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If one's willing to pay the price.

I'm really starting to find this thread quite humours. This whole community wants appetence and will openly defend one's fetishes when provoked by outside parties but yet have no tolerance for people who are diaper lovers who just lick different preferences. Thats why this board is so separated.

There is a difference between being physically disabled and mentally disabled. People with a physically disability still have their mental abilities and are very aware of their predicament and the prejudices and discrimination they have to face day to day. People with a severe learning disability (mental handicap) don't understand the the concept of discrimination and most of the time are unaware of their surroundings. They have no responsibilities because they are unable to fend for themselfs. They are never alone because they live in residential accommodation with five other service users and with double the amount care staff. They have all their needs met. No worries. Kinda like being a baby for ever. (I don't want to be treated like a baby, I want to be treated as a person with a mental handicap) Unlike American where you have a disgraceful welfare record and treat disabled people like third class citizens if you are unable to meet you're care costs. Here in England we treat our disabled citizens with dignity and respect, most importantly choose!. It doesnt matter if you are poor and have never worked, you will be treated exactly the same as people who have worked all their lives when seeking medical treatment of the NHS or funding for residential care (group homes) Absolutely no insurance required. I'm not saying I want to abouse our very generous welfare system, I'm saying I have grown up with a very different prospective then you and have seen first hand from a very early age how people with severe learning disabilities are treated and still see how they are treated. For some reason unknow I have always wanted this Am I any different to people who want to be amputees?

Lol I did not realize I posted this thread. Oh well.

I'm sorry if I caused offence Moogie. I can't possibly know what its like to be truly disabled so can understand you're stance on the issue. I'm not trying to ridicule and make a mockery of people with impairments. I said in a early post I truly envy people with learning disabilities and have done since I was very young. Somebody mentioned in a earlier post that perhaps I have chosen the word envy wrong but I can say truthly envy is how I feel. Envy because people with severe learning disabilities don't have a care in the world. Envy because they don't have no commitments and responsibilities. Envy because they are never loney. These feeling are rooted deep in me and has come about with the things I have experienced in my childhood. As for getting sexual kicks out of pretending to have learning disabilities, I don't! Just like some adult babies don't get any kicks out of dressing in adult baby clothes and dricking out of oversized bottles. Just like me they want a time when they was innocent and sheltered from the world and I truly feel that people with learning disabilities have that innocence and will always have it. Is acting disabled in public as bad as going out dressed in oversized baby clothing? No way. They are openly displaying a fetich and causing a scene, I don't hear people criticizing them. People acting disabled will be assumed by the public as being disabled. But I think this all boils down too some people on this site thinking we are making a mockery of true disabled people. We are honestly not.

I guess we are, lol. And all this time I thought I was the only one. I like play acting as person who as severe mental retardation with some autistic traits such as repetitive movements and hand flipping. As well as being doubly incontinent. I recently purchased a special needs protective helmet that autistic people wear when they hand bang just to make me seem more retarted. I don't see problem with this behaviour and role playing. I'm not trying to offend people with actually disabilities. I see it like this. I'm the same as people who like dressing up as babies and role playing except I'm a much older person who is disabled and needs careing for.

I have a large red fleece blacket somebody brought me years ago. Really love it.

I have been saving my money a couple of months for a adult walking frame from a internet disability shop. http://s319.photobucket.com/albums/mm480/t...sic_saddle1.jpg

Look at the topic title. Not the same question.

No this is a different topic. Look at both of them.

In the winter when its cold I like walking miles at night and feeling the damp coldness in the seat of my diaper just stopping for a dribble now and again. I mostly wear Tea Slips. I second favorite activity is waering my special needs anti-strip jumpsuit with a thick diaper plus my rubber helmet them filming myself.

From asexuality.org I focus my energy on objects, eg dipers and rubber helmets. I have never participated in any sex with a partner because quite frankly its nauseating. Kinda how people feel when you tell them you like messing you're diapers. Its perhaps not healthy being this obsessed with incontinence and diapers. I think when I do finally achieve incontinence these strong sexual urges will go away and I can focus again on how wearing diapers used to make me feel before I hit puberty.

Well at least four from what pack of Supers.

Some of the Tenas have manufacturing fult. On four separate occasions they have ripped just above my bottom letting fluff out when I change. Its a good six centimeters rip in exactly the same place on all of them and I end up with wet fluff on my bed. They have lost the quality factor recently.

Don't know where you get that misconception from? I'm not sexually attracted to anyone of any gender therefore I see myself as asexual. I never think of sex.,

We are all freaks! Is any of this considered normal?

I'm asexual. I don't like sex. As for being obsessed perhaps I am but that dose not stop me from living a full life. I can happily search the internet anywhere I go. Thats the main problem if I make myself incontinent I will be unable to enjoy my holidays and wil be confined to boring old Engaland.

I'm not going to go down to you're level. If you had read my question probably I was asking how I could stop feeling horny all the time. But I suppose you just wanted to troll around. Stop fishing.

If you don't have nothing worthwhile to say don't bother replying. Nasty person.

I am always horny and because my fetish centers exclusively around becoming incontinent I constantly think about ways on how to damage my body. I am spending six to seven hours a day searching the internet about incontinence and what causes it. It I could find a method on how to achieve total incontinence I would do it knowing full well I don't really want it. I know this because after I masterbaite I don't think its a good idea then 10 minutes later I'm horny really again and will do anything to damage both my sphincters. I mean anything!

I remember exactly when I had my first encounters with adult nappies. I had just moved to a new foster placement in a large town called Chesterfield in the county of Derbyshire. I was 10 and this was perhaps my fourth faster placement because all the others could not cope with me. This one felt different as the foster mother had patience and was quite understanding unlike the rest of them. She fosterd mostly children with severe learning disabilities as we have a very good social welfare program in England and she could make alot of money. I moved into a small bedroom in the loft (attic) whcih had a small wardrobe where she kept all her Christmas Decorations as well as a small collection of Attends nappies. I have always loved nappies from a very early age and was so happy to find these nappies in her wardrobe, I remember taping my first one and feeling so calm and peaceful, that night I did not cry myself to sleep thinking about my monther. The next morning I did not now what to do with the used nappy (not wet) I hid it under the bed. This carried on for a couple of weeks untill she hoverd my room and found them. I was expelled from school at the time for stepping on somebodys art work ( A lighthouse) so was down downstairs with a social worker playing board games when she came down with some used Attends in her hands. would you like me to carry on because this can become quite long?

I have always found you're posts interesting as I'm fascinated with how you managed to loose all control. Did you manage to regain bowel control or are you still having accidents? I have researched sphincter musicle atrophy religiously because Its somthing I have always wanted to achieve and from what I understand its very hard to become incontinent from wearing diapers all the time so I guess you must of been very determined to become incontinent. Do you dribble all the time like you're bladder never fills, dose it come right out. How dose it a affect you day to day living.

Whad dose it feel like when you shit your diaper? Is it runny when it comes out or like a normal poo?

I too will be starting soon. Its just finding a method that suits me. I don't have the patience to wear 24/7 and act like I'm incontinent when I knoiw I can just take it off.

I think its seen as more acceptable for women to wear babyish clothing and liking teddy bears, its kinda seen as feminine instead of babyish. I would imagine most men would like to wear baby blue Transformers or He-man pyjamas just like they did when they where children but feel they should like up to there masculinity.