I am 26, and have been in to girly things since 7yrs old. It was about 18 when I got my own place and came out of the closet. At the time I was scard to buy my own clothes because I was not sure how to try them on and know my size. Over time that passed and I started to buy my own clothes and wear them to local places that transgendered people were excepted. Diapers happened for me around that same young age let just say I would seek them from were ever I could get them till I started to buying my own. Note: If you have a girlfriend that understands you like I did. Have her go shopping with you. Also have one of the those I don't care what people think attuds and you'll be fine. Or go to places that you know you will not see people you know.