KimiM

Is there anybody out there that really cares about someone other than themseves? I'm so sick of only hearing bad news. I'm just about done with all the crap that goes on, on a daily basis. Fed up with lieing, and backstabbing people. About to close off my heart for good cause nothing good has ever come from caring.

As the day draws nearer, I can't help but think of how bad it has always been for me. In school nobody ever gave me anything, except the things I gave them. Now that I'm an adult(for lack of a better term) I haven't faired much better. Everyone I've had in my life(2) have left me on this day, and I have grown to despise it as a result. Am I alone in my sorrows? Is there really anybody that gives a crap about me? Am I destined to walk this world alone for my whole life? Is there even a point to being happy?

Hello, my name is Kimi. I've just recently started letting me be myself, I've been fighting it too long, and it was gonna be, let me be me, or.........well, I'd rather not think about that. Sorry for mentioning that. I'm trans (MTF), and I really don't know what else to say. My life up to this point has been hell, and I'm really hoping that being myself will make it a little easier. Look forward to making friends.