diaperlover27

I know that what I am doing is diaper training, but as I continue this training, I will begin to permanently deteriorate my bladder and have complete loss of control. Theoretically, this will enable me medically incontinent because I will have lost bladder function I will never be able to regain, much like those who are 'medically incontinent' and not by choice. Even though in my situation it is self inflicted, this is a former lifestyle of mine and however hard it may seem for those of you who would rather wish not be in diapers for life, it is a life I want and more then to just satisfy a 'fetish'.

Thank you Marcuss. I understand what it is going to give and take and I am at ease with knowing one day I will be where I want to be. Becoming incontinent is a huge step, and it is going to take some work, the support of my loved ones and secure financial planning. I have a career in mind as I am in college right now but if I continue on this path, I'm sure that career will fade which is a decision I have accepted. Thank you again, I greatly appreciate your help. I will try to keep everyone up to date as I go down this path.

I am now making a serious effort to intentionally and permanently regress to incontinent status. Although this may seem degrading to most, for me I have been working back towards this since I first stopped using diapers. I am not going to participate in any surgeries and will not use hypnosis, I will do this solely out of my will power and determination to become incontinent. Although I have strengthened my bladder through years of hard work, I know once I begin the weakening process, the effects will become inevitable and I will achieve a full time diapered status once again. It will be a rough journey and any support will be greatly appreciated as I know that there are several of us out there working for the same goal. By reading my 'about me' I explain my story deeper. Please read it to understand where I am coming from.

Hey just a quick update from my original post. I am now well into my journey of intentionally becoming incontinent. I understand the risks and controversy behind accepting diapers as a lifestyle but this is something I have to do for myself. I will try to post my progress on here any support would be great!

Hey guys...I don't know about you but I have been very into being a baby for the past four years now. I basically live two lives now. My first life I am a normal, responsible college student. My second life is secret, when I am alone I fantasize of being a baby and wearing diapers again 24/7...being treated like a baby. I am starting to feel like these fantasies are not normal, and I feel dumb because for the past four years all I have been wishing for is to turn back into a baby completely and permanently. These feelings are very strong, but I know it will never come true. Or so it seems. Don't you ever wish that you could roll back time to a certain memory, and then remain with that memory forever? I still remember the last time my mom diapered me...I was I think around five or six and I accidentally wet myself...I didn't want to be diapered at first and my mom diapered me anyways. Now I wish I could relive that everyday. I was born in the 90s, and for any of you who remember, diapers were much different then. They were bulky, plastic, and in my opinion much better than the ones today. So, enough about me. What are your guy's story...Please let me know I am not the only person out there that feels this way!!