babycarolyn

hey there I only just joined the site today and it is reassuring to find someone else that is into bdsm, i find the idea of being an adult baby for my Daddy really brings out my submissive nature and gives me a sense of security that I have never before felt. -chuckles- I am not sure that he and I would have ever reached this place had I not asked him if I might start trying to induce lactation. Up until that point he just wanted me to be his cherished little girl at times and it became a reward for me to be treated this way after having pleased him. Now he wishes to introduce diapers, pacifiers, bottles etc and I am looking forward to it more than I could have ever thought. babycarolyn

hello -s- I am a bdsm slave and my Master has always liked me to call him Daddy and to be his little girl, that is when I am not in trouble and being punished -chuckles- then he sees me as anything but his little girl. I love the feeling of security and safety it brings me when he calls me this and treats me this way, he now wants it to go further and for me to start using a pacifier and bottle, diapers etc. I am currently in the process of inducing lactation and at times my bottles will contain my own milk. I find that I am anxious for him to start this with me, the thought has tremendous appeal. I have been reading up on the topic and found a site advertising hypnosis tapes that would help with the transgression through a variety of stages up to and including total bladder and bowel loss of control if a trigger phrase was used.. Not sure that I would want to go that far but my first question would be has anyone tried tapes of this kind? I have wanted to try diapers in the past so this is not a completely new desire but I was unable to purchase diapers large enough for me. I tried the depends in the largest size they had and it was a no go because of my stomach. Does anyone have any suggestions about getting something that will fit? I have thought of making my own but then there is the issue of leakage and my sewing skills are not so good that I could make plastic pants to wear over them. babycarolyn