[Waking up messy?]

Agreed. Often the mess itself is contained, but the blankets and sheets need a hazmat team from the smell x_x

[anybody wet themselves to the soud of running water]

I definitely find myself wetting while washing the dishes, and 100% of the time I will pee the minute I sit down in the bathtub. Pretty much anytime I use a hose too. So yes, water is definitely a trigger for wetting for me.

[Seeing people in diapers]

I find myself looking for diapers on other people pretty much every time I use public transit. I have had my suspicions, but I've never been sure.

I have seen someone wearing a revol repaid shirt though :3

[Wearing/Wetting in Public Followup]

I usually wear tight fitting jeans that mask the bulge fairly well, but every time I stand up I have to pull up my pants and adjust my shirt. Especially after driving around in a bucket seat

Pretty much if I'm in a hurry and that adjustment slips my mind, I have and inch or two of diaper showing.

[Just Diapers Or Pajamas Too?]

As of right now it's usually just a diaper. I get really hot at night (everyone who has slept next to me calls me a furnace) and I thrash around a lot, so shirts and pjs get all twisted up :/

I've been waking up to a wet bed and a soaked M4 the last few mornings. I'm sure after a few months in "Certainty" brand diapers I will be really excited to switch to cloth... Maybe I should invest in rubber panties instead of vinyl.

[Wearing/Wetting in Public Followup]

Since I wear 24/7 out of necessity, I don't have much of a choice. As Kensei said, it's that or wet/messy pants.

That being said, I really don't go out of my way to overly conceal the fact that I wear diapers. I'm sure that they're often poking out of my waistband or out from under my skirt when I bend over, but I'm not worried about other peoples opinions at all.

It's one thing if you have a humiliation fetish, but I just try not to spend half of my day worrying about whether the cashier at Trader Joes noticed my diaper.

[Waking up messy?]

I usually wake up messy at least once or twice a month. Most of the time it's because I ate something I shouldn't have. Since I had my gallbladder taken out, my BMs have become predictable within a few hours, but are usually very sudden and very soft.

[How Did You Figure Out You Were Lgbt]

I knew I wanted to transition at age 4, but at that point it was wishing on stars that I'd wake up a girl until I was 12 or so and saw this dateline (or something like that) special about a trans woman who was in a car accident (she raced funny cars) and had been wearing women's clothes under her fire suit. There was a big fuss, and she decided to come out. Then I had some real words to put to the feeling of being born in the wrong body.

As far as being pansexual goes, I've known I liked everyone since I was very young, and had a lot of firsts in my teens :3

Scary stuff growing up in southern Indiana in the 90s haha.

[Knowing that you WILL have to poo in your diaper]

I end up pooping my diapers daily. Usually a first one within the first hour I wake up, and then sometime after dinner.

I have definitely had unexpected surprises. Thankfully these days I take activated charcoal with every meal. That cuts down on the smell a lot. Even if I have some diaper bulging catastrophe I can usually manage to get to a place where I can change and not have people sniffing the air behind me.

[So I sleep on my side a lot... And no surprise...]

Unfortunately for me I don't have the luxury of being able to change often, so I wear M4s 24/7.

I'd have to start off with like 4 to feel safe, and would have to wash them daily... Hopefully I'll be able to soon, but I'm often not able to restock until I'm down to the diapers in my diaper bag.

[A good Place to Wear Diapers at?]

I've gone without changing even when I knew I was going to (and did) leak just to avoid nasty bathrooms. Especially port-a-potties.

[Nappy/Diaper Dreams]

I had one recently where I was in the city and had left my bag at home so I had no changes.

I was wearing a skirt, and just seemed to be soaking myself the whole time. Instead of leaking though, my diaper just swelled until it was ten times the size.

Woke up to find I'd leaked everywhere :/

[diapered air travel]

I flew from SFO to Indy a few weeks ago and had no trouble departing. The return trip I had to go through the scanner, but my diaper was dry so there were no issues.

They did test my baby powder, but I was just glad to be flying home and didn't care.

[So I sleep on my side a lot... And no surprise...]

I had this same problem :/

Abena M4s work well for me, cause they're a bit big, but I have a waterproof mattress cover for any unforeseen events. I can't afford to switch to cloth yet, so I try to at least start off sleeping on my stomach. I still move a lot, but I deal with unstuck tapes on soggy diapers more often than leaky ones.

[So I sleep on my side a lot... And no surprise...]

It's really not, but for me I never have enough capital to buy enough diapers to last even a few days. I barely afford M4s, and sometimes resort to walgreens brand even

I'd switch to cloth in a heartbeat if I had the money :/

[How come?]

Never done (illegal) drugs, highly doubt I ever will... Seems like if you need drugs to have a good time then something seems seriously wrong...

I don't buy that taking drugs lets you see what reality is and metaphysical crap... All it does is mess up your brain and nerves so the it miss fires wildly and creates crazy visuals and sound, nothing reality bending, just a weird light show in your brain.

False. Hallucinogens when used properly can be incredibly helpful in exploring new pathways of thought. Think of it as realizing there's an enormous desert when all you really noticed before was a single grain of sand.

[How come?]

aside from being being little part which doesn't describe me at all, this fits me perfectly. I prefer to use a tabletop vaporizer though. There is plenty of taste. No smell, I can't speak for smoke. General pharmacology got me onto this site. Making me incontinent instead of helping headaches… Medical cannabis has revolutionized my life. I do not drink, and I haven't use hard drugs since 2006. I haven't drank since 2013. I believe in full legalization of everything.

My little side is more of an occasional de stress these days. It really helped me to cope with needing diapers again.

[Times when being incontinent SUCKS!]

I'm able bodied as well, but in my family muscle atrophy in those areas is genetic. There are people in my family who never had to wear, some that wore since birth and are in their 30s, some who have always had bed wetting problems, and some like me who had problems in their teens.

I've had a lot of damage to my pelvic area through skateboarding, falling, and through sexual abuse.

I have no cane, I run on weekends, and I work nearly full time doing landscaping and gardening work. I have about a 30 second warning or none at all for both 1 and 2.

You have NO IDEA about people's medical history. You want to be skeptical, keep it to yourself until proven otherwise.

[How come?]

You're how old? I am how old? Which of us has seen the far side of 45 and what 45 year old stoners look like when they can't remember the lyrics to IN-A-GADDA-DA-VIDA or BORN TO BE WILD or even who Jim Morrison was

Then comes "that night" or a recording of what they were playing that they thought sounded so great when they were playing it and it sounds like nothing they remember and then they realize what is meant by "altered state of consciouness"

I am from the Psychedelic Era. Every stoner and boozer that I knew said that when they were under 30 and burned out when they were 40 and many of them were dead by age 55

First off, I am only 29 yes, but my mom grew up in the psychedelic age, and she's turning 60. All of her health problems are due to smoking cigs, but her memory is still as good as mine. She's constantly working at her CNA job, and has a ton of side promotional things she helps organize for people. Moderation has always been the key to not ending up permafried.

I will never forget those lyrics, because they were too doped up on heroin to actually sing "in the garden of Eden" (My ex is actually the niece of one of the members of Iron Butterfly)

And thank you, Economics. It's a little easier here in California to avoid the whole "all stoners are blank idiots who have no memory" argument, because the people getting help from dispensaries are every day normal people. I know people in extremely high powered business fields (think million dollar clients) and even people working in quantum physics (like as a researcher with his own lab) who use cannabis for medicinal purposes and are still excelling at their jobs.

If you smoke from dusk till dawn, you're going to be a little dopey. If you use it just as you would any medicine, when you need it, then your memory and mind are fairly safe.

[Times when being incontinent SUCKS!]

I was up and out of there pretty quick, and was wearing dark jeans and a long coat. Probably not.

[How come?]

Not only that, but you don't brag much, either

Sorry, just defending myself from folks who think stoners are all unambitious deadbeats.

[Times when being incontinent SUCKS!]

"Wow, that woman has a nice ass, check it out."

They don't even know that ass is made from a diaper.

One of my favorite experiences was this douchebro that was checking me out on the subway in SF. He was kinda staring at me, so as soon as I got an open seat I sat down. I guess I sat weird on my diaper, because as soon as I sat down I felt my butt get super warm, and then my thighs. I leaked everywhere. My stop arrived, I jumped up and hopped out of the train. I looked back to see the guy take my seat, and the train pull away. I didn't even care that I had wet pants I was laughing so hard.

Thankfully I had my backpack with me for that trip, so I was able to change into a skirt on hand for the rest of the day haha

[Times when being incontinent SUCKS!]

Lol no harm done :3

[How come?]

I was given a vaporizer pen that I can use with concentrates. It works really well for my depression, anxiety, and ibs even.

Smokers are not all deadbeats. I work really hard at my job, which I can do thanks to medicinal cannabis. I'm extremely intelligent, have an exceptional memory, and am always engaged in intellectual discussions when I'm not being little.

[Times when being incontinent SUCKS!]

I see what you're saying, but if someone were wearing a Abena M4 under there jeans I think people have a good chance at noticing that, even though they aren't "looking" on purpose.

I wear M4s and I don't think people notice my diaper under my jeans. People usually compliment me on my ass actually.