New2this

Hello, I was recently introduced to fact that there are men and women who are Diaper lovers. I have had about a year of having intimacy issues with my boyfriend. We would go weeks if not months without having sex or intimate contact with each other. I could tell something was off for him but never knew what it was. We have always been open with each other, so it was hitting me hard that he wasnt sharing what was bothering him. Recently, though by accident, he divulged what has been on his mind. After noticing an increase in his desired privacy, I thought he was cheating on me. It turns out he was just hiding this side of his life. We have talked about it a decent amount now, but I feel like we are stuck. He enjoys diapers sexually. Mainly it is the play on humiliation and wanting to be diapered that is intriguing for him. We have tried a few things and have been openly talking about what he wants, which I am glad for. My issues lays more with mysellf than his desires. His wants are in no way a deal breaker for me. I just dont know how to embrace something that does not stir up anything sexual for me. He has given me a few examples of scenarios we could play out, but it is incredibly difficult for me to initiate them. I guess my question would be, do you have any suggestions for a partner that is new to this world but wants to please their significant other? I bought him his first pack of diapers without him asking. and I think that meant a lot to him. We have both worn them, but I think he can tell I dont get a rise from it. I want to be a good girlfriend and allow him to explore everything he is curious and intrigued with, I am just having a really hard time getting into it and finding myself going blank when trying to help him. Any suggestions?