SoCalGav

Cool. But I think those have already been posted. Keep up the good work though and keep lookin!

Also remember... Those things we fantasize about, and the pictures we see aren't real, and probably couldn't ever be real in the way we imagine them. Anyone who has tried to make them real knows what I mean. The closest I've presonaly got to manifesting my fantasies is having a girlfriend who accepts my desires, and even participates now an then. This is the most I am going to hope for, and I CHOSE to be satisfied with that untill marriage comes along. There are a lucky few who come pretty close to totaly fulfilling the fantasy, they meet another person who shares a similar fantasy and they can have some fun, but even if you ask them, its not like the fetish ends or goes away. The best stories I've heard though are stories that happen within the context of a marriage or similar long term relationship. There is nothing like sharing a special intimate side of yourself with a person who is totaly in love with you, rather than somebody selfish just looking to have some fun. PS sorry for taking so long to reply!

Bump. So when can we expect the next chapter?

If liking diapers is at the core of your being, that is pretty sad... sorry to say. Not trying to be insulting, but we aren't defined by our sexuality. And the addiction recovery group was based losely on AA, we had a 12 step method, and I had a sponsor ect. There wasn't anyone like forcing me to do anything, we just shared with eachother what we struggled with and talked alot, it really put things in perspective. If this thing was merely "Predilection" to me I wouldn't have joined a recovery group, I was showing signs of addiction, so I did what I needed to do.

Does it ever stop? It stops when you chose to stop it. You used the word addiction. Its a scary word, but Dr. Drew Pinsky says that addiction is the leading mental health problem facing America today, we always tend to associate the word with drug use, but if you really study addiction almost every person alive is addicted to something. One night I was chatting online and a person was asking me the normal first time conversation battery of questions. eg. "what kind do you wear" "asl?" "wet or mess?" ect. and finaly they asked "How often do you use?" What struck me was the word USE. You normaly get asked, "How often do you WEAR?" but this person said "use". "Use" is a word that addicts use. And I came to realize this is an addiction, it alters my everyday normal thoughts, it changes my way of thinking, it changes my behavior, it takes up money. I hope some other people reading this can relate to what I'm saying, and even feel convicted. Seriously just do some research on sexual addiction, if you dare. Some people claim "its not a sexual thing" or "its a comfort thing", well thats fine but it doesn't make you any less addicted. I challenge every person to try to go a week without thinking about anything ab/dl related, nay a day! Maybe just make a mental not of how many times a day you think about it even. My personal results were alarming. I finaly joined a sexual addiction recovery group and found others like myself. I have never been happier, and I have found TRUE ballance in my life. I no longer feel the need to scour the net looking for girls into ab/dl, I no longer feel the need always have diapers, I wear much less often if ever, I realize that my desires can be acted out in a healthy way with a partner who truely loves me, not some other ab/dl just looking for a self satisfying experience. The shame is gone, the guilt is gone, the pain is gone. I am happy. PS. I am open to criticism, comments, advice, giving advice. I know that not everyone will agree, and not everyone will be able to relate, this is just my 2 cents, I found what worked for me.

All this from an unregisterd user?

Geeze, I keep checking back everyday, I just can't wait for more! And I really appreciate how the story keeps you interested but doesn't rush things like so many other stories. Awsome job!

Haha, yes, aby.com. We traded a few emails back and forth mainly discussing religion, and I was waiting for you to get back to me last time I checked! No worries, I know you get tons of emails from fans. Talk to you soon.

Wow, a girl that knows her diapers! That is hot! My hat is off to you diapergirl80.

I used to wear a safety pin on the outside seam of my shorts/pants right near the pocket. One person in one of my classes actualy guessed what it was for after I had been asked a few times why i wore a safety pin there, of corse at the time I was quite scared and quickly denied it. But I have always like the safety pin as an insignia for many reasons, mostly because it is different from pride logos and it is quickly written off by anyone with out "diaper radar". And there is a difference between diaper pins and safety pins, diaper pins are easily distinguishable from safety pins and are not typicaly associated with anything punk/goth. I would most defininately put a diaper pin sticker on my car or wear a diaper pin somewhere on my clothing. I think a pink and/or blue diaper pin would be the way to go. Keep posting, we need more input!