Canadian Dreamer

lol! I like that this one too!

As far as fetishes go... I've been firmly in the camp of adult breastfeeding for some time. The only problem I have is that I haven't been able to find a local nursing partner for ages... (Someone from DailyDiapers sent me an email expressing great interest, but no response so far...) Oh well... The search goes on.

Hi! I'm Nicholas, 34, in the eastern Toronto area looking for a diaper loving lady nearby!

For the first time ever for me, I bought a pair of disposables last Tuesday and used them today. Wet them twice and was pleasantly surprised how much and how long they held out... I wore them wet for about 4 hours in total. It was about an hour after my second wetting that I felt the diaper beginning to dampen my pants ever so slightly. Within 5 or 10 minutes of that feeling took them off and carefully put them in the trash so no one else in the household would accidentally run into 'em.

Cooincidentally... my frist time was today! The pharmacy is a bit of a walk from my house... Fortunately, that gave me about 20 or 30 minutes to calm down from the nervous state I was in when I stepped through my front door. The moment the store's automatic sliding doors slid open, I felt like I had a purpose that wasn't anything to be ashamed about (although... I must admit I did have a ready-made story about the diapers being for a 'grandpa' or 'grandma' who would be over for the Easter holidays.) I found the area of the store with the adult diapers... took about 5 minutes to decide which brand I should get ("Depends", in case you're curious...) picked it up from the shelf but found that there wasn't any price information anywhere on it on the shelf. Nervously, I took it to the checkout and tried to look cool with the big obvious bundle under my arm. This was probably the worst bit because the gentleman in the line ahead of me was grilling the pharmacist on how much his private drug plan & the Canadian public health plan would cover his medication expenses. His interrogation of the poor pharmacist went on for at least 10 minutes (with me pacing in the background... trying not to look too uneasy.) Eventually, the guy was done and I found the price. It was very reasonable so I bought it on the spot & made a quick bee-line back to those automatic doors.

I should write down some of the ideas on this thread! Right now I limit myself to messing old undies every now & then - but I'm on the cusp of going out & getting some diapers for the 1st time. I share my house with my mother & she sometimes ventures into my bedroom for this or that... Diapers are not something I'd like her to find during a search for a light bill or some additional laundry she wants to add to make a full load…

I'm new here and this is my very... very... first post. My ultimate dream is to have my girlfriend have an epiphany... a dramatic change of heart when it comes to this activity. She knows I enjoy it but views it as 'icky'. "Never in 1,000,000 years!" would be her reply. I daydream of her coming home one day... calls me from upstairs, announcing that her diapers have been messy for most of the day. "Time to do your job & clean me up right N-O-W! I've almost got a rash in these things!" But ever since I've known her, she's been a standard 'the missionary position is best' kind of girl... Sigh...