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Okay, I am officially done with this fetish (or lifestyle), I have simply became disgusted with it to be honest, I was thinking "how could I love pooping or peeing on myself and enjoy it?" I am honestly sick to my stomach when I think of that now, I am officially done with this, no offense to you all. But this is something I've struggled with for years, thinking I could enjoy wearing diapers, but now I've realized that I don't enjoy wearing no more, I actually think even wearing them is uncomfortable now and then just the thought of using it on my self (yuck), so sorry I gave it a try but I have nothing more to do with this fetish, now I'm sure everyone probably thinks I'm bluffing and that I'll come back, but I won't no offense, but I just think it's disgusting now, maybe the good Lord is making me feel this way and if so Praise God! I also realize it's time to mature and get with a girl and most of all focus on God and my ministry that God has called me to do (preaching), so if an admin sees this, could you please delete my account ? Although I know you usually don't do that, I would appreciate it and God Bless you all and I'll be praying!

I've read your alls replys & you all are right and I've been talking to this other girl too and I might just try to get with her because with the child thing, I would have to settle down and I ain't ready for that yet, lol Also I'm not basing a relationship on diapers, like I said I'd give them up if it came down to it which looks possible still if I get with this other girl (who is a Christian like me and attends Church) and she has a lot of stuff in common like me, it's not even funny, She's a Christian, so am I, she can play the drums (for church), so can I, she likes sports and so do I, I could go on and when I'm in a relationship anyways, I never even think much about diapers or anything.

She works (housecleaning @ Marriott), if anything I'd wear em and not ask her to participate if she didn't want to or if anything (although I would kinda hate to), try and give them up, but like I said im not entirely sure if I'd want to anyways yet because of the baby thing and thanks for the response.

Ok, a while back when I was about 14 or 15, while she was 16 I dated a girl named Taci, and we went steady for about a year (maybe two), and I told her about my liking for wearing Diapers & to my surprise she was cool about it (even wanted me to send her a pic of myself in one, which I did even though her mom found out unfortunately which didn't go well, lol) but to make a long story short we are no longer together (me being 18 now), and come to find out she still likes me, but also she now has a baby, and I'm doubting in getting back with her for that reason (not ready for that, lol) What's you alls honest opinion(s) ?

Well, after some prayer, I've come to the conclusion that I can't live like this anymore, yes I know I just joined this site and I thank you all for your replys, but the Diaper thing, I feel is getting out of control, it was and I mean was getting to the point where I wanted to look at Diapered Girls again and do you know what and I'm ashamed to admit it but I slipped up and did it one more time, but it's the last time, I've already asked God to forgive me and I feel he has and I feel I need to put the fetish aside because it's bringing in perversion, which I don't want and I'm not like that, so again I thank you all for your replys and I've prayed and I feel it's time to lay the diapers aside, so this will be one of my last posts in this forum, and also I would appreciate it if one of the moderators or admins would even delete my account if that's not to much to ask. Again thanks and God Bless!

There any of these in Dayton, Ohio ? Or close by

Ok, I never understood why I'm attracted to Diapers. But I do know that I've been like this for my whole life, I don't even think I got potty trained till I was 6. But I do know I grew up thinking my step dad was my real dad until my Mom told me otherwise when I was I think 10 or 11, I also know that I was beaten by my step dad when I was little with a coat hanger and my Mom even was mean to me for a while, so much that I eventually tried to run away and eventually moved in with my Mamaw, who died in 2001 but before that she tried to raise me the best she could and I remember that my mom & step dad eventually moved mext door to us and I remember that I had a fascination of diapers, so much that I would sneak and take my baby brothers diapers and sneak and wear them, then I remember my mom finding out and coming over to my mamaws house to yell at me for doing that to where I ran and hid and I remember my mamaw defending me and she let me continue to wear it (the diaper), I then remember that even once that I snuck and got 2 of my baby brothers diapers and me & my cousin (whose a girl) wore the diapers to bed we slept together in them and I think I was 6 or 7 not sure and then I remember making a homemade diaper (trash bag & toilet paper) and was wearing it the night my mamaw passed, I remember my cousin coming and telling me she wasnt breathing (of course I took the diaper off before going out and checking on her ) I was 10 then and it just left me in shock and then I eventually moved back with my mom for a little and then I remember I started to bed wet sometimes on purpose, other times not, till eventually I convinced my mom to finally lemme continue wearing Diapers & surprisingly she mustve had a change of heart cause later that night she had one of her friends purchase me some protective underwear (she was to embarrassed I guess) and also at this time I was dating a girl named Taci and I told her that I liked to wear diapers & she was I think a year or two older, but she was cool (actually I think she thought it was cute), heck one night she even wanted me to take a pic of me in one and send it to her, and not sure what happend but we eventually broke up and then at age 14 I convinced my aunt to even start buying me diapers (who lived next door, moved in once my mammaw passed) and to my surprise she did and my mom still didn't mind until I turned 15 then she found out I was watching diaper girl vids & looking @ diaper anime (DBZ & Pokemon) and she then tried to make me quit again and that's when I moved in with my aunt & uncle next door and from 15-17 she continued to purchase me Diapers & then some things happened & later that year I moved in with one of my cousins whose Christian & I got saved and then stopped wearing for a little until now (age 18) the urges have come back and Im still a Christian but I still want diapers and heck I ask my uncle for money almost every month and walk to this Rite-Aid by our house (about a mile) and purchase them still and sneak them in the house when they're gone off to work.....Also I remember when I was going through puberty (I guess), I use to rock my legs back in forth real fast till I ended up doing you know what in my Diaper and I thought it tickled & felt good even though I didn't realize what I was doing until now & wonder if this is the reason I'm attracted to them and is there a way to stop or control it because I feel I still can't keep on being a Christian

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