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  1. I would advise you to not try this again. Electrical shocks can cause burns to the tissue - which is how its used during surgery as electrocautery - and further cause strictures and other complications. A one or two time thing might be fine but if you're going for any more than that you should buy a raw chicken fillet to try and gauge the tissues' response to your specific voltage/amps.  Interesting experiment nevertheless!

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  2. Recently started wearing pull ups due to being tired of the constant anxiety over where the closest bathroom is, going every 30 minutes and never being able to go on trips etc. I feel much more free now.

    I've been experimenting with tena pants, abena and drynites. Even though drynites are for kids, they still fit me. Tena and abena rise super high above the waist so much that I have to fold it in order to hide it below my boxers whereas drynites don't have that excess material.

    What discreet pull up do you guys recommend that don't ride so high above the waist? What do you do to hide your diaper below your boxers (if you wear those)?

  3. 11 hours ago, babykeiff said:

    dipper,

    go see a good doctor / urologist. They can check out your sphincter function and if it is torn / damaged. It might have a hole in it that is causing the incontinence. If it is retrained / damaged beyond repair, pull-ups will be able to handle that.

    "Oh my god, if it's going to take years to retrain" - that is if it is feasible.

    Adult urine production is 800~2000ml per 24 hours (average) = 33~83ml per hour which is 50ml mean per hour.  You stated that you needed to void 3 times in a 2 hour period. Therefore, 2 hour production 66~166ml. Using the high figure, 166, divide that by three, it gives your bladder capacity at 55ml max (approx) before you void. Even the lightest inserts can handle that, but you may need to train your body not to hold / dribble.

    'Progressing to pee every 15 minutes' is an advantage rather than a disadvantage. Therefore, you void in quantities of 20ml every fifteen minutes rather than 83ml every hour, or  300~400ml every four hours. Thin inserts can handle upto 100ml, which means that you need to change every 45mins to an hour. Thicker inserts handle 200-300ml, which will last you 2-3 hours if you are voiding in 20ml blocks or less. However, if you are voiding in 200-300ml blocks, a pad / diaper can easily get overloaded trying to absorb that amount in one go. 

    Yeah 55 ml seems about right, that's when my bladder first starts contracting (50-100 ml). I think it's a disadvantage because I don't want to feel like I need to pee every 15-30 minutes. For this to be feasible i'd need to wear a diaper 24/7. 

  4. 5 minutes ago, deacon said:

    You are right it is what it is. Let me be the first to tell you a over night cloth diaper and rubber pants will hold you over five hours. I think  I could have gone at least three more hours and would have done just fine

    You are right it is what it is. Let me be the first to tell you a over night cloth diaper and rubber pants will hold you over five hours. I think  I could have gone at least three more hours and would have done just fine. What a feeling to pee siting up and no one knows what ou are doing so have fun with it and do not worry.

    I think they knew I was wearing though, because I had to bring a bag with my diapers into the bathroom every time I went to change. The flight attendants knew for sure because when I met her in the corridor she said "there's more spacious bathrooms by the end of the airplane" as I was about to go into one the bathroom, and when I got to the other bathroom I see it's for disabled/nursing lol. I don't know if it's because the saw the rollede up diapers in the trash bin or if they suspected it because of me carrying the bag.

     I'd rather have some people suspect me of wearing though than having an accident when seatbelt sign is on.

  5. 22 hours ago, deacon said:

    I would have said not on a plane b[ut I got back early afternoon from a five hour flight,, overnight cloth diaper, locking rubber pants and it was a thrill. I hate plane potys so this was the first time. I could drink as much of what ever I wanted and just pee in my diaper and enjoy that. Has anyone else done this?  I think I will always wear diapers on a plane. 

    I kinda have to wear diapers on planes because it's already happened once that I  was seconds from peeing myself during take off (I had gone to the bathroom just 10 minutes prior to boarding) and had to hold my crotch and jump around like a kiddo to not have an accident. I have to go to the bathroom about every 60 minutes nowadays. I kinda wish I could be like normal people and have a choice if I want to wear on the airplane or not but it is what it is.

  6. 19 hours ago, bungeman said:

    well actually just done 28 days/no infection but some discharge from tip of urethra ??/only reason i removed catheter is cause i have a urologist appy soon grrrrrrrrrrrr

    28 days with the catheter draining into the diaper? How often did you change the diaper and how often did you shower/clean that region? What is the secret formula? :P Normally, 1-3 days should be a relatively safe limit for open drainage according to my experience.

  7. 10 minutes ago, babykeiff said:

    Re - bedwetting (secondary nocturnal enuresis) is fully obtainable, but it does have side effects.

    One of the chemicals that is released during 'down time' is vasopressin which is an antidiuretic hormone and a nine amino acid peptide. The production of this hormone allows one to sleep without filling ones bladder to the need of voiding. We also release this hormone when we are tired / winding down / relaxing and not only during times of deep sleep. As a result, wetting while in ones' own bed asleep is a very specific set of circumstances that can be achieved via hypnosis and training - otherwise, one needs to be diapered / wearing pull-ups 24/7 to catch the times that we relax and void by reflex.

    Re - OP / Trained incontinence and 100-200ml bladder volumn before reflex voiding. Dipper, I am sorry to state that it seems to me that your bladder has lost its elasticity = does not stretch / expand before voiding. This will take a number of years to reverse (3-5 years), and requires the same type of training one employed when training a toddler :

    Nothing worn below the waist, and going to the bathroom every 30 mins, day 1, increase the frequency by 5mins per day (day 2, every 35 mins; day 3 every 40 mins etc) until the bladder relearns to stretch and the sphincters can withhold. 

    Unfortunately, this regime is not condusive to the time demands of an adult - where he/she needs to interact outside ones own home. You admit that you had to void 3 times in a 2 hour period = max 40 mins holding time. In your case, dipper, you are now bladder incontinent which means diapers 24/7/365. You have the choice on whether you retrain yourself to be pull-up dependant or stay as you are. I doubt that you will ever get to the stage that you can reliably go without protection.

    Another thing to be aware of is the state of repair of your sphincters. I suspect that your internal urinary sphincter is in working order, but your external urinary sphincter is damaged. That alone would cause you to void as soon as 100-200ml urine enters your bladder. The size of a relaxed unstretched empty bladder is different for everyone, and as soon as the bladder fills to the point in needs to stretch, the internal sphincter can open autonomically. Usually the external urinary sphincter locks closed - via contious control by sending the signal 'not to open' since the stretch sensors tell same to relax (open) when triggered by the stretching of the bladder.

    If this is situation , in your case, I suspect then that you will never regain control without some form of surgery -  artifical sphincter. Catheter play can damage urinary sphincters beyond repair. Even in this case, one will need to wear protection 24/7/365 and leave same open in the evenings etc. Secondly, an artificial sphincter does effect, in males, sexual function.

    All the above, I suggest that you communicate with your doctor in full. It might be better, in your case, to bite the bullet, and wear pull-ups / diapers 24/7/365 and change as need be.

    TO ALL:

    Infantile dependance on diapers 24/7/365 IS JUST THAT. An infant / baby, needs to be in diapers 24/7/365. Otherwise, there will be pee and poop on everything. The infant/baby does not intervene in its bodies needs - it lets it happen out of every orrifice and expects you to clean it up. An infant will wet and mess in a diaper and keep doing it. It does not try and hold anything even if the diaper is full and leaking everywhere. Parents here have seen their baby / child happliy playing with their poop after they took off their own diaper overnight / first thing in the morning.

    If you train yourself to be diaper dependant, be sure that you are wearing a diaper 24/7/365. That is what it means. Yes, we all feel sympathy to dipper, but like us all, choices have consequences, most are permanant and irreversible.

    Oh my god, if it's going to take years to retrain i'm going to be used to wear pull ups every day and my friends would have most likely already found out...hmm.  As it is right now, being totally without diaper is not possible as going to the bathroom every 30-60 minutes is disrupting my daily life (being on the bus, waiting in line, having an exam etc).

    I think you're right about the external sphincter because when my bladder suddenly contracts it doesn't automatically clamp like it used to years ago. Now it just kinda flows out unless I contract hard enough to resist the bladder contraction.

    Honestly it feels like such a hassle, and i'd much rather wear thin pull ups from now on, and maybe I can do some training while wearing them so I don't progress to having to pee every 15 minutes. 

    Thank you for your advice!

  8. 1 hour ago, rusty pins said:

    I am a little confused, though.  Dipper, in your original post it seems that you are worried about becoming incontinent, at least bladder incontinent after years of using catheters and all.  You did post in another incontinence desire forum, "I'm currently wearing a hollow butt plug after taking 2 tablets of a laxative. Every diaper change so far has been contaminated so to speak and when I went shopping i accidentally farted in front of people and had to excuse myself. I would say that this is quicker method of achieving incontinence :P Can you clarify for us what your intention is?  It seems you are worried about becoming incontinent because you are having a hard time holding it and having to pee more frequently.  You say in your first post, "I can no longer function without diapers and i'm debating whether to start with pull ups in order to retrain my bladder. I'll also visit the doctor soon to see what I can do to regain my continence. As of right now when i've had oral examinations in the university i've had to excuse myself to the bathroom three (!) times (during a 2h period) which obviously raised suspicions and laughter among both friends and professors.   I cannot continue without diapers in my daily life now and it sucks. I hope you guys think twice before wanting incontinence / functional incontinence as its something i've always wanted but now i'm sad that I can't live my life without fear of being far away from a bathroom".  Why, then are you wearing a hollow butt plug and taking a laxative and then going out shopping in public implying it's a quick way to achieve incontinence?  True, one is bladder continence and one is bowel continence and no offence, but it appears you are working at cross purposes here. 

    I am working at cross purposes and I guess that's the beauty of this fetisch.  I wish there was a way to play without it causing permanent changes.

  9. 29 minutes ago, rubbersheetmike said:

    My experience is that pullups are more discreet. Diapers are quite bulky. Fewer people notice pullups and they dont make as much noise. I started wearing them for urge IC although Im on a med now that reduces this. When I wear them and need to use a bathroom I just find a stall and there easy to pull down while standing up. Even though I dont need them as much now I still wear them. I guess its a psychologic attachment or security they create.

    Cool, I think I have urge IC too. Glad to hear i'm not the only one resorting to pull ups for this issue. Today in class I had to go real bad when the professor said he'll finish in 15 minutes but thankfully today I also wore pull ups which made me calmer. I actually managed to hold myself for twenty minutes until I reached the bathroom, although I did pee myself (rather a leak) a little just before I had time to remove the diaper. So they really do help a lot!

     I'm guessing you got oxybutinin or tolterodine? That's the medication i'm intending to get.

  10. 8 minutes ago, Inconito said:

    Sorry to hear about the struggle you have now you reached the goal.

    Some days I also consider what I'm doing and have done, I still think no have some minor control left, though not something I try to exercise, so don't know. What I do know after so many years is, that this is the right thing for me to do. But then again, I'm also older and have had lived my life as a youngster.

    I hope you'll be able to regain control, if that is truly what you want to, and live your life as you see fit. But do remember, being in diapers because of lack of control, is not the end of your life, yes some things may be more complicated and require more planning, but that's it.

    If you do fail retraining, try think on the positives, you don't have to participate in the potty dance....and when you meet the right girl, it doesn't matter, that you are incontinent.

     

    I'm afraid even wearing pull ups to dates even if I don't wet them. It's difficult to not get met with a disgusted face when you explain to them that you need it "just in case", at least before the person has started developing feelings for you. 

  11. 21 hours ago, Dubious said:

    I wear diapers even when I don't intend to pee in them as they usually are more discreet than adult pull-ups

    I can easily pee through the leg hole or pull diaper down, but I need to use a stall and/or lock the bathroom door as I will have to pull down pants

    When a family with 3 kids don't notice I wear...  or, they at least don't say anything...

    In my opinion diapers tend to be bulkier especially towards the back because they are made to accommodate for fecal incontinence. Pull ups don't rise as high in the back for this reason.

    7 hours ago, Rob110 said:

     Hopefully your urologist and his incontinence nurses (not sure what they are called) can help you regain control, I remember my first urologist saying one of his nurses would help confirm his diagnosis and work with me on my control issues since I decided to skip the meds I never followed though with seeing his nurse I just saw a second urologist a few years later to make sure my incontinence is nit caused by a life threatening issue. 

     Having to wear and use a diaper 24/7 can get you down once in a while but if you find you will require to be diapered 24/7 for the rest of your life due to damage done to your sphincter muscles it does get easier over time once you accept your need and you find a diaper you can trust to do its job.  

     Hopefully you will be able to regain full control and put diapers behind you, just be honest with your urologist it may be embarrassing to admit you have caused the issue your self due to catheter and diaper usage but the more information your doctor has the better chance he can help you.

    Remember you are not alone in needing diapers and you are right Incontinence is not something to wish for but is manageable if there is no choice .

     

     

     

    I'm probably going to have to wear pull ups from now on, at least for several months until my retraining is done. Hopefully my friends won't notice this change ?

    5 hours ago, MarkSmith said:

    It is so unfortunate that things we desire so much can have such lasting and difficult consequences.  When wearing diapers no longer become fun anymore but you have to wear them anyway it must feel like you are stuck in a prison.

    From a physical standpoint it sounds like you are not yet past the point of no return.  A medical professional should be able to get you back on dry ground again.  Now that you understand how incontinence can truly effect your life and your feelings learn from it and move on.  Your desires for diaper play and catheterization will still be there but now you understand the importance for you personally to use moderation when playing.

    No one really knows what they will feel when you realize you can no longer make it to the potty anymore.  When that happens to some, diapers can shift from fantasy to reality.  Diapers go from being fun to a burden.

    Just know that if the day ever came that you did have to wear diapers the rest of your life that your life is not over.  Everyone here understands your situation and honestly your story can now be read by others and become a learning tool.  I post the many positive feelings here of the happiness I feel as I become diaper dependant.  What works for me can be a prison sentence for someone else.  A cautionary tale is beneficial for those who are considering following a similar path.  

    I feel chained to the bathrooms at the moment. I had to tell my date I couldn't go to the beach, because I knew I wouldn't be able to hold it. I had to jump off the bus before my destination so I could relieve myself. I had to go to the bathroom several times during my examination which made the professors think I was cheating. Stuff like this really affects my life in a negative way. And the only thing I can do to help it at the moment, before I get prescribed meds or whatever, is to wear diapers which I also don't want to do :( 

    Don't get me wrong, i'm a DL and have always fantasized about being diaper dependent but it's different now when I have to put on a pull up in the morning for school even though I just want to wear skinny jeans or whatever.

  12. 23 hours ago, Dubious said:

    How they gonna notice that one is bulkier than normal, when one wear 24/7?  Lesson here is to wear at all times, so there wont be a difference 

    Adult diapers is still taboo, while babies in diapers are cute, babies and even toddlers run around naked and most people see it as something normal

    I have gone out in just a diaper, but in recent years I gotten new neighbors and there is cameras "everywhere" , so no more just diaper where I live, but I might try it when hiking

    It's not only because of the bulk - you can also see the outlinings of the diaper.

  13. 31 minutes ago, dlnoir said:

    I recognize a lot of what you are saying here. I have been into stent and catheter play for the last twelve or thirteen years now but I do not regret it, and I doubt I would ever stop. Let me start off I hope you’ll have no permanent damage. I know catheter play caused me more problems than stents that is basically why I discontinued catheter play and turned to stents. Now if you are able to hold close to 350 Ml that is pretty darn good. A healthy person can get first signals starting at 150 ML of urine in your bladder that doesn’t mean you will have to go right away there is still time. I know a urologist is quite happy if you can hold 250 to 300 ML. If I take out my stent I have to pee more often in the beginning but it will get better in time. I think if you keep yourself from catheter or stent play you’ll regain your most of your continence if not all. But I do agree with the entries of other members if you are in doubt or if you worry too much goo see a doctor and be open about what has been going on and what you did. Fot the tie being wear protection until things get better.

    I'm not able to hold it to to 350 ml other than in my apartment where I can hold my crotch, hyperventilate and jump around like a maniac without anyone thinking there's something wrong with me. Out in the real world where the only thing I can do is clench my sphincter I can hold it to around 200.

    It feels good to know that i'm not alone in this. I think the frequent insertion of catheters/stents is causing fibrosis to both sphincters and disrupting the detrusor trigone causing inappropiate contractions when only half full.

     

  14. 1 hour ago, Diapered Dave said:

    Your mention of the airplane reminded me of why I always wear diapers when flying, even though I only REALLY need diapers when sleeping... The last 2 flights I've been on, were delayed in take-off... Once for about 45 minutes, and the other time, over an hour. BOTH times, the seat belt light was never turned off, and the flight attendants would not let people move around the plane, INCLUDING getting up to use the restroom!!!  And these days, if you say anything they don't like, they throw you off the plane. I'm curious how many wet seats passengers leave behind!! I know I've walked off most flights with a wet diaper on. 

    Yeah actually before my return flight I bought a pack of diapers because I was scared it was going to happen again.

    Another daily struggle is a few days ago where I got nervous going on a date to a place I knew wasn't going to have any toilets around. I had to propose a different location for the date. 

    2 hours ago, rusty pins said:

    Yes, and no offence to those who want incontinence and do things to make themselves incontinent.  That's why I say, while to each his own, people need to really think where they may be in 10, 20, 30 or 40 years later and make sure at age 20 that incontinence for the rest of their lives is really what they want and have no regrets later.

    You are doing the right things by getting checked out.  You may have done some damage with catheters and years of diaper training but after exams, maybe it's possible you can regain total good bladder control with doing what the doctors suggest.  It may be difficult, but if that is your goal you can work hard at it.  Some have done it and reversed their daytime problems even though they have said they still require diapers for sleeping.  Age is on your side though, and get checked out, get a referral to a good urologist if needed, don't hold back when asked embarrassing questions and do what they say.  You can't fool a doctor and if he asks you if you have been using catheters, admit it as he probably knows anyway.  Good luck!

    Yes, sadly I wake up about once a night where I have to rush to the bathroom because my bladder just starts to contract on its own. My night time problems don't bother me as much because there's always a toilet nearby, but daytime problems is what's impaired my life because there are many situations where people just expects you to be able to hold it for over 30 minutes. Like when the teacher says "i'm going to finish in 30 minutes" and you have to insist on leaving.

    3 hours ago, Dubious said:

    Bladder will contain more liquid when you start using it again, so do as you suggested, wear pull ups for safety, but try to hold it and then use toilet

    I ordered thin pull ups from Tena just for this new purpose but when I tried them on with pants I could still see the outlines of the diaper, so i'm worried that my friends will notice. Also it's crinkly as crazy for some reason and someone will for sure hear me in the quiet classrooms.

     A few years ago my best friends actually hinted that he saw my diaper (thin one) so that's why i'm extra scared.

  15. 5 hours ago, Moochie said:

    Do I worry about people noticing my diapers in public/work?  A little bit, but certainly not enough to inhibit wearing diapers.  I am discreet with my diaper choice and clothing.  I don't like really bulky diapers for daytime wear; the "Goldilocks" diaper for me is not terribly bulky, yet sufficiently absorbent.  I have a few favorite diapers for daytime wear: Northshore Lite (white, blue, green, purple), Tranquility ATN, Rarw, Little Monsters, Wellness Original (pleasing light blue) and Little Builders (being discontinued). Even store bought diapers like CVS or Walmart, Depends are suitable and can be made more absorbent with a booster pad. At work I wear a sport coat that helps to hide any bulkiness, particularly after I have wet a few times and the diaper swells.  I work in a professional setting; I have a Ph.D.. No one has ever said anything, but sometimes I have thought that people were looking at my diapered area a little too long, but that could be my self-consciousness about the diapers. Just about everything we do, choices we make, have a risk:benefit ratio and for me the benefits of wearing diapers (enjoyment, pleasure, security, not by necessity) outweigh the risks.

    I've had experience with people staring at my diapered area too. I believe the outlines of the diaper can be spotted rather easily despite what people in the ABDL community are regurgitating. A close friend of mine started giving me hints that he noticed me wearing diapers (I was even wearing thin diapers).

    To answer the question, I don't care if strangers notice my diapers but I would be mortified if close friends found out. I'm probably moving to another country in a few years and i'm toying with the idea of getting myself a "new identity" as incontinent where all my new friends from the start would know I wear diapers. 

  16. 19 hours ago, AbabeBill said:

    It’s sad Dipper, sorry to hear this. I don’t want to lay any trip, or judgements on you. Hopefully, others can understand, it’s not the thing to do. That’s another story though. I hope you can regain control, and get to where you want/need to be, with respect to your blather control. Take it slow, and a step at a time, I’m sure you will do better, good luck! 

    Oh, and I’d like to ask anyone thinking of posting here to Dipper. Cut him some slack, no nasty remarks. I think he knows where it’s at. So if you say anything, please make it good, and positive. 

    I wanted to add that, cause so many people try to advise others not to try an make themselves incontenent. Don’t think we need an “ I told you so” rant here. 

    Thank you for your supportive words. While i'm not exactly incontintent, i've reached the point where the little continence I have is pretty much worthless in everyday situations (like when I almost peed myself during take off in an airplane because I couldn't hold myself for 20 minutes...)

     

    I would gladly appreciate if anyone knows how to revert this. The two weeks of kegel exercises i've done so far hasn't helped. 

  17. I've been measuring my urine output and frequency for the past week to get a sense of the severity of my problem. The conclusions i've made is that my bladder feels full at around 100 ml - 200 ml and I have to pee about once an hour. If I jump around like a kiddo I can hold mysel to 400 ml but i've also peed myself at that point. My bladder has become fully autonomous and contracts to empty on its own. If I have a diaper I don't have to breathe/relax like I used to do in order to pee. The bladder pushes the urine out reflexively like a baby. My ABDL side of me is obviously excited about this because i'm finally a diaper dependent baby, but it's affected my life quite severely the past year.

    I can no longer function without diapers and i'm debating whether to start with pull ups in order to retrain my bladder. I'll also visit the doctor soon to see what I can do to regain my continence. As of right now when i've had oral examinations in the university i've had to excuse myself to the bathroom three (!) times (during a 2h period) which obviously raised suspicions and laughter among both friends and professors.

    I believe this is all self inflected injuries from years of foley catheters and diapers that has trained my bladder to reflexively contract, diminished its capacity and weakened my sphincters.

    I cannot continue without diapers in my daily life now and it sucks. I hope you guys think twice before wanting incontinence / functional incontinence as its something i've always wanted but now i'm sad that I can't live my life without fear of being far away from a bathroom.

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  18. Anal stretching won't cause incontinence same way wearing foley catheters won't cause incontinence. You could possibly diminish your abilities to hinder evacuation by causing fibrosis from repeated injuries, creating a sort of urgency, but not outright incontinence. 

    I'm currently wearing a hollow butt plug after taking 2 tablets of a laxative. Every diaper change so far has been contaminated so to speak and when I went shopping i accidentally farted in front of people and had to excuse myself. I would say that this is quicker method of achieving incontinence :P

  19. On 3/10/2019 at 7:36 AM, Old_PA said:

    Received a dose of UTI using one of these. May be coincidence.

     

    It's not a coincidence. Reverse flow is only one of the ways you can get an infection. 

    The normal bacteria flora on our skin is what we get an infection from the majority of the time hence why stents seem to cause less infectionsl. Stents can also cause infection but from intraurethral bacterias. 

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  20. From the physicians' point of view (which is quite different from nurses etc) : If we encounter someone with a diaper it's almost always an indication to investigate further i.e ask the patient, read journal and so forth. I've met several patients with diapers, most of them old but a few young. In the latter case it's mostly been due to accidents, mental handicap etc.

     

  21. Hi folks. I rarely post here, but thought I could share this story of when I misjudge the capacity of my diaper while wearing a catheter.

    Yesterday I decided I wanted to revert to a stage of infantilistic helplessness - and what other tool serves its purpose better than a catheter? While fun sitting in my room, slowly dripping my problems away, I didn't quite achieve the thrill I was craving. The next day I got this brilliant idea of going to the library. I exuberantly packed my backpack; books, computer, and of course diapers for change. I was contemplating whether I should bring spare underwear since I was about to bring myself on a risky endeavor. But, who needs spare underwear when you got spare diapers, I thought. Pshh... 

    Arriving at the library, I tried figuring out how I know I've soiled myself enough to warrant a fresh diaper. All the normal clues were gone, I couldn't feel myself peeing so I had no sense of how fast I was filling the diaper, and neither could I feel the wetness since my diaper was held tight against my body. My only viable option was using the clock as my landmark. Thus, if I changed at 09.30, that means my next diaper change should be around 12.30. This worked out fine, although I had an innocent wet spot in my underwear. Being incontinent was easy!

    I was aiming for my second diaper change at around 15.00. After an hour however, I feel an ominous wetness on my left thigh, and swiftly head toward the bathroom. While there, I notice this little wet spot again and a fairly full diaper. I shrug it off thinking it'll hold another 30 minutes. I go back to my seat to finish the chapter I was reading, but after about 15 minutes I get a hint of a familiar smell - I didn't immediately recognize it. At first I thought I only got a whiff of a wet diaper smell, but then it struck me. It smelled wet underwear.

    I rushed to the bathroom in panic and discovered that my pants had two tennis ball sized wet spots, one on each side, and my underwear were soaked. I was hoping, and praying, to every god in every religion that none of my classmates noticed my wet spots on my pants (or smelled anything). I had no other choice than to remove my underwear and walk around with a diaper directly underneath my pants. This however led to the second problem; crinkling from my nonplastic diapers. As I walked back to my seat, cognizant of the noticable crinkle, I tried masking the sound by producing redundant noise like coughing, moving my backpack etc. I quickly grabbed my stuff to head home.

    Hopefully my classmates were too preoccupied with their prosaic studying to notice anything extraordinary. But, what an experience! Being incontinent wasn't easy after all, huh.

  22. On 2/1/2018 at 7:19 PM, Cruiser 03 said:

    You could talk to your doctor about Tamulosin( Flomax)it helps shrink your prostate, relaxes your sphincter's and dilate's the bladder neck for "improved stream flow"

    Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
     

    Tamsulosin wouldn't do anything for him if he doesn't have obstructed flow of some sorts. The doctor would refuse prescribing it. Also taking unnecessary medication is super bad. It leads to, as the previous person have stated - tachyphylaxis, which is a diminished desired effect of the drug and an exaggerated counter response when the drug is withdrawn.

  23. On 2/1/2018 at 11:32 AM, warpiper said:

    I'm an ER nurse, and working on my Doctorate of Nursing Practice to be an ER nurse practitioner. Is that close enough?

     

    Yes, that's close enough :) It's always nice to find a future colleague. I assume you enjoy working as a nurse seeing as you're doing a doctorate? 
    Have you ever worked in a diaper? Is that even possible with scrubs? I've never had the courage anyway.

    Also I don't know if this is something you can relate to, but, being ABDL and wearing diapers often has undoubtedly shrunken my bladder capacity to the point where i'm a bit reluctant of choosing surgery as a specialty, which sucks as i'm actually quite interested in it. 

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