theonlyoneleft

Birthday today.

So I turn 26 tomorrow. And I just feel so sad. On the 6th late at night one of my best friends died of lung cancer. Id known them for 17 years, and today i was like: I wonder if they will want to come to my birthday, to only be reminded that there not here any more. Its tearing me up inside.

utterly devastated 

random fact about myself: forgetting things is my biggest fear, 90% of things from 6years back i cant remember.

woops, think i ordered to many diapers, cant store them all lol R.I.P

YAY they arrived, time to have a wonderful 3 days fully diapers

Cant't wait for my order to show up in the next few days....

gona get:

10 Bambino magnifico  
12 rearz rebel
10 cuddlz bright dayz
10 ABU lavander
20 abu cushies
10 ABU Barebum

<3 =)

Been a very frustrating day

Job Interview time, ergh so nervous... havnt slept in like 2 days

19days till im a year older..... i hate having a birthday near christmas, ruins all the fun..

A friend of mine was discussing fears with me. And I told them that my biggest fear is forgetting everything because my memory is abysmal so i don't remember things that happened like 5-6 years ago...

(Just thought Id share)

Ergh 16 days till i can order new diapers, oh well at least it  gives me time to plan..... just what diapers do i want this time.. decisions decisions.. what to do what to do...

We relish news of our heroes, forgetting that we are extraordinary to somebody too. (Random Quote)

-sigh- I wish I had some diapers.. but i have to wait..

*blushes* just a small collection of my toys

feavor is so not fun

zzzzzz

That sort of odd moment when your looking a dresses for your GF and part of you goes, i wonder what id look like it that.... yeah it diffrent kidna day i guess

I like buying new thing and buying gifts for my gf. it makes me feel better when everything else is shitty.

I can never catch a break, even on holiday everything fucks up on me =(

9 more days till i get to go back across the ocean to the love of my life. way too exited! =) <3

a full diaper, a full tummy and beer, what could be better?

diapers and toys make for one hell of a fun evening

I sleep better when i'm padded.