The anal rings do give you an idea of what kind of life you will have incontinent. Although the fantasy of having it permanent has been with me for ever, I have had my doubts now and then. I have a partner that loves me to be incontinent and wants to botox me for a "longer test period" than the rings give me. I will wear the ring day after day, and enjoy it most of the time. Now that I am going to be totally incontinent for 6 weeks, I am excited about it to indescribable levels, but also scared that I will wish I could cure myself after a week or two into the new test. We practice a lot, with me being able to control when I go, but going when I am asked to go, no matter where we are. I am in a diaper all the time, and like that. I can handle a poopy diaper most of the time, with no complaints. But sometimes I just dont want a big load in my diaper. IM going to go ahead with the botox, and hope that it stays as exciting as the thoughts are now.