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E Restraint, or ebay.

I've also ordered from SAVE Express (www.airoliver.de) with excellent results. Shipping took about a month, and was expensive, but I expected that, and wasn't surprised. From them, I ordered Tena Slip Maxi, Tena Slip Ultima, both have the best fit I've ever tried. Euron Nacht Plus, which are thick, and Attends 10 Special Care, which are ill-fitting on me. The next order will be Kolibri, Attends Active, Ribo-Slips and maybe something else. I've noticed though, a package of diapers from Europe is a bit heavier in weight than one sold in the US.

I wanted to try them so much too. I finally broke down and ordered some maxi's and ultima's thru air oliver. They're now my new favorite. No diaper diaper sold in the US fits me as well as these. They were worth the shipping for me, who doesn't wear often.

I remember them. There are ones like that still available, although I've never ordered or tried them. They probably don't work too well for their intended purpose. http://fisher.directhme.com/INCONTINENCE/BRIEFS_DISP/nav.aspx

I can sympathize with the OP. It's a fantasy of mine too, but the real thing is beyond what I could keep in balance with real life. I couldn't keep my place in life and society, AAAND be voluntarily committed to a psychiatric hospital. Too many things would be in jeopardy. Besides, the use of heavy mechanical restraints in hospitals isn't common anymore. Too many patients became entangled in their restraints and died of asphyxiation, or suffered orthopedic injuries, so they aren't used as widely now, and never for extended periods of time. The best alternative that I've considered is building my own padded room in a small spare bedroom upstairs by using army mattress' to pad the walls and floor. That would be expensive, and hard to hide though... In the meantime, since I can't have the full mental ward experience, I'll wear a diaper and my Posey straitjacket...until I get some more restraints.

I'm in Apex. Cary's next door...getting closer too.

Try here.Save Express They ship to the US. It's expensive, but considering the quality of European Tena vs. the ones available in the US, they're worth it in my opinion.

I'm sorry. I guess I was rather vague... I meant that it's very admirable that the OP feels this way (shameful) about the incident, and he seems like he must be a man of good character for opening up, and discussing it. I'd infer that the OP's a very compassionate, and humble person if the incident made him feel genuinely guilty. Now, to have actually said something,..now THAT would have been worth feeling guilty about.

The shame you communicate now speaks volumes about your character as a decent human being.