Alf Deris

Baby talk is a huge target for descussion on the ABDL sites. Some babies love to do it, some hates to read it. I do baby Talk sometimes, it's conforting to me talk like an infant/baby. When I'm upset I almost forget the letter "R" on the words I change it for "L" or just don't spell the "R". sadness is almost a green signal to baby talk... I guess that is my own way to confort myself. When I am with friends who knows I'm a AB I do baby talk sometimes too, but to oposite ways. To my friends i do baby talk only to show then my happy baby side =) childsh terms are also used to talk about food, sleep or my baby stuff (like paci for pacifier or baba for baby bottle). Even with a huge list of things who makes me want to talk like a baby, I do baby talk rarely. On foruns baby talk are not much apreciated by me, because it's hard to understand, specialy if u are from other country who does not speak english to the principal language (my case). I don't hate people who talks like a baby, even I LOVE baby talk! But to me is simple : Leave the baby talk to your mouth, not to your fingers kisses and hugs PS : here on Brazil, change the R for other letter or don't spell it is signature for baby talk

Well during my childhood I had a pretty huge collection of stuffed animals, but I never really gave much importance to then, at least, until now ^^ There are 3 ones really really important to me... two of them were part of my babyhood for real, and the another one was a gift gave by my mommy 2 weeks ago. Me and my mommy don't had a good relationship when I was a kid, but now we are getting started to change it, so i'm so happy with that. Since she gave me my cute stuffed lion, I simply don't sleep without him He, my paci and my baba are the rules for bed time without them, just don't play

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Not as much I wanted =/ Yeah I have my baba but i rarely use it... the reason is simple: All nights my gramdma always leave a glass of milk in my room for night (it's a kind of affectionate gesture I guess..) and when i transfer that to my baba i do a lot of mess =( (my baba is a secret, i can't just do it openly) and in my house privacy is something rare, so I have fear of being caught

Almost EVERY day in the past 1 and a half year! I always dream the same thing... a baby nursery full of toys, a crib, high chairs, pacifiers, baby bottles... all kinds of baby stuff. I also dream with a woman who plays a mommy in dream, but it's different from my real mom. Every single time i wake in the crib with a pacifier, and she comes, change me, bath me, fed me, rocks me untill a sleep again... this dream it's so intense... before I have it, I just have some curiosity about wear diapers again, but after that, i became a full time diaper wearer, bleder incontinent, with a little weak bowel control (sometimes, rarely I poop myself as well...). Also I get a huge felling of happiness when i suck a pacifier or a baby bottle... OMG! subconcious can be REALLY powerfull =)

Hello ^^ I really don't know if there is the right area for this question but I guess there is... anyway sorry if it don't... From the past 8 months i'm bleder incontinent and need to wear diapers all the time, night or day. On day this don't means any problem, I have a diaper who fits well on me and don't leak (well... almost never). When I'm home I usually don't wear pants, just diapers ( I know I am just a lazy boy who wants spend a lttle less time dressing myself just a joke^^), but when I'm out I still having problems with leaks =/ I don't know why, i guess the pants maybe remove the diaper of the right place... On nights when I sleep, I wet myself and when I wake up my diaper are almost dry but my bed is soaked. I think the diaper leaks by the sides during the night. So, please anyone has a tip for help me to deal with that? For a little more information: I use Disposables diapers, The brand does really metter because I'm from Brazil so they are different ^^ Thank you for help

Well for me was a little diferent... When I was 5 to 6 years old I had a lot of "soiled-pants acidents" and my dad always threatened me... he used says the same thing : "I will send you to school only in diapers to all your friends tease you, I will full your backpack with baby stuff and will send a note to your teacher to keep you all day in baby nusery and just be the baby you really are.". I remember exactly that words, and I guess I'll never forget them... One day, I messed myself and he told me "From tomorrow u don't pass", on that night i saw by the semi-open door of my room, my dad with a huge package full of baby's stuff. On the next morning i was terrified, my mom dressed me for school and leaved to work, I thought I was safe... but than my father brought the stuff to the room, I started to cryin and tried to flee, he lay me on the sofa and when he started to diaper me the school bus arrived. He looked me right in the eyes and said "You never been so lucky". then he gave up to diapering me, because of time I guess... For the following years be treated like a baby was a huge fear to me, both at home and at school. My sister liked to play and be my "mommy" when we both was 9. she fed me, diapered me, bathed me... I hated it, but the adults in house thought it was cute... in that moment some changes about the idea to be babied starts to happen... In the age of 12, My family began to crumble... My parents fought a lot and were about to get divorced, we had problems with money and my father began having problems with alcohol. Almost never got attention from my parents at that time, only to fight. At that moment the fear of being "the baby of the house" became desire. I thought if I went back to being a baby, no one would treat me badly. I kept this secret desire for eight years until this year when I started wetting the bed and pants. I got sick and I became incontinent, I believe it was the psychological who lit the fuse ... after that I decided to embrace that desire and believe I am much happier. That's is resume of my true history

Well i'm here to tells a little more about my experiences in this new universe to me^^ i really hope to see some answers, even little comments because i'm a lot proud of myself and i wish to share my conquers with everyone here ^^ the idea of join here was see what AB's like or deslike, see which of these things could fit to my lifestyle, try new things, met new people, accept my baby side as part of myself. Ok, i'm still talking just a little, but i read a lot here and learned many many things . i'm a full time diaper wearer and weter but this week i tried some new things... things I was afraid to try, maybe for fear or shame, i don't know why for sure... for exemple : from the past six mounths, almost seven, I am being in diapers all the time, because a bledder problem, I rarely fell the urge of pee, so i just let it go in the diaper... this week i just messy my diaper for the second time at all, i didn't liked it. the felling was good as well walk and sit in pooped diapers, but it gave me so much work to clean myself, so it was more bad than good for me This past wednesday i gave a big step to myself and brought a pacifier to me and that was amazing!! I was very afaid to do that, even knowing that was not a big deal ( i guess it was a psycological barrier between me as a adult and me as a baby). when I bought that pacifier I felt like a hero i was so proud of myself, when i put it in my mouth and started to suck it, I felt the taste of victory ^^ i suck my paci in secret yet, sucking on bath or bed times, it's so good, so soothing =D Next step is a baby bottle, and i'm thinking about tell my mom about my infantialism disires and ask her to be my mommy again ( i guess you get what i trying to say ^^ ) pS : i hoping some answers and i'm sorry about poorly english, i still practicing ^^

hey Mike =D I'm new here too and my fellings about be a AB are very similar to yours... I even could say, in some aspects my fellings are equals to yours, especialy on the part of "re-conquer" the sensasions of childhood^^. What I have to say to you is wellcome! It's a very good and important attitude about acept yourself as you really are unfortully the society have some problems to accept our lifestyle, but it don't really metter buddy, what is important is you being happy with yourself =D diapers are nothing more than a diferent kind of underwear =) if you prefer that just wear it^^ sometimes, just let your baby side talks and try new things ^^ some people like to wet or messy their diapers, others loves pacifiers and baby bottles, or even do baby talk or/and crawl aroud the house only in diapers... so, just listen your heart and do what you want

Sorry about wrong place post, i don´t know how move it so if some Adimin could move this for me to the medical secion thank´sq

well i don't want to look into a AB lifestyle as a sexual thing. My opnion about that is only based in "be a baby" sooo i don't see any problem with what is the gender changing u,... male or female, it's really don't metter . I do prefer females, because of her's delicate nature ... i never was changed by a man, but a fell times by my grandma and my mommy too. In my mind female's are more delicate than mans so i fell more confortable to be changed by a woman

Hi , I am new here and have some questions, my english is a little bit poorly ( i speak Brazilian's Portuguese) but I will try to explain what is happening to me with the best I can. 21 days after my birth ( It was a premature birth) i had a neurological problem caused by low oxigenation in my brain. due that I almost stayed in a vegetative state, but, i had luck and escape from that with just a fell sequels, on the legs and left arm, i have to use a pair of crutches to walk but i live a pretty normal life. during my life I always had a lot of dificulties to pee (i just fell the urge when it's pretty badly) and poop but nothing I could notice until now... This year, right after the "new year parties" I could not pee for very longs periods of time (something like 17 hours) and started to wet the bed. Course i had go to the hospital to know what is the cause for that, and after six months of exams i discovered what that was : my bleeder had lost the ability to contract, so i can't relif it when i need, but my bleeder still holding my pee. my doctor said that was a latent sequel of my neurological condition, and the fact of my bleeder is holding the pee are causing kidney damage. To avoid seriouslly problens he told tome use a catheter ( i going to back to doctor this week to put it on). I did some researchs and discovered things about the catheter... it is painfully and the risks of infection are big, so i reaserched other ways to do what i need to do. I found a other way : induce the incontinent state by botox or surgery . since this thing get started i fell daily powefull pain and i can take that so much longer... i will talk to my doctor to him iduce my bleeder incontinent and I wanted to now if this both proceedings are dangerous or painfully (both the botox and the surgery) 6 mounths in pain is terrible, I already can't control my bleeder functions properly and i'm in diapers 24/7, i just want to take away the pain, i already accept the fact of diapers beeing part of my life ( I even like it ) . I just want to now how is the painless medical way to achieve incontinence. thank's for help

good point buddy. I'm always (or most part of time)wondering about be a baby and try new things, this is a good way to reduce the stress for my and it makes me a lot happier. I only had pooped my diapers one single time and I changed it pretty soon, right after I soiled it. One of my major's curiositys is to sit in the floor with a soiled diaper, maybe crawl a little with it. I am just getting started on that "businees" ... too many wishes, too many fellings ... it's really good! The things I most wanted now is about my doctor induce my incontinence soon because my kidneys are hurting vary badly , i want to get a baby bottle and a pacifier soon too, I am woundering the fellings that things could bring to me, I bet with you that is gonna to be good . I am SOOOOO HAPPY to beeing part of this forum specially because I'm felling free and complete talking about the things I want / gonna to do soon, as a baby

Thank's a lot for the answers until now ^^ I know there is a lot of cool people and I saw it in the very first time I readed some topics here =) Todd =) thanks a lot for the wellcoming words i had to smile when u talked about the Brazilian's food and is true here if u want to be happy your stomach is a very good start unfortully people here see regression and other conversations on that line one kind of taboo there is a lot of people who had the open mind but on the other side is a lot of stoneheads too =/ Sokkie =) Yeah thank´s for you starting adivise too... i know people just want money haha i don´t have any problems to buy that stuff but before I really do something i would to learn a little bit more about what means a AB lifestyle, maybe i do that after telling someone about my fellings in this way... (yes it's my little secret yet) I am not really good in hide things so i probally will talk with someone (maybe my mom ) before I jump truly deep on my baby side Turtle =D Yes buddy I read a lot about ABs =D specially regression and forced regression stories, I actually try avoid the sexual part... nothing wrong with that but does not attract me . I just want to try "join the party" no longer more just a observer, I am really upset to know others like me and share experiences and stories; thank u for the wellcoming's too =D

Hi ! =D I am new here and I had some questions about the AB lifestyle... I am not sure about posting here or in the Newbie Nirsery, anyways sorry about any trouble about it. Well ... I have a lots of curiosity in be a adult baby (not for the fetish way, but the lifestyle behind it). My apologizes about my english even before I get started, We speak portuguese here in my country (Brazil) and I understand English pretty well, but I don't know much about expressing in this lenguage but I will do my best ^^. I'm 20 years old boy, single and living with my parents... I have desires to be diapered and treated like a baby since i was 12. I started to see sites about infantilism when I was 16... This year I had a neurological condition and too avoid kidney damage i had to induce a bleder incontinence. in the past six months i'm in diapers 24/7 and to be honest i'm a little bit happy with it! My intention here it's see some expreriences of be a adult baby, what people like to do when "the baby comes out"... To be honest i'm a little shy in be here talking about it, not for shame, but for be a new guy, in a new place. The idea behind be regressed to a baby state makes me happy, a lot and i wish to know the thinks you like to do when you be a baby inside of you. i am thinking a lot about what I want or not but will be a great help if you in this forum tell me about your lifestyle as a baby... tell me about what you like to do in your fantasies... can be alnone, or with someone else ^^ (mommy, daddy etc). for me ... I like a lot to be only in diapers and a t-shirt (or just diapers), been spoon feed by my mommy (sadly I only get that in the hospilized ocasions ), suck my thumb to sleep/relax, use a lot of baby powder, wet my diapers (all times) and messy than too (but only a fell times, because it´s easy to that situation get out off control). I miss so much things like baby bottles and pacifiers (i am getting courage to buy new ones^^). Sooo i am glad to know people here, and i hope have some help to know more about this wonderfull lifestyle ^^ kisses and hugs