glycerine

I love using a hairbrush on my bottom before I diaper...if I'm in the right mood. Like when I'm a bad baby.

*sigh* Finally fixed the (*&^(*)&)(&)& thing. I think I'll raise flowers in my next reincarnation.

Gee, Lt. Worf seems to like it! A drink for a Klingon warrior!

That's just it. It ISN'T "Just The Friggin Flu". This is H1N1. A nastier strain. It isn't the "common flu" that rolls around each year. Maximize your odds... take the vaccine if your in an at-risk group.

Not right at all... there have been a number of cases where "otherwise healthy" folks are getting it. If you aren't around people much you don't have much of a risk. If you ride the subway or bus. If you hold on the handrail on the escalator. If you go to a crowded room. You ARE at risk.

*sigh* Once again the lack of knowledge of "comparative risk" rears it's ugly little head. If the odds of getting sick from the vaccine are lower than the odds of getting sick from the flu, take the stupid vaccine. I have yet to see ONE real article on the dangers of the vaccine. Googling for "H1N1 vaccine issues" is like looking for "grassy knoll theories". You'll get a ton of hits, and most of 'em aren't worth the silicon their written on. I suppose you think polio vaccine is a Bad Thing too, eh? Sorry... but this is one issue that just makes me fume.

I spent the whole fracking day struggling with a remote computer. Nothing like pushing on a rope. I had to take a break so I popped into the house, put a nice load of glycerine in my bumm, and diapered up. Ah! After a 1/2 hour I pooped and fell into a great sleep. Now I think I can figure things out.

To me, it's an intense sexual stimulation as I poop. I've been taking Zoloft for a while, and that deadens the usual feelings of orgasm...if I can have one at all (*sigh*). However, giving myself a glycerine enema, putting in a tampon, putting on my diaper and plastic pants, and then my nightie, gives me a fabulous feeling. I snuggle down under my covers and after 5 minutes start feeling my rectum trying to push out the poop...with no success. Each wave of pushing makes my anus tingle more. I can feel my blood pulsing against the tampon plug. Pretty soon my whole mind in concentrating on my bottom and what's going on down there. When I finally let loose it's like an orgasm. The sensations peak and then I can feel the now squishy poop flowing out of me in waves. If I've been loading on Metamucil that feels like it goes on forever. I then usually drift off to sleep for a half hour or so. The neat thing about the waves of intense stimulation is that it's like having a multiple orgasm...something that a guy my age can only vaguely remember from 40 years ago. (Ah youth!) Cleanup is no big deal to me. Paper towels and baby wipes... And, yes, the knowledge that I'm dirtying myself whilst in my bed, under the covers, is part of the excitement.

What don't you like? For me... it sure beat the heck out of Vista (or as I call it "WindowsME for the 21st century"). Once I got used to the way things worked, it was great. I'm a lot more productive. I've got machines here running XP, Vista, and Win7, and the easiest to work on is the Win7 box. (Gee, I've also got a box running DOS 4.something or other...that doesn't get fired up very often...only when I want to play Commander Keen.)

You really should give Windows7 a try. I've been running it for about a month now (I get these things early...) and really like it. The only things that haven't run is the circa-1996 version of my software (whoopie-do. 13 year old software fails on new release!) and the Microsoft Virtual PC 2007. That's been replaced by something new, so another "whoopie-do".

I'm the boss! And... my office manager ALWAYS goes away around 2:30. 2:45 at the latest. Bonus: My office is in a loft over my garage. 50 feet, three flights of steps, and I'm in my bedroom. I'm up in what was the "servants quarters" of our 1901 Victorian.

Two days ago I started loading up on Metamucil. I first went the one-tablespoon route. Last night, before bed, I mixed a three-tablespoon mix. Same thing this morning. My office manager was over here today, so we went out and had a good sized lunch. By the time we got back I was really starting to cramp. I held on, and got back to programming. By 2 PM I could barely code! All my thoughts were on that IMMENSE pressure building up in my bottom. The clock crept towards 2:30 when I knew she'd head home and I could go inside and let loose (I really didn't want to poop with her here...I like a nice quiet time for that). FINALLY she left and I damn near ran into the house and up to my bedroom. I stripped off my soggy diapers, made up a bulb of glycerine and water, and squeezed it up my bottom. Quickly I went into the bathroom and put in an extra-heavy flow Tampax. Next, on with the diapers, plastic pants, and my flannel nightie. Usually I can hold out for at least 15 minutes...longer with a tampon in place. Not today! That Metamucil load wanted out, and it wanted out NOW! Even with the tampon swelling up inside, I couldn't hold it back and exploded into my diaper. Soon after that my bladder let loose. For the next ten minutes more and more squishy poop flowed out of me until I finally fell asleep for around 10 minutes. I did have to finish work, so I finally got up. My diaper felt let it weighed a ton! Going into the bathroom I pulled off the plastic pants and pulled down the diaper. That Metamucil-enhanced poop was a giant quivering mass! Into the plastic trash sack. I wiped off with a couple of wet paper towels. One thing I've noticed with the Metamucil is that clean up is quite easy. The poop kind of sticks together in the diaper and doesn't stick to me. All cleaned up, I sealed the now heavy trash bag, sprayed some nice scent into the room, re-diapered, and headed back here to the office. My brain is engaged again! I'll have to do this again next week.

No banana yesterday. But... (butt??) I found a Better Plug. I wrapped one of those Kotex "Light Days" pads around a Tampax Pearl. That way, I get the benefit of the pad expanding AND a string to pull the thing out if need be. I lasted about 20 minutes with a glycerine enema. I've been Metamucil loading, so it was a nice, big, squishy poop.

Hooray! Walgreens (at least the one near me) has decided to once again stock the 3-tape Depends. They had switched over to the new "For Men" and "For Women" pull-ups. I'm a much happier person this morning!

Mmmmmmm.... feeling relaxed and VERY empty right now after a good shot of my mix. Held in with two Tampax Pearls. I leaked a little at first, and then the tampons plugged me up. The feeling around the plugs was beyond wonderful. It was the closest I've ever been to the feeling I get when I have an orgasm. A building of pressure, all the nerve endings firing off, all my thoughts concentrated on one little area, an amazing throbbing feeling. And then... it repeated. Over and over for five or six times before I finally exploded into my diaper. THAT took a while to clean up! Mmmmm!

"Your mileage may vary!" Different brands of Metamucil-like things probably set up differently. Don't worry about it. Just make sure whatever goes into your tush is at least 1/2 glycerin...preferably 2/3. It's the glycerin that REALLY is the main actor in this show. The other stuff is just to give you some nice thick bulk to poop... it's an add-on. I'm on the road to give some training, but tonight in the hotel room I'm going to have a nice, slow, session with my mix, a Tampax Pearl tampon, and diapers.

Heh, heh... guess that makes ME an antique, eh? He now has a special place on my pillow during the day.

The bulb I found I got at Walgreens. It's nice in that it's got a little flip-thingie at one end I can fill the buld with. And, yes, you can store the mix. I keep it in a tightly sealed empty glycerine bottle I got from Walmart.

I just found the teddy my grandma made me back in '51!!! Teddy slept with me last night and I had the best sleep in YEARS.

...thought of one other thing. With the mix I try to get something that as it starts to work it's magic it stimulates my prostate. When I've got the proportions Just Right, and Ghu smiles upon me, I get this wonderful feeling that makes my toes curl up and I get these delightful shivers up and down my spine. Sorry gals, only for us guys <grin>. Then again, you DO have other stimulatory advantages that we lack.

He may have re-surfaced. There's another seller from China with the same line. Maybe if I got an XL??? Anyone interested in trading these for some Bambinos? Hint: I'd say you should be a Medium with skinny legs.

No, it's the orange kind. It's just been a combination of experimentation and reading the properties of various enema "enhancers".

I just got the CUTEST diaper covers from an eBay seller in China. The fabric is WAY cute. The waist fits perfectly. The leg openings feel like I've got tourniquets on! Maybe they'll stretch out... or I can add a little extra elastic or something. They are so darn cute. And... the seller has closed up shop. *sigh*

Naw... when I'm programming I'm in another world (geeks will understand this...) and only notice I've wet when I feel that really nice warmth in my diaper. I've been diapered on and off for eight or nine years. My body just seems to know that it's OK to pee if it "feels" it's in diapers.

I love it that I've now got my body conditioned to the point that if I'm wearing my diaper (and ONLY if!) I'll wet without even noticing that I've started. When I'm not diapered, I stay dry. It's neat sitting here programming and all of a sudden I feel that nice, wet, warmth spreading between my legs and into my diaper's padding. *** ahhhhhh ***