Until I met my girlfriend, I honestly believed that I would pass away without anyone knowing that my biggest fantasy was to be changed out of a dirty diaper. She is the most understanding person and I love her more than words can express. As we have gotten to know each other, I decided that I no longer wanted to keep this a secret. I finally had the guts enough to tell her that I enjoy making a mess and that the only thing better than getting dirty is getting cleaned up. She has changed me in and out of diapers a couple of times and I have to say it was a wonderful thing. The first time I wore a diaper in front of her, she decided that she would wear one too so I wouldn't feel so strange. Isn't that just F##king cool? I don't know if she loves changing me, but so far has said that she doesn't mind the mess. YIPPEE! One thing I know she loves is having me curl up next to her and suck on her breasts like a baby. She loves the intimacy of it. I guess I have learned that you can't get what you want unless you have the courage to talk about it all. I have also learned that I have an amazing girlfriend who loves me enough to make me feel very special.