TeddyBear

GOD HOW I MISS MY FRIEND, MY PARTNER, MY SPECIAL PART OF ME AND WHO I NEED TO CONTINUE TO EXIST ON THIS PLANET.

Still needing my friend.  Knowing she has had her own hurting along with my own.  But wishes she were here.  Reaches out and holds her hand.

God, I need you my friend.  Where did you go?  My heart is broken in a thousand pieces and I cannot ever find them all.

There is other to follow for others, but for the one who this is intended for, may you see this, may you feel this, may you know my heart is broken in a thousand pieces that will never be mended.

I miss my friend...

For those who know me here, I am still Teddy Bear, but I am just a shell of the person without my friend.  I exist, but only exist.  I miss my friend.  You will likely not know this hollowness as you communicate with me, but I am just half or less than I used to be.  Of all the things I have accomplished or hope to accomplish in my life, it is just a hollow and shell of the greatness I could be with my friend.  I will be here to uplift and create friendships with others who are of this unique interest, but amongst everything that I am or ever hoped to be, is my friend.

Dedicated to the one I will always love

May you see this and know how much I am loving you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54n52zBb2gU

"My tears wet my pillow at night and are a continuous faucet that never stops"

No matter where I go or where I am, my heart, my love, and my greatest desires will always be for my mummy (who knows who she is). I pray that she may know how much she will always be part of who I am.  She is my mummy, my little friend, and my soul mate in every sense.

Update 2021/06/16

Still missing you, don't know if I will ever stop doing so

As I go about this season, I hope I will always return, and always return to you.

Forever loving you