Billy Babyfur

Every so often, when I'm very stressed, depressed or lonely. It had been more than a month since I had some very baby days before all this stuff started. I was pretty much all bottle Sunday and most yesterday until I ran out. I want to get more but I don't know if I should. Maybe get something other than Good Start maybe whatever Walmart has alot on the shelf.

Hi! Well about 20 years or so now. Overall, much longer. It's a bit of an odd story if you care to know. I started being an adult baby again in 1996 a few months after my wife's final miscarriage. It was a coping mechanism that restarted a d grew over the years. But it all began when I was 8 and my mother died in a car accident. I was traumatized by the accident and her death. I completely shut down for nearly a year. I don't remember it but I was told that I wouldn't get out of bed and was incapable if caring for myself. One of my aunts was a wet nurse and nanny. (She was a sweet soul but a bit on the dim side.) She said one night when I was throwing a fit in terror she just held me for hours until I calmed down. And "just as I was falling asleep" she "put me to the breast" and I immediately took to it. She said it was the first time I slept peacefully in months. So she treated me "just like one of her babies" for over half a year. Breastfeeding, a bottle and baby food. I have no memory of her breastfeeding but I do off the bottle, baby food and diapers. I would have a bottle regularly until just before high school. Then just a few times in high school and less in college.

Good Start by Gerber my current favorite. ? I do at least a bottle a day. Some days only formula. It does cause teeth problems over time. This is hard to manage because it's so nice to fall asleep with a warm bottle in your mouth. The best part about bottles or breastfeeding is partially waking up with that nice, happy, stickiness in your mouth. Then taking a few sucks and falling softly back to sleep. Breastfeeding is also great. Especially after a while when the milk gets richer. Not as sweet as formula but I love waking up with the way a breast smells after feeding and that taste in my mouth. Do yourself a favor and spend time with a good wet mommy. Oh, And yes, you will poop like a baby when on formula. Goes right through you. ?

Hi everyone! I'm Billy. I'm a stout 52 year old baby. Not really much of a furry yet. Widower for the last 3 years. No children. Private ABDL since college in the '80s. I was an intentional bed and pants wetter since about 10. Baby play has been my thing for many years. Very discrete, only with my wife and a few mommies. Professionally I was a partner in an accounting firm. Did pretty well. Sold out when my wife became sick and I had to care for her. I'm working at some simple jobs to be active and not so lonely and sad. I wear diapers pretty much all the time. Mostly bulky cloth? or cloth over baby diapers as a pad. I love the smell of Pampers or Huggies. ? Disposable at times. I also drink formula from a bottle?? and always have a binky nearby. ? ( only the small baby binkies. The Nuks don't feel right.) I've been on the bottle and baby food for many years. And had a number of wet mommies but it's been a while. Probably why I'm a lot chubbier than I used be. ?? I've always like the furry idea. ? I had a bunny onesie that was fun. When playing naked, I'll wear a fox tail. I'm sort of asexual. I've had very low T all my life so not much a sex drive. I enjoy sexual activity. ? Women are preferred to men but I've had both. (Technically, only one of each. ?) I mostly enjoy masturbatory devices or play. My mommies liked to play that way. I'm a bit concerned these days. I just want to curl up with a bottle or warm nipple. But the office will be closed for the next few weeks. With just some remote work. I hope to make some new friends here. Not looking to meet anyone yet. I am rather shy for real. Billy, ??❤ Shenandoah Valley Virginia.