whocan

im seeing someone i am very much in love with. we have a history. but weve never actually been together. ive known about his fetish for years. now that we are seeing eachother its driving me nuts that he wont TELL me what he wants me to do. we dont live close but its our intention to move in together in the near future so the phone and text is really all we can do right now. just consider yourself lucky that your guy gives you actual information about what he wants. mine just keeps saying that im only pretending not to know what to say to him..... ive spent hours reading literotica on the topic and all i can really find is humiliation stories. i know hes more into the nurturing than the humiliating... but how in hell am i supposed to sext him i dont even know what to say to him! i know he wants me to use the word diaper. thats all i know for sure.... i wish hed just come here and we could do this physically so i have some level of experience to use to sext him. im just so scared to screw this up... i know thats silly. but ive had him on a pedastal for years. thats also silly. i am a willing participant. i just dont know what to say