BabySarahTS

Basically, I think anyone who does this is in a do-or-die situation. I wouldn't put up with all the sh*t I get for being trans unless the alternative was to go cuddle up to a bridge abutment at 140mph. This isn't something people do on a whim. I just woke up, and I'm really out of it, so this isn't the most sensical writing. Still, if you think this is a bad idea, what would you have us do? What about those of us (myself included) who were born inbetween and only assigned a gender via a surgeon's knife? Should we just turn on the TV and suck it up? I dunno about you, but a big part of being alive for me is to make things happen, instead of worrying if I'll "really" be happy. As I see it, happiness is a byproduct of function, and I do not function as a boy.

These are both recent. They're a little small, as I use them for avatars in other places. Egad. I'm a little nervous, but what the heck. I'm gonna go hide under the bed now. Tell me when it's safe to come back out. (...and yah. That's my real hair.)

I've experienced this before, and it was going on long before I began to engage in diaper play. Like you said, it's really not enough of an issue for me to warrant seeking medical advice, but I'm curious about it anyway.

Yah. I was convinced during childhood (even after I knew better) that I would somehow grow up to be a girl. I am intersexed as well (though I was never told and only found out about 2 years ago) and it still amazes me that I took all of my differences in stride. I always thought that the school sex-ed films were lying, because I knew that some boys (or boy-bodied people) like myself had clitoreses. I tried to transition once at 19 as well and had a huge crisis of faith and stopped for a while. Thanks for the well-wishing, and I hope things go well for you in this regard as well. If you don't mind discussing it here, why will it be another 2 years before you can do anything about it?

I just wanted to say hello to everyone. I'm a 27 year old intersex/transgender female, and I'm just starting to explore my diaper loving side. I've pretty much explored all of the other kinks that I've been curious about, but I've always been ashamed of being into diapers. I've been wearing and wetting (mostly at night) for the last 9 months or so, and I must admit that I'm completely hooked. Although I'm out about everything else to (almost) everyone I know, I still feel the need to keep my dl tendancies undercover - at least until I can find someone to play with. Anyway, hello everyone.

You're not alone. I've been dealing with gender issues for the last 22 years or so, had one unsucessful transition attempt, and am trying it again. I've just started to explore my AB side, and only recently joined this site. ...It's late, and I forgot where I was going with this. Drat. Anyhow, if you ever need to blow off steam, I'm here to listen.