Just reading over a few responses, I see many linked diapers to sexuality. Not so for me.. But any who..
It also tackles me in waves.. Yeah, some of the stereotypes freak me out. It seems that being DL or AB means that you're insane, atleast by societies standards. I don't think I'll lose my mind, but I often try to abandon my 'baby things' with hopes of self-acceptance. I like feeling like an adult, and the thought of my AB habits pulling attention away from my manhood, or seemingly taking over, is what causes me to withdraw into my shell of denial.. Blah.