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Jasmine laughed thinking back to the old times while more than willing to spoil Jasmine, Wendy was rather thrifty when it came to how much money she spent on herself especially if it wasn't an essential and couldn't help but voice the opinion "You can't find a good shampoo or the price is way to much for hair product?" Jasmine tried to keep her face straight as she was asked the question, honestly in the struggles after she left college she wished she could of curled up in Mommy's arms but now she was an adult a confident young woman, it wasn't that she was ashamed of her earlier relationship she just thought it wasn't her anymore just like she wasn't the girl in high school who used to storm up to her room and play Avril Lavigne songs at high volume people grow up and change. The little bits she did on her own didn't seem to jive either every now and again she would try and wear but it wasn't the same without Mommy. Slowly that part of her fell by the wayside and she didn't need it anymore maybe she could try and play and see if Wendy being there would try and bring the sleeping part of her out but she doubted it. "I know how about you go and make that sleepy baba we were talking about and I'll see if I have any of my old stuff laying around and we go from there?" Jasmine offered

Luckily Ava had forgotten about their earlier conversation and the comment about washing the silly colours out of her hair or she would be a lot more alarmed by the soft hands stroking her it almost felt relaxing. "Okay...." she said with a sigh using the two handles of the sippy cup as requested, honestly it was a dumb request but the milkshake did sound nice and she didn't want to start a fight a loose the nice food for now so she stuck with the rule to make her appear more babyish as she sipped the milkshake and actually almost looked content on Amy's lap

"I know honey but if you are going to keep working and be a big girl from time to time you are going to need to keep those emotions in check" Jade said rubbing her head trying to think of the best way to explain this "It's not that I don't want to spend time with you we are going to do that a lot this weekend but clearly you are more emotional when you feel little and don't think with your head, I don't want someone to see you like that and take advantage" "Are you going to be able to be big and work here, or do I need to be serious about looking for a Nanny?" Jade asked seriously.

"That's good it's nice to know we are on the same wave length" Jasmine said as she fumbled in her purse for the electronic fob that would allow them into the apartment complex when she lived and took her hand to lead her to the elevator nodding at the door man as she entered. "I mean I know for a lot of people it's a kink but after all we went through it might have hurt a bit if you could just carry that on with someone else" she admitted running a hand through Wendy's hair "You should grow that out some more, I think long hair would suit you" she said with a smile Jasmine lead them down the hallway of the 6th floor to her apartment and opened the door, inside was a trendy modern living room that was neatly organised which would be a surprise to most who met her, "This place came with an extra bedroom so I figured if I just kept making a huge mess to one room it would be easier to live in" Jasmine joked

"If it's this good and you keep the baby thing at your place, you are more than welcome" Ava said thinking a personal chef and no rent sounded like a pretty good deal for thirty diapers, for the first time since they had started this thing maybe even the first time since they met Ava let out a laugh, and not a nervous laugh or the awkward laugh when a lame uncle tells a cringe filled joke but a genuine joyful one. I won't say no to a milkshake" Ava said thinking it must have been since she was a kid she had one, not because it was childish but the prices they were seemed obscene when a milkshake could cost the same as one of her cheaply made meals.

Everything in Jade's mind was going well she was figuring out how her little one worked and was busy trying to hurry along conversations so she could get people to leave, in the corner of her eye she saw a shadow approach the office door and her heart jumped into her throat with horrific possibilities already doubting her abilities to be Mommy with the things she had told Nancy and having an awful way of how each of them could blow up in her face. For example, what if Nancy came out to tell the office and Mama that she was wrong and could make it to the potty, what is she went up to Jamie and said she was sorry for stealing her big girl training pants maybe she shouldn't use the girl's mind so freely, She powerwalked towards the office trying not to look like she could break out into a sprint, she opened the door just in time and pulled Nancy back away from it "What did Mommy tell you?" Jade asked trying to make sure she could get Mommy not Mama responses to see where her head was at.

"I think I still have some" Jasmine said it wasn't quite lie, she had tried going into a little space on her own a few times to relax but she couldn't reach the same level of relaxation as she could with Wendy there to tend to her every need, she also hoped without saying it and having to lie it would lead Wendy to believe maybe she wanted to drink the bottle and maybe some more baby time. The sleeping pill revelation was actually a little relieving remembering her earlier nap times where she would argue about it being the middle of the day hearing the sounds of young adults on campus and wanting to have fun and not being tired how she was able to pass out at every nap time, it made sense. "So is there anyone special in your life......" Jasmine asked biting her lip, deception wasn't something she enjoyed but she felt Wendy would be open to vulnerable insecure little Jay than she ever would with Jasmine.

The food was delicious, or maybe it wasn't and all the packets of super noodles was making Ava believe that any variety was gourmet treat for the ages, she couldn't really tell but it did have the effect of forgetting her surroundings, the bib, the diaper even the affectionate maternal woman rubbing her back were lost to the moment of food before the mention of cake. "Yeah that sounds good" Ava barely got out before going on to bowl number two. "Not really, I never saw the point it's all debate clubs and dance classes or sports" Ava said all of which were not in her wheel house the first two for obvious reasons she wasn't a people person even when arguing with them, dance was stupid and just because she wore a baseball hat didn't mean her Dad wanted a son and got her hooked on every sport imaginable. She struggled in her seat as Amy cleaned her face mainly because it was in the way of food going into her mouth

Nancy wasn't the only girl Jade let herself have a bit of a fantasy about but she never thought she would make a move towards Nancy let alone add another, and for the most part she didn't want to try and force a family only to end up alone. Still it was innocent enough Nancy would be the baby of course and young Jamie playing the slightly older bigger sister being interrupted from their tea party for Mommy to change Nancy and remind Jamie to try and tinkle on the potty. "It's okay if you can't" Jade said with a smile relieved her tactic had played out well enough "Mommy loves both of her princesses the same" She said with a kiss to her cheek, she didn't plan on bringing Jamie into this however just referring to her as a sister even if she never was physically involved with their dynamic might force Nancy as an adult to look at her differently. Jade lead Nancy over to her computer and pulled up the news "I know it's boring and for grown ups but we need to leave soon so I'm going to get you in big girl space to leave the office" Jade explained "I want you to read this while I tell everyone they can go" hoping that something as far away from baby headspace might help trigger her adult phase if she was going to use embarrassment and baby headspace to control her Jade needed to know how and how long it would take her to come out of it.

"Hey I was also wondering if you could teach me something" Jasmine said her voice dropping to a whisper, she needed a ploy, she could tell something was going on with Wendy something she wouldn't tell and if she kept seeing Jasmine as someone who didn't need her maybe it was playing on her self worth. At the same time Jasmine wondered if it was ego on her part, maybe Wendy was always this way and to justify how grown up she had become she needed her parental figure to seem more human or maybe she was projecting things that were not really there. "So I never...you know with anyone else" Jasmine said a slight blush coming to her own cheeks for the first time "and I was wondering if?" The question was halted by a waitress with bill and the two of them left a silence hanging over them before entering onto the street, normally Jasmine might have wanted to force a desert on the starved girl but she needed her confident and in private and then she could get to the bottom of this. "Could you teach me how to make your sleepy time baba, I never figured it out and napping was so hard without them?" she asked almost like a daughter asking her mother the secret to her cookies.

"You're never going there again" Jade said quickly after reading the texts, she didn't know anything about stalking having never been through it or knew anyone who had but this scared her a little, "Also I'm going to borrow your phone I will make sure this woman gets the message that you are not needing a Mommy anymore isn't that right precious" She cooed she patted Nancy's padded bottom trying to make light and let her know that she had this in hand. Than it came to her a bit of embarrassment she just needed to put a babyish image in her head which seemed to make her focus more on Jade and less on the world around her. "I think I've figured out why you were so jealous of Jamie the other day" She cooed softly "Is that why you've stolen her big girl training pants because Mommy thinks she is ready for potty training but your still my helpless little tinkle pants" Jade hoped the image of girl she had considered herself superior to who was in fact younger than her and the thought of her running around in training pants being considered the bigger sister might shake Nancy out of thinking about this Mommy.

"Or if you like, rather than go our separate ways after this meal......" Jasmine said looking down at Wendy, the poor thing seemed half starved and also judging from the small dark half circles around her eyes she was guessing her former Mommy wasn't a regular sleeper. "You asked about my art maybe you could come to my place and I'll show you my studio" Jasmine said reaching out with a napkin and wiping a bit of runaway milkshake from Wendy's chin "And that way you could see where I live and it won't have to be another four years before we see each other again"

"Yes Mommy" Ava said biting her tongue at the and thinking to herself that she wasn't tough, dealing with pain or stress wasn't something she did very well and even in this situation if she was tough surely she wouldn't be participating in this weird baby thing however she was getting what she wanted not having to sit in the awful highchair and wondered if feeding herself would have even been an option had she been made to. Ava ate the food like any student with a low budget and a good meal in front of them would, with a speed that made it look like she was almost giving up on the chewing part and resembling more of a vacuum cleaner than a person. In the back of her mind was still Sarah, she never paid attention to people around her in class she didn't know who Sarah could be and more importantly did Sarah know her.....

"Obsessed and scary how?" Jade asked with an eyebrow raised, she knew all about the website but didn't know if she was still active after all not knowing about the modelling word she would have assumed that they filmed a lot of scenes in a short space of time and released them slowly but this week to week contact with a scary woman was something to be alarmed about.

"That's sweet really" Jasmine said with a smile "But it's like you said we couldn't keep doing that we needed to go our own separate ways and it wouldn't be healthy to just rely on Mommy" as she remembered there teary goodbye after graduation while she did agree with Wendy if Wendy would have changed her mind and asked her to come with Jasmine probably would have gone and not gotten the life she did now. "So how is everything going for you?" Jasmine asked as the food was delivered remembering how at the gallery Wendy seemed to be evasive trying to get the spotlight off of her.

"Can't I sit on your lap Mommy?" Ava asked trying to sound sweet as she saw the highchair, it was a risk but she was hoping that maybe Amy's constant hugs and kisses meant she wanted that affection back and if she could manipulate her new Mommy into not making her use some of this baby stuff she might be able to this time easier. She was blushing wild at being called Princess and being told about dresses, for someone who hated pink so much her cheeks sure did seem to enjoy the colour.

"I suppose we can as long as we make something clear" Jade said stroking Nancy's hair which although beautiful she didn't put much care into herself and wondered how good she would look after a couple of bath times with some good shampoo, "While you are my baby, I get to take care of everything so there will be no arguing with me on what I buy or any silly things like trying to pay me back, I get to spoil you as much as I want" "Before we go as well is there anything at your apartment or in your big girl life we need to take care of before you disappear with me for the weekend?"

"It's been going really well over the last couple of months" Jasmine explained slowing her pace so Wendy could keep up, she remembered herself being cooed at in similar situations to give Wendy the excuse of if Jasmine couldn't keep up Mommy was going to have to carry her or that one time at the zoo where she actually rented a stroller and teased her about maybe getting one to use at home. "At first it was a real struggle wondering if I was going to get work to be able to pay the rent this month but lately it's been a lot more solid and dependable" Jasmine said giggling slightly at the sound of Wendy's rumbling tummy "We best get some food in you before you decide that hand your holding looks quite tasty" Jasmine said trying to make a light hearted joke but honestly it did come off a little more Motherly than she intended. Leading Wendy to a seat in the corner she sat her in the corner booth and then went to order for them not even asking Wendy what she wanted deciding the girl needed a large milkshake, burger and fries while she had more grown up coffee and a chicken salad.

"I don't wear dresses" Ava said quickly and sharply it probably came out a lot sharper than the tomboy expected but the amount of times in her life she argued against dresses she was ready for this, it would make putting her in a diaper seem like a cake walk. "Cats and Melon" Ava said the Cat one being a little normal and Melon being well weird but luckily unlike nuts it was easy to find stuff without melon in it so it didn't dictate her life.

"Well you're clearly not ready for work and I'm just going to be distracted all day if you play on the floor of my office beside I haven't bought any toys to keep you entertained" Jade cooed "But seriously, it's a slow day and the last day of the week and the team has worked really hard I was thinking of giving everyone the afternoon of let them charge up and then we get back to it first thing Monday morning" Jade said using her more adult tone knowing Nancy's work ethic was important to her and didn't want her to feel like a kink made her less valuable as an employee.

Jasmine couldn't help but notice the 180 this whole view point had taken, where as before she was held as a means of protection, guidance and a little dominance this instead reminded more of when she would excitedly grab Wendy's hand to pull her down the hallway to show her the new picture she was working on. Wendy always loved them like any other doting mother figure would but still in those days it did a lot to instil some sense of confidence in the young woman. "It's just down the street, how about you let me lead silly girl" Their was an air of condescension to her voice but soon with a tight grip around Wendy's hand she lead her down the street to the café wondering on her statement about when she last ate concerned on if it was either money troubles or just bad eating habits

"Yes My....Mommy" Skye stuttered, she was short she wasn't stupid but to be handled with the ease of a doll was shocking though not as much as being stripped on a changing table. She wasn't going to complain about the room idea though, thinking she got off light not having to sleep in the weird nursery as she tried to put her arm over her flat chest to cover it. "Take your time Aunty Mya" Jessica said "My big girl doesn't need a silly changing table" she said kissing Grace on the cheek as she reached under it and pulled out some training pants, looking over how the two girls acted, Skye seemed desperate to be respected and seen as an adult and Grace wanted affection and friendship she hoped that showing Skye that Grace would have a higher level of independence while still under a childish lifestyle would try and get Skye to act like the perfect baby for Mya and get the same, meanwhile Grace would see the level of affection and attention the baby got and maybe act a bit more babyish for Jess on her own.

"Highchair" Ava said aloud but not really to Amy it was mere shock sure the diapers were babyish and Amy seemed very keen on the Mommy role and while full on was used as an expression the purple haired girl couldn't get it through her head at how elaborate some of these props might be. "Can we go back to my place" Ava asked while being cuddled mainly as something to break up the silent as Ava had basically been on her lap being cuddled like a baby and it was strangely intimate. "It's just I don't have enough clothes for the weekend" She said quickly in case it was taken as a bratty I wanna go home, rather than let me pick up some fresh clothes and we can come back.

"Just hold it together for a little longer sweetheart" Jade cooed not wanting Nancy to go full little space in the office. "How about we both sneak out for half a day, you can come to Mommy's house and then you can be as little as you want" She offered hoping a private setting might be the best place to get to know her new little girl despite her own urges telling her screw it she is little now and offering no resistance she might as well play. "If I wanted to trick you......" Jade pulled out her phone and showed Nancy the photo Nancy sent last night "I would have had this photo handed all over the office, you already gave me the ammunition, undeniable proof, if I wanted to trick you why should I carry on playing with you, I'd have clearly already won" she explained.

"Please it would be a pleasure" Jasmine said with a warm smile thinking after all that time worshipping the woman as some sort of goddess and attributing a lot of her successes in life to things she learned while under her wing maybe it would be nice to get to know her as Wendy rather than Mommy. While she worked and revelled under the praise and compliments, she couldn't help but think about how she needed a break the amount of time she spent cramped up in her house canvas and paints everywhere as she tried to create something anything that would seem worthy for display, every moment of every day for the last three months had been leading up to this and while she was proud she was glad she was going to be on the other side and seeing the back of it. "You ready to go, I'm famished" Jasmine said with a sigh after spending the remainder of the event on autopilot mainly watching Wendy out the corner of her eye, hoping she wouldn't get bored and decide to take a rain check on catching up, and the final fifteen minutes with the gallery owner was one of those nightmare conversations that no matter how final she tried to make every sentence he found a way to carry on the conversation oblivious to her checking the time and looking to the clocks.