I dabble in being a sissy, and for as far back as I can remember I have always enjoyed the prettier fancier things, like pinks, satins, and lace. The diapers have always been there for me as well... Nowadays I do not go all out, but still wear makeup, especially eyeliner. Its one of them things that even a guy can wear, yes you still get stared at, but guys can wear it and it is semi normal. I have always painted my toenails and fingernails... since I dont know when, and dont know what ever made me do it in the first place. I guess, for me, I have always just associated myself more with femininity than most that I have ever truly met in life. I learned how to sew at a very young age, (I also learned how to hunt at a very young age.) I guess I just always seen womens clothing as more attractive than a guys....