susanj

The anal rings do give you an idea of what kind of life you will have incontinent. Although the fantasy of having it permanent has been with me for ever, I have had my doubts now and then. I have a partner that loves me to be incontinent and wants to botox me for a "longer test period" than the rings give me. I will wear the ring day after day, and enjoy it most of the time. Now that I am going to be totally incontinent for 6 weeks, I am excited about it to indescribable levels, but also scared that I will wish I could cure myself after a week or two into the new test. We practice a lot, with me being able to control when I go, but going when I am asked to go, no matter where we are. I am in a diaper all the time, and like that. I can handle a poopy diaper most of the time, with no complaints. But sometimes I just dont want a big load in my diaper. IM going to go ahead with the botox, and hope that it stays as exciting as the thoughts are now.