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So.. if anyone's wondering about my cherubim icon. It's from Germany... here's the scoop. My facebook, my emails. everything that I've had for 17+ years of my life. more hours spent on then any relationship I've ever had. even greater then My relationship with god...

I was locked up in a hospital because a doctor had stalked me for 31 years of my life. I don't know what happened to this Canadian gem. but what I do know is that They were so positive I was a pedophile that they drugged me up and put me in a group of people who had multiple personality disorders. now I have multiple personality disorder. let me explain to what it's like. Everyone around always seems very boisterous as if taunting you 24 seven. If it wasn't for the sado-masochism that I have due to the fact that (if I were to explain on here the details of the situation involved it would go to such an extreme that even this forum would delete the information.) I know people will pay you money to delete this off the internet. I have been complaining about Canada's medical system for a long time. the level of exasperation and even now as the room fills with activity that just isn't there. My mind has from what I estimated about 17 distinct personalities. It felt like a jagged electrical 3 dimensional cookie cutter Bolstered through my mind and separated all the remnants of who I was and left me with all Kinds of day dreams. If they offer you any money to delete this don't go lower then $60,000,000JAPANESE CURRENCY for every abdl that's on this board. They were so doubtful I was an abdl, due to this doctor Lessing. When I was 3 years old she IQ tested me. Shortly after an incident with a couple who (well like I said before the kind of childhood I had was so profane, that it defies the logic of any level of explanation that would be acceptable even in the so called free world.) I was locked in a psycke ward, because of there doubt. the only thing that keeps me peaceable is the psychosymatic levels of empathetic sexual subordinate self control, that slightly turns me on and ever since people started to delete my information off the internet I reasoned and self taught myself to feel so I could get over it. I imagine that the people who did it to my facebook. many of them killed themselves a long time ago. which is fine. at least they got to experience this so called feeling of love that for me was just a test. Love is an IQ test. By the way. I cured AIDs.