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Thousands of planes landed safely today. Mine was one of them.

Merry Christmas Everyone!

Wow! Just got off the utility company. I had a question about billing, the cashier said. Thank you Mr. Eir, your password is adultbaby! Whoa!

I'm buying Land Before Time when I get back home, such a cute movie!

I got hit by that damned google redirect virus!

Please help! I have been hit by the start now program. It is either a virus or annoying toolbar!

I am going to be excited about every small victory: I was able to use two seperate urinals at school today! One was in a dead restroom, dead one, one was on the basement level of a moderately busy library! I did not need to breth hold, I used my drop and roll method of natural voiding!

I am making chilli pizza, will let y'all know how it turns out

Q'pla! I was able to void naturally at work stalls without breath holding. It was not busy. I went into the stall, dropped my bladder, rolled it forward and started going. I also beat that thing that told me I will poop my pants if I release my bladder, I called the bluff, put my right hand to the wall, leaned in and pointed right down. I did not mess myself, and was able to void! I will not be 28 and have S.B.

Did my favorite adult baby scene this morning, baby got into the peanut butter. Man I was a mess, the trick was mixing it with honey so it would not dry my mouth. It was all over my face, in my hair, on my chest, and on my diaper!

I diapoh pinned into old PJ pants dat too big fo mees, it fits right above the diaper!

I just made a smoothie fail so disgusting, I couldn't eat it, even as my toddler spreading it accross my face as I fed myself with my hands. So I put on three cloth diapers, made plastic pants out of a trashbag, and I heated it up, and poured it down my center diaper. It feels like I just had a massive sliding accident!

Natural voiding still feels very weird to me. I am having to relearn natural body tension. When the bladder is relaxed in a normal non voiding tension, it feels like a water balloon resting in a muscular hammock. When full, this water balloon feels more like an industrial couldron, and to void I twist the hammock to pour the couldron. I am also learning that this thing can make me feel like I am having a bathroom emergency where I really only have an ability to urinate, not an urgent need, bu...

I wants a hug. I am dealing with the roots of my shy bladder issues. I have had some painful memories come up. They were about my childhood bedwetting and how it was handled. I woke up like a steam locomotive. My family doctor had a rule he told my mother that whatever state I was in when it was time to leave, that was the state she would take me. There were many times where I did not wake up in time to take a bath after waking up soaked before leaving the house, I had to get dressed and leav...

I just had a natural voiding in a problem restroom. After the library, went to the restroom in history building. There was a class in session outside it. I walked up to urinal, unzipped and allowed myself to void naturally without breath holding. Evidence of success is a big deal in overcoming S.B. This restroom should be marked by me as 'safe.'

Power goes out at 4:30 I wake up, can't sleep and do homework.

Had the shortest breath hold time ever at a stall at work today with one other person in there, 3 seconds!!! Shy bladder thing is improving, it's slowly becoming an annoying mental block!!!

Has anyone ever done this before: scramble two eggs with chilli, add cheese, mix and call it breakfast?

I was just able to wet a diaper sitting down!

Wow! I just woke up and I am super soggies. Time to hop into the shower to be clean and fresh for work!

Making a big pot of Chilli. Used a ton of beans, 9 pounds of meat. Where is the army that I am cooking for?

I hit a landmark of sorts today. I summoned my resources of strength, regression, and humor while in the shower, and began urinating without much conscious effort.

I supported my conscience today, and I am at peace.

Almost done with my F@%&ing homework!