I hope this is the right forums, I think it is.
I joined and posted an intro yesterday and now I want to kind of babble about what pushed me to join.
Like I said I've had a fetish for diapers and being babied for a while but kind of ignored it outside of fantasies. As time when on it became less of something 'weird' and I could accept it more and realize that I really would like to act on it if given the chance.
Yesterday (Before I signed up) for some reason I had the incredible urge to wet myself. Not just wet myself, but wet a diaper. It was strong. Mind you, a mental urge..
As completely embarrassing as it is I kind of crafted a diaper out of a lot of maxi pads and an old pair of paints and peed myself while sucking my thumb.
Honestly I loved it. So after that, I can't shake the feeling that I want real diapers... also that I couldn't just ignore everything and decided to sign up.