I finally went in public for the first time today.
To be perfectly honest, I'm still testing the water with diapers. A while ago I was afraid to even go into the store and get them for fear of bumping into someone I knew. I also couldn't order them online because I'm still in college/ at home with my parents. But after a while I got up the courage and finally went to Wal-Mart and got a set of Depends.
Oddly enough, as I went at home and tried them out, I began to learn how to cover it up and getting the most out of my diapers. I started putting used ones in ziplocks, peeing in small bursts to let the diaper absorb it, and throwing it out outside of the house. I've gotten really good.
So after a while of figuring out the best way to do these, I decided to try using diapers continually. I haven't used a toilet for about 3 days.
And, today was the first time I went in public.
See, I went to a Wal-mart where I usually don't meet people that I know, went into an vacant aisle, and just let it go.
As things got warm, I pretended to look at various items. I got nervous that something would come out a little. And it did. Near the end of my wetting, I noticed a couple of warm droplets trickling down my legs. I got embarassed..
My mind was racing. 'Would anyone notice? What if someone points it out? Oh God, someone's gonna laugh.'
But, before I did anything else, I looked down. I noticed that there wasn't a drop.
'Huh. I guess I just overreacted.'
So, I walked down back through the aisles, diaper full, still a little nervous that something could go wrong. But, I was amazed. No one even noticed I had a diaper on.
And because of this, I went over to the diaper aisle and bough some more. Though I bought a slightly bigger size.
I might try this again soon, but I'm definitely going to keep things simple for now. I'd rather make sure that I know the limits of my diapers before I do it again. I might even try to get something a little more absorbant.
You guys got any suggestions?
Thanks for reading!