Hi Jay,
I can totally understand your fear of buying diapers. I have been an AB/DL for
about 20 years now and I still feel uncomfortable about it but I can do it. It
gets better over time. I make sure I buy from a store that is far enough away
from my home that I won't see anybody I know (just a couple of miles). I also
have this pretend scenario that Im buying for an incontinent brother or sister
who is mentally challenged. Even though it's not true, it sorta makes it better
for me. I imagine as I am going down the isle that this is the story I would
tell someone. Nobody is going to ask though. You can also go at a time
when there is hardly anyone at the store like right when they open on
a Sunday morning. The less people there are, the easier it will be. I am
always afraid that some really cute girl will watch me which has happened
and it's not really that bad. You can also get them online as a sample
pack or by the case.
Since diapers is an important part of you Jay, take care of yourself and
go get a pack. You will not be sorry. It is a wonderful feeling to poop
in a nice crinkly diaper.
DTB