Rocky

Hello Peehd! You seem like great addition to the sight! Off topic, wouldn't it be cool to have a diapered doc? C-ya Rocky

Thanks Guys im not really affraid so to speak but it does worry me what the future hold for me. I have spoken with kim and she assures me she will be there for me. But i wonder if this will shake her confidnce that i can live a normal life well a semi normal life. I fear she will bolt in the coming weeks. Its a huge undertaking to live with a man that not only is a diaper wearer but it could get worse later in life.. I am going to tell her if this is to much i completey understand. i have went nearly 18 years and no problems its posible they could take more of my bladder trying to elimate the scar tissue that has formed over the year and im ok with that. I know i will survive and live on happily. Im going to take my computer with me to the hospital and use their internet service as i have many selles running right now and can't end them with loosing money. Yes its big buummer but i know it won't last forever. Thank for all you well whishes. C-ya Rocky

This morning for the first time in 18 years i woke up dry? This never happens with me. I new when i felt the dry diaper something was very wrong. I stood up and was hit with a need to pee like you can't imagine then pain, lots of pain! After a ride in a ambulance to the hospital turns out i have to go back under the knife. As many know as a kid i had a accedent that damaged my bladder leaving it small and badly scared from 3 botched surgeries. Well all those bad surgeries as a youth has caught up to me. It seems i have a growth in my bladded that has blocked any escape of urin. So i sit her tonight bummed way out, with a catheter crammed in me, slowely drippig into a bag not my diaper, Dreading Monday (d day) and all those bad memories. Estamated time in hospital 3 to 5 days. Who knows maybe i can get a few diaper changes out of it............ so far the drugs are good! LOLOL Uh................ bye Rocky

Hello Dan I read you posts and if the infection truely never gets better two things come to mind, one a kindey infection which is very hard to get rid of, Two you should have a bladder studdy done, there is a chance your retaining urine thus keeping the infection alive and well even with meds on board. I know both of these well. A close friend of mine has been normal all his life and got UTI that never left he thought he was going to die before they got it fixed and they found out he was retaining about two table spoons or urine after each void. With some medications he right as rain again infection is gone. The bladder study is a little uncormfortable as they fill (via cathete)r your bladder and you empty it and they check you seeing if all of it came out or not.. Hope this helps C-ya Rocky

I have been watching the map and very impressed how it works and seeing where everyone lives but does anyone other than me wounder why most of us are on the eastern seaboard? Is there something strange here????? Cya Rocky

Thanks all! Im terrified at any minute this will blow up in my face but yeah she's very cute. Im just going to let the subject drop for a while and see if it comes back up. I know if i don't keep my mouth shut about it, it could really drive a wedge between us. So for now im just going to date do my changes quietly and see what happens. I do have a question though, If "she" brings the subject back up should i just out right ask her if she knows what Ab/dl is or just answer her question or comment and let it drop? C-ya Rocky

Hey guys sorry its take me so long to get back to you its been a Monday. Well like I said we didn’t get to go riding cause the girls thought it too cold and damp. But apparently it was great shopping weather……….. LOLOL. So me and Jim struck a deal with the girls. We were willing to go shopping but first we at the least got to o some driving up in the mountains see the falls scout out some happy hunting ground so to speak… So I doubled up adding a liner to my diaper making sure I would be cool for most of the day We goofed around in the mountains playing in the river a bit but it was way to cold. After cruising the mountains we went back to the Y and got my truck and headed over to shop as promised. I did make a successful change without anyone the wiser at a strip mall . Jim and Angie seen we were hitting it off pretty well and made a graceful exit later that after noon. I called up a buddy of mine that has this awesome lodge on top of the mountain with a stunning view. I wanted to see if anyone was using it, I wanted to show Kim the view. I know what your thinking and no that’s not what I was thinking at the time but its truly a romantic place and I like go up when I can and just breath. I drover her up there without telling her about the place, It was surprise. It has this log deck that hangs off the mountain literally and I wanted to show it to her.. There are way to many cabins around for anything to happen out on the deck and besides so clear you heads Kim loved it and was amazed at the view. She took some shots with my camera I took for the trip. I just sat in one of the 15 = rockers that line the deck. And here is where everything went wrong and right all at the same time. My diapered disaster What I didn’t know was I was leaking and the only thing I can figure now is back at the store when I was doing a quick change I leaned against the wall when I was taping in on and something poked a hole in the butt of the diaper. So here I sat not clue anything was wrong. She came over and sat in chair beside me this is beautiful she looking at me. I smiled and said well thank ya maim I am to please. She smiled and said your so sweet! It embarrassed me cause I’m not good with complements. She sat quietly a minute as I said so what would you like to do next? More shopping, food or just by this place, making a joke. She smiled back and said well I think we need to find a restroom first. I stood up and said oh, I’m sorry I didn’t know you needed to stop, you should have said something? She stood up and held my hand and said well yeah I do but I think you need to as well. It shocked me because I couldn’t figure out why she would say that. It embarrassed me to think she felt she had to watch over me like a mother hen and make sure I peed…This was not what I had in mind. I said oh no I’m fine. She said please don’t get up set, I said ok why, knowing something was very wrong. I was either getting dumped or the unthinkable. I slid my hand around back of me an sure enough in the center of my jeans was a wet spot about the size of a half dollar. I could literally see myself jumping from the deck with embarrassment. I started apologizing like crazy a she tried to make me feel better by saying its ok! She was kind and said will you stop you couldn’t help it its not a big deal! I hadn’t felt that kind of embarrassment since high school when a similar thing happened. She said hey holding my hand its not a big deal! I said but you don’t understand? She said really its not a big deal, just fix it and we can go get something to eat. The cabin was locked there I stood ready for lighting to strike me dead well hoping. She said did you bring more with you? I said yeah completely humiliated, there in the truck. She said well I will wait here you go out and fix it and we can go eat? So here I went out to the truck making sure no one was around dropping my pants and tearing the diaper off totally pissed as I cursed repeatedly. After I changed I stood knowing there was no way she would ever what anything to do with me after this. I calmed myself a bit and tried to figure out how I could make this not so bad. I regained my composer and figured I had nothing to loose so I decided to tell her everything to make sure she understood. I went back and we sat on the deck and I told her the whole story (short version) the accident, surgeries, school the whole nine yards and to my shock she said ok? I new that already? (Yes I left out the ab/dl part figuring that would be way over the line) I said if you want to go home I an totally understand but she said nonsense I’m having a great time! Besides she said I’m hungry and I want to stop at that gap outlet! I know she was trying to make me feel better but We came back to town and ate. I still was very unsure if she was truly accepting this or if she just needed to make sure she got back home. But when I dropped her off at the house she invited me in. We sat and talked a while but I kept making references back to check if she was really ok with my diapered disposition. Kim is a very straight forward girl which I like a lot and after a lot of assurances she finally had enough of my questions and told me to stand up. I asked what? Stand up she said! I stood up and she said ok drop trow I said excuse me? She said your not going to believe me until its out in the open so drop em! I asked are you sure? She said yes show me? I was truly embarrassed but she wasn’t going to be happy until I showed her so,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I did. She looked at it and said, is that it? I stood and said yeah that’s pretty much it! She smiled walked up and kissed me and said now, its over you can relax. So to this point were dating. There hasn’t been any sex yes she knows I can do that easy. But we have talked about it and we really want to take our time. She has just come out of a rough relationship and I can understand that totally. Besides its been what 6 years since my last sexual encounter I’m pretty sure I can hold out few more months, LOLOLOL I’m not sure what the future holds but right now its looks promising. I just hung up with her a few minutes ago. We are going out Wednesday to a restaurant and catch a movie. From there I have no clue. Well that’s it folks! C-ya Rocky

Hey guys i just got in, we have been gatlinburg and the mountains am im so tired i almost crashed my truck getting home. I know you want details and this is the best i can do for tonight. No, we didnt got riding, the girls thought it was to cold. we did go early to the smokey mountains and spen most of the morning riding in trucks. Wee wound up at Gatlinburg late after noon. Spent the day shopping. Now for the big stuff. Yes me and kim have talk about the diapers. Yes she seen one on me, Very cool story.......... Later we went to see a few shows and then i took her back home.......Another cool story. Im sorry i cant do details or pnuchuate worth a crap tonight im just so tired. I didn't sleep last night i need tpo work tomorrow and i will try tpo get all this together. Your going to freak i think i know i did. C-ya Rocky

Update 1:30 am saturday night oops sunday morning the date Hey guys well its like 1:30 am and I’m just barely holding my eyes open but I know some wanted to know how my blind date went. Well good I think? We met them at seven at the restaurant. Her Name is Kim, Brunette, brown eyes, average build, she’s cute, Lots of smiles a bit a sarcastic humor which I love! (Thank you god) She just turned 30, divorced a abusive husband, has a son. Moved back here after a few years in Canton Ohio, Works with jims wife (Angie) at the hospital in house keeping. Making beds, mopping puke, cleaning toilets you know the drill…..Crappy job. At the restaurant I did get a private second to talk to Angie , I did ask her if she told Kim about my problem? The answer is yes but she said and this is her words, “well it’s a small pad right? So I have been demoted from diapers to drip pads…….male tampons? Whooooooops………I have never really spoken to Angie about my diapers but Jim, as you know, he knows very well. Our table came up and I didn’t get to say no it’s a diaper! I don’t know if something was lost in translation from jim to her but she thinks its some kind of pad not a full-fledged diaper and there is no way one of those little male pads would work. I wanted to die standing in the line looking at the cute girl standing beside me thinking “pad” no prob, not the diaper that just taped around my waist less than an hour ago! Dinner was nice even though I was clearly nervous feeling like the elephant in the room so to speak. We talked a little about our ex’s, family, friends you know the regular stuff. Angie, Jims wife showed Kim a ring Jim bought from me. Things seemed to get a little easier from there as the conversation switched to jobs mine then hers and then a few laughs at Jim expense at him flipping his atv into the river today. We talked quiet a bit but the diaper subject never really came up. But something did happen that leads me to believe she has some clue. I’m just not sure, sorry Its late. Um, We went to the movies seen the fog, yes its just as stupid as the original, The girls insisted. During the movie she patted my arm and stood up motioning me to fallow. We ended up at the restrooms she went in the girls I stood there a second feeling like a perv waiting outside, so I went in the men’s room for a quick diaper check. I was all good barely wet, lots of diaper left. I would have changed out of nerves if my bag wasn’t still in the truck so I came back out and waited across the hall. A few seconds passed she came out saying ok , smiling. She asked me if I wanted a drink I said no but I guess it looked strange to her that everyone bought a drink and popcorn at the beginning of the movie and I didn’t but I did pay so I wouldn’t look like I was avoiding anything. We never held hands or anything but I held the door open for her to the theater as the movie blasted away. Now you have to understand the theater is multiplex all little theaters have this dark hallway leading into the theater its supposed to be lit with walkway lights but they rarely are on and tonight was no exception. We came back in at a dark point in the movie, creepy music some girl saying hello, you know, and cue the screams and someone dies from the evil fog, riveting! LOLOL. Kim stopped as the door closed behind us cutting off all the light from the concessions. I bumped into her cause we were basically blind She giggled as I walked around her. I eased down the hall leading the way, Trying to look like I knew what I was doing, NOT. LOLOL She placed her hands on my waist fallowing me. I freaked just a bit at the touch in the dark and then worried if diaper was hanging out. I’m sure we looked like the tail end of conga line as we appeared in the theater. As we made it in the main room she did squeeze, pinch my waist why I have no clue. Was she testing for a diaper or was it something else? I’m really not sure but it sure felt like she was feeling for something to me, maybe she was just hanging on really tight ? Jim made fun of us saying hold on Darlin he wild one! It did looked funny I guess. The movie ended thank god and I offered her a ride home. And here it get very interesting, We sat at a red light waiting for several minutes, I should have just blown the light there wasn’t another car to be seen anywhere but my luck there would be a cop just around the corner you know? I jokingly asked, well how was “your” blind date? As we waited for the light to change. She smiled and said, nice, yours? I smiled back and said pretty darn good, she was cute! What she asked, no missing teeth or freakish habits missing body parts? Nope I said just really cute. She waited a minute and asked just cute? Now easy guys, I new this was heading somewhere I didn’t need to go yet I was not about to, well you know without giving her some warning. I know its looks like the perfect set up but I have had my share of laughter, horrified stares and pissed woman that didn‘t know and who I thought, she’ll understand? Hell NO they don‘t! Let me count the times I have been rejected. Too many……….. We got to her apartment, parked, she opened the door. She reached for her purse grabbing my bag instead, (Its just a black backpack I keep diapers in when I’m out) and said oh that’s yours. My stomached twisted a little as she set it back down on the black carpet in the truck its kind of hard to see. And here it is she said quote “you might need that later with a grin!” ………… Ok was that a hint? Did she figure out that’s my diaper bag? I did walked her to her door and she gave me a kiss on the cheek asking I wanted to come in? Uh I said im pretty tired you no? She said your so sweet…….. “sweet” dating death, Right? Well that was the end of my blind date. Well not quiet. After the movie Angie was whining to Jim in the parking lot about something. It seems we are taking the girls riding tomorrow, well today if I ever get to bed then we’re going to the comedy barn in Sevierville. And I’m terrified about the ride. Its like 4 hours in the woods no bathrooms not counting the hour ride up. I can’t do a superman (quick change) without anyone noticing. I’ve done this for years, I go off in the woods away from everyone and change out of sight and put the spent diaper in the bag until I can find a proper trash bin. It could still work but if she riding behind me what do I do make her get off and make up a lie? Kinda rude don’t-cha think . So now I need to go throw up figure out what the hell I’m going to do The worst is she is going to be doubling with me tomorrow and there is no way I can police my waist line and be sure the diaper is neatly tucked out of sight every second + he hands are going to be around my waist the whole ride! Its kinda cold here and maybe the girls will cancel in the morning. Kim has never been riding maybe she will get scared and opt out. But she seemed truly excited to go Soooooooooooo I’m screwed. I guess I’m just going to have to tell her straight up………………….. And that sux too……….. Oh Yeah I’m screwed. This is going to end ugly I just know it. Rejected again.. Now I remember why I don’t date anymore! Ok I need sleep. c_ya Rocky

Cool! Im in C-ya Rocky But where is Dailydiapers?

Thanks guys for the advice. Jilly still has me giggling. BabyJilly I know it wasn't at the time but my brother is a retired officer and he and his wife went to the movies and you will never guess what happened. Some dude decide to light up a joint right in the theater. Needless to say he didn't see the movie.. LOLOLOL I did talk to jim just a few minutes ago. All he will say is, Will you relax? So you guys say chill, he says chill so i guess i need to chill.... LOLOLOL Tomorrow morning me and Jim are going riding, i picked up a new ride last week and need to test it out. Mud MMMMMMMMMM Maybe i can squeeze some info out of him then...... I guess if any one is interested i could post how it goes........ let me know! C-ya Rocky

My best friend Jim and his wife are taking me out on a blind date saturday nite. This should be interesting. Yes they both know I use diapers. Jim has been a friend since grade school. One of the few that never made fun of me or avoided me. Me and his wife get along pretty well but she is very,very shy and nearly impossible to talk to. How they ever got threw the vows is beyond me? LOLOL I haven't dated much since i split with the wife 7 years ago. Not really been looking. I guess my question is, have they told her and if not should i say anything, if it comes up? I know i wouldn't bring it up on my own on a first date but if they told her,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Then?????????? We are going to a nice restraruant on the river then a movie and then??????????????????????????????? And that's the part that scares me! Who knows we may hate each other off the bat? LOLOLOL I hate to ask him because he gets agraveted at me and always replies, why does it matter? He has no clue what its like and doesn't want to know or hear about. Any advise welcome. I never did like dating.............Ugh C-ya Rocky

Diapered in the hospital? Well I have spent a lot of time in the hospital over the years and i stay diapered 24/7. I did have one doc cath me and told him that was a bad ideal due to my damaged bladder. He didn't listen and i got an additional three day in hospital very ill. As far as being changed in the hospital, it has happened on a few occasions. Once by request and the rest was in the night when they came to check on me discovering I was soaked. I know it sounds exciting but the truth is unnerves me cause you can' find anyone that can do a good job. As for getting diapers threw the hospital here in the USA its a BYOD, bring your on diapers if you want a good one. They use these cheap crappy diapers bound to leak after the first wetting. Ugh………….. You know I have been threw all the pills, catheters and surgeries you name it and I have always went back to diapers. I can remember a time when I sat in my uro's office as he blasted me over wearing diapers instead of his treatment plan. But now days if pill doesn't fix it you may find they are more excepting for you to use diapers. Foley catheter, external catheters has come under some serious fire. Foleys are believed to cause bladder cancer, external caths cause skin break down and your left with the one the only diaper. Now days nothing is said about my diapers. Other than a nurse asked me once what brand I used. She had never seen a Molicare. They now recommend them to patients. I have also noticed that lately you can claim your a wetter and if you can bare the tests there is no real way for them to disprove your a wetter. A friend from anther chat room was telling me he did it. He showed up in diaper claiming he suddenly became a wetter. They ran all the tests found nothing but told him to seek counseling. Right after that the doc wrote him a scrip for diapers so his insurance would buy them. How much of that is true? I’m not sure but he now has his diapers paid for threw his insurance and is declared legally incontinent. Just my two cents: C-ya Rocky Oh Claire who made that diaper your wearing? I would love to have one. Is that one diaper or layers of a couple diaps?

Wasn't that Tommy that did the Phil Donahue show many, many years back? I was in grade school and stayed home that day just to see it. Mom thought it was about bedwetters and thought i should see it. Man was she blown away! LOLOLOL As memory serves he wasn't a spring chicken then. How old is he now? He's done this a long time maybe he's just tired and over it? C-ya Rocky

Name all of them? Ummm, wow that would be a huge list. LOLOLO I go to the biggies, the little night clubs, fairs, you name it. Seen motley crew just a few months ago (awesome) I just seen the Gin blossems last night. Like i said it would be huge list. As for porta potties vs diapers? Hands down to the diaper. Just think of all the people and diseases out there today. No way would i plop down on that seat or touch that door. Don't mean to sound like a germ-a-phobe but i think can wait till after the show and just get a re-tread.......... LOLOLOLO I know im clean... I normally run a molicare with a liner in it. You can get mighty thirsty at a show if the beer isn't 7 bucks a cup...... There use to be an artical years back on the net about Football fans, Nascar, concerts and sporting events in general where diaper company's were seeing a rise in people using diaposable pads at events and i think walmart employees was meantioned as well something about no breaks during work hours or something. I was going to link it here but i can't find it now. C-ya Rocky

Cool C-ya Rocky

Hey Joey what's up. Although your story has the makings for an interesting ab story if this is truely a real event may i first say, Dude, WTF. Why would you sit on her lap? The second lindsay seen that you were blown out of the water for life! Even though a liljoey lives in you its time "big joey" ran the show. So what he's bigger than you. BFD let say this ok, so you know you made a mistake not speaking up. i'v been there done that bought T-shirt. Until you say what's on your mind she will never and i mean never, have a clue how you really feel. Maybe she does know and is looking for you to speak up, who knows. either way your in rough place now. You can walk in her shadow all your life and that's what you will be from now on and if that's what you want then great! If not, then say what you feel to her and if she declines then you know where you stand and can move on with you life thus learning from this mistake. Im not saying go out pick a fight or demand she love you, that would be double tragic... im just saying until you speak your mind your destined to get run over just like what happened. Its still not to late to tell her how you feel but sitting on her aunts lap pretty much killed her view of you. You might do a hail Mary and save yourself by telling her how you really feel but i wouldn't expect a revelation on her part. Girls want someone that's genuine. It dosen't matter size it matters if your secure in who you are, whether it be class clown or the jock. The problem is your waiting for her and there is no way in ------ she is going to pick you if you don't make a stand and let people plow over you like road kill. You have to beleive in "you" before she will...... Good luck Rocky

Well let me rephrase myself (i have only been “noticed” twice) I hope no one was thinking was actually hauled off the Jail LOLOLOL.... Once was in walmart back years ago some lady said something and the other was at foo fighters concert 2000-2001? A girl behind me said something and of course you can't hear anything, so i said what? And she just pulled my shirt down over it. I hand mistakenly tucked it in the waist band. DOH! I wasn't sure what to do but never seen her again even though i did try to find her after the show to say thanks. Drinking and diapering don't mix kids LOLOLOLOL C-ya Rocky

Yep i wear in public have for years only been busted twice in the whole time. I have changed man restrooms never had a prob. Every once in while i will let it hang out just to see if anyone will say anything but no comments to date............. C-Ya Rocky

Danger Will Robinson! Ok now that i have just dated myself here is a smoth way of seeing if she "might" be open to explore the diaper culture. Simply one night act like you just found a well represented abdl sight and say something like "you have got to see this Look!" act interested and fasanated by this new thing you just found and let her surf threw with you and if she is totally freaked out then you know, never tell her. If not and she reads a bit and looks around then you might stand a chance.................... Cya Rocky

Emily: Sorry you felt you needed to kill the web page, personally i didn't see it but would have liked too. I think it was a wise “temporary” choice for what happened to you. Yes the emails are disturbing and you need to shake this clown. I does bother me when these freaks screw up a simple fun thing. I would offer some helpful hints “if” you re-post your sight. Password protection is great but if you want it available to all I would not have a email access to your email addy posted on the site. I would get a guest book you have to approve the message before it goes to the net. And lastly I would change your user name here on this sight so the two cannot be connected. Then if you choose to later over “inquiries” you check the person out and if you deem them friendly and if you choose you can then tell them its your page. I do understand a tinny bit what you felt and its heart breaking. Some people just can‘t look and enjoy without getting nuts. I posted a dating add and got a very mixed up young lady and had to shake her. It seemed every where I turned she had posted her love for me and really she didn’t know me. She sent some strange letters to me, like yours, It seems its not just guys anymore, she posted a bunch of crap and threatening stuff on the boards and the most shocking thing I found out was she lived in my state. I did many of the above ideals and my life is back to normal. Don’t let a few weirdo’s kill your fun. If you let them win then you will always regret you didn’t get to express yourself as you see fit. You can’t please everyone, Bla bla ,,,,, true but it looks as if you have many caring friends that want to help you grow your site. Its so tough these days that many sites went to a pay system trying to stop this kind of thing but even off color people have credit cards as well. So lift up your chin and to he** with the freaks. Your site sounds wonderful and I would like to see if up and flourishing. Good luck Rocky

Oh dude listen to the people its a bad, bad ideal. If you need to confess your soul or something find a priest you "don't" know. Its a awesomely "bad" ideal. unless you like your mom freaking out in horror crying and you dad going off grounding you for life. Cya Rocky

Every single night. I love waking up in the morning with it soaked and sagging between my legs. Cya Rocky