Poppy

Well I should be going if all things work out sometime at the beginning of December. This will be a new experience for me as previously I've only seen dominatrixes who do ab sessions as part of their work as opposed to a dedicated ab Nanny with a proper nursery. I'm particularly looking forward to being put into terry nappies and rubber pants as I love having a big nappied bottom when I'm in AB mood.

I remember that site. I think I might even have had a subscription for a little while. I remember there being a good potty training video on there. I'm in the process of arranging a visit to see Nanny Johnson in the Silverspoon Nursery - http://www.adultbabynannyonline.co.uk/Home_Page.html. It's a little bit of a journey for me but the nursery looks fantastic. Just out of interest has anyone here been to see Nanny Johnson here yet ? Thanks Poppy

Well after a while I decided to give her a call on her website which is still up and sadly I found out she retired 6 years ago. A great shame as I would love to be looked after by an older lady who could carry off the role of a prim and proper no nonsense traditional English Nanny. If you're reading this and you're new to the whole AB scene and your thinking of seeing a Nanny or a Mistress or going to fetish club or whatever you want to do please let me give you some advice. Do it and enjoy it before it's too late. And if someone says ABs are this or Dls are that and you don't fit in ....well as long as it's between consenting adults, who cares.

Wow haven't been on here a while. I haven't really had time these last couple of years or so for ab/sissy play due to family difficulties which thankfully have been sorted out now. It's a long shot this but I remember watching a documentary on sky tv in the UK about 10 years ago or so featuring a fantastic adult baby nanny called Nanny Dawson. She still has a website up and I just wondered if anyone has been to see her recently. I love the idea of being put into nappies and treated like a baby by a very traditional English Nanny and she seemed to offer just that type of thing. Her website is http://website.lineone.net/~madam_dawson/index.html by the way Thanks Poppy

Hi I haven't posted for a little while - I've been doing stuff etc but I thought I'd see what peoples opinions on this are. I'd like to know your recomondation for a good diaper that will pull down easily and stay in one piece when I'm getting a spanking. I'm ideally looking for a brand thats easily available in the UK. Either online or in shops. Thanks poppy

Are there any out going uk/london based sissies/abs/nannies/lgs/lbs/daddies/dls etc who would be interested in the following event: http://www.londonfetishscene.com/lfscalend...iewEvent/10512/ Obviously its not a specific ab event but the people involved are very sweet and it good be a real chance for some of us to meet up and have a good time and let people see what we're all about. Okay so it's a fetish bdsm event as opposed to adult baby roleplay but you could still get dressed up, misbehave, get spanked and have a bit of fun. If there is anyones interested and buys a ticket who could give me overnight accomodation in London at short notice would like to meet up for a coffee before hand I would be more than willing to do so. This isn't an attempt at getting laid by the way as I'm willing to sleep on a sofa it's just that I can't really afford a hotel room at the moment. I'm doing this on behalf of a friend who does loads for the fetish/bdsm community and seems to get little appreciation for his hard work. Whatever you do please don't get in touch if you aren't serious about giving it a chance. I was very upset that so many people said they were going to go to the ageplay/infantilism group and only three of us turned up ! One thing if this event doesn't succeed as it has done in previous years theres every chance it may no longer exist so please someone somewhere buy a ticket and go !

DrPill In all honesty don't you think it's the height of irresponsibility to come here with an online name like that linking to some very dodgy outdated information which ultimately does more harm than good. I happen to see a proper qualified psychotherapist once a week. When I eventually managed to talk about my fetishes ( I'm a third ab, third sissy and third spanking fan ) it was she who had to teach me how to accept them and ultimately how to enjoy them. For me personally it's helped to know a bit more about myself and why I enjoy these things but not everyone here needs counselling. People wear diapers for different reasons - incontinence, stress, fetish etc. It's just a thought but as you've come here and posted such an inflammatory message i wonder if theres a hidden agenda. You'd actually like to have a go at wearing diapers yourselves but you can't admit it. So you find yet another bit of useless information on the internet to try and proove to yourself that its sick and you're sick and we're all sick. Trust me I tried to cut this out of my life and it just causes pain. Now I do it when I want to and I know the reasons why. In my case it's pure fun and I don't expect my reason or any body elses reasons to be attacked. Poppy Oh and I enjoy masturbating without nappies as well thank you very much.

Having seen two professional mistresses who dealt with abs but weren't specifically set up as ab nannies I can say from personal experience that from a commercial bdsm sense these ladies both seemed to enjoy ab play as it gave them an opportunity to steer away from the cliched hard bitch image. In both cases and especially the second the sessions were a real laugh for both parties. I think its important for any one with this fetish to accept that you are an adult who enjoys wearing diapers and/or playing baby. You are not a real child. I'm speaking from personal experience here as somebody who went into counselling because of this. I did have that fixation on finding a mummy figure but learnt in therapy that what I was failing to do was look after myself. I have a tendency to be a very caring person for other people and to be very punishing towards myself which culminated in long periods of self harming and depression. The way I dealt with this was to take responsibility for my inner child ( not Poppy as I am here but somebody seperate ) and to stop passing this responsibility onto a mythical perfect mother figure. The ironic thing here is that by stopping this pointless search I was able to enjoy my fetish more. It doesn't mean I can't roleplay as that naughty 2 year old girl who has been caught by her strict Nanny but it has taught me that playing with it as a fantasy is a lot more fun than wanting it as a 24/7 lifestyle. Thats my experience and I realise others are different but there ya go.

And I suppose that you wear and use reusable diapers and therefore don't hurt the environment by throwing away yet another disposable. What I do in private by myself is up to me.

Well I've got another 3 pots of the stuff so theres plenty to go round. On the walls perhaps

It's actually a thick creamy yoghurt mixed with a soft sweetened cream cheese and a fruit filling. In this case apricot. It brings a whole new meaning to fruit at the bottom.

Can I have a spanking over my fromage frais filled nappy first please ? I think there are mitigating circumstances here as it was a low fat one.

I've just done something really naughty. I've put a pot of fromage frais down the front of my nappy !

Hey Guys I know I said I wasn't going to be round for a couple of weeks or so but looking at life in the light of day now I feel a lot better. I'm sure a lot of people in the ab scene go through times like I did on Friday. The thing is a couple of years ago when I had those feelings I'd either have self harmed or thrown my nappies and other stuff away. Now for want of a better word I just have a tantrum on a forum about a particular fetish which in the end is a lot healthier. I accept the fact that I enjoy wearing nappies sometimes. Thats all there is to it really. I have other hobbies. I play bass guitar, I do a bit of photograpy. I'm within spitting distance of one of the worlds greatest capital cities and I have my own spiritual beliefs. So yes I have my ups and downs but probably no more than anyone else. Just to put the record straight I haven't been upset or hurt or offended by anyones replies so please don't rip each other to shreds over this. I like my fetish 99% of the time. I'm working on the last 1% now but I'l get there. Poppy

Okay here goes. I posted last night in a bad mood but I think there may be something to be said for having a little break from this all. I don't wear nappies 24/7 and I have other interests so I'M going to have a break from all my fetishes (ab/sissy/spanking etc ) for a couple of weeks and see how I feel after that. I've done it before for a month and enjoyed myself better when I came back. Or I may stop completely but I'm not going to allow myself to feel guilty.