Shantopia

Thankyou all for your help, i am by no means suggesting he has an attraction to children i never meant for it to sound that way, i was trying to point out that with children i personally cant see the attraction as to me as a mum its a chore, please dont take that offensively, i have been chatting with a lovely lady whom i have known for years, also a diaper lover which i only found out when i raised my concerns about my partners behaviour, who has helped me to incorporate his DL into the bedroom that works for both of us, although i can honestly say i will never personally enjoy wearing them myself , i have discovered that i enjoy him using them, i wont go into the details, i have learnt from talking with her and my paetner that all we needed was to talk air the laundry and take it from there, we have found a way to incorporate both our sexual preferences and we have a much better life for it

No im a girl lol

I recently found out my partner is a Diaper Lover, it has really knocked the trust out of me, i didnt find out until we had been together for nearly 2 years, i have a 3 year old child from a previous relationship and im currently 5 months pregnant with my partners child, i found out by guessing when he told me he had a big sectet, i have tried understanding but its completley shaken me, hes not a big talker and when i ask about it he clams up, he will only tell me certain things when hes drunk, he waits until im asleep before indulging and ive woken up a couple of times to him masturbating, i feel lost and completley betrayed and honestly a little sick, i love him dearly but its gotten to the point im losing sleep ovwr it, im to scared to.go to sleep incase i wake up to it again, a few months ago i woke up in the middle of the night went to the living/kitchen room and caught him masturbating on the sofa to girls in diapers, he says he fantasizes about me wearing them but ita just not my thing, he has accounts which he showed me to different aites including japanese shemale pornography, he admitted once that he doesnt think im enough for him as i won't participate and we split up over it, it was during this time i found out i was pregnant, i really am trying to support him and let him so jia thing but i just dont know if i can cope anymore, its silently destroying my life but i dont qant him to think he has to give it up to please me, im at a total loss now.