WannaWaddle

I've recently begun to openly sleep and cuddle my teddy, which my roommate seems not to mind... But out in public I'm typically very together, but sometimes I get shy when dealing with people.

Thanks, I didn't think I was alone in this... Today I felt as though it might have been possible, but alas, class and my roommate is home Maybe I'll have better luck next time I try...if I just relax, and let it happen, rather then attempting to force it. Although I wanna ask, what works for other people?

Hellos, I introduced myself awhile back, but I'm really really shy... As the title suggests, I have a really hard time relaxing and regressing. I've come close to the feeling a few times, and it felt so amazing. When it did happen, I stared crying a little because of it. But it never lasts... I have my diapers(Either Depends Max Prot, or Multiple CVS Fitted Briefs) my paci, a bottle, even my teddy. But most of the time, it just doesn't happen. Last night was the closest I've gotten. I was in bed, no diaper(I have insomnia, and wearing makes me too excited ) snuggling with my teddy and I felt my little self crying for a "ba-ba" and wanting someone to hold him. It only lasted for about 3 minutes. I think it may have something to do with my sexual feelings towards forced age regression, and the inability for two very separate feelings to coexist. Or maybe it's because of my limitations, i.e. Only when roommate is at her bfs, only store brand diapers, no baby clothes, and I'm an Eastern European GIANT(6'6, 280lbs). At this point I'm confused about myself and frustrated with my own feelings. Does anyone have any advice or suggestions? It's getting so that I'm unable to self identify, and I have a hard enough time with diaper guilt anyways... -Elan P.S. I'm so shy, this post took about 3 months of thought for me to act on. My experience last night kinda jump-started it. And I've discovered it's hard to even type the word "diaper" let alone speak it out loud.

I came out to my best friend first, then a few other friends after that... Couldn't come out of the closet tho, I was a Varsity Football player, and had to wait till after Senior season. But the funny part was, I never held back who I was, I just never said yes to questions. So everyone kinda knew...

The one time I did go out in public I was very, very careful. I was wearing Depends as well, although they were the new, Max Protection ones with the plastic backing...which under pants can make alot of noise. I just added a pair of tight-ish briefs, and that seemed to reduce both the plastic crinkle and any sagging that might have happened. It can be a total thrill, although I'm not sure if I'd ever want to go 24/7...

Umm...this is a little hard for me...I've never really had any dialog about my fetish, and recently realized that I was being foolish for it, so here I am. I'm a 19yr old gay male, and really enjoy disposables, although cloth might be nice for thickness. Aside from that, I'm a very laid back individual, enjoying anything and everything that seems fun. I look forward to learning more about myself here. -WW