this program shouldn't be the thing forcing you into that. Seems rushed. Plus I am selfish and want you here! Maybe the state service won't be so bad. I can help take you back and forth. We'll make it work ok? "You sure you are going to be ok with this? I mean, me living here, being in diapers all the time. It just sounds so crazy and it will be here before we know it. It's going to be really weird. I can get my own place if you'd ra.." Jenn cut her off, "Tish, don't be silly. The whole world is going through this. You are my friend and I love you. I'd do anything for you, you know that. Now let's go start unpacking your stuff." Tish had been planning for sometime for John to be her sponsor. They had discussed it several times and it took some convincing on Tish's part to get him to go along with it. They had only been dating for about 8 months but Tish pleaded with him that it wouldn't be so bad. Maybe it would even bring them closer somehow. He finally relented and it made sense that she would move in with him, given that he lived about 45 minutes away. But when they found at recently that the rules prevented it, those plans how now been upended and they both decided to keep their living arrangements as is. Tish was hurt by their decision and didn't know what it meant for their relationship. About a week had passed since then and Tish came home one evening after working late and discovered a bunch of pamphlets and materials on the kitchen counter regarding the sponsor program. "Jenn, what is all this stuff?" "What does it look like! I'm your new sponsor!" "What? HOW? I mean... wait. are you like... sure? How?! You know what this means and all that?" "Yep. I do. I've met with the local office twice now, have been through the interview process and they approved me. I told you I'd do anything for you, so I started wondering if this was possible. Even though I am just under the cut off age for qualifiying, they took into account that I am a nurse, and that we live together so we got approved. They said we may have a little more scrutiny than others but that is ok. As long as we follow the rules there won't be a problem" "Jenn, I don't know what to say.", Tish teared up that her best friend would do something like this for her. She knew it was a huge time committment but that it would also change their relationship in ways she couldn't imagine. "You could say thank you?" "THANK YOU, THANK YOU SO MUCH", Tish exclaimed and ran over to her friend and gave her a big hug "You are welcome. My training classes start next week. There are 8 of them I have to attend in a pretty short time frame since I'm a little late getting started so you owe me!" "Yes, whatever you want! I can't believe this. Thank you so much. I'm still can't believe it." Tish was so excited and happy that Jenn would do this for her she hadn't really thought through what it had meant yet. She didn't know exactly what would be happening to her or what she would be required to do yet. But she trusted Jenn. She just didnt' want it to be weird or embarassing for either of them. She sighed a breth of relief and knew whatever would happen between then would be better than some cold exam room in some medical building where she would have to wait in line with strangers. Stories had been surfacing, whether they were true or not who knew, that these state run services would experience delays. People would literally be waiting in line around the block in wet and messy diapers to get their morning or evening change. She didn't think that could really happen but she didn't want to find out. She could now relax in the comfort of her own home instead of having to deal with all that. That evening before bed Tish walked into Jenn's room and sat on the corner of the bed. "Jenn, I just want you to know how much this means to me that you are doing this for me. It's going to be weird isn't it?" "I suspect so. But weird we can get through right?" "Right. Well I just wanted to thank you one more time. I still think this whole thing is BS, and I can't promise you I'll ever accept it or be on board with the 'we are all in thsi together crap', but I recognize what you are doing for and I love you for it. Thanks for being my best friend." "Love you too Tish. Now let's get some sleep." "Good night.", Tish told her friend as she went back to her own room and found the softness of her pillow. She thought about the month ahead. Usually a month seemed long to her but she felt like it was a day away.

Chapter 7 BEEP BEEP BEEP! Tish rolled over and looked at her alarm clock. 6:00am. She had no desire to get up. Every morning when she woke she had to check herself to make sure that she wasn't dreaming. Each day that ticked by brought her one day closer to today. The many months of build up and drama, fear and anxiety of this day that would change her life for at least the next year was finally here. In a short time she knew would be wearing a diaper like she was 1 year old again. She knew she wasn't alone and there were a lot of scared and angry people out there now in the same position she was in. It didn't help. Some of them were probably already wearing depending on their mornning routines and where they were in the world She wondered who the first person to have to use their diaper was. She didn't want to think about that. Every time she did she felt disgusted and put it out of her mind. "Tish! I know you are up! Get out of bed and start getting ready!", she heard Jenn yell at her through her door. Tish rolled out of the bed and her feet hit the floor. She looked down at herself, looking at her underwear. She knew tomorrow that view would be different. Every little thing reminded her of what was about to happen to her. Her only hope was that it wouldn't be as bad as she was expecting it to be and she and Jenn could fall into some sort of routine quickly. "I'm up! And I'm not a child Jenn!", she snapped back. She knew Jenn was just trying to do what was best for her. Jenn didn't have to do any of this for her. She didn't have to become a sponsor. It was a big responsibility and a huge inconvenience for her. She was very grateful to have Jenn during this and tried her best to ignore some of the comments like that but it was hard some times. Tish was under a lot of stress with what was happening to her and her patience was short. She knew there were things about the program Jenn couldn't tell her yet and it made her mad to not know. She slowly made her way to the kitchen where Jenn had a bagel and coffee waiting for her. "Thanks.", she said. "C'mon now. Don't be like that. You knew this day would come eventually. It is here, we will get through it. Now eat your bagel and coffee. You know coffee always makes you need to poop so drink up." "JENN! Oh my god, stop it!" "Tish, I made a decision. I'm not going to use a bunch of euphamisms or beat around the bush about this. I think the best way through all this is to just call it like is and be blunt. Our lives are about to change in a big way and it will be easier if we are just honest and open about everything. The more honest we are with each other the more I can help you." "Oh is that what you learned in your secret meetings?" "The sponsor training. And yes." "Fine, you are right. Coffee does make me go. Thanks for making it." Tish finished her bagel and grabbed a second cup of coffee before heading to the bathroom to finish getting ready. She had done her business and had just finished her hair and was brushing her teeth when Jenn came in and leaned against the doorway to the bathroom. Tish was standing there in her bra and underwear and she turned to see that Jenn was already dressed for work in her scrubs and Tish thought she looked great as always. "7:05 Tish. It's time." "I know. I know. " She mumbled with a mouth full of toothpaste. She couldn't delay this any longer. She spit it out and rinsed her mouth out and followed Jenn. She didn't know where they were going but they walked into Jenn's room where the diaper and supplies were laid out on the bed, waiting to ensnare her. She looked at it in fear. "Jenn..." "It's ok. Just come here." Tish walked over and Jenn gave her a huge hug. Normally she might feel a bit weird having Jenn hug her like this in just her underwear but she didn't care. She wanted to cry. "I can't do it Jenn!" "What do you mean you can't do it? You have to do it. We've had this conversation a million times." "I know but now that it is here, I can't wear that. I won't." "Tish. I don't want to hear this again. Lay down. Now!" Tish was a bit taken aback and shocked by her friends tone. "Jenn, you do NOT speak to me that way. What the hell?" "Tish, I'm sorry. I don't mean to be harsh with you. But do you know what is going to happen if you don't do this? I'm going to be forced to report it. And I will. And whether you believe it or not, they WILL come here and put that diaper on you. And if you continue to resist they can arrest you, detain you, even worse." "You'll report me? Seriously? How could you do that to me?" "Tish! OH MY GOD. I am your sponsor. They know the status of everyone in the program. I signed a million forms to do this... FOR YOU! My ass is on the line here just as much as yours is it. Do you think I want to yell at you? Do you think I want you to get into trouble?" Tish felt the weight of Jenn's words hit her. In the back of her mind she knew she would have to go through with this one way or the other, but something in her had to fight one more time. In doing so she made Jenn so mad she regretted it. She stood there looking at Jenn look at her like the child she said she wasn't and didn't know what to say. She wanted to apologize but was frozen at being yelled at like that. "Now please Tish. Lay down. If you want just close your eyes and I'll be done in a few minutes. Jenn pushed her gently back on the bed until she lost her balance and fell back. She hit the soft bed and did as Jenn told her. She closed her eyes and waited. "Good girl!" She quickly sat up and stared wide eyed at what she was just called and Jenn just pressed her back down and moved her arms above her head. "Stay like that until I tell you to move." Tish couldn't believe this. She felt so vulnerable and helpless right now. Jenn was treating her like an object. A huff. "Don't huff at me. You are making this WAY more difficult that it has to be. And we are running out of time. So shush and don't move. Tish releneted and tried to relax and took a deep breath. She felt Jenn touch her for the first time. Her panties were being pulled down before she realized what was happening she felt the material slide through the crack of her butt and down her legs. She was now exposed. She'd never been so embarassed. Jenn flung the tiny underwear into the clothes basket across the room. "Won't be needing those for awhile.", she joked to herself but loud enough so Tish could hear. Tish didn't give her the satisfaction of responding. Jenn took the diaper and unfurlled it. It was heavy and thicker than she remembered from practicing in training. She thought about having to wear it and was glad she didn't have to. She told Tish to lift her hips and she slid it under her friend and told her too relax. Tish let her behind fall onto the soft material. Each moment of this felt like an enternity. She didn't know how she would make it through a week of this let alone a year. She expected Jenn to fasten the diaper on her but that didn't happen. She jumped when she felt something cool between her legs. Jenn was spreading some sort of lotion or cream on her private area. She wasn't ready for the touch but tried to stay still like she was told. Jenn rubbed the cream into her parts and bits, finding every nook and cranny, even finding her behind. Tish's breathing increased and she tensed up. She hadn't been touched like that in awhile and didn't know how to react. It felt good but it was wrong. Her friend touching her like that down there, in preperation to be confined in a diaper all day. Jenn noticed Tish's hesitation and and told her it was ok and try to relax. She looked at Tish's taught tummy, as it quivered beneath her. "Tish, just relax now. I'm almost done. I know this is weird but this will keep you from getting any rashes or infections down here." She continued to slip and slide her fingers around down there and Tish was almost feeling a bit of arousal and couldn't believe it. She breathed through it and it was over. Before she knew it she felt a thick material being pulled up and between her legs. She instinctively spread her legs a bit to accommodate the bulk. Jenn seemed to expertly conform the diaper to her friend and fasten the dense wide tapes together in front for a snug fit. She checked her work, running her fingers along the waist and leg gatherings to make sure nothing was pinching like she was trained to do. "All done. Let's get you up and have a look at you now." Tish sat up with Jenn's help and stood. When she did she just looked at Jenn in disbelief. The diaper wasn't just thick, it was heavy and sturdy. It had her. She looked down at the bulky padding disappearing between her tender toned legs. She took a few steps. "Jenn, how in the hell am I supposed to walk in this? It's huge!" "I know Tish. You'll get used to it. These are designed for all day wearing and they are supposed to be comfortable. It just might take a little adjusting to it at first. Don't let the first day give you a bad impression ok? Try to stay positive.", Jenn tried to console her knowing this was going to be hard. Tish went to the hallway to look at herself in the full length mirror. When she saw herself she just stared, not believing what she was seeing. She looked like she was encased in a plastic puffy prison. She turned to the side and saw a barcode on the diaper indicating it was hers. She figured it would be scanned at some point once collected. She couldn't care less about how all that worked. Jenn was right though. Although the outside of the diaper seemed a bit rigid and cold, and even the whole thing hugged her tightly, it wasn't totally uncomfortable. It was like someone wrapped her up in a snug warm blanket. Her problem was the size of it. Tish was a petite woman and she knew this diaper would be visible under just about any clothes she had. She wasn't prepared for this and a wave of anxiety flooded her. She wanted to cry. "What's wrong Tish? Is it pinching? Uncomfortable?" "No! That's fine. It's just, how am I going to hide this thing?" "Hide?" "Yeah, like everyone is going to know I'm wearing this." "Tish, I'm pretty sure everyone is going to know everyone is wearing them. This isn't something you have to worry about hiding. Pretty much everywhere you go someone will be wearing a diaper." "Easy for you to say, you can wear your normal cute clothes. What am I going to wear?" "Well for today, how about some baggy shorts? Will that be ok for work too? It is supposed to be warm day right? Maybe this weekend we can find you some new clothes. School and work, Tish thought. She had to go to her class soon and then to work. She was so preoccupied with what she was wearing she hadn't given any thought to her day. She just looked at Jenn as if to ask for help without saying anything. "Tish, I'm so sorry but I'm running late. You can finish getting dressed. I know today is going to be very hard for you but I will be thinking about you. Remember, you aren't alone. Call me if you need anything ok? I'm sorry but I'm getting late and gotta go, I'll see you tonight and we'll talk about everything and figure out a plan!", Jenn gave her a friendlykiss on the cheek as she grabbed her keys and ran out the door. As Jenn walked down the steps in front of their home, she knew Tish's day was going to be hard. She felt bad for her and worse for keeping certain things from her. She took a deep breath and just rememered her training. The door shut and Jenn was gone. Tish just heard her friend say she she wasn't alone but she was left standing their, in the middle of their apartment, still in just her bra and diaper feeling like the loneliest person on earth.

Sorry for the delay on this everyone. Have had a busy and stressful month or so! Hope to pick these back up at a regular pace! I hope everyone is enjoying this story so far. Chapter 6: 3 months ago (before present day) "Tish? They are getting ready to vote. Do you want to watch." "No! Just come tell me what happens. I don't care.", Tish threw her head back into her pillow and laid on her bed. The truth was she most certainly cared. Her future was in the lives of 100 people. Either way it wasn't right. "Fine Tish, I'll just turn the TV off and you can find out later. I don't care either." "No! Wait... I'm sorry I'll come watch it with you.", Tish got out of bed, it was late and she made her way to the couch in only her t-shirt and underwear. Normally she wouldn't walk around like that but she was too tired to think right now. The late night vote had finally arrived and a good percentage of the population of the country was on the edge of their seats right now. Namely those aged 18 to 21. Everyone else already knew their fate but in recent months a small group of congresspeople had started making trouble. At least that it was Tish called it. Some of the more conservative members started suggesting that the age should be raised for the definition of 'minor'. There were all sorts of rationales laid out but the general argument was that it just wasn't fair to the younger group. Tish knew the real reasons were that these jerks thought that someone her age wasn't mature enough and needed some sort of moral guidance. The idea of chastity for younger people was some sort of moral crusade for them. At first the group didn't gain much traction but support gradually grew and there were concessions being made. They had enough people on their side to throw a wrench into the whole program and the other side couldn't appear to be the ones who let that happen. Tish hated politics and this was why. They all got what they wanted and she gets screwed. In the end, a bill was proposed raising the age to anyone who was under 21 as of a certain date and all minors had to participate at least for a year in order to 'provide a good statistical model'. Tish knew they just wanted to control her and this was an easy way for them to do it. She remembered arguing constantly with Jenn about it. "Tish, c'mon you really think these people are conspiring to deprive you of sex? Keep you pure or something? They are just following the science." "YES! Open your eyes Jenn. These wackos have always tried to control people's bodies. That is ALL this is about. That and money. They are all getting rich on this somehow. Trust me! "Ok Tish, ok. I Trust you." The conversations continued like that for weeks and month's leading up to this vote and they were both tired of fighting. Luckily, congress was split down the middle on this issue so there was a chance she would be free from this idea. She felt so foolish gloating over not having to participate when it was first announced and now she knew she might have to eat her words. Tish sat next to Jenn on the couch with her elbows on her knees, and her hands covering her eyes like a child would do, watching the vote tally grow. It was growing in her favor! Jenn put her arm around her and told her to hang on, whatever happens it will be ok. The votes trickled in until it was 49-49. "Please please please.", Tish said outloud as a tear fell down her check. Jenn wondered how many other people were sitting in their homes right now doing the same thing. Millions she imagined. 51-49. The vote had passed. "Noooooo. Is that it? Like, that is the vote? It is over?", Tish asked dumbfoundedly. Jenn held her tight and looked at her. "Tish, I'm so sorry." Tish kind of leaned into her and rested on her shoulder in disbelief. "Don't say it Jenn. I already know. You told me so." "No sweetheart, I wouldn't say that to you. I know this is hard, and I'm sorry. I'm here for you. Whatever you need." This made Tish cry even more. Jenn was so nice and she felt so defeated and ashamed at how she acted before, and had been acting. Was this some sort of cosmic karma getting back at her? She didn't believe in any of that nonsense but that is how she felt in the moment. Tish finally went back to bed and cried herself to sleep. She woke up early. She has been tossing and turning all night. She once thought it was all a dream until she realized it wasn't and that sinking feeling hit her after the realization set in. Her only hope was that this older age group wouldn't take this lightly and that there will be some sort of revolt or fight. She planned on calling a couple friends later to talk about it, but mainly hoping to commisserate a bit so she didn't feel so alone. Tish finally climbed out of bed and slipped some shorts on and went out to make coffee. Jenn was still sleeping. She felt like the the only person in the world at the moment. She flipped through her phone reading the latest articles on the decision and hopped on various social media sites looking for what she knew was the inevitable push pack and anger. She was surprised that it took a lot of scrolling through comments to find people who were outraged, said they wouldn't comply etc. But the majority of comments were supportive. Surely these couldn't be people in her age group that. She figured most of these comments were bots pretending to show support to change the narrative and she decided to prove it. She knew social media didn't represent the majority. "They" were controlling the narrative. She scrolled through her contacts and deicded it was late enough to call her friend Beth who she went to school with. "Hey Tish! It's early, are you ok? Oh do you need ride to class or something?" "Umm no, I just thought I'd call and see how you are doing with the decision and all." "Oh, yeah right. I mean, yeah it's going to be weird huh?" "That's all you have to say!?" "Well, I'm not sure what you are asking me. Like, I'm glad to be doing my part and helping ya know? We have to all help to solve the problem right? It's so important." Tish wanted to barf and through her phone through the window. Where was the anger, the outrage and frustration she was looking for. "Beth! How are you not enraged and mad at this decision. I mean, c'mon you are going to be wearing a diaper soon. What the hell!" "Sorry Tish, I wish things were different I do but the world has bigger problems than my own desires or comfort. It won't be that bad. I think you should think about that and focus on how you can help. Everyone is in this together right?" Tish was flabbergasted. She didn't feel like she was 'in anything', or 'together'. What was Beth's problem. There was silence on the phone for a few seconds. "Tish? Are you still there." "Yeah, I.. I'm just scared I guess and wanted to someone to talk to.", This was of course a lie. Tish was mad, not scared. She tried to recover with something so Beth wouldn't think less of her. She hated doing that. She wanted to stand her ground but also didn't want to become a pariah. "Well there is nothing to be scared of it right? It's going to be weird for sure but we will all get through it. But hey I gotta get ready for class. I'll see you this afternoon OK?" "Sure Beth. Thanks again." "No problem.", Tish heard a click and sighed at not getting any help. She had a few other people she planned on calling but decided it was pointless. She aggresively through her phone into the couch cushion and sat down. She sipped her coffee in the quiet of the morning, unable to process the mixture of emotions coursing through her.

Chapter 5 "Let's just do this online worksheet or whatever so you can tell me what I have to do and how screwed up my life is gonna be." "C'mon Tish, stop being like that." Jenn grabbed her tablet and entered the URL listed on the page they had retrieved from the box. The following screen popped up. 'Changing the Future' A helpful guide to start your first week! "Cute" They progressed through the worksheet. It wasn't anything that Jenn didn't arleady know, having gone through the training, but it was a way to introduce Tish to the ideas and concepts slowly. "Tish are you shaved down there? You'll need to be completely smooth." "What!? For real?" "Yes it will be more hygenic that way. If you'd like I can help you with that." "NO!.. I mean.. I can do that myself.", Tish checked her composure. "Ok Tish, but you know I'm going to see you right? Like tomorrow morning. You do realize I'm going to put a diaper on you before you leave for work." "I know that! You don't have to remind me." "Ok." "So what about your umm bathroom habits, do you usually #2 once per day? What time?" "God this is so embarassing." "Just answer" "Yeah usually in the morning, why?" "Well you get two changes per day so we really need to plan this out. Mainly this is for your comfort but we have to sign you up for a collection time too. They expect to get samples every day and they will be checking if you don't. So you are going to want to take care of your business before you get changed for the day if you know what I mean. You don't want to be stuck all day, right?" "Stuck?" "Yes, it's not like I can just come change you in the middle of the day silly." Tish's head was swimming. There was so much to this that she hadn't considered yet. Jenn touched 8am and 9pm for Tish's collection times and submitted it. She could always adjust it if needed. "I mean, can't we get more diapers for when I need them?" "They are only alloting for 2 changes per day right now. They said hopefully in the future they will be able to ramp up capacity but everyone in the whole world is being treated equally. Rich, poor, regardless of country. Everyone gets 2 per day. The good news is they are supposed to last at least 12 hours." Although, that is what they told Jenn, she knew in reality there would always be the have and have nots. She was pretty sure there would be certain groups of kids who could change any time they wanted. They probably even paid for full time sponsors for convenience. Jenn knew the way the world worked. Those types were playing a game she and Tish weren't invited too. Tish was about to cry. This seemed impossible to her. How was she going to live bundled up like that? How could she go to work? To school? Excercise or go out with friends, see her boyfriend. Her head was swimming with a thousand questions she hadn't considered. "How am I supposed to face John like this Jenn? How?" "John is very supportive Tish. It will be OK. He knows what you are going through. I don't know how it will all work but we'll figure it out ok?" They finished going through the online questions and the system spit out a basic weekly plan. They really didn't find it helpful but Tish did get to find out some more details about her routine. Jenn thought she would introduce a few more details tomorrow. Tish was deflated and worn out. She just looked at Jenn. "Come on now, don't look at me like that. I'm sorry this is happening to you but we have to do it. Why don't you go shave down there and take a shower. I'll come check on you in a bit." 'Check on me', Tish though to herself. 'I think I'm capable of taking a shower and shaving' Tish proceeded to her nightly routine. She washed her hair and body under the hot shower. She loved this part of the day where she could wash her stress away and forget about everything but tonight was different. She turned her attention to her private area. She already routinely shaved down there but it felt weird knowing that Jenn asked her to do this and make sure she got everything. She spent about 5 minutes on herself before turning off the shower and stepping out. She was drying off and about to put her underwear on when Jenn came barging in. "Whoa whoa, not so fast. Let me take a quick look." "HEY! Take a look at what?", Tish tried to cover herself quickly with her towel. "Your shaving job. I know you Tish and you rush things and don't pay attention. Now come here, this will only take a sec." "No way. It's fine. Trust me." "Tish, please don't be difficult. There is a very good reason for this. I'm just doing what they instructed us to do. Why don't we just break the ice now and get this over with. Then tomorrow it won't seem so weird." "Oh it wont be weird? You mean when you are putting a f'ing diaper on me?" "Language!" "Fine, but make it quick. God this is so embarassing." Tish walked over and dropped her towel to the floor revealing her body to her best friend. She'd been naked in front of other girls plenty of times during sports and stuff, but this time seemed different. She felt so vulnerable. So helpless. "God Tish, I wish I had your body. You have nothing to be embarassed about.", Jenn touched the inside of her thigh, and then the other, prompting her to spread her legs a bit more. Tish blushed and didn't know Jenn could be jealous of her in that way. "Stop it. You aren't so shabby yourself, you know." Jenn smiled back at the thoughtful gesture and then touched Tish, feeling her private areas and checking the smoothness. Tish took a nervous deep breath at being touched like that by her best friend and jumped a little. She didn't know what to do or say. It was Jenn who spoke first. "Easy Tish, stand still for me. I'm sorry this is awkward, I know but you look pretty good down here I must say. That will make changes much easier trust me.." Tish rolled her eyes at being inspected like a child who wasn't able to clean herself. Jenn stood up, "Ok Tish, I'd like to have you ready and diapered by 7:30am so you can get to class on time, and then to work. You need to get up early enough to do your #2 ok? This first time we diaper you will take a bit longer because I have to explain some things. I'll see you in the morning ok?" Jenn quickly left and went to her bedroom. "Whatever.. ok Jenn.", Tish uttered even though there was no one there to hear it. She was still standing in her bathroom, naked, staring at her feet feeling unsure of what just happened between them. She slipped her underwear on knowing this would be the last pair she would be wearing for awhile. She wondered just how long it would before she got to wear them again.

Chapter 4. - Six Months earlier. "They've got to be kidding. There is no way anyone is going along with this. Diapers? Seriously? Aren't these the same people who hate diapers, they are so bad for the environment and all that? And now they want billions of people to wear them? How are they going to get people to comply with this? This has got be a joke or I'm actually dreaming right now." Tish rattled on and on and the absurdity of what had just been announced to the world while Jenn just watched, perplexed herself. She figured the same conversation was happening in every home around the world right now. She couldn't imagine what must have already been posted online already. "I mean, it kind of makes sense in a way." "WHAT!? How on earth does this make sense to you." "I mean, there are a lot of health factors that can be determined from our waste. You know they even make those toilets that can analyze your pee and poo and give you a daily health report. I think it is like that but a million times more powerful and with lots of people." "But Jenn, coooome ON. There is no way in hell this is practical. No way they could pull this off. Tell me how this makes any sense. How Jenn. How!" "Tish, quit yelling at me. Geez." "Sorry Jenn. I'm sorry. It is just absurdity to the max. Our tax dollars at work and there are a bunch of weirdos convincing world leaders that this, THIS is the solution? I mean, my god Jenn, there will be rioting in the streets tomorrow. You just watch. JUST WATCH!" "Tish, you are still yelling at me!" Tish plopped down on the couch and just laughed. Jenn looked at her while she just laughed as hard as she ever had in her life. "What is so funny?" "If they think this is going to happen, if the people are going to just go along with this they are crazy. I can't wait until the masses refuse and these idiots are put in their place. Just wait Jenn, there will be a civil war over this. You just wait." "Ok Tish. Ok. We'll wait. You realize I'm not your enemy right now right? Like, I just heard what they said the same time as you. It's not like I'm happy about it either. You think I want to wear and use a diaper so some scientists can study me? And give up sex?... Well do you!? Tish was silent when Jenn snapped back at her. It was rare when she did. She shook her head no. "I swear, sometimes it is like you think you are the only person in the world. This news is 5 minutes old and it's not even official. You just heard them say these documents were leaked. We have no idea how real any of this is or what the details are. And you are talking about a civil war! C'mon now, come back down to earth Tish. Earth to Tish. We don't know anything yet, we need to learn more. They can't be literally talking about forcing 8 billion people to wear diapers all day.", Jenn said as she tried to calm Tish down as well as absorb this news herself. The girls listened to the news, flipping channels back and forth between the various broadcasts. Most of the channels were all saying the same thing, reporting the same news. Tish flipped channels looking for a voice of reason but never found it. "So apparently the media is in on this already." "Uhhh what? In on what?" "Whatever this is. Every channel. Just listen to them all positive and supportive already. You can just hear it in the way they talk about. How great and smart these scientists are, how incredible this plan is and how we can all work together to save mankind. Do they even hear themselves or do they just do their master's bidding?" "Quit being so conspiratorial. It's not a good look on you." Tish huffed. "Tish, this IS a big deal. Why not support it? It is almost like you WANT the problem to continue." "Jenn you know that isn't true. But you know the problem isn't... " "Isn't what? Isn't real? Tish, you know it's real. Unless you just want to deny the evidence or somehow believe the entire world is lying to you. Really, if you saw some of the couples come in to the hospital, and I hear them crying and desperate. You are being so insensitive right now I can't believe it." They both fell silent during the awkwardness. They never thad this kind of fight in their lives before but this issue seemed to be driving them apart. Jenn knew Tish was freaking out for some reason, but knew she was smart enough and rational enough to assess the situation. But she wasn't. That is what made her so mad. Tish sat with her arms folded, pondering everything her friend just told her. She knew she was being a brat, she knew she had crossed the line and she knew she wasn't helping the situation. It wasn't all about her. "Jenn, I just want to let you know you are right about everything you just said. I'm being selfish and immature. I know it doesn't make up for how I'm acting about this... but... but diapers. I just can't grasp that is what we just heard. It is just freaking me out a bit and I don't know how to handle it." "Thanks. I don't want to fight with you. But I guess I just think of the world and humanity first, and it seems like you are just thinking about you. I'm scared too you know. Maybe I could use some comfort too.", Jenn looked down, a bit embarrassed admitting her feelings." Tish scooted closer to Jenn on the couch and hugged her. She didn't say anything. She quit flipping channels and just left the latest newscast on as they watched the latest segment come on. 'Welcome to DDN network special report. We know millions of Americans across the country are taking in the news of the plan to solve 'the problem'. We do want to remind our viewers that this information has not, repeat, has not been officially confirmed by the government, but our sources have verified the authenticity that the plan has been circulated over the past few months under the utmost secrecy. The news is developing at a rapid pace but we do have word that that we can expect a statement from the chief scientists at the consortium at any minute in response to this breaking news. Let us go over to that feed now while we wait their arrival.' The screen focused in on a podium in what looked like an impromptu press conference. Reporters were already gathered, anxious to ask questions. Moments later the 3 head researches that the public got used to seeing over the last year appeared and the news people started shouting questions. They gave a pretty vague update and apologize for the leak and how the information was disseminated. It certainly wasn't their idea to spring 'preliminary' plans on the public. But in the end they did admit certain elements of the plan were in fact, correct. Namely that diapers would be distributed and required to be used in order to collect and analyze samples to discover the cause and produce a cure. "See, told you.", Jenn quickly said, a bit gleeful she was right about the waste analysis. The press, and likely every viewer at home was now paying close attention, scratching their heads now that the outrageous news story from earlier had been confirmed. Everyone on earth was thinking the same thing at the moment. Surprisingly, speakers took a few questions from the reporters. "Thank you. Why diapers? Surely there is some other means to capture our... samples.", the crowd giggled a bit and the experts on the stage smiled back. "Great questions. Frankly a few reasons. One is compliance. We can employ measures to make sure they are used, and we can easily do a track and trace to each person which gives us a wealth of data. Those results will be compared to a blood sample taken from the participants over the course of the plan, for analysis. The 2nd reason, is they are practical. Easy to mass produce, collect and dispose of. Any other technical measures could takes years of R&D and could be an undue burden on the taxpayer. We just don't have the time to wait." "Makes sense", the report said and nodded. "Makes sense!?", Tish blurted out. Why are the idiots not asking the obvious questions! The expert continued, "And lastly, they serve another purpose. They will provide a very good form of chastity." This time it was Jenn who reacted. She spit out the diet soda she was sipping on. "I'm sorry did you say chastity, as in.." "Yes, as in preventing sexual intercourse", the expert had finished the reporters sentence for him. This silenced the room and one of the other experts took over the briefing. "We realize this is going to be shock, but we will be mandating an abstinence requirement for those participating in the plan. As everyone knows, about 60% of all babies born in the last 6 months have been sterile. That is, they will not be able to have kids themselves. This number is going up. This is a very sad and unfortunate side effect of the problem. Therefore in order to reduce the amount of infertile humans, we will pause the majority human procreation until a cure is found. This may sound like an extreme measure but the effects of letting hundreds of millions of babies into the world, who can't have kids will have a detrimental impact on society, culture, future birthrates, and ramifications we can't even think of for generations to come. Therefore it has been determined the best course of action for humanity is to delay. There is a lot we know and a much more that we don't. We can assure you we will be constantly updating our data, providing the results to you as we learn more. Our hope is that our findings don't continue in this upward trend that we are seeing and that we won't have to recommend such harsh measures." Questions and shouting flew out from the crowd regarding the abstinence requirement. Even yelling, until finally someone managed to get a question out. "You mentioned participants? Who exactly will that be? How is that being determined?", this was as much as a personal question for the reporter as it was journalistic. He looked back at his collogues with a bit of embarrassment before regaining his composure. "Great question. There is still much internal debate about that. We do need a statistically significant sample size to find the cure, but exactly how that will be determined will be released in the next few weeks. There are of course certain groups that will be excluded obviously, such as the elderly, however we are looking at several methods, including a lottery." This drove the room into a frenzy again with questions flying about a proposed lottery and a many other things but the scientists and experts quickly exited the room along with their security. The world was now abuzz about who would and would not be subjected to these measures. You would hear of a few people consider leaving the country, but to go where? Each country was enacting similar measures. A few lawmakers tried to stop the measures or delay them, but motion after motion was quashed and these outliers labeled as science deniers and fringe. There were even bets being placed in Vegas for which groups of people would be chosen or how the system would work. It seemed like even in the face of the end of humanity, people still needed their vices. What is going to be odd ages, even ages? Maybe it would be men or women only? Or perhaps it would be everyone under a certain age. Eventually all of the hysteria went away over the next couple of weeks. Humans seem to like their routines and everyone seemed suffice with waiting for the next bit of news and decisions from the consortium that would ultimately change their lives for the foreseeable future. Fortunately the wait wasn't too long as word had spread there would be an announcement in the coming days, and that is was 'good news'. People were hoping this whole baloney plan of diapers and no sex had vanished and that a cure had been found. People tended to get their hopes up. In reality, if that had been the case they would have announced it immediately. When the news hit, the majority of the planet did breath a sigh of relief. According to the statistical models, much fewer people would need to be subjected to the harsh measures. There were a variety of fancy charts and graphs displayed and links to the data published so they could be analyzed by anyone else that wanted to, but the main announcement was that only those between the ages of 13 and 18 would be required to participate but for everyone else, it was still encouraged to delay having a child until a cure could be found. The experts agreed that most people would want to wait anyway. One line of thinking was that the original idea had been floated to get a feel for the public sentiment of such a plan, and that this pull back was in a response to that sentiment. It was also theorized that the population as a whole would go along with it more, and enforce it culturally if they didn't have to actually participate. It was easier to just push the problem off on to the younger generation who didn't have the influence or real power to resist. "Well thank god for that! I told you I wasn't doing any of that and I was right." "Ok Tish, Ok. You were right, but there are a lot of people who will have to go through it. My sister Emily is 17, remember. It's weird to think in a few months she'll be wearing and using a diaper like a baby. I should probably call my family. Plus, you heard them say that we will all be responsible for compliance in way or another, whatever that means." "I know Jenn, I know. But part of you has to be glad you don't have to participate right? I can be a little happy about that right?" "I guess so, just don't gloat, because there are a lot of sad and scared kids out there right now. And the problem itself is still real. We still have to beat this thing." "Of course Jenn. I know, I didn't think about your sister. Yeah that sucks.", Tish tried to sound sincere but wasn't sure it came out that way.

gotcha. no worries. The consortium knows what it is doing! you really just need to get on board cause we are all in this together