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Thanks guys! In the future I might try to go for a longer run, but for now I'm just gonna wear when I feel like.

Look, I just wanted to thank the people who kept me from going overboard on the whole incontinence desire thing. I realized I got my whole life to toy around and experiment and I shouldn't move too quickly into something just because I like it for a time. I want to try out as many things with it as possible and not commit myself only to regret it later like I've done with so many other projects. As for the future, there are things I'd still love to do with diapers. I'd like to wear in public every now and again, get out my big bushy cloth for cold days, and maybe even make a small cloth to use around when I get that urge. So, thanks to all of you for knocking some sense into me. I intend to keep wearing, just not 24/7.

Yeah, it's sending me to PowerSurge. I got on the chat okay, but just not the forum. Thoughts?

During the year, I'll be taking dance classes. To hide diapers, I'll probably start using up the Depends I got (they don't hold much, but they also don't bulge, nor is dancing around a bathroom time). Maybe after I'll use a guard or something.

Sounds like a plan. Thanks!

So, I've been looking into the 12 month program, and one of its main points is to look into hypnosis mp3s and listening to them to get your mind used to the idea of bedwetting and incontinence. I looked through the forums and found that people assumed he was referring to EMGs tapes made pre 2005 (stuff like Curse Bedwetting and Instant Wetting). I tried them out last night and.... They're absolutely awful. I don't want to seem like a tech snob, but there are just so many small errors he makes that take me out of what he's saying. Each time I feel like I'm getting into it, there's a dog in the background, or a heater turning over, or he records twice in completely different settings. And even then, his extreme repitition and telling you how to feel kill the mood. I've used hyposis tapes for other stuff, and I've seen hypnosis work on me. But EMG is horrible. Does anyone have any suggestions for better hynotists or better tracks?

The darkest I get is some alcohol now and then. And even then, not to excess.

Around the age of 13 or 14, I was at a lake with my family. Me and my sisters were swimming around, having a good time, until I suddenly had to go number 2. Unfortunately, the toilet was on the other side of the park and up a hill, so I had to hurry. On the way, I was on the edge. And I started to wonder an odd thought for me at the time. I was curious if I could simply "go" in my pants, and then just walk to the toilet, cleaning it out there. However, every time I geared up to go, I saw someone coming the other way. I moved on. Eventually, I made it to the toilet. I went into the stall, and just before I went, I noticed that I was still interested in going in my pants. No one was here. I had my chance. So, I did it. I went in my swimming trunks. And I loved it. I don't know exactly what it was, but I loved the feeling of going in my trunks. I had a flood of excitement and joy from doing it. And when I was done, I simply cleaned it out and moved on. From there led my years into exploring this concept, moving slowly from just pooping in plastic bags to actually buying diapers to even now seeing how long I can go without a toilet. It's bee a fun ride, I can say.

Dang. I'm reading all the horror stories of people punished as a kid for wetting the bed. I guess I was just really freaking lucky, cause the one time I wet the bed as a kid, my folks just washed the sheets, said it was okay, and never mentioned it again.

Hello! Nice to meet you!

Hello! I'm also new to this site.

Thank you very much! I will look into these!

Sounds like a good plan. Are there any brands you would recommend?

I finally went in public for the first time today. To be perfectly honest, I'm still testing the water with diapers. A while ago I was afraid to even go into the store and get them for fear of bumping into someone I knew. I also couldn't order them online because I'm still in college/ at home with my parents. But after a while I got up the courage and finally went to Wal-Mart and got a set of Depends. Oddly enough, as I went at home and tried them out, I began to learn how to cover it up and getting the most out of my diapers. I started putting used ones in ziplocks, peeing in small bursts to let the diaper absorb it, and throwing it out outside of the house. I've gotten really good. So after a while of figuring out the best way to do these, I decided to try using diapers continually. I haven't used a toilet for about 3 days. And, today was the first time I went in public. See, I went to a Wal-mart where I usually don't meet people that I know, went into an vacant aisle, and just let it go. As things got warm, I pretended to look at various items. I got nervous that something would come out a little. And it did. Near the end of my wetting, I noticed a couple of warm droplets trickling down my legs. I got embarassed.. My mind was racing. 'Would anyone notice? What if someone points it out? Oh God, someone's gonna laugh.' But, before I did anything else, I looked down. I noticed that there wasn't a drop. 'Huh. I guess I just overreacted.' So, I walked down back through the aisles, diaper full, still a little nervous that something could go wrong. But, I was amazed. No one even noticed I had a diaper on. And because of this, I went over to the diaper aisle and bough some more. Though I bought a slightly bigger size. I might try this again soon, but I'm definitely going to keep things simple for now. I'd rather make sure that I know the limits of my diapers before I do it again. I might even try to get something a little more absorbant. You guys got any suggestions? Thanks for reading!