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Last night I decided to go out and buy some diapers. I went out to the local target a d baught some Depends size small. It was a little bit Embarrassing, but I thought about it and decided that this is part of who I am, Why should I be embarrassed to be myself? I went home and drank some water. Then I put on the diaper and went out on a walk. It was like 11:00 at night. I walked for awhile then decided that I had to go pee. I was walking over this wooden bridge that went over train tracks. I stopped in the middle and just went. It felt so good. Even just wearing the diapers made me feel good. It was like I felt safe and secure. It maid me feel like a little kid. I would say maybe around kindergarten age. At that age I had to wear diapers for real because of some personal stuff. That lasted until 2 grade. It wierd how something that really embarrassed me at the time, now makes me feel good. Any insights? Just really wanted to share this. I also went to CVS last nigh on my way home from walking. I got some baby wipes and some baby powder.

I wore one for awhile. It did help me sleep.

I baught diapers from CVS a few months ago. I was really nervous but I just said to myself that it did not matter what anyone thought. I just did it. It took a lot of talking myself up. But once I did it, I felt so good.

Over the weekend I was on break from working summer camp. I decided to spend it in Washington DC. While I was there I decided to go to CVS pharmacy and purchase a bag of adult depends. I was really nervous but just went and bought them. No one even said a word about it. I have been wearing them to bed the last couple of nights. And I feel so good. Just wanted to share.

Just wondering if there was anyone else on the site who is blind or visually impaired. If so have you ever been to a national Federation of the blind convention? Just wanting to reach out to others that are like myself.

Yes, it is really encouraging to see that there are other Christians who have the same feelings.

Is it too that Seattle has a lot of cloudy days? About a month ago it was cloudy for almost 3 weeks straight in Minneapolis. People were starting to say that we were going to end up beating Seattle number of cloudy days per year.

Yeah, I know what you mean. I've been on vacation and out of the east coast for a few weeks now and I definitely prefer the Midwest weather. It's not that it's much harder or more humid than it is in the Midwest; the difference is that it is always humid.

I am blind, I say that because I use alternitive Techniques to do things. As far as using a computer I use voice over for the Mac. I also have an iPhone, Which is completely accessible for those who are blind. I actually can see a little but not too much.

Ok, I. See your points. I just thought it would be a good idea. Yea, I am at a convention right now, so that is why I thought of it. I am at the National Federation Of the blind convention In Orlando Florida.

Ok, I. See your points. I just thought it would be a good idea. Yea, I am at a convention right now, so that is why I thought of it. I am at the National Federation Of the blind convention In Orlando Florida.

Yea, I have never been able to find a munch in Minneapolis. And I want to meet others.

So, I am sure this has been brout up several times. Buy our community should organize a national convention. Before I came to this website I would have never said that. Now, I am an AK/DL and proud. I want to meet others like myself.

Hey little Jason Glad you found this website. If you want to talk feel free to message me.

Yea, I agree. For me personally, I could see myself messing myself on a less frequent basis just because the result is not fun to clean up. If I could find diapers I think I would wet them at least at night.

Yea, I go a long time with out wetting or messing myself. It is sexual for me because the end reslt is erection.,(You know). After I finish I always feel horrible. To be honest, I actually don't think I will mess often. Too much work and the clean up sucks. But it is like when I am messing myself I am in a totally different place. I see myself as a kid. Thanks

As a sentence on my previous posts, When I first realized that there was something different about me, It had nothing to do with diapers. At least not the start. See, when I first entered middle school. It may even have been a little bit before that. I'm not exactly sure on the time, But I definitely know it was somewhere between late elementary school and early middle school. li had this urge to wet my pants. There were times that I would do this and then hide the wet cloths behind my bed. Not exactly sure why it just felt good. So my initial fixation was not on diapers themselves. It was the feeling of wetting myself. For some reason this was the only I could, achive an erection ( Sorry, not trying to be too descriptive.) As I naturally progressed I decided to one day try messing. I like to the feelings that as well. I don't do it often, the majority of the time it is lived out in a fantasy in my mind. I guess I'm not sure what my question is, I just want to know if anyone else has experienced this or can give me some insight. As I've said before, this website is really giving me a chance to Explorer part of myself that I thought for years was wrong. A part of myself that I hated. Even a part of myself that I tried to deny. So thanks again for the amazing community you all have provided me.

I have been thinking about wearing them at night. I don't need to, but I want to.

I can completely understand what you're saying about religion. I became a Christian two years ago and up until about a month ago I always felt so guilty. Even before I was a Christian I felt guilty. I felt like there was something wrong with me and that I was different. For me, my face is still very important to me. Following Christ and trying to show his love Is how I want to live my life. It's only been about a month since I've started To a accept myself, It's definitely a slow And emotional process. I believe in my heart that Jesus loves me. Not because of anything I've done not because of the person I am or will one day be; But because of what he has done. Thanks so much for posting all of these responses. It is so inspiring to listen to other peoples Experiences with Realization and acceptance. Keep on posting

ABDLprincesmegan, Welcome to the site. This is a great place to meet new people. Hope you enjoy reading the forums and chatting with people.

Hello and welcome, I have been part of this community for only about three weeks. It's really been great for me and I hope that it helps you, just as it did me. There's a lot of great people on here and a lot of very useful information throughout the fourms.

I haven't actually worn them for a few years. But I think about it a lot. And I had she could see myself one day wearing diapers. Whether or not it would be 24/7 I don't know. I don't think so though, But you never know.

So, I was just wondering if any of you guys ever gotten caught wearing diapers, You're by a family member, or a friend, or someone you We're not expecting to find out? How did you handle the situation, And when you look back do you think you might've handled it differently now? This hasn't happened to me, but I think it's always something good to think about and get ideas and feedback from others.

So, tonight was wonderful. I went on a walk with a friend and we were walking through a park. He says to me hey, there's some swings do you want to go and swing? I said yes and we sat on the swings for about a half-hour. It felt so good.