Chicago_daddy_84

Julie smiled. "Yah... I don't think it will really slow you down." She wasn't sure if that was true but she didn't want Kim worrying about everything. "Mhmm...there are some swings. Actually there is a good set about a mile down the trail...we could make that our halfway point...take a break come back after." Julie returned holding the shorts, "sports" bra, and a new pullup. She set them down in view after Kim spoke. The shorts we're probably going to be a little small for Kim so they might show the pullup a bit more than they normally would, still it wouldn't be too noticable, while it was dry at least. "I just don't want you worrying about spilling...thank you for understanding." Julie grabbed the bra, seeing Kim wasn't holding anything. "... Kim, why are you worried? You have nothing to be embarrassed about..." Julie tried to downplay any sort of childish treatment and put the bra over Kim's head and started working her arms into it. "No one will think you're a baby... are you worried I will treat you like Abby treats Regina? I have no reason to do that..." Julie knew the irony of the baby comment given the bra she was putting Kim in. "...If you are worried maybe we should leave your paci and stuffed elephant here, hmm... they'll be here when we get back." Julie pulled the bra down into place. "There... finish eating up and we'll get that wet pullup off you." Julie rubbed Kim's back. "You don't have to be nervous about going out... I promise..." Julie would bring the pacifier for sure. It would be easy to keep in a pocket.

Ben smiled at his new little girl. "Thank you." He watched her climb up hearing the cute 'fine' from behind the paci. He'd noticed her suckling it some, not just keeping it in her mouth. He quickly worked to buckle her in as she was strapped in snuggly to the seat. Ben got in and started to drive. The place they were going to was a toy store for babies and toddlers. Amanda knew the owner, Meg, and filled them in about Kayla. Meg said she'd make sure the store was empty, unsure how Kayla would be her first time in public. Ben looked back as they drove. "How's my little girl doing?"

Ben swatted her bottom with a little force then reached and put her paci back in. "That is the seat little girls need to be in... climb in please. Hurry up so I can buckle you in..." He put the diaper bag on the seat next to wear she'd sit, the word 'Baby' facing right to her.

He smiled as she shook her head no, suckling the paci. "Well I think they are..." He suspected she didn't want to talk with the paci in but he knew eventually she'd slip up. Soon they went down the hall of his building. No one was in the hall and there were only four units on his floor. There was a separate entrance that went to a private garage. Inside was a Porsche SUV. He went to the back door and opened it. "Climb into your seat there..." He patted her bottom a few times. The seat was a carseat made for kids up to 125lbs...Kayla was certainly within that being on the small side. It had a little pad between the legs that kept the legs apart and a 5-point harness for safety. It was pink and grey.

"Come here you..." Ben said pulling her to where he was at by the gate. He took a pacifier he was holding with ribbon on it and tied it around her neck. "There..." He opened the gate. "Bring that bunny with you little miss crinkles." Ben guided her out to the door to get shoes on. "No... you need to get some fresh air... don't worry, no one will think you are a big girl..." He sat her up on a little bench and plopped her paci in. He first put on some cute frilly lace socks on her feet, then grabbed some pink soft bottom soft sided shoes with white dots. "Look aren't these cute??" He smiled.

Ben walked back in. "Hey hey...why so mad in here?" Ben was at the edge of the playpen. "I heard everything you said..." He was sure she'd forgotten about the baby monitor. "You are going to sit down and snuggle with that rabbit before we leave... tell her your sorry." Ben crossed his arms. "That wasn't nice at all..." Ben then showed her the very babyish diaper bad he'd packed. It was unmistakable as a diaper bag. He patted it. "Got us all packed up here...need lots for my baby... Someone is probably going to make a poopy while we're out." He said not showing any sort of real facial expression, he was hoping to make her blush, but it might just make her mad. He wasn't sure.

Ben did do her hair in pigtails. Ben looked over, it was probably the nicest she'd spoke to him. "I like to hold your hand... plus I don't want you to fall." Ben left the room but kept an eye on her with the baby monitor. He saw her throw the rabbit. The he heard the rabbit say "please hug me" ...he'd remembered now that one talked. He wondered what she'd do. He knew it said "I love you" if it was hugged. He prepared a few bottles and got a diaper bag together with some clothes and diapers in case it was needed. He checked on her in the monitor again.

It was cute how she held onto his shoulder to step in. He pulled it up on her and fastened the straps at the top. She was adorable. He took the soap out and put it back on the counter. Then wiped her mouth with a washcloth as she had gotten soapy drool on her face. "Am I going to hear any more 'I'm a big girl' out of you today?" He stood behind her fixing her hair a bit as she looked into the mirror. "You... look really cute." Ben smiled and took her hand. He walked her back to the nursery, to a little play area. It had a padded puzzle piece floor with a mesh barrier around it. He opened the gate and guided her in, then closed it. It was just tall enough that she wouldn't be able to step over it. The gate latch was child proof. "There are some stuffed animals, blocks...a few dolls... you can play for a bit while I get us ready to go."

Ben let her hit it for a good while before talking her into the bathroom. "Mhmm... you aren't getting soap for hitting the pillow...you are getting soap for that mouth of yours. You stay right there..." Ben went and grabbed her a cute jean overall dress. It was perfectly babyish and wouldn't do much to hide her thick diaper if she did anything other than walk or stand straight up. Of course her onesie covered the diaper some, but it bulged out the edges due to it's size, the 5 stuffers he'd put in had made it nice and thick. Her cute onesie with bear print would look too cute under her dress. Ben lowered it down. "Step in...once I get you dressed I can take that soap out."

Ben watched her get her frustration out. He could see the thick diaper was impacting her movements and he could hear it crinkling. Her punches were super cute too...they were kinda hard, but he could tell she'd never thrown a punch. He also noticed how she was talking a bit more immaturely... whining and saying things like 'wanna' instead of 'want'. He patted her butt again. "Did that feel good? If you feel angry I want you to tell me...daddy will get you a pillow to hit..." He took the pillow then her hand and walked her to the bathroom. Again he could hear the crinkling from her diaper. He grabbed the soap bar and put her back to the wall, opening her mouth by squeezing her cheeks a bit, he put the soap in. "You are going to keep this in for five minutes... I told you... I don't want to hear anymore 'I'm not a baby' talk..."

Ben notice her stuttering and whining. "Oh sure you were... you were really messy, never cleaning up after yourself...then wetting yourself at the bar...then just like the baby you are you wet your diaper twice on our "date"... you are going to learn how to behave properly...and Daddy is going to help you." He grabbed a couch pillow next to him. He could tell she was angry, maybe close to crying. "You're angry little one... you need to let that out...punch this pillow. I mean it...go on... show daddy how strong you are." He smiled a little... hopefully she'd do it she needed to let this out.

Ben could tell from her reaction she actually felt a little ashamed or embarrassed. She hadn't been like this before. He spoke softly as she looked down. "It was easy hmm? To just let it go? He continued patting her bottom. "This is why your friends brought you here... you had been acting like a baby for quite some time but you're a little fire cracker...it took three of them to just get you into a diaper, after you peed your pants...they needed help. You were being a bratty little girl." Ben paused. "Do you see that yet?"

Julie smiled. "That's great... I like to jog...I'm not very fast so I can't call it running." She laughed. "You are probably a better runner than me... but there is a nice trail back in the park we can do a little run, that would be fun!" Julie watched Kim eat. "Of course you will Kim... don't worry though...it won't be much different from those underwear you were wearing. Julie reached over and rubbed Kim's back... "don't forget your milk." Julie said sliding the sippy over. "I'll be right back...I'm going to get an outfit for you for our exercise...call me if you need anything." Julie got up and left the kitchen. It would take her about 5 minutes to pull everything together.

"I understand." Said Julie. "You don't have to be sorry...it's hard to keep our eyes open when we are tired like that." "I knew you would be hungry." Julie smiled. "Take my hand." Julie said with a soft smile, but offered two fingers instead of a hand. Kim sweetly grabbed onto her fingers. Julie slowly walked Kim out to the kitchen. "We'll get you a fresh pullup after we get that tummy filled up... maybe go for a little walk in the park. Do you like to exercise?" Julie had a chair that sat a little lower, and she had put a booster seat in it. She lifted Kim once at the table and sat her in it, scooting her in. "There and here you go..." She put the pb&j, which was cut in four triangles in front of Kim along with a cute pink sippy cup with milk. Julie sat by Kim to keep her company, reaching over and taking her paci and plushy. "I'll keep them right here ..."

Ben turned her to face him. "Wait wait... please tell me...how did I not let you go? I'm curious did you tell me you had to go? Nooo.." Ben brought her closer and patted her bottom from behind. Not the spanking kind of pat bit the let me help you relax kind. "If you can tell me when you went pee and that you went because your a baby not a big girl...then you might save yourself from the soap. Might..." He looked at her.

He saw how she was behaving. Such a baby. "Let's see if your a grown woman..." He laid her back and held her down as he opened her legs and put a few fingers inside her diaper. "Uh huh... just as I thought...turns out grown woman really means little baby girl that pees in her diaper." Ben stood her up and swatted her bottom. "You are getting soap for calling yourself a grown woman ... you are a baby. Let me hear you say it." He held her hips as he looked at her.

Julie heard Kim and came right in. She smiled. "Hi sweetie..." She walked over and opened the curtains on the windows. "Sorry I know that's a little bright... you feel asleep on me!" Julie said as she approached the crib. Julie noticed the soaked pullup between Kim's legs as she knelt. Julie didn't make a big deal of it. She lifted Kim out and stood her up, then knelt down to talk to her. "Is my little one hungry after her nap? I made you up some PB&J." Julie smiled. It was so cute how Kim was still holding her plush elephant and sucking her paci. She was such a little girl.

Julie smiled. Poor little thing, she thought. This is her second nap...she must have been way over extended. Julie gently stood up and carried Kim and the blanket to the crib in the nursery. Julie laid Kim down in the crib and covered her. "Sweet little Kim..." She said quietly as she darkened the room and left the door cracked. Julie got herself more comfortably dressed in some black cotton shorts and a cami top. She put her hair in a ponytail and then called up Abby to see how things were going on her end. After that she just hung around waiting for Kim to wake.

Julie smiled. When the bottle was gone she took it out and wiped Kim's mouth, then put the paci back in. She then brought Kim up a bit so Kim's head was resting on her chest as she snuggled Kim closely, gently patting her back. Julie didn't have much to say she was just happy sitting there with Kim and was enjoying the moment.

"That's it Kimmy...see you got it." Julie spoke softly. "It's nice right?" Julie smiled softly as she snuggled Kim more. Julie held the bottle just like you would for a baby. Julie smiled down as Kim seemed totally relaxed. She let the bottle drain halfway before talking again. "It feels really good hmm? Relaxing... I think this is just what you needed." Julie turned her eyes back to the movie.

"What's wrong...are you worried about people finding out you're a baby and in diapers?" Ben asked. "Speaking of baby... have you wet yourself? Or are you keeping yourself dry?" He couldn't tell from the outside of the diaper due to its thickness but would check her if she denied being wet.

"Im so happy to hear that Kimmy. Mhmm, you might be right..." Julie added. Julie turned the TV on and went to her available movie selections. She picked Moana, a recent Disney movie. "There we are..." Julie reached around and took the popcorn setting it away from them. She then swung Kim around and had her laying back in her arms in a flash. Julie smiled down. "Don't think about it..." Julie teased the nipple on her lips. "Just open up and let it in...it will feel natural if you just relax and let your mind be free." Julie gave another sweet smile and pulled a nearby blanket over Kim's legs, she left it just short of the cute baby animal print pullup.

"What a good burp. That one surprised you huh." Ben said noticing her blush. He laid her back down and put the bottle right back in. "There...no one likes gassies trapped in their tummy." He finished with the second bottle and sat her up to burp her again, patting her back. "You were a very very good girl for your bottle." He said taking off her bib. "I think you will like your surprise...I'm going to take you shopping."

Tough call... I think it somewhat depends on what your exact relationship with this person is. Do you want them fully into your life? Do you want to be able to share your little side with them? If your only reason for wanting to tell them everything is the fear of pushing them away if you don't...I probably would not tell them. Try and really think through the pros and cons... hopefully that will give you clarity.

"Yah you will really enjoy it..." Julie smiled. She filled the bottle with milk and went back by Kim. "I know I said this already...but I'm really glad you are here. I know you didn't have a choice... but I want you to be happy. I know deep down you will be happy here..." Julie smiled. "I...well talking to your Aunt earlier I could just tell she wasn't giving you what you needed..." Julie paused. "Oh, looks like our popcorn is done." Julie finished it by buttering and salting it and put it in a bowl. "Here lemme help you down...go on and toddle to the couch there." Julie followed with the bottle and popcorn. Julie sat and pulled Kim into her lap. "I got youuu." She said playfully and laughed. "Here have some popcorn while I find a good movie." Julie said putting the bowl in their laps.