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I get my nappies on a monthy bases, I have set up a direct debit so they jsut take the money and post my nappies the next day.

Bad idea. I told a old school friend I was incontinent once when he became homeless and stayed with me untill he found his feet. I made it bluntly obvious that I was wearing a nappies by bending down and exposing the back of it. He did not say anything untill he got drink and lost his inhibitions them asked me sympathically why I was wearing a nappy, I told him I was having problems which will hopefully be be shorted out when I have my operation in a couple of months. I was really embarrassed but at the time so horny. I told him I have had wetting problems all my life and that I wore a catheter to school which I could empty down the toilet so it sounded like I was using it normaly. He believed every word. I loved wetting my nappies and then having to change in the bathroom into a clean one always making sure he could hear the crinkly plastic then walking out with the top of it tucked into my tee-shirt, it made me feel so horny at the time. Couple of days passed and I would walk around wih no tee-shirt on and my pants low making sure he could see everything, he seemed cool with it and I felt comfortable with it. I got to the point of getting really drunk and walking out with just a nappy on then having him take photos of me with my wet nappies on. I will post some on here. Anyhow after a couple of weeks it started to get like a routine of always having to wear around him which was most of the time, it got boring and I was losing interest which made it worse because every time we went out for a drink I had to take my nappie bag with clean nappies, I hated having to take it into the toilet because it made my friend feel that everybody thought he was untrustworthy that why I had to take it with me.

Wow. very nice website.

Shit! I can't stop having erections.

I have never seen a gun in my life which is very surprising considering I live in the Gun capital of England, We have 11 shooting last year all to do with black drug gangs. I don't understand why people feel the need to own guns. is it a macho thing?

So what happens if one can't affort health a insurance policy and they become ill, would they have to go without and hope to get better? What happens if somebody has insurance and diagnosed with a serious condition which requires considerable resources, could they be refused treatment? Are the poor left to die?

I have purchased the Euro Attend and find them really crappy, they are not very think even for size ten, don't like tht feel of the plastic plus they leak. Are the american ones the save.?

After many year of wearing nappies I can confidently say I have overcome the barriers some of us face with wetting our nappies, I had a over sensitive bladder and used to have to sand up and completely and relax before I could wet. could not wet even in public. I'm at the point know of when I put a nppie and feel like I need to pee even if I have a small amont, I can sit down and pee. It dos feel so nice to be able to pee myself without having to get up and when I have friend ee they don't even know I;m wetting. What about you?

So what about this scenario? A person who after a couple of years managed to become incontinent by just wearing napppies all the time which eventually shrunk his bladder to a extent he constantly dribbles. He made himself incontinent. Would this person be a fraudster? Would it be immoral for him to get free nappies of the health service? And this scenario? A person who desperately wants to become incontinent so bad that he constantly thinks about harming his body, he thinks by achieving incontinence his life might be better. People keep telling him just wear napppies all the time and eventually he will become incontient, but the thing his he can't affort nappies so tell a little lie so he coud get free ones, he then becomes incontient after some years.

Just visit your doctor with a nappy on and tell him your experiencing problems with reaching the toilet in time and you often don't make it which is getting worse so you had to wear you bedtime nappy because also your a bedwetter and have been all your life. They might do some tests but they can't prove you are not incontinent. I would not worry to much about obtaining incontinent pads of the Belgium health care system, you pay your taxes right? If I had the courage I'll be making a appointment with my doctor and saying I was incontinent to get free Tena slip Nappies of the NHS delivered to my door plus having a collect service to take the used ones away. I understand your point about nappies being very expensive in Europe. I pay 260 euros a month for my nappies when in the US I would be paying perhaps 150 euros or less for the same. Soon when I tell my parents I am going to wear 24/7 to become incontinent. I am going to get free nappies od the NHS. Don't really give a grap what people say on here Good look. They give drug addicts free morphine here in England, I'm just addicted to nappies.

Thanks for sharing your experience AutieAB. I too have a spent considerable amount of time in one childrens homes in Nottinghamshire and I can relate to the 'dark days' in a way although I found it kind of liberating at first after being in a oppressive foster family for 3 years before hand. This was the only time in my life I felt the need to actively seek some incontinence pads because I felt so alone and insecure and desperately wanted too wear a nappy. I found a packet Tena Slips in a Nursing home shed next door to the childrens home and remember how utterly excited I was in finding them and rushed back to my bedroom to wear one. Not long after a memeber of staff was inspecting my bedroom because it was pocket money day and happend to open my wardrobe to see if I had not just flung all my cloths into it. She found some used huge wet nappies but made out she did not see them (They was unmissable) That night they was gone and my key worker was waiting for me in the staffroom, she thought I was having incontinence problems and was telling me about hygienic disposal which I just went along with too get out the office. I kept out her way after that. A couple of days later I found a bucket and nappy bags in my room with a letter which I still have to this day which said, Hi George As per our conversation here is the stuff we talked about (Could not remember that part!!) If you have got soiled cloths, put a squit of dettol in the bucket, fill bucket up with water and leave to soak, stick soiled pads into bid liners, they're called nappy bags because they tie up and thraw them into the bin. Staff are aware so it shouldet cause too much embarrament.. Do you need us to buy you any incontinence pad? Please let me know. I nearly died when I read that she hasd let all the other staff know which must of been anout 15 other people. That was problery one of the worst moments of my life, walking down stairs for dinner and not being able to look at anybody plus it would be the same every time a new staff menber came on shift. Anyhow thanks againg for sharing you story. Gearge.

Do you ever think about all the times you have been caught and how people regard you? After all the times my foster parents have found my nappies (including used ones soild one) they must think I'm really mentally and emotionally messed up inside. Soon after I moved into that placement at 11 they found a poopy nappy I had hidden not very well. That night when we was sitting comfortably they started asking why I want to wear nappies. I felt a little embarrassed but soon told them they make me feel safe which they did so was telling the truth. (At the time I don't think I new myself why I liked wearing nappies.) They started asking me why they make me feel safe, this went on all night because they could not comprehend I just liked wearing them for the safty aspect. I think they was anticipating me saying I was sexually abased by my real father, After that all contact was stopped between my real father so they must of thought I was holding back. Years rolled on and they continued finding nappies what I stole from the special school I went too. I used to go into the changing toilet and fill my school bag up with Attends nappies before the school bus came to take me home. They caught me with a bag full of nappies once and by this time they was sick of finding and tryed every punishment they could they took me into school the next morning and told them I was stealing from them. They then empyed the back infront of me. anyhow I'll write the rest of this in the morning. My question is, How do you thick poeple perceive us?

Would a person who has achieved sphincter muscle atrophy from wearing diapers 24/7 be able to regain some control or would they become permanently incontinent? Dose the sphincter muscle completey waste away? Would over time this have any affect on the anal sphincter muscles? Any information on the subject would be helpful.

Recently I read a news article about this American mother who encouraged her children to fake mental retardation for years so she would get paid disability payments It got me thinking what would happen in this situation if she was not caught but died leaving her son to defend for himself but because he was faking being a retard for so long he could not just act normal, presumably he would be known to Social Services who have a dudy to provide care, would they take him and place him in a care home with other people with retardation to spend the rest of him life being treated like a baby because they was unaware of him faking it. If you was this person with average intelligence who had faked being retarded for so long and knowing you was about to be placed into a care home for life would you come out with he truth and face all the media attention and jail or would you just roll with it and settle in to your new home following the same routine of being bathed and dressed in the morning then spoon fed, will being treated like a baby all the time? The news link http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/loca...33_faked06.html

Would you care to enlighten us?

I don't think cloth nappies are my cup of tea. I find plastic pants very uncomfortable because they always seem too tight around the the back of my legs making them chafe. Thats the same with the next size up so I gave up on the idea. The soft crinkly plastic on disposables feels much better which means I can walk wihtout my legs getting sore I would pay more money for a product I like rather then have to go for second best. All the cheap nappies I have purchased in the past have been useless, they don't give off the same aroma as the premium nappies.

I can't remember the last time I have been without my nappies. I always get a little anxious when I'm starting to run out so I'm always searching the internet for deals on incontinence pads to replenish my stock and to see what other brands I fancy trying. One thing I have learned is this is one hell of a expensive fetish. My favorite brand of nappies are the Tena Slip Super which I tend to purchase two boxes a month (6 packs of 28) which comes to £113 ($220) including delivery. How much would the equivalent cost over in the States? Do you tend to spend more when your feeling horny?

1. Earliest diaper memory The earliest memory dates back to when I was five when I was hospitalized, I remember walking into a room separated from the main childrens ward, My mother was talking to a women whos son was severely disabled, as I walked in remember seeing a packet of huge blue nappies beside the bed and being completely fascinated with them. I just really wanted to try one on. I did not really have the understanding at the time as to what the feeling ment. 2. The first time you realized you liked diapers Around about 9. By this time I was on a Full Care Order and living with a foster family who also fosterd a two year old girl who was still in nappies. I remember the first time I tryed one of her nappies on and the enjoyment and security I felt from it. That night was the first time I did not feel the to cry myself to sleep. I remember secretly stealing and wearing them at night untill the foster lady found them under the bed. I think at this point I had a strong emotional attachment to them. They soon kicked me out. 3. Unique or memorable diapers sightings The first day I started at the local special school. I was moved to a new foster family who thought it was a good idea to exaggerate my emotional and behaviour difficulties so they could claim more money from social services. I was soon placed in a special school which I loved. I only had four other class mates. There was a boy who was fecally incontinent in the other class next door. Somtimes his classroom helper used to help in my class. Everytime he had a accident his teather would send sombody to inform the classroom helper Dale needed his nappy changing. I was so jealous! 4. Times you have been caught or exposed By this time I was stealing Dales nappies and taking them home. He used Attends pads but because he was bigger them me the pads where very large so felt more like a nappy without any tapes. This is when I first experimented with wetting and messing. The feeling was absolutely amazing. Being 11 I really did not think about the consequences of messing them, So after I had messed them I used to hide the used nappys in my room hoping the foster lady would not find them, she soon did. She thought I was deliberately pooing and hiding them purposely to get at her. She soon kicked me out after the 3rd time. I was then moved to a new placement who at the time was seen by social services as the place they dump kids who have severe behaviour problems. They was very old school and strict. I continued to steal nappies from school and continued to wee and mess them. They soon found out but unlike all the other foster familys they sat down and talked to me about why I felt the need to wear nappies. I later learned they and social services thought I had been sexelly abused and thats why I felt the need to wear nappies. I told them nothing. Things soon changed when the other foster child left so I became the focus of the foster dads anger problem.

Dream on!! I'm not paying good money to be ridiculed and looked upon like I'm some kind of fruitcake. I was sensible as a child not letting the psychiatrist my mother sent me too know the full extent of my feeling. Telling a mental health professional I wish to be incontinent and perhaps might Physical harm myself for some results, I'll be sectioned under the mental health act plus it will forever be listed in my medical records for all and sunday to see. Sorry not for me.

I fully understand the consequences being incontinent intales and the added responsibilities and perhaps the burden wearning nappies all the time might have on my social life but its somthing that I have always wanted and I have a strong emotional and sexual need to be incontinent which at its worst I have contemplated harming myself to archive some results and dull down that constant longing I feel to live as a incontinent person unable to control myself. I could have a procedure done in Delhi by a competent urologists without any hassle as money talks in India, I have yet to find one but its a huge possibility which I am going to explore further.

I like changing my own nappies, All the times I have been changed my nappies have not been put on tight enough, perhaps that is because the person had not had alot of experience.

I have always liked the idea that a medical procedure leaves me completely incontinent and unable to retain liquids, I walk around slowly dribbling in my nappies without any knowledge only to find I need changing quick.

If I don't understand how I can 'kill' the compulsion. My sexuality has always been the idea of making myself incontinent, thats the only thing what turns me on. Lets say I try and overcome this by going back to the roots I really don't thick it will help at all, its like trying to make a gay person strait. if you get what I mean. Its aways beem apart of my life.

You missed the point, I don't want my nappies changing by anybody.

I'm not really looking for ways to achieve incontinence as I have read all the wonderful advice over the years on here and have a pretty good idea to reach incontinence. I have a very strong sexual compulsion in wanting to be incontinent and living as a incontinent person which perhaps stems from the security and comfort I got from wearing nappies as child. I thick it was very much reinforced when visting my mothers friend who had s servely disabled son and witnessing her loveingly change his nappies somthing I thick I missed out on as a child. I have read loads of threads over the years from incontinent people who always point out the negative aspects to being incontinent and how after some months you might get board off having to wear all the time, I always though that only applies to adult babys and people who like sex. I personally don't find sex appealing or anything apart from being incontinent. When I become incontinent what will happen to my compulsion, do you think I may looses it and wish I never became incontinent. Anybody been in the same boat as me?