Tonight is the first time i have worn in about 7 months, and I have missed it dearly. I have plenty of diapers, plenty of time to wear. I just haven't for some reason, I think its just a part of me trying to take control over the urge to wear them. I am not even embarassed about wearing anymore. Tonight I will put on my Attends Medium, and wear them with sweatpants over top. Tommorow morning, as people go in and out of my room(only comp in the house) they will hear them, and this time i don't care. I want them to know now...