gabbidl18

My stepdad whom I loathed entirely and was scared of scared me out of pullups and diapers before I was ready. Mind you I was 4, but I wasn’t ready. He yelled about how he was sick of seeing diapers and pullups around the house and that I was going to learn to use the potty. Which I believe led me to be a life of forever DL with a few AB tendencies, I have wanted to go back to wearing for as long as I can remember. I remember tricking my mom into buying goodnites for me by saying they were for my dolls, and tricking my dad into buying the goodnites boxers for my friend for my birthday party sleepover.... All under the age of 10, and sneaking diapers at different times since and now buying my own.... I will let my kids decide when they are ready to potty train thats for sure!!

I live in the Poconos, but come down to the valley pretty regularly

I live in the Poconos but am in the valley quite frequently!!

Something like that kinda happened once, we were at the movies and I didn't want to miss anything so I was holding it and I ended up peeing a little bit and I told him after the movie after I went to the bathroom that my pants had a small wet spot and he felt super bad. Like he offered to buy me some depends, new pants, underwear, asked what he could do to help and make it all better. And then when we went to see Endgame a few days/weeks later I brought a depend with me to put on in the bathroom but didn't tell him until he saw a glimpse of it but I told him it was a maxi pad and he said "just in case, so its not like last time?"

Does anybody have any advice on telling my bf that I want to wear around him, and possibly involve him in it if he wants? Him and I have talked about BDSM to the extent of filling out a checklist that we both went down and checked off the things we were willing to do and wanted to try and things like that. He wrote willing to try for just about everything. My face lit up when he had willing to try with the Diaper Sex, Washroom Restrictions, Using Diapers, Humiliation, and ABDL/DDLG sections, however when we started talking about it I started getting sad bc he asked "isn't it just during sex?" and most of those things aren't at least for me and I just don't know how to approach the subject with him. Help and advice would be greatly appreciated.