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Maddy I walk into the living room and put on my best puppy dog face "Daddy can I wear my pwll ups today pwease?" I look up at him hopefully expecting he'll say no. Daddy "Hi Princess, what's up" I say to Maddy as I see her come in. "Sure why don't we give it a shot I'm bringing diapers for you though just in case okay and how could I say no to a face like that." I tell her in response to her question. "Do you want some help putting it on baby?" Maddy My eyes light up as he says I can wear my pulll-ups. Usally I'd insist on being a big-girl but I need Daddy's help since I never changed from this morning's soaking so I need him to clean me up good. "Help Daddy" I say to him as I lay down on the floor sucking on my pacifier happily. I look up at him and wonder if I can convince him to get me a nursery or at least a toodler bed. "Okay hun all done." He says to me as he helps me up. "Alright baby go be a big girl for daddy and get your diaper bags ready we're going to go to Mcdonalds for breakfast and then we're going to go swimming so remember to pack swim diapers okay." I walk away slightly pouting as I remember if I'm in little mode I need my own diaper bag. I walk up the stairs to my room and grab my diaper bag out of the closet and then I go to the girls room to our centeral diaper closest and start counting out our supplies wondering how long my pull-ups will stay dry.

The Next Morning Me I wake up and run my hand over the outside of my now soaked diaper. I turn over to see mommy curled up next to me "Mommy what are you doin?" I ask her curiously as I shake her awake. She looks at me and her face turns as red as a cherry "Sweetie I uh.. was ummm" She tries to think of a good excuse as she bites her lower lip. Just then I look to my doorway to see Daddy standing there with his arms crossed. "Well what is Maddy up to now, no good I suppose." Daddy I come into knowing full well as I had seen her on the security camera but I didn't feel like dealing with her so early in the morning. I look to see her eyes downcast as if waiting for a punishment "Don't worry honey you're not in trouble, Daddy thought you might be in a crib last night." I leave them alone and wake the girls up and carry them to the downstairs changing table. Mommy (Maddy) "Ok now that I'm not in serious trouble let's get out of our diapers shall we." I say to Kevin as I slip out of the crib. I take his diaper off then let him down onto the floor. "Okay babe go potty for mommy please" Me "Okay mommy" I run off to the bathroom and use my step stool to sit on my training seat and to my suprise relase a little bit of urine. "Mommy's going to go get changed herself so I'm going to leave your Slip-Ons by the crib okay." I hear her call to me as I finish wiping myself, I wash my hands and walk back to my room and pull up my diaper put on my US Swimming T-Shirt and pop my pacifier in my mouth and walk downstairs to find my sisters. Maddy I walk to the master bedroom and grap my pacifier and walk downstairs to find Daddy hoping he'll let me wear my pull-ups today

Sorry I've been quite busy lately Me I latch on to her instinctivly and suckle her warm milk as she strokes my hair forgetting temporarly of the cold wetness in my diaper as I become lost in bliss. She even let's me on her breast in public sometimes, people give us odd looks after but it is her choice. I feel my eyes grow heavy as I think about the new day ahead. I quickly fall asleep again still sucking away peacefully. Mommy I smile as my son dutifully empties my breasts I gently shake him awake to get him to unlatch from me. "Come on baby back to bed now." Alas it was no use so I just slipped my shirt back on and pulled down my bottoms past my thickly diapered butt. I lay my son down on the floor and quickly change him. I lay him back down in his crib after putting his pj's back on. I watch him sleep and then I decide to climb in next to him sucking my thumb as I look at the tell-tale blue lines on my diaper. "I am such a baby." I think to myself as I drift off.

Mommy SMACK SMACK SMACK. I knew this was probably going to come sooner or later "Daaaaaaaaaddddddddyyyyy stttooooppppp" "Nope you need to learn your lesson, because apparently that mouth soaping I gave you earier didn't do all that much" He continues to spank me as he lectures me on how bad I've been. I can only hope he'll let me go to bed after this. He finally stops and lays me back in bed. "D-D-Daddy I-I-I-I's s-s-s-s-sow-sowwy I was a b-bad girwl" I try to form words but nothing really comes out through my sobs. "It's okay honey Daddy loves you just not your behavior." "Paci dada I's sweepy" Daddy "Of course sweetheart." I insert it into her mouth "Goodnight hun let's hope tomorrow is a better day" I kiss her forehead and move her bangs out of eyes before putting up he bedrail. I tuck her pooh bear under her arm turn off the lights and leave her to sleep. I go off to my basement office to finish up some files and then head off to bed for the night. Mommy I notice Daddy put up my bedrail before I drift off. I haven't fallen out of bed since last year but my bedrail always stays up for my safety. I feel Daddy next to me at about midnight and I snuggle up to him being careful to stay on my absorbent pad I'm sleeping on. We sleep peacefully until about 3:30 when I hear my son screaming from upstairs though the monitor. I slip out of bed set my pacifier on the nightstand and gently wake up Daddy "I'll get him Daniel." Me I wake up sweating in my soaked diaper I spit out my paci and scream for mommy. "MOMMY MOMMMYYYY MOOOOMMMYYYYY." She comes into my room "What's wrong baby Mommy's got you It's okay." She soothes me as she lifts me out of my crib. "Nightmarwe." I whimper as I cuddle my head into her breast. "Oh sweetheart, want to tell me about it if you remember?" She says as she tusles my hair and carries me to my glider. "Well I was at school and then I needed to go potty and I didn't have my diaper on and then the next thing I remember these big kids came up and pushed me down to the floor stripped me nakie and then made me potty on the floor in front of the entire class." I break down in tears trying to explain my dream to mommy."D-Don't let them get me again mommy." Mommy I listen to my son's dream as I gently rock him, patting his bum through his diaper. My heart breaks as he says he had yet another dream of the bullies at school. "Ohh hun, they can't get you anymore baby It's summer now you don't have to take that from them anymore." I try to calm him down, I know he's always had problems with his size and being incontinent with certain people at his school. For the most part a lot of people respect him but the few people who pick on him do it for a reaction since he doesn't deal well with being picked on. He usally shuts down or goes into 'little mode'. I can relate as I've had my fair share of bullies back in Encino. I'm at a loss on what to do as he's already fixated, a very hard condition to break any autistic kid out of. "Honey I won't ever let them get you and I never have, you know you can always come to Mommy and Daddy and we'll make it better" I continue rocking him as I get an idea "Hey sweetheart wanna suckle off mommy's breasts? I ask him as I slip my PJ top off.

Daddy I carry my wife downstairs feeling her diaper under her jammies "I really wish I could've changed you babygirl, but there's only one of me and four babies to get to bed now." I say to her lovingly as we walk. I enter the room and set her down on the bed "Now stay here and I'll go get your bottle ready for you" "Okays dada." She says with a smile as I walk out. I go down the hall to the kitchen and put some milk in her bottle and warm it up in the microwave for her. "Okay sweetie come sunggle with Daddy." Mommy I snuggle into his arms being his good little girl.. for now. I finish my bottle and begin to put my plan into action "Stowy dada." "Sure princess pick one out for us." I bring over all my princess stories from Snow White to Cinderella I counted out 6 of them. 'That ought to dely bedtime for awhile' I think to myself as I hand my stories to Daddy "Dese ones" "Just one sweetie it's late enough as it is" "NO ALL OF THEM DADDY" "Just ONE baby, unless you want to go to bed now?" "Noooo I wanna stay up" "Okay so pick one" "NO ME WANTS ALL OF DEM" "I said ONE little girl don't make me spank you." I look at the clock and notice it says 9:30 'Well another half-hour should do it' "NO NO NO ALL OF THEM DADDY" "THAT'S IT MISSY I didn't want to this but you leave me no choice." *gulp* "b-but d-d-daddy." "No buts young lady you certiainly earned this with that behavior of yours!"

Mommy "Look daddy, Kristin did piggy tails for me." I say to him shaking my head so my pigtails bounce around. "I see that hun, their pretty baby." He smiles at me and my new hairstyle. "Can we eat now?'' "Yes, just don't make too much of a mess please" I roll my eyes as I dig in determined to make the biggest mess ever! I finish my bowl and see I at least got a portion actually in my mouth. "I's all done daddy." I say to him as I look around at my 'siblings' and see they've made as much a mess as I have. Daddy I look at the kids and quickly realize I made a mistake not feeding them individually "Well, looks like someone needs a bath" I say to Maddy seeing she got the least in her mouth. I unstrap the kids carry them upstairs to the bathroom, and start the water. Me I walk to the kitchen and see Daddy made us spaghetti I climb into my highchair and he straps me in. I dig in to my bowl and try to be careful to no avail as usual. I climb in the bath with the girls and play with the bubbles. He cleans us off and I take my towel and sit in the floor in my room next to the changing table, waiting for him to come in. Leighann Daddy cleans me off, well kindof I wasn't that messy eating anyway so I think of it as our bedtime bath. He dries my hair and carries me and Kristin into our room and puts our PJ's and night-time diapers on. "Daddy story pwease." "Alright hun, what story do want me to read" "Umm... Cinderella" "Good choice babe" I suggle with my teddy and suckle on my pacifier as he reads, I fall asleep before he gets halfway through. Daddy (earlier in the bathroom) I put in the bubble bath mixture and begin cleaning off my kids. once I finish I dry their hair and send the kids out, setting my wife on the toilet "Alright baby go potty, then go change into your PJ's and put Kevin to bed for me. After we're done meet me in our bedroom for some well deserved baby time. Mommy I wait til daddy leaves and savor my last chance to use the big girl potty for the weekend, after I'm finished I wipe myself with my kids flushable wipes. I walk down to the master bedroom and lay out my changing mat on the floor and take out my changing supplies. I put my bum down on my Abena Abri-Form X-Plus and powder my girl parts and rub it in reisting the strong urge to masturbate. I tape myself in my thick diaper, pull on my jammies and walk up the stairs to my son's room "Hi sweetheart ready to go night-night." Me "Mommy?" I look at her confused "I thought you was bein' little." "Yes hun I still am feeling little but I'm your mommy first, now let's get you diapered before you have an accident" I blush when she says that as I feel her scoop me up and lay me on my changing pad. She wipes my bottom, sprinkles baby powder over my pp and puts some of my baby lotion on my slightly red bottom from her leaving me for hours stuck in my crib. "Ohhh sorry baby I was such a bad mommy earlier for leaving you like that" She kisses my forehead as she tapes up my diaper. "Now what story do you want to read?" She sets me on the floor after putting my PJ's on, I walk over to my bookself and hand mommy my favorite story The Lorax. "Oh you're favorite story I see." "Yeth mommy I looovvee da lorax." "I know baby and I love reading it to you." She sits down in my glider and cuddles me as she reads, making sure to show me all the pictures. Mommy I finish reading to my son and put him down his crib and insert his pacifier "Goodnight sweetie, see you in the morning" I kiss his cheek and watch him sleep before leaving the room. I walk into the girls and say goodnight to them before I walk into the hallway with Daddy. He picks me up and carries me to our bedroom. As we walk downstairs make a plan to delay my bedtime as long as I possibly can, even at the risk of yet another spanking.

ahh my bad

Me I look at my mother in front of me "Hehe mommy went potty" I say as I point at her laughing hysterically "Kristin look mommy's wearing a diaper" She turns to look and the girls join me in laughing at her Mommy "Daddy, make dem sttttoooopppp" I whine to him squirming even more. "Meanies" I say to them siticking my tounge out. "Kids you know better than that, stop laughing at your new sibling." "Sibling?" I turn to him with a confused look on my face. "Yes sibling for the weekend at least, I've decided your acting too little right now baby." "But daaaadddddyyyyyy" I whine in protest. "That's not going to work honey, come on be my good little girl. Plus you and I both know you need this." He adds under his breath. "Now mommy is going to play with you and explain why she's in diapers while I make dinner." I leave them to discuss after changing my wife and placing her in the playpen with the girls. I shift myself around to get comfy and sit in the back corner with my arms crossed. I talk to them using my baby voice "I's in diapewrs cause I had a asssident an' daddy says I has ta wear em'. "Me was naughty for dada and yous guys so dats why I apolww..app...appol...." "Dada how do yous say dat word?" I ask him cutely "apologized" "What daddy said." I end it there knowing my eldest will understand because they know the real reason, Leighann normally doesn't question because she just enjoys the company and she doesn't understand fully anyway. "Oh and call me Maddy or Madelyn." I lighten up and move out of the corner as I embrace my lttle side. "Kristin,can you do my hair pwease" "Sure mom.. I mean maddy, what do you want" I smile as I catch her slip up "Pigtaiwls" I stick my thumb in my mouth as she finishes looking down at elmo staring up at me, I shiver from the cold since I'm only in my diaper and lacy socks. "Daddy I's cold" I shake my head from the kitchen thinking about what a silly daddy I am for forgetting my little girls onesie "Sorry hun, didn't mean to do that." I pick her up and lay her and the floor grabbing her onesie from the changing table in the living room. "There you go,let's go eat kids" I say to them as I snap up Maddy's onesie. I lift the rest of kids out of the playpen and we walk in to the kitchen. Mommy I look to see what daddy made us "spaghetti" I run to my booster seat, meaning that I've been demoted to 4 and bounce in my seat waiting for daddy to strap me in. He straps me in and puts my bib on, I then know I have free reign to be a messy eater with my kids.

Yeah she did have classic autism and she progressed with years of therapy, the growth retardation is acually due to her CP

BOOM!!! and I'm still not done MORE TO COME

Part 2: Mommy's Secret I pull-out my changing mat and lay it down on the bed I don't any further than that, saving some work for 'Daddy'. I do actually need all this as I regularly wet the bed, however I haven't had a daytime since I was potty-trained at 15. I slip off my dress and unlatch my training bra. I'm 38 years old but I look 11, another downside of autism. After changing into my Cruisers Size 7 and send a text to my husband saying 'Daddy I need you NOW'. I curl up in my bed pulling my Cinderella blanket over me as I suck my thumb and stick my other hand down my diaper as my fingers work their way slowly in and out of my 'special spot'. I fall asleep and that's how daddy caught me three hours later in my soaked and sticky diaper Daddy I'm about to leave work when my cell phone rings. I look at it and notice I have a text from my wife, I read what it says Daddy I need you NOW. "Well I shouldn't keep her waiting." I say to myself I walk to my car. I climb in, turn on the engine and pull-out into the sunlight. I drive along and reminise about my wonderful wife and children. We met back in Summer 92' at Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center, I was representing this rape victim and I saw her as I came in the ER. I knew it was love at first sight, she was shy intially and quite small for 19. I later leaned that she had grown up in Encino where she had been diagnosed with Autism at 6 months and Cerebral Palsy at 18 months. She didn't speak a word until she was 6 and had grown up with her mother ever since her dad died in the line of duty with the LAFD in 77' when she was 3. I'll never forget our first dinner at her mom's house she showed me her room, I call it her 'nursery'. It was pink, pink, and more pink, in one corner she had her safety bed, a crib-like contraption that prevented her from rolling/falling out of bed. In her closet, as with our three kids diapers! stacks and stacks of them (as she still wet her bed) We married in November 93' and moved to downtown LA. It was there in our first condo that she showed me how to care for her and introduced me to her ABDL fetish. Ever since she's been my bedwetting little girl. After 19 years of marrage I still get aroused by her smelling of baby powder and hearing the plastic sheet beneath us as she cuddles up to my 78 inch frame. I laugh to myself as I think of what a challenge it is with 4 with special needs home, it's hard but always rewarding. I love being biggest in the house at 6'5". My wife stands 4 foot, with our eldest 3'5" and our little Leighann at 3 feet. I walk in the door "Daddy's home babies" I call out to them, suprised not to see my kids come running. Confused I acsend the stairs in search of them. I walk in to the master bedroom and am greeted by my sleepy and VERY naughty little girl. "Well what do we have here Madelyn" Mommy I wake up as I hear daddy's voice "Daniel, I... was uhhh.... sleeping?" I offer as a response knowing he's caught me red-handed. "What's my name Maddy, say it". My pussy grows wet again as he corrects me I pull my hand out of my diaper and instantly insert my thumb into my mouth. "Daddy." "That's better missy and get that that thumb out of your mouth, unless you want a very sore bottom!" I quickly pull it out of my mouth as daddy admonishes me. "Now, what have you been up to little girl?" "Nuttin" I shyly respond trying to wiggle my way out of trouble. "It doesn't look like nothing, it looks like someone needs a nice long spanking for being naughty and playing with herself" "No don't, I be good girwl dada" "Yes, you will be a very good girl for daddy after your spanking" "NO" I say to him feeling extremely bratty "Madelyn Marie White you have been a very very very bad girl, now get over my knee and take your punishment like a good little girl" "No Daniel please I'm a fucking GROWN WOMAN, not a goddamn child" I scream at him trying to assert myself, becoming enraged and fixated on my tantrum as I take out my anger on him. "Madelyn, YOU DO NOT EVER USE THAT LANGUAGE!!" I flip her over my knee and rip her diaper off in one swit move as I bring my hand down over and over again on her little bottom. I spank her until she's a crying mess and her bottom turns bright pink. "Now to take care of that mouth of yours" I stand her up and drag her by the hand into the bathroom. I grab the bar of soap and fill up the sink with water, after making sure it's nice and soapy I insert the bulb of her pacifier. I pull it out and stick it in her mouth leading her to the corner of our room "Now I think an hour in that corner should teach my little girl a lesson, especially with that paci in your mouth and a soaked diaper on. I leave her to think about her actions as I leave to find the kids. Me I roll over rubbing my bottom though my diaper as the lights come on. "Daddy?" "Hey bud, how you doing?" He says to me as he lifts me out of my crib "Any reason why you're not clothed?" "I was naughty." I say to him looking down "Oh, want to tell me about it?" He asks me as he lays me down on the changing table and untapes my diaper. "Well mommy took us to McDonald's and we were playing and we had ta go potty and Kristin said we should pee in our diapers cause the potty is ikky and we went along with it and den Leighann leaked on her pants and den mommy was changing us and she said dat Leighann got a time-out and den Kristin confessed and den she took us home and den we alls gots a spankin and den mommy said we couldn't come out of our cribs til dinner. oh and Kristin got grounded." I tell him what happend in my baby voice as I was feeling quite little. "Oh well then I'm sorry that happened, but you know the rules about wetting on purpose." He finishes changing me and carries me into my sisters room. Kristin I watch as Daddy comes in I stand up in my crib sobbing again "Daddy, I need cuddles pwease" "Of course sweetheart" He soothes me as he picks me up and rocks me in his arms "Mommy was a meanie dada, she gwouned me." "She wasn't mean hun, I know what you did and you know you deserved that" I look down as he tells me he knows. "Were is mommy anyways?" "Well let's just say she's... busy right now." Accepting his explanation I look at him in obvious discomfort "change dada" He carries me to my changing table and gets me cleaned up really fast, he then moves on to my sister. After he's done he takes us all to the living room and puts us in our playpens. "Okay babies, stay out of trouble for me. I laugh as I walk off to free my little girl from her punishment. Mommy I instantly regret my actions as I see the soap come out. Daddy drags me to the corner and leaves me to think. After an eternity in my mind he finally returns. "Now are we ready to be good for daddy?" He asks me as he comes in and takes out my paci. "Yes daddy me rweady to be good now, I's sowwy." I say to him as soapy drool runs down my cheeks. He wipes my face off and cuddles me in his arms "Have you learned your lesson Maddy?" "Yes daddy" "And what is that honey?" "Not to pway wit myselfs dada" I answer him as I cuddle in his big arms. "AND" He asks very annoyed with my somewhat insufficent apology. " "And.....ummm not to bweak ruwes?" I don't know what else I've done as I think of my next response. *sigh* "Well let me go over your infractions tonight 1. Not calling me daddy 2. swearing 3. using big girl talk 4. playing with yourself 5. leaving our kids in soaked diapers for over three hours. Does that clarify things?" "Oh yeahs I did dos that" I say as I burry my head into his shoulder "Can I get changed daddy?" I look at him hopefully "No, not yet baby apologize to the kids first then I'll be happy too ok." He carries me downstairs and sets me down in the living room in front of the kids. I hide behind his leg not wanting to show my yellowed diaper. He pulls me out from behind his leg, "Well go on Maddy." "I's sowwy." "Sorry for WHAT Maddy!" "Sowwy for leawin' you guys for so longs" I say to everyone squirming around in my sagging diaper.

yep I explain all of that in the next part, It's rather long so it should be up shortly

Yes she is, don't you just LOVE plot twists

Back in the present (mommy) I see Leighann walking over to me crying, followed soon by Kristin. "What's wrong girls?" "We had an accident mommy" Leighann says to me. "It's okay baby, Kevin you too? "Yes, I'm sorry momma." "No need honey let's go change you" I say to them as I lead them back to the restroom. I take them into the women's room thankful there still small enough to pass as 3 year olds. I lead them into the handicapped stall and pull down the changing table as I notice Leighann's shorts are wet. "Well I think we know who's going first." I say to her as I pick her up. I pull her shorts off and unsnap her onesie. "Sweetheart this is soaked, how many times did you wet this!?" "Twice" she meekly answered me as I wiped her girl parts noticing the beginnings of a diaper rash *sigh* "Well now you have a diaper rash AND you've earned a time-out for not telling me when you were wet." "B-But Mommy." "I'm sorry baby, but you know the rules." Kristin I sit on the floor as I wait to get changed. Eventually I can't bear to see my sister being punished for something I made her do, feeling guilty I fess up to my naughty deeds "Mommy don't it wasn't her fault, I-I told her to do it." "You WHAT!?" "I told her to wet the second time, I didn't know it was wet honest" I say as I shoot my sister a look that says 'just let me handle this'. "Is that true Leighann?" Mommy says grilling my sister again "Yeth mommy it is." "Well this changes everything then, so I'm assuming this was all on purpose then!" "Yeth mommy I's sowwy" I respond, my eyes downcast "Sorry does not even BEGIN TO COVER IT LITTLE GIRL, YOU THREE ARE IN SO MUCH TROUBLE WHEN WE GET HOME!" I listen to mommy yell at us, dreading my second red bottom in one day. Me I watch as mommy becomes furious with us, knowing we all deserve what's coming. I know better than to try and reason with her now. She finshes changing us and practically drags us out to the car. We arrive home and mommy unleashes her wrath on us. "Upstairs NOW, IN THE CORNER UNTIL I COME GET YOU!" I run to my room and undress myself before shoving my nose in the corner, clad in only my diaper. Mommy I was definitly mad at my daughter, I did feel guilty punishing her knowing what I was wearing under my dress at the moment. I couldn't let them know about my accident, at least not yet. After giving each of my children 50 hard smacks and confining them to their cribs until dinner-time, I retreated my to my room and opened my 'secret drawer' intending to preform of own 'naughty deeds' Coming up PART 2 "Mommy's Secret"

“Mommy can we go play now?

Stay tuned guys, I've got an EPIC twist coming

*sigh* "Okay sweetie mommy will change you, girls do you need new diapers also?" I say to hin as I push the trunk button, I don't need an answer from the girls as my nose has confirmed what my brain suspected three very full diapers. I unbuckle my little stinkers and lead them to the trunk, grabbing my diaper bag along the way. "a mother's work is never done." I say to myself as I lay out the changing pad,in no time I have them all clean and dry. "Alright let's go inside then" I say to them slinging the diaper bag over my shoulder Kristin I blush deep red as my diaper bulges out, my mess feeling very uncomfortable against my sore bottom. Just goes to show how hard mommy spanks me I think to myself as she lifts me down. After she changes me I look up and finally realize where we are since I had zoned out for the car ride.I quickly turm around and start jumping in glee with my twin. Leighann I lay in the car and look at cinderella on my arm and while waiting for mommy to change me, I notice she's finshed and practically jump into arms as she stands up "fhank wous momma!" I say joyfully as I see where we stopped "You're welcome baby, glad you like your suprise." She says to me as she cuddles me close to her. "Okay let's go eat." Me I hold my twin sisters hand as we walk in, the other holding tightly to mommy "Okay sweetie get us a table please." She says to me as she let's go of my hand. I turn to Kristin "Playplace?" "Playplace!" she responds giggling as we run off. We find a table and sit down knowing not to break mommy's rule of 'eat first, play second' We sit next to eachother like the inseparable pair we are as mommy comes in with the food. My mouth waters as I notice she's gotten us our favorite meals. Mommy puts our bibs and we quickly finish, eagar to go play

Mommy I look back at my oldest children as I leave the room and smile as I they remind me yet again that they're not totally depentent on me. They may be in diapers, they may need mommy-baby time, and some strict disipline sometimes, but thier still 18 and quite independent. "Alright ready to go babies." "yweah mommy we're alls rweady." I smile again at the thought of having of having my babies acting little again. I lead my children out to the car and strap them in as I feel the overwhelming desire to be daddy's baby girl tonight "Since you we're so good for mommy today, we're going to Mcdonalds for lunch." Me My eyes light up as mommy tells us what our special treat is, we don't usally go there very often so initially I don't belive her. "Really mommy,we are?!" "mmm hmmm, we are because mommy's babies deserve a reward." "YEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH" I sit bouncing in my carseat as I get the familar feeling of warm mess pushing it's way into my diaper "mommy, I went potty" I whined to her squirming against my harness

Mommy (back in the waiting room with the girls) I set down the girls and I scoop up Kristin as Rebecca picks up Leighann. We walk into the exam room and I sit down rocking Kristin again as Becca sets Leighann up on the table. "Kristin honey, mommy has to get up for just a sec." I say as I put her on the seat next to me. "Okay ladies let's make this as quick and painless as possible" I say slipping on my labcoat and gloves and taking charge of my office as I looked around at my assembled team of 3 nurses, myself, and my newest partner Dr. Ann Long. I look over at Leighann clad in just her diaper "Okay ready baby" "yweah momma i's be a big girwl" she mumbles though her pacifier "That's my baby, okay we have 5 shots to give let's get this done" I roll my chair over and sit down looking at my youngest daughter in the eye as my nurses take up postions on either side soothing her as Rebecca and Dr.Long prep the injection site "Okay on my count 1 2 3" "Owwwwww mooooooooommmmaaaaa it hwwwwurrrrrtssss." My heart broke again as I heard my daughters inconsolable cries "shhh shhh sweetie it's alright, just squeeze mommy's hands and look right at her okay... that's my girl right here, right at mommy." 1 2 3 "mooooooooommmmmmyyyyyyyyyyy waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" "ohhh just hang in there you're almost done, you're doing great mommy's so proud of you. I count my daughter though three more shots, my heart being shattered by her cries. "mommy mommy MOMMY MOMMY" we finally finish and I scoop my daugher into my arms "shhhh i'ts all over baby, see how quick that was I'm so so so proud of you right now. you were so big for mommy, and now you get a pretty cinderella band-aid and a sticker for bein so big." "s-s-stwickewr" "Absolutely sweetie, go with Becca and pick one out for me" "Okay good job everyone, see you later" I watch as they leave, then I foucus my attention on my eldest "Alright ma'm your turn, hop up babe" I stand up and lay her back as I go about undressing her "Okay baby girl you got just 1 today." "Is it gonna hurt mommy?" "Not any more than a bee sting" I position her on the table and prep the injection site and then prepare the needle "Ready deep breath 1 2 3" "owwie mommy" she says rubbing her arm "see, now that wasn't so bad was it?" Just then an urgent message comes in from the lab on my pda WHITE, KRISTIN L Requires 450cc blood for lab tests "uh-oh sweetie" I look at her sympathetically "whas uh-oh for momma?" "Well sweetie, I got an alert here and it says that we need a bit of blood from you" "NOOOOO IT HUURRTTSSS MOMMY" she screams, spitting out her pacifier "I know baby I know, but we need it to make sure your healthy" "but mooommmyyy" "no buts missy, you don't have a choice." "Oh look hun your brother's done, Kevin come help mommy a sec will you." "sure thing 'doc' what's the problem." I say walking in to mommy's exam room, my medical training kicking in and my baby side leaving. "Well we need some blood from her and I thought you could soothe her while I take it. I love him calling 'doc' as it grows our mommy-son bond even stronger. "Actually mom you get Leighann, your son the EMT can handle this" "Ok I trust you sweetie 450cc's, just don't forget who changes your diapers you two." I lightly scold them as I leave the room after hanging up my lab coat and disposing of the used gloves and needles. "WE WON'T MOM" we call after her in unison "Alright baby, don't move your arm okay" I prepare my things and secure a vein in her arm. "Alright big stick, ready 1 2 3" she winced as I pushed the needle in "Ok all done, and now you even more pretty pink bandages" "Thanks Kevin, I love you" "Love you too sweetheart" I say to her as we walk out of the hand in hand to find mommy and Leighann.

I obediently follow mommy into the office, once we were inside mommy tells us to go play as we waited for Dr.JJ to come get us. Her name is actually Jordan Jefferson, but we all call her JJ. I didn't feel much like playing so I sit down next to mommy and pull my phone out of my pocket. I looked around and feel reassured that no one else is here, since mommy is very good at making our appointments at off-peak times. I didn't wait long as I instantly saw Ms.Jess come out to get me, she walks over to me and I hand my phone to mommy as I reach my arms out to be picked up. "Hi Ms.Jess." "Hi sweetiepeach, how are you doing today?" "I's good" I say lisping again. "aww, you are sooo cute talking like that." she says as she picks me up "come on let's see if you've grown since last time." she says as she carries me back to the exam room. she slips my shoes off as she sets me down on the scale "well it looks like gained a couple of ounces, alright feet against the wall babe." I stand up tall as Ms.Jess moves the slider down on my head. "42.75 inches and 25.5 pounds, well you haven't grown all that much but at least you don't need bigger diapers." she says as she enters the info on her pda."Yea I wike dem, dayre soft" I beam at her embracing my baby side. I sit still as she finishes my vitals "well you're healthy on this end" she says as Dr.JJ comes in "Hey there's my favorite paitent, and you look absolutely adorable." she remarks looking at my buzz lightyear t-shirt. "danks JJ" "you're very welcome hun, now let's get you stripped down to your cute little diaper bum." she says as she draws the curtians around me and begins tugging my pants down as I silp off my shirt and sqirum away from her as my diaper becomes exposed. "Hey come back here hun, I've seen plenty kids in diapers and I've changed you in every room in this office no need for the embarassment." Meanwhile (Leighann's POV) "Okay girls ready to get this over with?" "I guess so mommy i's kina scwared though." "I know baby but you don't need to be mommy will be right there with you the whole time, I promsie it'll be over real quick and it won't hurt for more than a second" I crawled up into mommy's lap, shaking at the thought of getting my 'catch-up' shots, shortly after I feel Kristin next to me as mommy rubs our backs. "momma, I want my paci." (mommy) I watch my girls play and realize that the time has come to prepare them for the inevitable. I feel my heart sink as I watch my girl's shaking in my lap. "Of course you can have it sweetie." I say to her as I kiss her cheek "open" I turn to look at Kristin "do you want your's too sweetheart?" "Yeth momma" "Okay then, open." I try to find a little comort now that my girls are calmer "Hey if you two are real good mommy will get you a special treat okay." I notice my girls faces light up when I say this "Hey Becca" I call to my head nurse "We've got to do this. Okay girls time to show mommy how big you are." Meanwhile back in my room with Jordan. "Okay baby we're almost done here, Jordan just has to look at your boy parts and your pp real quick." "So how's potty training, if your still trying." she said as she untapes my diaper. "Oh it's okay I guess, I don't reawwy make it all da time" "Okay that's fine, how about going potty at school ?" "Fine I'm usally wet but I've gone pee pee on the potty every now and again." I respond as she lifts up my legs to get a better look at my pre-pubesent pp. "Alright do have any hair down in your diaper area?" "A little but mommy shaves it off" "K how about diaper rash?" "Nope" I beam at her proudly as she lets my legs drop "Alright what about going #2 at school?" "mostly diapers, sometimes potty" "Okay and it says here you get changed every hour regardless, and immediately if your wet or messy correct?" "yep" "Good, last question I know you have your swim diapers on for swim meets, what do you wear for running?" "pull-ups with estra baby power and lotion on" "exellent looks like I can sign off on you, have a great senior year sweetheat" she said entering the last of the info on her pda and taping my diaper back up snugly "Okay one last thing, Rebecca I need a urine sample from him can you just get his wet one after he pees for ya." and with that she walks out of the room kissing my forehead as she leaves. Rebecca walks in just as I flood my diaper, I whimper as we listen to my pee streaming out then smile as I feel my diaper grow warmer by the second. "well someone needed the potty badly didn't he, alrght lay back and I'll get you all cleaned up again" Rebecca says as she puts her gloves on and pulls out the changing supplies.

Thanks for the input, just goes to show what you don't think of at 3 in the morning Mommy's POV I look back at my children in the rearveiw mirror as I pull out of the driveway. I think to myself about how great my life has been over the past 18 years since the twins were born. I was 19 back then and just finishing my junior year of college as I was unfathomably smart with my IB degree. I had a job as a firefighter out west in Cali and I met my husband at the hospital when we got a call to transport a victim of a domestic disturbance, I loved him from the second I saw him. We got married in November 93' and I recived the greatest birthday present ever when I found out we had two on the way in June 94'. I knew immediately we had to get out of the city, so we packed up our things and moved up to the midwest where I became a pediatrician and I've been leading my office for 13 wonderful years We finally settled down in Michigan where I had a fairly normal pregnacy til my second trimester. I knew there was some risk as I did have a mild form of autism, alas my twins we born preemies in February at 27 weeks and they spent 57 days in the NICU before the came home. I felt heartbroken and knew I had to provide anything and everything they needed for a great life. They we're diagnosed with autism when they were 2 after we noticed they weren't hitting milestones as they should. We finally heard their first words at 3. Potty Training, now that was a real... adventure. We startred trying when they were 4 and we were still trying 2 years later when they started kindergarten, not suprising as I still wore 24/7 until I was 15 and I still need them every night. They quickly learned that not all 6 year olds still wore diapers and that's were I had some of my best memories, I remember just sitting around playing with them just in our t-shirts and diapers with daddy watching over us as I explained that sometimes even grown ups need diapers. We got pregnant again in 2003 and I knew that there was a 80% chance that this baby would have an even more severe case of autism, just as I expected Leighann was diagnosed with classic autism when she was 1. I quickly gave up any hope of potty training her, which was a good thing as we're just hearing simple sentences at 9 years old. I pulled in to my parking spot and broke down crying. (back to me) I suckled rapidly on my pacifier as I held on tightly to the girl's hands on either side of me, I felt the car stop and pulled out my pacifier as I looked at mommy crying "Momma, are you okay?" "Yes sweetheart I'm fine, mommy was just thinking about how much I love you kids." I say as I quickly snap out of my daydream "Oh, yous okay right?" "Yes baby I'm alright, now let's go in and see Dr.JJ." I wait as mommy opens the door and unstraps Leighann and then smile at her as she unstraps me, she motions for us two climb out as she stands there holding her hand out to help us down. Once we're safely on the ground mommy takes our hands and leads us around the car to unbuckle Kristin. Mommy lifts Kristin from the car, scoops up Leighann and tells me to follow close behind her.

oh with pleasure I look at mommy as she carries me "I's ssowwy we're so difficult" I lisp out as I become frusterated that my speech therapy is slipping not even a week into summer vacation "You're not difficult sweetheart, I know how to handle my children I've been doing it for 18 years after all. but I guess that's what you get being a special needs mommy isn't it." "Yeth mommy, we're your big babies" I say to her beaming "Yes you are my babies and mommy loves every minute of it, after all how many mommies still get cuddles from their 18 year old?" "Yea, but how many mommies still carry a diaper bag for their 18 year old." I shoot back looking away from her sadly "Oh, you mean my big bag of distractions." she says as she turns my head to face her again "Now don't you feel bad about that hun, mommy loves you so so much and I don't mind carrying what you guys can't help needing." "Now let's go get some yummy in our tummies." The girls reach the bottom step and mommy sets me down, I find my footing and hold mommy's hand for balance. "okay let's race READY SET GO" I take off running after mommy with the girls hot on my heels I just manage to beat mommy through the doorway at the last minute as the girls slip past "Wow you three are fast runners, looks like mommy should work out more." We all share a laugh at this and I walk over to my highchair and wait paiently for mommy. Mommy puts the waffles on a plate and sets them down in the middle pf the table as she motions for me to climb in my highchair (I actually use it as a booster seat so there's no tray) "Mommy do I have to be buckled in?" I ask hopefully "Sweetheart you always ask me that and my answer is never different, you have be buckled for your safety just like the girls." I sit back as mommy finishes my buckles and puts my bib on, I pout a little as I become trapped by my 5-point harness. Mommy cuts up the waffles for us and puts them on our plastic plates, she then gets up and pours milk into our sippy cups "There ya go, eat up and don't go overboard on the syrup." I grab my fork and start eating, we finish our meal in silence as we manage to get most of it in our mouths and a fair amout of syrup on our hands and bibs. *sigh* "Mommy's messy eaters." she says as she grabs the baby wipes and begins cleaning our sticky faces. She finishes cleaning our hands and unstraps us before lifting us out of our highchairs. "Now I hope no one needs thier diaper changed yet, but mommy is just going to check and see." I blush as mommy slips a finger inside my leg cuff. "no need for that baby I've done this plenty of times, plus mommy sees you nakie every single day." "Good all dry, now you three stay there while mommy clears the table. I watch as she cleans up and wipes off the table before setting our changing pad on it. "Alright let's get you dressed and we'll head out." Mommy dresses us like clockwork grabs her 'distraction bag' and leads us out to the car. I wait as mommy buckles up the girls and smile as she puts me in my carseat, she buckles me in and inserts our pacifiers (to calm us down) and climbs in the front seat of her Escalade for the 60 minute drive to her work for our appointments.