Here is my life changing delemma. I have been married for 4 years, my wife knows about my love for sissy diapers, and sort of plays along. But she does not understand that diapers are all i think about, i mean 24/7. I have longed for the day i can wear diapers whenever i want. Over the past two years i have found myself from time to time wondering if i would be happier leaving my wife and persuing my diaper life. it gets stronger and stronger each month that goes by. Any suggestions?