Laddy

I've been wearing diapers for two years now thanks to my understanding and compassionate wife. Everytime I put one on, I still feel a thrill and am amazed that I'm actually wearing one. There's nothing like having a thick comfortable diaper on. The other day my wife made it even more thrilling by dressing up as a nurse who diapered me and treated me like a little boy in the pediatric ward. That was nice!

Several years ago, I was at a beach park and I had to go to the public restroom to pee. To get to the urinals, one has to pass through the changing area, and as I was about to pass through, I heard a crinkling noise. Sure enough, as I turned the corner I saw a boy, who was a bit chubbby, and about 10 years old taking off a disposable diaper. I was shocked, but didn't linger, and went off to the urinals to pee. After I finished, I had to exit through the changing area, and the boy was still there, this time putting on a new diaper. There were other people there, who were showering and changing out of their bathing suits, but this boy went along with his diaper changing as if it was perfectly normal. I saw him later with his family, playing around with some other kids with a noticeable bulge in his swimming trunks.

I was caught only once, when I was eight. Before going to bed one night, I had put on some cloth diapers that were a part of my baby brother's wardrobe. I was going to take them off before falling asleep, but I didn't and fell asleep with my diapers on. The next morining my dad came into my room to wake me up, and went bug-eyed when he saw me in my diapers as he pulled off my blanket. He stormed out of my room and started yelling at my mom, blaming her for putting me in diapers just because I wet the bed once in awhile. My mom covered for me (bless her soul) and took all the blame. After this incident, I never wore diapers for years and years.

CDLover, I'm in the same boat as you. When I feel like I'm on top of the world, I love wearing diapers. But when I feel bummed out, say after a fight with my wife, my desire to wear diminishes considerably. Otherwise, I wear diapers almost every night, but take them off in the morning.

I like looking at myself in diapers, but when I look at other men wearing them, I can't help but think they look silly, especially those who are dressed as sissies. And I'm sure I would look just as silly to other people. I don't mean to insult anyone here, but you have to admit, it is a little weird to see a grown man in diapers. Women on the other hand, don't look quite as funny, because after all, it is acceptable for women to wear babyish clothing such as babydolls, frilly underwear, etc.

Logan, you're right, the desire (I'm not sure it's a fetish for all of us) to wear diapers is inescapable. I've thrown away diapers many times, and vowed many times not to wear them again, sometimes for months, even years, but the desire, no matter how suppressed, never goes away. I am so fortunate to have a wife who accepts and even indugles my desire to wear diapers, so now I don't throw my diapers away. Bless her kind heart!

I almost always sleep with a diaper on, usually Prevail, and nothing else. I've tried plastic pants, but it's too warm here (Hawaii). When I'm not wearing diapers, then I sleep with nothing on. And I like to have my teddy bear that my wife got for me.

For me, wearing a diaper fills a very deep emotional need - for this reason it's very comforting. So usually I don't feel sexually aroused in diapers, but sometimes my wife and I will make out while I'm still wearing my diaper from a night's sleep (I don't wear them during the day), but the diaper comes off when we're close to the main event. When my wife diapers me I do get aroused, but after she's done, I feel a warm contentment.

I agree with all the others here, especially with Guest above me. She's your wife! You married her! Stop seeing your "Daddy", you've been cheating on your wife and will continue to do so unless you stop seeing him. You need to think about what you've done - you letting your ab/dl side completely control you. I think you need to take a step back and begin to take control of your urges, desires or whatever you call them before they ruin your life and your wife's. I feel really bad for your wife, a person who gave herself to you to commit to a life time with you, only to be deceived and betrayed because you can't control yourself! Yeah you're totally wrong!