The Crimson Haybaler

I am a 54 year old male with a very supportive wife. We have a 'good' sex life (whatever that is) but at times when I am chilling i like to use a pacifier. I have 2, an NUK size 4 and an NUK size 5. My wife allows me to use these when we are in the house together, but not in public or if we have other people in the house. They are not part of our sex play. I recognise my true age is my chronological age and have no incontinance/diaper