DiaperedTeddyBear

No it's not normal But who cares??? Many AB/DLs do it. It's simply the best feeling. I love walking around the house in just a messy diaper and then sitting down in it. I like it when the consistency is somewhat dry so that it stays together as a lump that I can feel. DTB

Hi Mandy, Just do it girl!!! You will not be sorry. It is truly a wonderful feeling. Take some time to experiment yourself alone and then take it from there. If you BF really cares about you, he will understand. Use a disposable and have some baby wipes around for easy cleanup. Be carefuly about diaper rash Hey, I bet it's hot up there!! It's cooler here in the Bay Area (Santa Clara) fortunately. Stay cool when diapered otherwise it gets sticky and uncomfortable.... DTB

Hi Jay, I can totally understand your fear of buying diapers. I have been an AB/DL for about 20 years now and I still feel uncomfortable about it but I can do it. It gets better over time. I make sure I buy from a store that is far enough away from my home that I won't see anybody I know (just a couple of miles). I also have this pretend scenario that Im buying for an incontinent brother or sister who is mentally challenged. Even though it's not true, it sorta makes it better for me. I imagine as I am going down the isle that this is the story I would tell someone. Nobody is going to ask though. You can also go at a time when there is hardly anyone at the store like right when they open on a Sunday morning. The less people there are, the easier it will be. I am always afraid that some really cute girl will watch me which has happened and it's not really that bad. You can also get them online as a sample pack or by the case. Since diapers is an important part of you Jay, take care of yourself and go get a pack. You will not be sorry. It is a wonderful feeling to poop in a nice crinkly diaper. DTB