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Not caring sounds like an ideal - what is completely cringe worthy even if they did it for the sake of trying to show how open they are is if they tried engaging with me as if I was little, in the kind of way I get now when I'm at work and it comes out I'm gay and to show me how much they accept this they like to tell me who else they know who is gay.

It's not that I don't think my friends wouldn't understand the term weird is definitely a term of endearment for them, the way I look at it is say I tell my best friend who I have no romantic interest in that hey depending on the girl sometimes I want to be babied and sometimes I want to do the babying is it going to enhance or strengthen our relationship in anyway not really.

You my dear are a dream, damn the ocean and your status of being taken. Haven't played Heroes of the Storm, I liked DPS in League and I'm on a bit of a Mercy kick in Overwatch which has not been inspired at all by the ABDL Fan Art of Mercy and Dva I've seen. Maybe on day i'll have a house and somewhere to do the full nursery gimmick my flat however would involve taking my status as the weird one in my friendship group to a whole new level.

Or a maybe a nice empowering scene where Julian wants to make her feel bad, just like he and his friend did about Forrest or her friend from college who did that same maybe Dani fights her corner for once, realises her happiness is important to and it isn't in her best interest to be a push over. On a side note does anyone know where I can get a girl who wants to play healer from a highchair because life goals.

"I'm not" Lucy responded quickly to accusation from this Woman turned predator if only Lucy could have controlled the reddening of her cheeks. In truth Lucy had carried a torch for Chris before mainly during High School but since then the two had been to college and while communicating it had been years since the two friends saw each other face to face and Lucy was perfectly happy to let her little crush go when she knew he was seeing a woman and how serious it had become. Lucy stared up at the woman staring daggers "I don't get it, if you are so Mrs high and mighty why are you doing this" She ran a hand over her face as she went through every emotion from fear to rage "You live in a nice house, doing a job that you like with a guy you love and are super confident in your relationship yet you have the nerve to sit here and throw my fetish in my face" "Yeah okay it's weird I get that, but sometimes after a long hard days work in a soul destroying job, something you clearly know nothing about" Insults might not have been the best thing here but Lucy's buttons had been pushed and apparently Chris hadn't warned Amy about her temper "So yeah sometimes I like to regress and act like a baby in the privacy of my own home, are you happy now would you like to lord it over me some more" Lucy stood up to leave "If you're the company he keeps now, then he probably isn't the same boy I was friends with, tell him I never showed or sent a rude reply hell tell him about this I don't care anymore"

I got to disagree with the above post I thought it was more light hearted and funny than dark, might be because I've read my fair share of generic Husband is immature, lazy, cheater or whatever other character flaw that rather than leaving him the proper thing to do is devote more time, energy and resources into turning them into man babies that I found this refreshing. Also as a member of Cushypen if anyone does want to consider going over there if they have the spare funds, His ongoing story "Inked" is becoming a particular favourite of mine.

"Of course I'd love to come to the wedding" Lucy said although not commenting on the wedding party part, she loved Chris like he was family of course but stood up in a room for hours wearing a dress sounded like her idea of Hell when the alternative was a nice seated position drinking free champagne. "Neither" Lucy said with confidence or as much as she could muster, this had shaken her and she wanted to question how Amy knew about her little fetish but she couldn't afford to give this woman who seemed to know more about her than Chris did any ammunition. "What I do in my personal time is my own business and I would appreciate you not dragging up issues that are nothing to do with you" Which would have been more convincing if there wasn't a hint of blush to her cheeks or she wasn't doing everything she could to avoid eye contact and stop her lip quivering

"Oh god no nothing like that" Amy quickly said as she took a sip of coffee as an excuse to think ahead on her words "He was more like an older brother" which was a bit weird with Lucy being a couple months older than him, but right now thinking about ages and how Lucy didn't tend to fit in the norm with them was not something she wanted to think about right now. "Also to be fair, he went out and got me the date in the first place when I said I wasn't going to go and I guess his choice could tell I wasn't into it and to quote him directly" Lucy said putting down her cup and trying to make her voice sound deeper and more serious for her impression "You can't wallow away in your pit while life passes you by" "And so he took me to Prom" Lucy said thinking back the evening was actually a lot of fun and while she would never admit it she was grateful for everything Chris did. Lucy did hope the explanation would have worked with Amy after all there manners was so desperate the woman claiming to be a freelance writer who looked like she belonged on the cover of a cookbook, Amy stood up straight and direct with her heels, Lucy stared at her converse, Amy spoke with that calm southern drawl and Lucy spoke really quickly in a high pitched voice like she was always trying to find the quickest way out of a conversation.

"A coffee sounds great" Lucy said as tucked a lock of blonde hair that was escaping the confines of her black beanie. Amy seemed nice enough but she just seemed a bit much to tell the truth it probably wasn't Amy's fault after all no one had ever accused the tomboy of being a people person before. "Actually no" Lucy said with a laugh the shared subject of her childhood friend and Amy's fiancé gave the two a topic to talk over that they could both understand since Lucy doubted Amy like Nirvana and she didn't know about cookbooks or being a domestic goddess like all southern bells were, great now your generalising Lucy stop it, the voice in her head told herself "I can't speak for what he's like with you but when we chat any problem he has he keeps to himself any problem I have he wants to open up the floodgates and talk it through." Looking at the two women basically confirmed what she had thought for years she wasn't Chris's type apart from the height difference there was the fashion choices from Amy's elegantly dressed ensemble to Lucy's ripped jeans and plaid shirt, to even the confidence with which they carried themselves Amy appeared to walk in and own a room while Lucy walked in and wanted a corner not to be noticed in. "So what do you do for a living Amy?" Lucy asked trying to stop the silence and maybe part of her was hoping that the woman with the nice house compared to her apartment which while nice was a couple notches below this, and the social status and the guy would at least have a job that she hated.

That's the way I looked at it however Kailee wasn't a little before Vanessa to her it might seem like she was the perfect girlfriend she did everything Vanessa wanted and that still wasn't enough break ups are hard, they are harder when you have a more intense sub/dom dynamic. Also Aubrey's point makes a lot more sense sure she has her own jaded feelings on love which could probably do with some professional help but at the end of the day she is trying to help a friend through a rough patch and however questionable her methods I can respect that

"So.……." Lucy said wondering how best to ask the question and was thankful for the Vanilla milkshakes arrival to give her a bit more time to think, She sipped from the straw looking up at the Hazel with that childish glee in her eyes as she sucked. "Well when we talked online we mainly talked about me" Lucy began feeling sometimes feeling that online the older woman was very good at getting Lucy to lead the conversation to talk about herself without revealing to much about Hazel. "Is there anything you've always wanted to do this weekend?" Lucy asked

Okay new prediction, after that last little part of dialogue Dani is going to end up with me because.....damn In all seriousness love the new chapter seeing it from Aubrey's perspective actually made me reconsider my opinion on Kailee, I know I at least have had those relationships where everyone told me it was wrong for me but I was convinced was real so that struck a chord. With Vanessa's analytical attitude towards things if Aubrey was just up front about her goals then trying to blackmail and outsmart a woman who seems to be able to turn on and off when she has emotions might be bit of a better tactic.

"Vanilla please" Lucy said as she thought on the stroller comment, that was a secret hot button for Lucy something she had never told Hazel if she were offered it now she would probably turn it down but the humiliation and the safety that she felt she would experience if there was someone she could trust enough to take care of her in that situation where she could be that little baby in a stroller and know no harm would come to her would be amazing. "So how do you do those....." Lucy asked checking out Hazel's amazing legs and then her eyes scrolling down to the heels "For me it's always been a chore, I'll wear them for an occasion you might be the first person I've seen be comfortable" it was one of those weird little big moments, Lucy was trying to keep her adult headspace in tact not wanting to go full little in public but their were some little parts to her normal personality that shone through.

Sure it's called to much free time, being a weirdo and lack of New Dragon Age games to complete

So bold prediction that defiantly won't come true, Dani likes Julian a bit more than she expected because he appeals to her supressed Mommy side that she has so desperately been looking to unleash, and Vanessa is really her from the future with a time machine invented by Jess who is secretly a super genius to warn her to chill out a little before she turns into her. And then kill Sarah Connor

"I can do it" Lucy whined with a pout that didn't seem forced or put on as she reached for the spoon, the reach was hollow however and both women could see that Lucy was on cloud nine as Hazel seemed to read from her fantasy playbook. It wasn't so illogical really, it was easy for Lucy to open up to Hazel when she knew the woman as a nice lady online who she chatted with but was never going to become a part of her life, if she would have met Lucy in a bar and ask about her kink to her face she would have passed out from embarrassment. While she liked playing the sweet and innocent little one without a care in the world just playing and looking adorable for her doting Mommy there was a part of her that craved the humiliation of being told what a liar she was, she wasn't a big girl, she was just fooling herself and being made to call the woman Mommy, not asked, not bribed it would be a title she would be forced to use because she needed one. "I'm going to need one of those milkshakes before we leave" Lucy said surprisingly adult as she took another bite of ice cream, "All this talk has turned my legs to jelly I'll need a moment unless I'm going to be carried out of here" she admitted to Hazel, surprised by just how aroused and embarrassed she was at the same time, it didn't matter that Hazel took precautions to keep it private which she appreciated it was still just as hot as if everyone had been staring at her.

I liked Kailee in the sense of she made Vanessa more relatable, at first when Kailee was just mentioned as a girl who gave in to easy I wondered if it was self sabotage Vanessa never letting herself be happy. But upon that interaction damn that girl is toxic I've known some Kailee's in my time and the best thing to do is cut them out quick.

Lucy squirmed bright red in her face luckily facing away from the lunch time crowd as her mind went to the same place as Hazel's squirming over lap as she felt blow after blow tears going down her face as she was lectured about it being for her own good. The look she had in her eyes was fear but the good kind, the kind an adrenaline junkie might get when trying to sky dive for the first time. "I'm not a baby" Lucy said playfully as she took the ice cream on her tongue "I took the train all by myself" Deciding to make better use of her hands, she used them both to hold onto the one hand that Hazel wasn't using to feed her.

"That's a shame" Lucy replied when Hazel said she wouldn't spoil her, she liked the way the woman had took her hand and a similarity between herself and Hazel she could already see was the second guessing and the over analysis of every interaction and she wanted to give the woman a sign that she was okay with her taking control. "I mean if I were spoiled I might become a bit of a brat and have to be put back in my place" Lucy winked playfully from the booth, spanking had been a fantasy of hers but not something she could do by herself. As Hazel held the spoon in front of her she a quick look around the store, sure enough the few people who might have seen if they glanced over were not paying any attention to the two women, she blushed and lowered her eyes but did open her mouth. This was why fantasy was such a tricky thing she had pictured herself many times in a highchair wearing nothing but a diaper and a bib being spoon fed baby mush by a cooing Mommy while there own adult meal sat just out of reach while they fed the baby, it was one of her favourites however in reality the simple act of this woman picking up a spoon in reality and holding it up as she submissively opened her mouth was sending more signals then any other fantasy ever had.

"Depends on your definition of spoil" Lucy replied trying to show some wit and that she wasn't a drone who was going to come here just to say "Yes Mommy", "Like when I want to spoil myself I treat myself to a nice long bubble bath with the good stuff, not the middle rack buy one get one free gear" Mommy that was one thing Lucy was still unsure where both of them stood, sure they knew the kink and what dynamic they wanted and used words like Mommy and Baby with Hazel joking about her needing to be in something thicker but was that just for online would it be to awkward to say in person did Hazel even want that...... "Relax an Ice Cream is fine" Lucy said as she was again told not to worry about being treated "Taking over my car payments is not...… although I don't have a car...… don't buy me a car" She joked as she looked over the selections "Strawberry and Cherry please" Lucy said innocently to the waitress not letting go of Hazel's hand, she wondered what the two of them looked like to people clearly not mother and daughter they didn't look a like and Hazel was too young and Lucy to old to come close to that dynamic.

"I think I can indulge" Lucy said, sweets tended to be her little time as an adult she was careful with her diet and exercise and allowing herself treats was one of the way she was able to pacify her little side without all the added accoutrement. Lucy took their walk to admire Hazel's figure it was clear she worked out as well and those legs, with those confident steps down to the comparison of footwear. Hazel's stunning designer heels accentuated the height difference and have her a look of elegance while Lucy's converse sneakers were just for comfort and playtime. Normally someone making comments about coming back, she might make some sarcastic comment about presuming to much but it just reassured Lucy that she wasn't a disappointing conclusion to a long fantasy. "Don't worry about it, I know how to budget and if this was going to put me in a position where my essentials couldn't be paid for then I wouldn't have come" She explained

"Yeah you know it's one of those things you think about and when it's finally here...….." Lucy stops herself "Sorry I'm rambling" She said shaking her head at her own bad habits sometimes it was just hard to be out of her own head. Butterflies entered her own tummy when she felt Hazel's well manicured hand reach out and grab her own and she shivered in anticipation. For all of the stuff that came with this kink this was what she fantasised about the most having that maternal figure take her in hand and take control for her own interest. She gave a gentle squeeze back with her own hand a way of giving her consent that this was okay. "Ice cream sounds good in this weather" Lucy agreed "Despite the air con the train was like a sweat box" "It's okay don't worry about it" Lucy said quickly not wanting to put out the impression she wanted a sugar Mommy or that she was for sale.

Lucy sighed with relief when the woman came over there were two fears she had, the first being she was being catfished/someone in her personal life was obviously getting her to expose her secret in a great conspiracy. The second was she would be a woman with no boundaries and run up to her cooing loudly and calling her baby girl thankfully the restrained warm greeting was a welcome change to those two ideas. "No it was fine, just one transfer" Lucy said smiling she was glad that she had used some of the money from her savings for a second class ticket allowing the journey to be relatively comfortable however if this was going to become a regular thing she would need a job to afford this. "It's so weird standing in front of you, it felt like everything in my head was telling me this wouldn't be real and would be like the horror stories you read online" She said careful to keep her voice down. Her backpack as instructed only kept the essentials for the weekend nothing more which would have really sucked if she was stranded with only some of her things to get her through until she could find a way back to her dorm.

Lucy exited the train a backpack strung over one shoulder, She was a small woman of about 5'4 with Asian features thanks to her Mother being half Korean. The nerves in her stomach made her wonder why she had agreed to this, she had the kink all her life but finally with some privacy that college presented she was able to explore and interact online. She was beginning to give up hope when a woman introduced herself to Lucy without all the disgusting personal questions but a simple how are you, it started as a friendship and blossomed into more to the point where it was finally going to become real. Her grey blue eyes scanned the platforms as she walked wondering where the woman she knew primarily as Mommy was, unaware that the woman was probably feeling a similar anxiety after all she was a college student come up for the weekend if it turned out to not be real then she would be out of pocket a fair bit from this little trip. She wore white sands, with denim blue shorts and a blue tank top due to the heat they had been experiencing lately.

"A baby shower is a special party for a Mommy and sometimes a baby" Skyler explained finding the question adorable however in her group of kink friends she couldn't think of a normal baby shower where the baby was a guest since it was usually before birth. "I'll get to show you off to all my friends, they'll bring gifts we can use, there'll be food and games doesn't that sound nice" Skyler cooed as her hands found the buttons on Ash's shirt "You ready to start your new job pumpkin?" she cooed